Nocturne is the worst part of me. I am his limit.

"You have the courage to approach me? Don't worry, i shall not kill you... Now." - [Art/Ask/Rp blog about the LoL champion Nocturne. More information in headcanons and details & information and rules. | No M!A.]

[nocastrydd]

The Dark Side

[nocastrydd]

Wsshhhh.

[Weeeell... Almost 5 years I didn’t post something here. Maybe I should take a decision about the future of this blog?...]

[nocastrydd]

"And whom are you on this dark night? Few wander the streets this late..."

“I am someone who doesn’t afraid of the dark. The night is my best friend...”

[juun-the-aira-mun]

Night and morning

Sleeping was a thing for Aira, that she didn’t need. Didn’t even thought about doing usually. The same went for this night. Aira’s eyes stared upwards to the skies, looked at the unclouded nightsky, that seemed to be so easily reachable. She listened to some voices. Calm and definitly not angry at her, most not even nooticing her at all.

Only one voice…definitly was aware of her.

¤ So? Do you think, this will work out, Aira? ¤

The stargazer simply smiled and closed her eyes, sighing out loudly. “I mean … things changed …”, she whispered as an answer, a rusty laugh returning. She knew just well enough he wasn’t up there, knew he couldn’t be up there. Never. Not in a million years again. “She is … I …”

Stopping, she sighed out loud and shook her head. “She is … as important to me as Relius was, father …”, she said and closed her eyes smiling. A friendly humming was all, that answered her, the last answer she got from Nanrahûn this night. The following silence was incredible deep and long, swallowing all sounds, that they could make, as she slowed her breathing, preparing for the conversation.

“You wonder who I was talking to…right?”, she simply said without turning towards the person that was behind her somewhere. The leaves of the tree she was sitting in rustled from the wind, her hair hiding her face for a moment, as she closed her eyes. “You wonder if I am talking to myself. If I am a madwoman, cazed by something, believing, I am eternal or something like that.”, she said and finally turned towards the other. “Then, let me ask you: Do you think it is crazy, that I can see you? When the night comes and she falls asleep…it is your time, isn’t it? Or am I wrong … Nocturne?”

@nocastrydd

[nocastrydd]

Standing in the dark, he listened. Silently, carefully. He didn’t want to trouble some conversation that he couldn’t understand or even hear; he didn’t care about this, actually. However, something called him this night. Something or... Someone. Maybe she. Maybe not. It was for this reason that he came here instead of wandering, as he made a long part of time. He waited her, he waited an answer. He was patient, he could stay for the night if he wanted. 

Finally, the woman talked to him. She asked him some things without importance. He put his attention on the last question only, the most pertinent for him.

“Some people see me. I mean... They just have the time to say my name and scream. I don’t know why I terrify them, even I just look at them. So yes, I’m wondering: why you didn’t react like your weak fellow being? What do you wait from me?”

@aira-the-ancient-star

[juun-the-aira-mun]

Guys, go to @nocastrydd and give her some love. Muse and mun are super cool but really noome rps with her anymore ._.

[nocastrydd]

//Did I already say that you are adorable? ._.

[juun-the-aira-mun]

Shut up, baka ._.

[nocastrydd]

//Naaa, you deserve this answer :D

[juun-the-aira-mun]

Guys, go to @nocastrydd and give her some love. Muse and mun are super cool but really noome rps with her anymore ._.

[nocastrydd]

//Did I already say that you are adorable? ._.

[nocastrydd]

" Mind to give me some treats? " Ren asked the woman with short hair, though she regreted like immediately. There was something abnormal about this human, Ren could feel the shadow behind her or worse, IN her. If only she wasn't this tired and hungry..... But then again, she was curious. It was her nature. " And mind if i ask, whom am i talking to right now? "

Astrydd looked at the woman, raising an eyebrow. She wasn’t used to receive some questions like that, it was for this reason she stared the woman with surprise. Could she feel Nocturne inside of her?

