practiced drawing him again! :))))
I donāt know which style to choose cause the first one took way quicker than this one...without counting the shadows..that part was fast..
(btw i got lazy at the end cause right now im sleepyĀ as fuck so..)
OH, fuck my laptop isnāt turning off..and i had all my new drawings thereā¦the ones iāve been drawing for the lasts weeksā¦i was meant to upload them tomorrrow or saturdayā¦but nowā¦
OH, fuck my laptop isnāt turning off..and i had all my new drawings thereā¦the ones iāve been drawing for the lasts weeksā¦i was meant to upload them tomorrrow or saturdayā¦but nowā¦
OH, fuck my laptop isn't turning off..and i had all my new drawings there...the ones i've been drawing for the lasts weeks...i was meant to upload them tomorrrow or saturday...but now...
A guy running after a girl even after the girl is consecutively saying āNOā isnāt cute or romantic. The guy is being a stalker, which is NOT OKAY, but DANGEROUS.Ā
And the same goes in reverse: A girl running after a guy after the guy is consecutively sayingĀ āNOā. Again this type of behavior isnāt cute or romantic. The girl is being a stalker. Ā
We should stop having these so NOT romantic but dangerous behaviors in music videos, movies, and everywhere really.Ā
I could be somebody.
Someone with high self-esteem.
Someone who doesn't give a shit about what others say.
I could be happy
Yet, here I am.
Alone and depressed as fuck.
Sure I can hang out with you for a while
but then all of the sudden,
my mind starts cruising to the plane of the feels.
You don't like it
I don't like it.
Yet here we are.
So many people telling me
"Just get over it"
Like the feelings, I am having are invalid.
That they don't matter.
That as long I can smile everything will be okay.
Well fuck,
If it were that easy I wouldnāt be depressed in the first place.
It seems to me YOU are the one who needs to get over it.
Get over the fact that this is how I am.
I could be someone.
Someone with no anxiety.
Someone who doesn't feel like running when surrounded by people.
I could be happy.
Yet, here I am
Alone and depressed as fuck.
Wishing to have a normal-nice day.
But that day is not today
It seems.
Like I want to live it up.
But I just can't
too many boundaries on my path.
It feels like Iām drowning;
but Iām not.
Iām still breathing.
But it doesn't feel like Iām living.
I cannot speak.
I cannot shout.
It feels like Iām on a rollercoaster.
Scared.
Sweating.
Ready to throw up.
And I start to question me.
I just really wanna clear my head of all these thoughts.
And I tried.
I really tried to keep my mind busy.
Drawing, writing, listening to music.
but I still feel ..blue.
And I know- I know.
Iām supposed to be the some-what upbeat type of person.
The one whoās always smiling or giggling about something out of nowhere.
But, I canāt always be that person.
And I know Iām being unfair on myself.
That I should allow myself to feel sad.
That I shouldnāt put myself on a mask to try fit society.
I cannot force myself to be a person with only one emotion, that
I shouldnāt force myself to act in just one particular way or to think this way.
Because at the end of the day..it aināt helping.
āCause I sure as hell haven't gotten rid of these thoughts.
I sure as hell keep being unfair on myself.
And yes, I also know Iām not the only one feeling this way.
Iām not alone on this.
But it sure feels like that some days.
Like today...
Just how can I stop feeling so..lost..so tired and stress all the time??
Itās like a battlefield inside my brain.
With no energy to spare.
Because I lost it all.
and yet here I am, talking to myself again.
I wish I could be somebody.
Somebody whoās genuinely happy and upbeat
at the same time.
With nothing to hide.
But, that day is not today.
But hopefully, tomorrow or one day will be.
And until then, Iāll wait.
Iāve already walked a long road.
Sure, I feel tired, exhausted and ready to throw up, ready to hang the white flag.
But, Iāll keep on walking.
Until the day comes I too can be genuinely happy.
And for that, Iāll keep on fighting this mad and stressful world.
