Nilly's Cafe

Nilly ☔︎ Pure Vanilla Cookie fictive ☂︎ bodily 20 ☀︎︎ I'm spoken for ❦︎ be kind!

[nillabeans-cafe]

☀︎︎❦︎ Welcome to Nilly's Blog! ❦︎☀︎︎

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#Nillabeans Cafe

#Nilly Vents

#Nilly Chats

#Nilly Answers

#Nilly's Lovemail

#Nilla Art

#Nilly Rants

#Nilly's PSAs

❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎

☀︎︎❦︎ Nilly's Introduction! ❦︎☀︎︎

Pure Vanilla Cookie fictive

Vocally attached to the original Korean VA

My role is mostly internal, so this blog may appear inactive at times!

I'm very source attached. If you know Cookie Run: Kingdom, you will know how I am!

Some flavour of not straight and demi-sexual

My favourite animals are birds of all species!

I'm spoken for and don't appreciate outside flirting as much as others. I dislike conflict, and that includes rejecting people for me.

This is a system account, not a roleplay account!

Bodily 20 and taken by @secrecyspades and our collective partner system @spr1nkleofhope

Our collective blog is @a-sprinkleoftruth

Remember to be kind to yourself and take a break every now and then. Have faith and a little hope that things will get better. Find peace in the little things!

(Asks are open, anonymous asks are not due to aforementioned conflict struggles!)

☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎

[spr1nkleofhope]

🩵 Hot take: no one can "fake" an interest and if you think they can you're fucking insecure and crazy. The way I've seen ppl accused of being "fake" fans of shit for not agreeing to HCs or something recently is INSANE TO ME. you can't FAKE YOUR LOVE FOR SOMETHING!!

Especially if a HC isn't CANON. I've seen ppl accused of faking being a lover of media because of a non confirmed divergent headcanon for multiple fandoms recently and it's like. How insecure ARE YOU???

If Abel isn't considered an ally by some and they think he's gay or bi? Fake fan

Ppl see Jax as transmasc? Fake fan.

I hc shadow milk as genderfluid transmasc but id someone sees him as another lgbt identity that respects he's not cis I WONT CALL THEM FAKE

If someone looked at me and said cinnamoroll is a bunny to them? Ok!!! You love him the way you do!!

It's so STUPID AND INSECURE TO ME. GODS.

Near 30 and I cannot be fucked to care how sensitive people are about tiny details that TRULY DONT CHANGE SOMETHING THEY LOVE. THEY'RE INSECURE in their love and being seen as a true fan if they don't love it the way it's "official"IMO

[spr1nkleofhope]

Ppl rly don't get how someone 20-21 can think for themselves and be in a relationship with someone. It's a **7-8** year age difference. It's not that big a deal if I'm 28. My partner is a fully functioning grown adult who understands the world and his environment and can consent. There's no power imbalance because we communicate each other's needs and listen to one another and make sure our boundaries are heard and respected.

He's not an infant or child. He's old enough almost (in the US) to drink. I'm not a successful and rich 28 yr old who can hold shit over him or do whatever the fuck it is groomers do. the relationship is based on mutual communication, boundaries, agreements, and navigation.

Sorry. Had to be a bitch for once. If you have an issue with us? Good for you. He's an adult. He can make his own decisions. I'm not gonna speak for him, but I'm gonna speak as someone who feels protective of how he's treated and talked about. It's not fair. It's not right. And he's not a child. And I'm not some big bad Boogeyman to him.

It's fucking disgusting how the internet flips at minor age differences. I can PROMISE YOU there's actually toxic, abusive, and manipulative relationships out there with an age difference. If your ONLY ISSUE is the big scary numbers in our ages? That's honestly a you problem.

[secrecyspades]

@nillabeans-cafe tricked me into watching Twilight. He's learned deceit well 💙 my beloved lamb.