“Firstly, hi.” She said, strict with politeness. “Who are you, before? I don’t answer easily with unknow.”

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

Astrydd’s reply was somehow both expected and unexpected ,as Ren assumed the grumpy short hair would stay quiet for another while. The question was aimed for Keilda though cause the brunette’s housewife vibe gave her the idea of someone easily to open her heart. Well, at least easier than the grumpy one.

Ren was kind of confused though, the question she asked was pretty much common and didn’t invade much about private life, didn’t human usually use these questions as an attempt of communication?

And to think Keilda was listening carefully from the kitchen…..The cat woman gave out an amusing chuckle. The two started to give her idea about survival dual, each covered up a certain field. 

“ I would love to be called as half human ~ “ She joked with her own personal fact before lips curved up , forming mischievous smirk, which made her look like a teenager - “ One day huh? Aw i feel like we could have a future together ~ I will remember that well ~”

Ren was somehow in good mood. Talking with Astrydd was more comfortable to her, cause she wouldn’t have to put up too much a mask. With almost cute expression, she turned to the brunette who just went back from kitchen and eagerly choose her yogurt flavour.

“ Lemon for me ~ “

Even sweet wasn’t really her favourite

[nocastrydd]

Astrydd didn’t find useful to answer to Ren. The half-woman - as she wanted to be called - clearly searched to nitpick. Keïlda’ return was a kind of respite for the grumpy woman. She let Ren to choice her yogurt and she took her favorite one - orange flavor. The brunette sat again.

- So. When will you plan to leave our house? We aren’t ready to adopt another cat. - Astryyyddd...

[nocastrydd]

Happy Harrowing ~

[nocastrydd]

" Mind to give me some treats? " Ren asked the woman with short hair, though she regreted like immediately. There was something abnormal about this human, Ren could feel the shadow behind her or worse, IN her. If only she wasn't this tired and hungry..... But then again, she was curious. It was her nature. " And mind if i ask, whom am i talking to right now? "

Astrydd looked at the woman, raising an eyebrow. She wasn’t used to receive some questions like that, it was for this reason she stared the woman with surprise. Could she feel Nocturne inside of her?

“Firstly, hi.” She said, strict with politeness. “Who are you, before? I don’t answer easily with unknow.”

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

Ren stunned a bit at Keilda’s question as she was trailing her thought somewhere else and let the mask be faded a bit. She sat straight again, put a soft expression on her face again as she replied to the other - “ A good meal has to be end with good dessert right? “

While waiting for Keilda and her dessert, Ren turned her gaze around and caught Ashtrydd in sight. She arched her brow for second before turning back to Keilda. There was something in her head from the moment she stepped into the apartment. The differences. Tilting her head in most innocent curious way, she asked - “ Don’t mind if i ask….aren’t you two sisters or…something? “

Ren found little amusement at the word “ sisters “ cause she doubted of them being relative. But she still mentioned it, as a human imitation

[nocastrydd]

Keïlda didn’t look towards the two women but she listened with attention. Then, she heard Ren’ question and Astrydd’ answer, which arrived fastly.

- You are a little too curious, half-cat, she said with a light smile. She didn’t want to answer this question, especially to a woman that she didn’t really know, but she remained calm for Keïlda and she would stay it until end’ meal. Perhaps I’ll answer you one day. But for the moment, you’re not allowed to know some things about me. Stay good and all will be alright.

Keïlda chose this moment to come back. She carried some yogurts that she put at the table.

- Make your choice, girls!

[nocastrydd]

“Hey, Astrydd. Harrowing is coming...”

[tantibus-aeternam]

nocastrydd reblogged your post nocastrydd asked:[Astrydd] “Her?!… and added :

Na na, I know, Well, I suppose. But I thought she was a… Male.

Maybe.  I don’t really know.  That’s for he and or she to figure out.  Until then.

