#NODSQUAD

27.Louisiana.Addicted to self destruction via chemical seduction. heroin is my remedy and my my enemy. fwm.

[nodlord]

Trash panda❤

[nodlord]

3 more months and ill be in a building full of lowlife black sheep of society outcast like myself vibing out to some great artist and getting lit af

[nodlord]

"I was getting some head,get getting some head" 😂😂😂😂

[purplebuddhaquotes]

““Because in the end you can’t always choose what to keep. You can only choose how you let it go.””

—

[highhuniverse]

I hate feeling like this.

I wish I could just get high.

[extragreasy-deactivated20170924]

[highfunction]

There isn’t a single feeling on this planet that compares to curling up in a ball high asf on opiates and listening to music, nodding in and out.

You feel like you must have been out for at least a half hour but the same song is still on.

[the-nod-god]

this is all i want for my birthday someone help

[torrtorrbreezy-deactivated20191]

You never really realise how lonely you truly are until you’re sitting awake at 4 am high as a kite, with nothing to do, no one to talk to so you just sit there. And then you get bored. So you do another line. And it’s just a long lifeless cycle

[poeticpuddle-blog]

I hate it when I do a bunch of drugs at night and wake up looking like I did a bunch a drugs at night.

[bratlady]

Addiction is where you’re so miserable, you’re willing to go bankrupt, jobless, homeless, and alone all for four hours of fake happiness

[arcusxx]

art by monicasandoval ( my edits )

[lxstinrxality-blog]

“but baby did we really love eachother? or just the drug addiction we shared”

— why’d we let it get so bad?

[nodlord]

I'm so sorry for the life I dragged you into...I still love you,I wonder if you still love me..

[slowbriety]

[just-apathetic]

[bluesandwichcycle]

Which way ?

[realisticrecovery-deactivated20]

abandonment issues are fucking painful. i hate that the dumbest shit makes me feel like a small, helpless, confused and abandoned kid. it makes me feel like i’m all alone in this universe. it just fucking sucks.

[junkiebabie]

if you get someone hooked on drugs just because you’re tired of getting high alone? you’re trash. if you get someone hooked on drugs because you think it’s love or bonding? you’re trash AND you’re delusional.

if someone isn’t an addict don’t fucking make them one just for your own benefit.

[keeeekachu-deactivated20230105]

I love and I hate this post. I messed up someone’s life because I was so selfish and just didn’t give a fuck who I hurt on my self destructing path. Those 2 ½ years were a trashy blur. He’s clean now and living his life and I’m super happy for him….

[nodlord]

They can't this post but to those that I introduced to the needle and the multiple substances that it can be used with,I'm so fucking sorry for bringing you down this path of self destruction that I was so proud to be living on.its one of the things ill never be able to forgive myself for doing...