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I’ll always be grateful for being raised near the beach

am I crazy

ever since I started therapy about three years ago whenever im not on it and I show a bit of emotion my mom always immediately jumps to "why did you leave therapy" like are you joking your son treats me like shit. My brother calls me a bitch and stupid and annoying its like what did I ever do he cried In my arms when I was just 13 saying he wanted to commit and the only reason he was alive was because of me, while I had tried to commit about three days before that and couldn't go through with it due to the fear of surviving. When I was little all I would do was defend him from my parents and stand in between them to protect him while I would get in trouble hit and start crying and get made fun of my him for being stupid. I don't want to be here anymore this is painful I already lost contact with my oldest brother and now I feel like a burden all over again, I don't understand what I could have done the moment I stand up for my self Im a problem. I just want to leave here

#brother #brotherproblems #family #mental illness #alone with my thoughts

Maybe I am meant to be alone forever

#alone with my thoughts #social anxiety #awkward #trust issues

I love museums the art gets me like no one else

#museum #painting #art

cinekanthony

It’s so funny the fact that John Constantine was a 20 something punk on a band that their only hit song criticise capitalism, authorities, consumerism and etc and at the SAME TIME he was dating a rich nepobaby almost magical royalty childhood friends with a billionaire that DEFINITELY loves expensive stuff new york italian showgirl Zatanna Zatara