[nocastrydd]

Eu... Eukay. Does she have a name? I never heard it.

[tantibus-aeternam]

[Astrydd] "Her?!"

Well, yeah, I mean, I’m not going to call my child ‘it’.

[nocastrydd]

Na na, I know, Well, I suppose. But I thought she was a... Male.

[hashtagworth]

When enemy Nocturne Ults … 

[nocastrydd]

" Mind to give me some treats? " Ren asked the woman with short hair, though she regreted like immediately. There was something abnormal about this human, Ren could feel the shadow behind her or worse, IN her. If only she wasn't this tired and hungry..... But then again, she was curious. It was her nature. " And mind if i ask, whom am i talking to right now? "

Astrydd looked at the woman, raising an eyebrow. She wasn’t used to receive some questions like that, it was for this reason she stared the woman with surprise. Could she feel Nocturne inside of her?

“Firstly, hi.” She said, strict with politeness. “Who are you, before? I don’t answer easily with unknow.”

[nocastrydd]

Keïlda not seemed to be disturbed by Ren. She smiled to her and she made a sign with her hand. For her, the woman wasn’t a danger. However, she asked herself how Ren had succeeded to convince Astrydd to bring her with her.

“Why not.” Keïlda answered to Ren about her last question. “Follow me!” and she walked towards the kitchen room, humming a song that she heard today. She showed a furniture item and a drawer where there were plates and cutlery and she designated the dining room table.

Astrydd, who didn’t moved a lot, had followed the two women in the kitchen. She didn’t know why she felt the need to survey Ren, particulary now, when she was with Keïlda.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

Ren hummed a little tune back while she was following Keilda into the kitchen, completely in her cheerful little girl as she copied from a Demacian not so long ago. She helped Keilda with plates and stuffs, feeling unfamiliar with all these normal family act. But she hid it well, behind the little amusing tune she was humming to. Feeling  eyes watching her, Ren turned around and gave Astrydd a smile, faint and caution enough. She then handed her a bunch of plates and cutlery, said with rather innocent tone  “ Miss….you wanna help us too? Indeed waiting alone is boring right? “

[nocastrydd]

Astrydd gave to Ren a dark look, as she would give her an advertissement. However, she took plates and cutlery without answering. She passed nearby Ren and she finished to put the table. Keïlda, who didn’t see and heard anything, smiled to the two women.

“Come on, take place! The food going to get colder!”

Astrydd obeyed and she sit down on a chair around the table. She stopped to look at Ren, but she continued to listen to her. Keïlda came with the hot plate that she put on the center of the table. It wasn’t a high gastronomy, but smell was pleasurable: she made bolognese spaghetti.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

“ Ah ~ Homemade dish ~ such pleasure “ - Ren acclaimed while taking a seat, smiled to Keilda with friendly enough admiration. She ignored the quiet and grumpy Astrydd for a while to have small chat with the blonde woman, but still notice the dark glances she was giving her. It was quite fun though, for being in both warm and cold atmosphere. She raised one brow at Astrydd in certain way, as a return gift for all the dark glances she had received, then returned to her polite and cheerful guest self she should be. She listened to Keilda and gave some feedbacks when it was needed, while using fork to stir the pasta at some points and only eating the meat in her plate. If one could notice, it was obvious that she didn’t really fond of the dish itself.

[nocastrydd]

During the meal, Astrydd passed her time to eat and look at Keïlda and Ren talking together. She didn’t want to talk with both. Actually, she didn’t have something interesting to tell to the two women. On the contrary, Keïlda talked a lot. She told to Ren what did she like to make and what did she do today and she asked some questions about the young woman. How old was her, where did she live… But one of these questions was about her physical.

“Your ears are funny”, Keïlda said with a smile. “If it’s not indiscreet, why they are pointed like that?”

