NOBODY'S DAUGHTER

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[nnobodysdaughter]

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welcome to my world!

on tumblr since 1700s.....

[dirtypelts]

[meme-xx]

Full Moon (Aug. 2, 2020)

[childoflamb]

we went to the rose garden

[calleido]

cross river, british columbia, canada

[cuteness--overload]

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[davidenth]

[sailorgrey]

[nnobodysdaughter]

when i first watched Skins as a teenager i had this weird feeling where i was relating to Effy and Cassie a lot, like i knew each feelings they have very well but i was like that cant be possible they have literal actual famiy problems, whereas me i am just a upset teenager that has a good family but a broken personality.

Now i watch them again and we are literally the same. same family problems. same neglect. its crazy. i always wished for a divorced parents because then my feelings would be justified. i could tell clearly to someone why i am feeling this way. I didnt know the abuse and neglect can be hidden not visible back then. Now i know why i was relating so hard deeply. I grew up to realise i am them.

[hibiscusthirtheen]

Alpha Bunny, January 2008

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[veilwaltz]

[nnobodysdaughter]

I had an uncontrollable crying beacuse i got triggered from interaction i had with my mom less than a year ago. It was the last time i cried for help and care and protection. Yet once again, there was none from her side and she was crying as if its something she isnt capable of giving me. As if im asking for 300 blocks of gold. Interesting really.

Then she called me. Due to some reasons i can't tell here i need to act normal on the phone with her. So i did. And she said stuff that made me realise that trigger and pain i had was for nothing. I wouldn't even want that from her. Its the wrong person im asking it from. Whats a fucking realisation. Im calmer now. I would rather never ever open up and be vulnerable to her. I wwas like listening to her on the phone and thinking in my mind telling to myself look at the woman u are askking care from, look at the stuff she is saying she dgaf. Like thats not my mom

[dridelus]

[driflloon]

heatherette ss06

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