Fight. Always

24. going to seek the great perhaps.

[kosmogrl]

learning not to return to places where I miss the past but see no future

[sirenchild]

[heartcharacter]

[calellon]

unfortunately i could never be nonchalant because i am not well in the head and also my soul is on fire

[dailyflicks]

SPLASH (1984) dir. Ron Howard

[la-domi-triste]

The connection I crave is far from physical

[papayajuan2019]

i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me

[cemeteryxghoul]

whatever (it's eating away at my soul)

[weltenwellen]

Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:

There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’

like wow babe. good fucking point

[beautiful-shapes]

Kyoko Ina and Stefania Berton

Capodanno On Ice 2012

[04k96]

[petrichara]

And no I don’t think love ever leaves because it’s been eight years since my dad died and he is in every thought and hope and dream. and when I think I can’t fix the computer he is here. and when I eat chocolate cake he is here. and when the sun glows at 3pm he is here. and he will always be here because his life made mine, and my life will be his epilogue

[glowcowboy]

grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

[love]

[kafk-a]

[julieterbang]

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