no longer human.

|| Indie Dazai Osamu from BSD || dying with 404 ||

[bttnnghtmr]

           We all wanna be somebody, we just need a taste of who we are                                 We all wanna be somebody, we’re willing to go but not that far

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[sortofrpmemes]

Just in case someone needs to hear that:

to turn off beta look, you need to go to dashboard setting now and possibly give it a moment, because the switch didn’t appear at first for me.

[nlngrhmn]

|| @piiercinggaze​ | plotted ||

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    For longer while he just acted oblivious to the presence of other, acting like nothing was happening, before attempting to lose him, though it was more to mess than anything else, something like that wasn’t too big problem, at least since he’s no longer a mafioso. Even if it was bit odd for this to be happening at all while working for agency. He’ll be asking for details later.    Plan was simple. Stop at the bridge, supposedly trying per usual to jump into river, yet stopping at last moment before walking away and something along these lines few times. Annoying Kunikida during task, yet suddenly disappearing from his partner, even if he wasn’t able to get away from the other. Dazai had to admit that the follower had to be a professional, since it didn’t really look like it was happening.     Still when he sat down in cafe, Dazai stopped pretending and turned towards Keiji, with sweet and innocent smile.

    “ Maybe instead of just following me around, you’ll join me officer? If you have any questions, I think it’d be better to just ask them than follow me and hope to find the answers in my daily routine, because I’m willing to change it everyday if needed. “

[nlngrhmn]

[protectheweak‌]:

@nlngrhmn​

The war between the Guild and Port Mafia were over and Yokahama was safe. The rest of the agency members had left the office to go home except for Kunikida and Dazai.

“Dazai, there is something I need to speak to you about.”

During the war, he had found out that Dazai used to work in the mafia, something that he never knew but apparently everyone else did. When Dazai first came to the agency, he was aware of that Dazai was not someone that he said he was and that his past was a huge mystery. He was at first suspicious but over time, he could see that Dazai was, in fact, someone who wanted to do good and save people. The two ended up being partners for most missions and worked together very well, however, despite that, there was still so much that he did not know about Dazai. However, he never pushed the man to share his secrets. He hoped that one day when Dazai would trust him enough to tell him. So when he learned that everyone knew that Dazai used to work in the mafia except him, it surprised and also hurt him a little. He told himself that the reason why he didn’t know was because he never asked just as Dazai said. He had no idea how the other members knew. Maybe they accidentally found out, maybe they ask him or maybe he just told them. He didn’t know for sure. However, after he found out, he had many questions that he was going to ask him.

“So… you used to work in the mafia. I highly doubt the mafia let you quit and change sides which meant you left them. What made you risk so much to leave them and decided to work for the agency instead?”

He decided to start with that question first.

    Dazai just leaned his head back on sofa hearing other talk to him, before small sigh escaped him. Was it wrong that he suspected it would happen when Kunikida found out about his mafioso career. There was much more against admitting the truth, which was reason for him to find out last. Trust issues, judging of all his past mistakes, loosing cooperation. Whole thing would even distance them further. Show that they’re complete opposites - ex-mafioso and someone following all morals. It would be great if this wouldn’t surface yet, but it had to came out sooner or later.      If it wasn’t for experience in hiding emotions, there’d be pain in his expression hearing the question. What made him leave? Death and wish of his dearest friend. Not the best note to start it off, especially if other would dig deeper into who Odasaku was. Goofy smile appeared on his face to cover all worries up, before correcting his position and supposedly answering his partner what he wanted.

   “ And what if I told you no one would risk stopping me? I had free hand to mostly do anything I wanted, I was quite high in hierarchy. Besides if there was something that I wasn’t allowed to do, I’d find a way to make them agree. “ Of course other would notice lack of answer to the question, but he didn’t want to reply to it. Not now at least.     “ So, you just waited to ask me about my past? Shouldn’t we leave this behind? I’m a good person now! “

[nlngrhmn]

    I know I’m not too active lately, so I’m copying people and this is a plotting call. What kind of plotting? Any - shipping/thread/whatever else. Like this and I’ll contact you here/on discord.     It applies to all my muses, but per usual I’m only making it on one blog, partially not to spam people.

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Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

[nlngrhmn]

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[nlngrhmn]

[jxngsterunterboss‌]:

“ We can use a picture of Odasaku to get the other Dazais. I never intended to let the real Odasaku anywhere near that. Who knows what you other Dazais might have for intentions with him! A picture it is then!” 

    “ I’m pretty sure some Dazais still have alive Oda as well and most of us have some kind of his picture... I think life size cutout would be more effective. “

[nlngrhmn]

[kxramczov‌]:

“Has anyone ever told you are thick skulled? It’s no wonder none of your attempts ever worked.”

“ Of course~ I’m pretty sure that the thickest skull wouldn’t stop attempt of hanging or drowning, but maybe if we all do it, we’ll actually succeed! “

[nlngrhmn]

[jxngsterunterboss‌]:

“ Hm… that’s a good question…. wait! How about we get Odasaku so that we can attract all Dazais and then commit suicide together? “ 

    “ Well, even if we get Odasaku we need then to get him out of it, because he’s more likely going to stop us all, unless we take him with us. “

[nlngrhmn]

“ DAZAI CHECK! Dazais raise your hands! “

[nlngrhmn]

[jxngsterunterboss‌]:

“ If it’s a suicide then we should gather all the Dazais and do it. “ 

“ Sounds good. Though how we’ll be sure we have all Dazais? “

[nlngrhmn]

[kxramczov‌]:

@nlngrhmn​

“…”

    “ Is there something wrong, Dazai? “

[nlngrhmn]

[jxngsterunterboss‌]:

“ We just make a circle and everyone of us kills someone. I’m pretty sure that would work just fine… though it didn’t answer my question really. “ 

“ Sounds like a fun game! I mean, there’ll be only my fingertips, won’t they? There’s no other way than to consider that as suicide, even if we point guns on each other. It’s still Dazai! “

[nlngrhmn]

@jxngsterunterboss​ said: “ What if I kill you and you kill me at the same time? ”

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“ Well, we’d have to check... “

“ But what if there was third or fourth Dazai standing in room? “

[nlngrhmn]

“ Wouldn’t it be one person murder-suicide? Also depends on amount of Dazais included and if any survives “

[nlngrhmn]

“ And all of that, is ‘cause I love you! And I don’t know how I could live without you. Come, I will show you what my love is. I’ll kill myself for you! “