All in one sitting ...dangit
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All in one sitting ...dangit
called my girlfriend the wrong name today and fucked her on acid two nights ago and she morphed into the other girl I am seeing/fucking and that is the only reason I had an orgasm
dammit
what is more important...
being comfortable and happy and at peace with a kind person who loves me very much but does not require growth (and protecting that person's heart while being with them, because a separation would wound her deeply)
or exploring a visceral pull towards another human that I cannot possibly explain but that has shaped who I am as a person and that lights me on fire without my consent
?
I cannot choose
I want everything. I am greedy.
I am exactly like my father
godDAMN my two loves are so so cute and bring me such smiles and so much love and warmth
look at those little faces
Please tell me why I am fucking and casually dating a 30 year old woman when both of us are in a committed relationship We've known each other for 5 years and are viscerally drawn to each other and have always been that way even just as distantly intimate friends when I was young but it probably doesn't justify this behavior But it feels so fucking good to touch her
I love my girlfriend I am not in love with her but I just love her so much she is such a nice person it is nice to know that healthy relationships are okay and enjoyable Mostly it is nice to know that passion can exist without aggression
I have sexual withdrawals at least twice a day
every day I need to go through a series of steps to avoid having borderline anxiety attacks (a new thing for me!) BUT when I get that under control I think I am almost happy for the first time in a while
(my happiness = lack of fear)
Is this flirty?? She Also drunkenly asked me over last night
Me: *celebrates first healthy relationship in years!!!!!* My gal pal: *turns out to have deeply rooted and very aggressive jealously and trust issues*
I still miss you when I get too tired to forget and I am still angry that you left me without saying goodbye but I am happy that you are not suffering anymore and I love you and I hope you knew how much of me is made up of what you gave me and I hope I was able to give you something, even if it didn't end up being enough
Why am I so obsessed with my girlfriend LOL
songs about my dead girlfriend Lol
these days I fall in love with anybody who shows me affection and attention but it is not love I know it is not love I just like being in control I want to make everybody my puppet it is cruel but it is my only talent and the only way I know to avoid being devoured by loneliness
why won't you tell me what you want I want you so badly why don't you need me the way I need you = things I am thinking about a girl who is not my girlfriend
last night I : made almost $5,000 and got a girlfriend
I don't have the girl I want (unless I happen to go to her at a time that is convenient for her and ask for her at no other time) but I am fucking a dealer who gives me free substances which is close enough to love for me