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localsadaddict

Heroin

I love the way you burn my nose

And flood my veins

I love your drips in the back of my throat

Almost better than vodka

I love the way you make my face itch

So much so it burns hours later

I love the way you nod me out

I cant move, you make me feel calm

You make me feel good

I even love when you make me feel sick

Nauseous and sweaty

Relapse is bittersweet but I am

Addicted

slowbriety

cut-down-the-willow-tree

Snorting lines out of my casket.

dailyladylyrics

Heroin, Lana Del Rey.

h0m1cid3

I know that love is mean, and love hurts but I still remember that day we met in December oh baby

dysn0mia

Yeah I only do drugs that grow from the ground..

eastcoast-powder

Yeah dude don’t panic it’s organic

siksadgirl

hahaha true tho

fortheloveofheroin

“Stuck between wanting to be clean & happy, but also wanting to just nod away my life”

— Unknown (via a-unstable-mind)

danielleelizabethhh

We all do things we’re not proud of at some point in our life. I unfortunately have done far to many of those things. I’m not proud of my past actions. I still struggle with accepting myself. Today, I wanted to get high- I mean I cried because I wanted heroin and I knew I couldn’t have it. I cried because I knew it would only be a “temporary fix” and that everything I’ve worked for over the last 6 months would be a complete waste. I’m sick of being in disappointment, A let down. I have came so far and I should be proud of myself – which I am, but never have I cried like that before. I almost felt like I was grieving a loss - which I was. I’m grieving heroin.

nicolethedopefiendqueen

“being in the midst of the destruction of drug addiction has me all fucked up. I forgot how depressing this shit is. why did i put myself in this position again?”

— excerpt from my journal 7-11-18