At this question, Astrydd raised her look and stared at Ren, waiting for the answer.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

Ren felt this blonde girl was a little bit noisy for asking the stranger many questions, but Ren answered some of them accurate enough anway. “ Hum…could say i came from Ionia ~~ “ The place wasn’t her actual hometown, just a place that she had recently enjoyed to stay. She didn’t like to mention her actual birth place, as it reminded her many unpleasant memories. She slightly raised one of her brows, blowing a sudden piece of memory away.

But the question about her ears was quite surprising. People didn’t usually question about her human form, as Valoran was full of abnormal looking creatures anyway. Like, there was even the lady with a horn, what was so special about someone with her pointy ears?

“ May be i have some cat genes ~ “ Ren caressed her ears, carefully replied with a sentence that could be understand in more than one meaning. She gave both a smile, intentionally stopped at Astrydd for a second longer, confident in her eyes, as she noticed the short hair’s obvious interest in her appearance. Or of course, something more than that. Something that she hadn’t been willing to  reveal yet.

Well, Ren didn’t lie. It was just not the right time for fully exposure

[nocastrydd]

Keïlda seemed to be embarrassed by her own question. She blushed lightly and excuse her curiosity.

“Sorry, I didn’t want to be indiscreet.” However, her face became joyful again. “Some cat genes… It’s super, I guess. Cats are agile, bright and they always have whatever they want! I would be a cat.”

Keïlda’ look encountered the Astrydd’ one. The short hair woman shaked her head and smiled discreetly, amused by Keïlda’ sentence.

“If you was a cat, I leave you outside home. Under rain. Under storms. With bad dogs and humans.”

Keïlda laughted softly and turned her look towards Ren.

“Astrydd doesn’t like cats a lot. Our cat particulary like to scratch her, sooo… By the way, where is he?”

For all answer, Astrydd shrugged.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

“ Uhm hum ~ i wonder if you’re talking about this little guy…. “ Ren bent down to pick up the cat under the table against his will and put him on her laps. She felt this house cat could sense  her big cat predator vibe, as he tried to escape from her grip but she just smirked and kept him in place. With a threatening glare from her golden eyes, he became obediently in her hands. She  stroked his fur while slowly answered, teasing tone in her voice

“ Then i’m afraid Miss Astrydd doesn’t like me, cause i ‘m pretty much a cat inside ~ “ - Then Ren raised her head up, eyes beaming with sudden sacarstic innocence - “ But she didn’t leave me alone on streets, she helped me ~“

Stealing a glance at Ashtrydd, Ren proceeded to play with her new fury friend , still being in cat subject - “ I’m not sure about cats being bright, but…. i could agreed with you one thing, Miss Keilda…. “

She looked at the cat, eyes darkened in matter of seconds, before loosing her grip, for him running toward the blonde girl. “ Somehow cats always get what they want, even it could be troublesome for the others or even themselves ~ “

Ren slightly drifted her gaze toward an undefined spot somewhere in space, thinking about the dark shadow lurking around her helper. She was thinking about a method, a way that could get back some of her long lost parts.

She could be wrong. And her live could be on stake for that mistake.

Trailing along her thought, she smiled. A smile that actually fit her personality. For the 1st time since she had entered this apartment.

It is challenging indeed.

[nocastrydd]

“Hooo, Tig’!” Keïlda said when she saw her cat appearing under the table. The woman looked at Ren. “Is it you who called him?”

Tig’ had strange reactions. At start, he wanted to escape the woman and finally, he remained calm, as she had something like a invisible strength on him. Astrydd crossed her arms on the table and stared at her cat then Ren while the woman talked about cats with Keïlda. If that one smiled, Astrydd stayed unexpressive.

“You’re not really a cat”, she finally said with a calm voice. “So, I helped you. I didn’t leave you in streets.”

Keïlda stroked her cat when he installed on her legs. Suddenly, she could feel a strange thing in the air, as a tension. She turned her look on Astrydd who didn’t move then on Ren who smiled. Something escaped her.