[nillabeans-cafe]

I learned from the very best, my beloved Puppeteer. I couldn't be happier with anyone else tugging my strings. 🍦💛

[secrecyspades]

And you dance so beautifully for me, my dearest poppet. 💙♟️

[nillabeans-cafe]

@//@ aaaa

[secrecyspades]

The way my boyfriend gave me the vindication of a lifetime and made us realized we're just mixed and ppl suck lol. I love him.

[nillabeans-cafe]

Hahah! This I love you too!

[secrecyspades]

@nillabeans-cafe tricked me into watching Twilight. He's learned deceit well 💙 my beloved lamb.

[nillabeans-cafe]

I learned from the very best, my beloved Puppeteer. I couldn't be happier with anyone else tugging my strings. 🍦💛

[shadowmilksfavedoll]

"Oh my sweet doll, how you're my FAVORITE puppet!~"

NON-SHARE (from past possessive yume trauma) SHADOW MILK YUME!!!

♡ My Maestro ♡

♡ Milky ♡

BIG INFO SPEAL ABT YUME BELOW

My sweet little piece of paradise to love mail yumeship about shadow milk, based on my relationship with my fictive system partner in @a-sprinkleoftruth

(and others within said system and another system I love dearly irl as well! Will be added as relationships progress. I need a place to draw about sweet moments that are beloved to me between them all and gush!!!!)

Unfortunately the love beam hit strong and hard yesterday

♡ 28 yo gachikoi

It ♡ he ♡ crumb pronouns

Lupus warrior

♡ Hopeful Sugar Cookie x Shadow Milk Cookie x Pure Vanilla Cookie ♡

♡ Hopeful Sugar Cookie x Eternal Sugar Cookie ♡

♡ Sprinkle of Hope x Silent Salt/Salt of Solidarity ♡

♡ Sprinkle of Hope x Fount of Knowledge ♡

♡ Dream Cloud Cookie x Sage of Truth x Truthless Recluse ♡

♡ Hopeful Sugar Cookie and (shy crush on) Timekeeper Cookie ♡

♡ Doughael (unsure but slightly developing fondness) ♡

OTHER RELATIONSHIPS/ fandoms!!!

Vox x Valentino x Sugar - sweetestsins. Strongest poly throuple. Sugar is a human who got stuck in Hell because of Vox, but he ended up falling for Sugar headfirst and vowed to protect and adore it. It is HIS redemption path. He and Val are gaurd dog privilege to the human.

(no I do not like or approve of Val or Vox's actions in source but them in system as extremely important to me as partners!!!)

Vincent Whitman (human) x Sugar (alternate meeting au? Will work out the bugs bleh)

Vincent/Vox x Sugar

Alastor x Sugar

Caesar from Mandela Catalogue

Ethan Winters from Res Evil 7+8

Non system partner yumes

Red Velvet Cookie

Jax from TADC (HEAVY)

Mad Hatter from Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland

Sweeney Todd

Emile from Cartoon Therapy

Apollo from Prism (belongs to @actuallyrea. HEAVY DUE TO PAST SYSTEM PARTNER)

Discord from MLP

Darkiplier

Simon from Iron Lung (HEAVY)

Bill Cipher (HEAVY)

Rick C-137 (HEAVY)

Rick Prime (HEAVY)

Memory Rick

Lucifer Morningstar (LUCIFER THE SHOW)

Crowley (Supernatural)

Crowley (Good Omens)

Sparkle from Honkai Star Rail

Boothill from Honkai Star Rail

Bezyl from Chikn Nuggit

FAMILIAL!!! NON ROMANTIC

Lucifer MorningStar (Hazbin, adopted dad)

Angel Dust (older brother)

Milky Way Cookie (little sister)

Star Coral Cookie (little sister)

Sebastian from Pressured (FUCK ZEAL AND CO SUPPORT REN FUCK THE GAME ITSELF. Anyways adopted father)

This page is for me to just love post the things I can't vocally say because words are harder than anything. This is for me alone in my system but others love post on our main page and my host/headmate his own!!! Thank u!!!

