RAT EYES !

fictionkin + mentally ill self-indulgent blog.

[ningennomorosa]

なんにも無理をしないで私愛されたい

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he is such a child oh my god

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Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands, drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands Romeo

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I like reading in french actually it makes me feel very transfrench

I should learn italian as well, italian manga is very inexpensive

[ningennomorosa]

Depuis le temps que je te rêve

Depuis le temps que je t'invente

De pas te voir, j'en crève

Et je te sens dans mon ventre

Le jour où tu te ramène

J'arrête de boire, promis

Au moins toute une semaine

Ça sera dur, mais tant pis.

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my favorite type of record...

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sometimes I scroll on vinted and find illustrations of bart I can't find anywhere else

also, this is killing me

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you are all *sleeping* on sideshow bob in his scratchy costume.

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Tomma blickar, tömda sinnen

Tunnelbanan rullar fram genom

Den svarta stadens dystra passager

Allt har en så melankolisk lyster ikväll

Ingenting och allt i disharmoni;

Är det vackert eller avskyvärt?

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[postcard-from-the-past]

Franz Liszt's grave in Bayreuth, Bavaria, Germany

German vintage postcard, mailed in 1902 to Wien, Austria

[ningennomorosa]

貴方に説かれた　人間の脆さを

夢にさえ　殺されよう

寝ても覚めても　焦燥の輪廻を

繰り返し　拓かぬ道

明晰夢　魅せつける　満足度　得られます？

孤独感　消えません　虚無に苛まれ

[ningennomorosa]

Made the choice to go away

Drink the fountain of decay

Tear a hole exquisite red

Fuck the rest and stab it dead

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Drunk on ego

Truly thought I could make it right

If I kissed you one more time

To help you face the nightmare

But you're far too poisoned for me

Such a fool to think that I could wake you from your slumber

That I could actually heal you

...

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening

Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you

Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening

And hiding from some poisoned memory

[ningennomorosa]

All my motives and every single narrative below reflects

that moment when it broke and will I never let it go

No matter what? Now I am throwing all the shards away,

discarding every fragment, and fumbling uncertain towards a Curtain call

that no one wants to happen,

that no ones going to clap for at all, but that still has to be.