“Do you want a dessert?” she asked, trying to make disappear this dark ambiance.

[shepherdofthedead-deactivated20]

“Your past is not the only thing that defines you, but your future as well.  In my eyes you have become that, although many things seem bright to one who’s vision is clouded by anger and fear.  You are not perfect.  But nothing in the world is, Karthus.  This is part of the beauty of it.  And it does not change the fact that you are a beckon of light in an otherwise dismal reality.”  - Nocturne

doiscareyousummoner tantibus-aeternam

[asktrollleona]

I'd like to make a League of Legends blog too, for art/RP. I just can't decide between Nidalee, Sona, or Sivir. Also are there any suggestions you'd have for a new person?

I’m not sure why you’re asking a troll of the community this question, but I will oblige. Here are a set of rules to follow that I think are relatively reasonable, especially when starting out in the League community of Tumblub. They are organized by order of importance, but take ‘em with a grain of salt please.

Rule 1: Do whatever the fuck you want. It’s your blog, your rules. No one should be able to tell you what’s good or bad for you. No matter anon or a big face in the community. Stick it to the man!

Rule 2: Have fun. If it’s stressing you out, just stop. There’s literally no reason for you to be stressed on Tumblr because of some asshats over the internet thinking they have you all figured out. Das poopie, don’t do dat. Have the funs, after all, that’s what you’re doing this for, right? (Right?)

Rule 3: Respect goes a longer way than arguments. Mostly because no one on Tumblr can pull off a successful and mature debate. If you want something like that, just roll on off the internet. No one is really mature enough, save for a couple people. So, just respect someone else’s opinions, and they’ll respect yours. Don’t argue. (This goes for whether or not you share the same thoughts on a character and how they behave.)

Rule 4: Do not watch your follower count. You can look at who’s following you, but if all you care about is your follower count, you should just open a regular Tumblr account and shitpost or whatever. The point is to have fun and RP, not be famous.

Rule 5 (Specifically because you’re an art blog): Do NOT stress yourself out over trying to answer every single ask with a drawing. You’ll tire yourself faster than you can answer all the messages that people want to see materialized into a drawing. This also applies to the fact that you should not belittle your own or anyone else’s drawings. Everyone is on different levels of artistic abilities.

Aaand.. That’s all I really have for you. Have fun, and good luck. :)

Best wishes,

Leona-mun

P.S. You can RP whoever you want. Just make sure you like the character enough to draw them more than 3 times over.

[nocastrydd]

" Mind to give me some treats? " Ren asked the woman with short hair, though she regreted like immediately. There was something abnormal about this human, Ren could feel the shadow behind her or worse, IN her. If only she wasn't this tired and hungry..... But then again, she was curious. It was her nature. " And mind if i ask, whom am i talking to right now? "

Astrydd looked at the woman, raising an eyebrow. She wasn’t used to receive some questions like that, it was for this reason she stared the woman with surprise. Could she feel Nocturne inside of her?

“Firstly, hi.” She said, strict with politeness. “Who are you, before? I don’t answer easily with unknow.”

[nocastrydd]

Keïlda not seemed to be disturbed by Ren. She smiled to her and she made a sign with her hand. For her, the woman wasn’t a danger. However, she asked herself how Ren had succeeded to convince Astrydd to bring her with her.

“Why not.” Keïlda answered to Ren about her last question. “Follow me!” and she walked towards the kitchen room, humming a song that she heard today. She showed a furniture item and a drawer where there were plates and cutlery and she designated the dining room table.