[spr1nkleofhope]

When ur boyfriend is shadow milk cookie and he serandes you with love like you ? 🥺🥺🥺 Ily milky. @a-sprinkleoftruth

[nillabeans-cafe]

Hello everyone, just a friendly and quick PSA that two things can be true at once! Yes, Shadow Milk Cookie IS a villain, but he's also emotionally broken.

I believe that Shadow Milk Cookie is a good extreme example of unchecked Cluster-B personality disorders and then some. I genuinely think this cookie just needs some therapy, a good hug, a boatload of medication, and a friend. That might just be source brain talking, but he genuinely just needs help, and I don't think anyone could change my mind.

Remember to be kind to those around you and seek help before you get to a point like this. Asking for help does not make you weak, and neither does needing a friend.

Be kind to yourself, Nilly.

[secrecyspades]

Waiting for my silly vanilly to wake up is one of the best parts of my day.

[nillabeans-cafe]

Well, he's up now! ^^ just in co-front ♡

You're adorable, I love you!

[randompebble]

I'm so sad they didn't give him his slit pupils and eyebags in the final version of the Act 2 animation. They should make him scarier

[mellomelloid]

acidrain713

[secrecyspades]

For inexplicit system related reasons sugar won't be fronting for some time. period. Please send wishes our way. It's been a lot mentally and I'm not sure how to talk about what happened that caused this decision without wanting to break down. The only thing I'm gonna say is being a system isn't always fun or easy, it can have very mentally difficult and fucked up repercussions to trauma, and fuck our ex. So fucking hard. To mutuals and friends of sugar, I'm sorry if you'll miss him. Please know we're doing what we can and looking for solutions and a therapist, especially after our seizure the other night caused by a panic attack. Its been a lot.

[mellomelloid]

keep it together, man. (FlowerFueled)

[nillabeans-cafe]

☀︎︎❦︎ Welcome to Nilly's Blog! ❦︎☀︎︎

☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎

☀︎︎❦︎ Nilly's custom tags! ❦︎☀︎︎

#Nillabeans Cafe

#Nilly Vents

#Nilly Chats

#Nilly Answers

#Nilly's Lovemail

#Nilla Art

#Nilly Rants

#Nilly's PSAs

❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎

☀︎︎❦︎ Nilly's Introduction! ❦︎☀︎︎

Pure Vanilla Cookie fictive

Vocally attached to the original Korean VA

My role is mostly internal, so this blog may appear inactive at times!

I'm very source attached. If you know Cookie Run: Kingdom, you will know how I am!

Some flavour of not straight and demi-sexual

My favourite animals are birds of all species!

I'm spoken for and don't appreciate outside flirting as much as others. I dislike conflict, and that includes rejecting people for me.

This is a system account, not a roleplay account!

Bodily 20 and taken by @secrecyspades and our collective partner system @spr1nkleofhope

Our collective blog is @a-sprinkleoftruth

Remember to be kind to yourself and take a break every now and then. Have faith and a little hope that things will get better. Find peace in the little things!

(Asks are open, anonymous asks are not due to aforementioned conflict struggles!)

☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎☀︎︎❦︎

[secrecyspades]

Gods I love him,,,,

[nillabeans-cafe]

And he loves you too!

[nillabeans-cafe]

Have you eaten yet today? Dinking water? Getting meds? Taking your time? You better be 💙🫵/ lh

Love u nilly bean

Haha, funny, you ask that! Actually, I've been keeping up with all our needs very well!

[nillabeans-cafe]

Is that my darrlllinnnngg puppet?~ 💙🖤

It is! Welcome! ♡ /silly 🍦💛

[secrecyspades]

WELCOME? MY MY am I being given a proper introduction to your grand stage? But the final act has barely begun, mon amore!~ 💙💙💙💙💙💙

[nillabeans-cafe]

THE INTERNAL SCREAM I SCRUMPT— the French took me out - oh my