ー "Lan Zhan, say hello to everyone!" ᴘᴏʀᴛᴀʟ ᴋᴇʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʟʟᴘᴀᴘᴇʀ ɪs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʙɪᴏ! 💌 𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚝.𝚗𝚘𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚠𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚍 🐾 hello! it's been 3 months since Iast drew something, so, this WangXian wallpaper is an attempt to change my style (probs improve too but ok) tho still rough, and not entirely manhua style, i'm pretty happy with how this one turned out. it's been ... !! almost 10 years since i attempted to do a sunset-scape OAO i worked on this for 15 days and it was actually going to be a 365-drawing-a-year challenge for myself but, wow, those 3 months & then suddenly working my wrist hardcore with manual strokes for the sunset made my hands really swollen and painful for 5 days. i couldnt even use my right hand for anything at all. TOT there was a big issue that one of my art gods had with another artist and it had to do with art referencing vs. copying. it took a very big hit on my low self-esteem and impostor syndrome that i was always panicking when i try to draw something. all attempts to draw anyway made my drawing wonky and ugly and i couldnt handle my feelings unlike usually. so, i went and had a small mental health break. that art god also struggled a lot, and i'm glad they're slowly getting back to their feet. even now i'm trying to get over it. this was supposed to be posted 10 days ago, see, but i was preoccupied with trying to perfect the stage that i kept delaying it. I WANT TO STOP DOING THAT. so i'm hoping that keeping this art account instead of abandoning it and moving to a different community is really, the best choice i've made. if not,,, i'll make it so that it is! haha seeing the crew grow to ~800 is really such a big pat on my shoulder. i'll do my best and thrive in "discomfort" so i can get my lost creativity back again. happy 2021 everyone. thank you for deciding to still sail with me! i hope your stay sparklie for the rest of the year! ^^ don’t forget to get your complementary wallpaper at my ko-fi shop too! (if you want, coz free stuff) 🍑 ᴋᴏ-ғɪ.ᴄᴏᴍ/ᴍɪɴᴛᴘᴇᴀᴄʜᴄᴀғᴇ/sʜᴏᴘ ✨ (at Noen's Art Café) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKniTSzlLm2/?igshid=6h6jzpebe0r0













