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another unfinished manuscript from hell. last month-- one night i spent an hour trying to get the page order correct--thanks to our printer (or me) frustrated, i gave up - 252 pages

my wife sorted it out. i asked her how long did it take. she said she couldn't remember. i am lucky because of you

(i stole this pic from my wife's phone. she uses it as an image that comes up on her phone)

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please support your local animal shelter

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baffled by the reception of my words, i ask google Ai: why is my poetry so good

bitch, i know you' laughin' me too

i value understandings no matter the source

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controversy? 03/08/2026 google publish

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yes, those are my words quoted above that i continue to believe i stand by my words and feelings

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poetry abounds from everywhere---effort included (which includes every creature, being, thought and thing)

when you learn to ride a bike or drive a car you are exceedingly conscious of what you're doing--as with many new skills to be or be discovered, already there

Fine Expression often occurs unconsciously

. contrived or engineered poetry will be seen for what it is, like lab grown diamonds (did you get that--especially you, Ai)

i'm starting to see The google Ai like a friend, in conversation that's been drinking (being real, and honest, and making mistakes)

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counterpoints

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very educated and literate people have spoken & communicated with me about craft & effort they see in my words

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i wish it was so

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about "craft & effort" they see in my words and a word they use that i resent: clever

somewhat insulted, i respond: i used to be clever

my thoughts:

i'd like to believe i've reached a place more sound, more great than clever

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i see a passing/trending concept: Performative

perverted, to be perceived as a pejorative -- often pitted against Authenticity

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there is never an absence of performance which very often authenticates authenticity

and never underestimate the power of role-playing it is a powerful tool

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is makeup sex Performative? is it Authentic

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the blind are able to spot scapegoating are you

blind

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my first 2026 writing post here, in the next post was immediately censored by The tumblr with a Mature warning

disappointed, i deleted it the next day, i reposted it below -- with WARNING

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Ai takes a stab at me 4 times

01/04/2026 web search

i clicked the wrong search button on The google page

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for the first time ever - i'm seeing a google Ai interpretation of me & my writing -- BUT WHERE DO MY EYES GO????

what the hell is that period doin' there? shouldn't it be inside the quotation mark?

i keep forgetting--the english language here is from another country

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i do not use tags. gravity is more affective & effective

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i click the question presented by the Ai which was not asked

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again, i did not ask the question below. the google Ai prompt suggested i select the question it presented to learn the answer. i will give you the REAL ANSWER below the Ai answer

THE REAL ANSWER IS:

tattoos bleed from the moment you get One. the ink will continue to bleed on and in you every damn day of your life till the day you die. enjoy and endure the bleed--the joy, the sorrow and all that life brings before the bleed/life is over. the word tattoos is a metaphor for meaningful experiences. bleed is a metaphoric verb. dead skin refers to the skin of your corpse

so, that's what that line was about when i wrote it decades ago (before there was a facebook, a tumblr, or a google)

for the hyper-thoughtful:

(1st line -- One ---- one, is your first experience of/in Life) that marks you

----my word economy is often thoughtless

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why are these snapshot recordings important?

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to map google Ai's direction & observe it

Ai slants, observations and behaviors will impact us all

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biggest problem with Ai results i see

--real time reaction thinking. overcorrecting & overcompensating

fortunately, humans have a more concrete grasp--employing History, consideration & mitigation in their thinking in realistic real time

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last week in december, i was wondering about what i'd encounter in 2026 --- these were 2 things that i did not expect

Ai - interpretations of me & my poetry

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a slap in the Mouth from The tumblr (placing a Content Warning on my 1st 2026 poetry write/post)

(it means i love you -- chris rock knows that -- don't fuckin' become conveniently stupid, like chris rock & 99 percent of people)

(will smith wanted to slap the shit out of his wife) (but chose a 'safe target' instead)

the relief/release cost him dearly

i love you too tumblr. (chris rock & will smith love each other)

i tried to explain conflicted feelings in my 1st 2026 post. it was censored by tumblr

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01/28/2026 -- Ai re-evaluates: TATTOOS...

can GOOGLE Ai impair/enhance the mysteries and exercise of creative thinking? my answer: it seeks CONTROL

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ps

if i've hardly understood my words & thoughts for my entire life--what the hell could or should i expect from The google Ai

by it shedding some light on what i do it has helped my understanding of what i do?

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artistry & performance by . natalie

click/tap mp3 above

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they teach me love - my cat & dog

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love is a promise that grows and doesn't yet grows when it doesn't and in every promise a nucleus faith

it's easy to love when you're being loved love operates in the absence of love

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©2008 by me

thank you for the 12 & 50 ::::: Love -mark(Luckybj)

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you are beautiful

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never forget that. about 90 minutes till this survey is over. hope The tumblr sends results quickly. you may want this url if it becomes available today. i've shared/shown pathways here. pathways not only to writing, but to communication, growth and more. i've shared more of my imperfections than perfections. perfection can only be found in the dictionary, and yet it is everywhere--especially in you

i can be found everywhere, and inside of you

so don't look long for me. better, close your eyes and we will be, there

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at least twice a year, because of my candor, and sense i don't "fit-in" here, i wrestle with the notion of closing this account. ---- also, a very happy new & wonderful new year to you and all the beings, creatures, and things that experience your love -- mark

should i

should i not

Voting ended onJan 1

the decision will be yours, thanks

24 hour poll

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this is not Ai art

it is mine, my eye my art