And I hope.You can too.
So join me and together.
Letās keep on walking.
Letās keep on fighting.
Letās keep on dreaming.
And make thatĀ dream reality.
Make it ours.
Weāre only friends
and thatās okay.
Not having romantic feelings to one another.
But, that doesn't mean I donāt find you beautiful.
Because boy;
You are amazing just the way you are
and as pretty as the sky.
How your eyes twinkle under the stars
is just the most perfect scenery.
Your voice is the most beautiful song ever sang.
And Iām so glad I have found you on this big-big world.
Because, boy you are so important to me
a very important friend.
Weāre only friends
and thatās okay.
Not having romantic feelings to one another.
But, that doesn't mean I donāt find you beautiful.
Because girl;
You are amazing just the way you are
and as pretty as the sky.
How your eyes twinkle under the stars
is just the most perfect scenery.
Your voice is the most beautiful song ever sang.
And Iām so glad I have found you on this big-big world.
Because, girl you are so important to me
a very important friend.
So tell me. Tell me.
What are we gonna do today??
Play wii all night long??
or have a long ass talk about life??
How was your day?
Good, bad, donāt really wanna talk about it??
Oh boy, that paint on your nails
goes so well with your shirt.
O-M-G is that a new earing??
You are rocking it girl!
Remember the old days??
haha yeeahh like they were yesterday.
O-M-G you and your stupid jokes..
Oh girl,
trust me.
You are just perfect just the way you are
Your face is synonym of perfection
the dress, the make-up on your face
you seem so radiant with or without it.
And Iām so happy I have found you in this big-big world.
āCause girl, you are my friend.
And I just love you the way you are.
Every place you walk on
you are the star of the show.
Because girl.
You are just so damn beautiful.
And Iām sure someone will see all that and more.
And if you cannot find someone that can see your perfections and imperfections.
Then girl, that is okay.
Because girl.
You are just perfect the way you are.
Oh boy,
trust me.
You are just perfect just the way you are
Your face is synonym of perfection
the dress, the make-up on your face
you seem so radiant with or without it.
And Iām so happy I have found you in this big-big world.
āCause boy, you are my friend.
And I just love you the way you are.
Every place you walk on
you are the star of the show.
Because, boy.
You are just so damn beautiful.
And Iām sure someone will see all that and more.
And if you cannot find someone that can see your perfections and imperfections.
Then boy, that is okay.
Because boy.
You are just perfect the way you are.
We complement each otherās so well.
(so well)
You help when Iām down.
and IĀ help u when need a shoulder to cry on.
(always)
We help each other when we need someone to stop us from doing something stupid.
(which is every-day)
āCause thatās what friends are for.
We call on each other bullshit.
Friends for eternity
You and I,
we are non-romantically friends.
Just friends,
and that's okay.
So, okay.
Iām up for whatever.
Iām up if you wanna play pin ball.
Or if you just wanna talk for a while.
Or do nothing at all-
and just enjoy each other company.
My non-romantically friend.
Baby, you're a masterpiece,
even with all your imperfections
and perfections.
You are so wonderful.
To the head to toes
You are so marvelous
when you draw,
when you dance,
when you smile.
But; the most wonderful masterpiece
is you.
When you dance
I swear I see wings
as you smile so genuinely.
Oh, baby, I swear you are so
beautiful, to the head to toes.
And I admit when you cry,
thatās my least favorite face of you
And I don't like it when you feel
insecure about yourself
and I can't say anything to you
since I just simply cannot understand what youāre going through.
Just staying by your side
and telling that your feelings are important,
because they are.
Trust me when I say
you're important to me
and Iām so happy you're alive
and got the pleasure to meet you.
You're the most wonderful masterpiece I have ever seen
You don't need to find your another "half"
You are already complete.
You are your own person.
And I love you just how you are.
Oh, baby, you're a masterpiece.
Even with all your imperfections
and perfections
You are a masterpiece.
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