Astrydd, who didn’t moved a lot, had followed the two women in the kitchen. She didn’t know why she felt the need to survey Ren, particulary now, when she was with Keïlda.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

Ren hummed a little tune back while she was following Keilda into the kitchen, completely in her cheerful little girl as she copied from a Demacian not so long ago. She helped Keilda with plates and stuffs, feeling unfamiliar with all these normal family act. But she hid it well, behind the little amusing tune she was humming to. Feeling  eyes watching her, Ren turned around and gave Astrydd a smile, faint and caution enough. She then handed her a bunch of plates and cutlery, said with rather innocent tone  “ Miss….you wanna help us too? Indeed waiting alone is boring right? “

[nocastrydd]

Astrydd gave to Ren a dark look, as she would give her an advertissement. However, she took plates and cutlery without answering. She passed nearby Ren and she finished to put the table. Keïlda, who didn’t see and heard anything, smiled to the two women.

“Come on, take place! The food going to get colder!”

Astrydd obeyed and she sit down on a chair around the table. She stopped to look at Ren, but she continued to listen to her. Keïlda came with the hot plate that she put on the center of the table. It wasn’t a high gastronomy, but smell was pleasurable: she made bolognese spaghetti.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

“ Ah ~ Homemade dish ~ such pleasure “ - Ren acclaimed while taking a seat, smiled to Keilda with friendly enough admiration. She ignored the quiet and grumpy Astrydd for a while to have small chat with the blonde woman, but still notice the dark glances she was giving her. It was quite fun though, for being in both warm and cold atmosphere. She raised one brow at Astrydd in certain way, as a return gift for all the dark glances she had received, then returned to her polite and cheerful guest self she should be. She listened to Keilda and gave some feedbacks when it was needed, while using fork to stir the pasta at some points and only eating the meat in her plate. If one could notice, it was obvious that she didn’t really fond of the dish itself.

[nocastrydd]

During the meal, Astrydd passed her time to eat and look at Keïlda and Ren talking together. She didn’t want to talk with both. Actually, she didn’t have something interesting to tell to the two women. On the contrary, Keïlda talked a lot. She told to Ren what did she like to make and what did she do today and she asked some questions about the young woman. How old was her, where did she live… But one of these questions was about her physical.

“Your ears are funny”, Keïlda said with a smile. “If it’s not indiscreet, why they are pointed like that?”

At this question, Astrydd raised her look and stared at Ren, waiting for the answer.

[thecatofdarkness-deactivated201]

Ren felt this blonde girl was a little bit noisy for asking the stranger many questions, but Ren answered some of them accurate enough anway. “ Hum…could say i came from Ionia ~~ “ The place wasn’t her actual hometown, just a place that she had recently enjoyed to stay. She didn’t like to mention her actual birth place, as it reminded her many unpleasant memories. She slightly raised one of her brows, blowing a sudden piece of memory away.

But the question about her ears was quite surprising. People didn’t usually question about her human form, as Valoran was full of abnormal looking creatures anyway. Like, there was even the lady with a horn, what was so special about someone with her pointy ears?

“ May be i have some cat genes ~ “ Ren caressed her ears, carefully replied with a sentence that could be understand in more than one meaning. She gave both a smile, intentionally stopped at Astrydd for a second longer, confident in her eyes, as she noticed the short hair’s obvious interest in her appearance. Or of course, something more than that. Something that she hadn’t been willing to  reveal yet.

Well, Ren didn’t lie. It was just not the right time for fully exposure

[nocastrydd]

Keïlda seemed to be embarrassed by her own question. She blushed lightly and excuse her curiosity.

“Sorry, I didn’t want to be indiscreet.” However, her face became joyful again. “Some cat genes... It’s super, I guess. Cats are agile, bright and they always have whatever they want! I would be a cat.”

Keïlda’ look encountered the Astrydd’ one. The short hair woman shaked her head and smiled discreetly, amused by Keïlda’ sentence.

“If you was a cat, I leave you outside home. Under rain. Under storms. With bad dogs and humans.”

Keïlda laughted softly and turned her look towards Ren.

“Astrydd doesn’t like cats a lot. Our cat particulary like to scratch her, sooo... By the way, where is he?”

For all answer, Astrydd shrugged.