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Anxiety: if you are not doing The Most™ then you are a giant fucking failure! go! hurry!

Depression: life is pointless, just lie in bed and stare at a wall all day, we good

Depression is absolutely kicking my ass and I don't know how to shake it this time. I want so desperately to let happiness outweigh the overwhelming feeling of wanting to throw myself in front of a car but I'm struggling. I can feel myself going into self destruct mode and I don't even feel like I want to try and battle it this time. I feel like I'm fully ready for sadness to consume my life again and I welcome it with open arms. ✨✨✨

flowerais-deactivated20211031

you’ve heard of “treat others the way you would want to be treated.” now get ready for:

treat yourself the way you would treat others

nilvedelocin

If only

So fed up of being so afraid of confrontation that I bottle up every bit of anger or upset I feel when really I want to shake everyone by the shoulders and angry cry at them.

memelovingbot

1: wow the stars are beautiful 2: yeah they are 1: you know who else is beautiful? 2: *blushes* who 1: goat

It's so nice being with someone who makes me actively want to be a better person. I've done some shitty things in the past, had terrible morals and I'm ashamed of a lot but I'm such a different person now, thanks to this man. I've been massively struggling with my mental health lately and every other aspect of my life has gone to shit but my two feet remain firmly on the ground. I'll be forever thankful for letting me be a part of such an honest and loving relationship.

I am so overwhelmed by my own feelings, so in love I want to burst

Hey mental health, what's that? I'm happy and obviously that means you're going into self destruct mode? Well ok 🙃

What an absolute babe

horribledrawingsofmylife

Told the love of my life that I love him for the first time yesterday and turns out, he feels the same. I am happy and for the first time in such a long time I feel secure.