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[noelcpc]

[noelcpc]

[noelcpc]

Starting stats (might not be accurate):

Height: 170 cm or lil less

Sw: 45 kg (or lil more cuz i binged sm today)

Gw: 43 kg

Ugw: 40 kg

Anyone tips?

[noelcpc]

I'm so jealous of my friend. We spend every single day together like from 9 am to 9 pm and she basically only eats when she feels she's hungry. When we talk about food and stuff she always avoids talking about it but she told me that her biggest fear is being fat. She has so much control over food. And like days ago was her bday and she ate only one thing or two while everyone else (including me) was binging. She always tells me that im skinny and all but u need to see her thigh gap. Its hugeee and her legs and everything is so skinny. On her bday we were taking pictures together and i wrapped my arm around her waist but i couldn't feel it. Like why not meeeee. I need to have control like she has and sometimes she says "oh i havent eaten anything today" like its casual. Ik she doesnt starve herself, she only eats when hungry. And the other day i was with her mum and her brother called her worried that she didnt want to eat anything because she wasnt hungry. I WANNA HAVE CONTROL LIKE SHE HAS.

[worstangelalive]

[noelcpc]

At the start of the june i felt so light, like my sister started touching my bones and laughed at me saying i was all bones. Mom, teacher, friends, crush told me that i needed to eat bcz i was so skinny, but i was so proud. but i messed up and started binging and i feel like a whale. Anyway imma lock in

Any motivation?

[noelcpc]

Guys I'm so dissapointed :((( I've been at home this past 3 weeks and I did nothing but binge eat and doom-scroll. Also these weeks were my 4 friend's b-days and they celebrated in restaurants so i binged there aswell. Yesterday I told myself I would lock in tommorrow but unfortunately the cycle went on. I feel so disgusting amd big.

Anyone wanna b my f4sting partner???