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[no-namegirl]

I just wanna take a friend home.. cook some pastela & watch some Netflix... Type shit 👀👀👀 people be on other shit .. that ain't fun to me .

#ineedtodothis

#nowornever

[no-namegirl]

Please God, keep me & my area protected at all times ... especially when I'm sleeping... I'm giving all faith to you like usual... Don't let me down 🩵🩵

[no-namegirl]

How could you make it all stop? How about leaving me the fuck alone & continuing on with your wack ass miserable life.. I mean what joy could you possibly get out of destroying somebody else? Your disgusting to me & I'll never see eye to eye with you.

[no-namegirl]

I didn't really think much of it.. cause I been smoking .. and doing hella other shit. But I made a status asking if anybody knew anything about cars to HMU... I had . Wait. Actually 4 people messaging me asking "what's wrong with your car"> hmm. Now thinking of when I was driving home & my car was sounding funny when I turned my wheel and my accelerator was like barely working . So again. I need to have somebody look at my car.

[no-namegirl]

Sitting here, high as fucken FUCK... & I'm over here wondering if I'm crazy ASF or I'm just sick in the head... I sleep with a hammer under my pillow &a knife right next to me 🤣🤣🤣 idk. It makes me feel more safe knowing I have something to protect myself... Protection is important... #protectmypiece

[no-namegirl]

I'm so furious that it's insane to me. I never ever get mad like this. Shit don't be phasing me bro.. like I let shit in and out. But on baby I'm so mad and I feel so disrespected I'm fucking SICK.. hurt and disgusted

[no-namegirl]

Isnt it crazy that I find my self only vibing with like 1out of .. maybe 500 men... Smh . It's Insane. I'm so like different from everybody around me , I wonder if one day I'll find friends & maybe a man that I actually vibe with 100%.. & where I don't feel so awkward or "weird" around them... Sometimes I wonder if it's my skitzo & them I sometimes I wonder why people keep me on the outside... I wish I knew what made me so different... #thoughts #wondering

[thyming]

Via greengableslover 🧚‍♀️

[no-namegirl]

Maybe not all MFS are bad after all

.... But we WILL SEE

#letsgettoit

#showme

[no-namegirl]

The biggest decisions come to .. late at night.. when your alone.. & thinking over your life. You start to wonder.. if your taking the correct steps towards the life you actually want. But you wonder deep down, is this the life I want.. or do I want better.. yet I'm so used to living a certain way that you feel stuck. That's just like being in the twilight zone...

#twilight

#staywoke

[no-namegirl]

I 🩵❤️ TUMBLR

[no-namegirl]

25 posts!

#milestone

[no-namegirl]

Wondering why I continue to do something when I don't actually like the way a certain something makes me feel??? Hmm. I need to QUICKLY decide what I'm going to do... I hate living a double life. I hate lying to my family. But if I tell the truth then I lose them. I'd rather lie & somewhat have them in my life.. its time to get back on the right side of the tracks. This shit never ends well...

#ineedtochoose

#quickly

[no-namegirl]

BUTTTT. Maybe quietly observing & not saying shit will cause me less problems.. because I don't be given a fuck. I say wtf I think and that's that. But I'm deciding it's a bit to much.. so here's to shutting the fuuuuck up 😂😂

#yolo

[no-namegirl]

I think I need to start being more quiet and observant.. I'm already extremely observant but I think I might be showing my hand to quick.. I'm just a very open person & I drastically need to change that... #advice #anythoughts

[no-namegirl]

I'm so beyond glad that these posts are anonymous.. because I be thinking and dealing with heavy ass shit.. I'm glad there's safety on this app! Some shit you just cNt say to a therapist.. ya know?? 😂😂😂✖️✖️ #teamnolacken

[no-namegirl]

Im not sure why.. but this is the third night I felt like I'm being watched... I don't fucking like it

Is it the fucking meth or am I losing it... I haven't been able to fucking sleep since I got home from rehab.. shits not going to well. I feel like I'm being blocked... In many many ways! I want this shit to STOP... I'm starting to lose it again. I'm gonna try to ignore it. And remain SOBER. In my clear fucking head.... #reinvent #ME