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alice-in-axrorlandâ:
Alice had to admit she had been a bit worried as she noticed someone coming over to her. She knew she shouldnât be. She was a highly respected and skilled auror. But these circumstances made her nervous. She had no idea whom was approaching her, and didnât really know if they were going to be even happy. Maybe they wouldnât recognise her either. That might be okay. But the person who was coming over here didnât seem to be too intimidating. So hopefully they wouldnât be too bad.
Thankfully she recognised the person as they spoke, and she visibly relaxed. âSiriusâŠ. thank goodnessâ The burnette murmured with a smile. Clearly she was happy to see him. She had no idea where her husband had gotten too, but she was happy to be in the company of Sirius. At least she knew she could trust him.
âSilly chocie of maskâ She teased him, nudging him gently. Maybe it was good that he didnât get too drunk though. âOh. Sirius. Youâre going to make me blush dear.â
Sirius giggled at the reaction she had when she heard his voice. He didnât want to scare her. âSorry, I know it's intimidating and all but it makes quite the impression, doesnât it?â he said. âWhere is your lovely husband, I expected to find both of you together in the ball.â Sirius questioned. He hadnât seen Frank yet and he was sure that they would accompany each other. For couples, the ball could be a romantic affair.Â
âWell, it is indeed my dearest, but potential suitors should be aware of the true silly nature of the man they pursueâ Sirius offered humorously. âThat has been my motive all along, young ladyâ he smiled at her. âDo you wanna go somewhere more private so i can take my mask off and have a proper drink?âÂ
Where: Masquerade Ball, Zabini Estate
When: January 25th 1979, 10.00 pm
Who: Alice and Open
If she was at all honest, Alice much preferred to be at home with her comfy clothes on and a big glass of red wine in her hand. Whilst she was a social person, she didnât like big events like these. Not really. Sheâd spent most of her childhood trying to escape them. And she had no real desire to be at them too much. Not without controlling the guest list either. Of course, she had many people sheâd love to host at  Longbottom Manor. But this was different, and it made her a little anxious. She was glad for the mask though. It meant she could blend in, and chose whom she spoke too. Of course, she wasnât really completely sure who she was talking too, but that was just a minor problem.
She took a sip of the champagne as she looked around. Everyone looked so beautiful. That was what she missed about these things. She had loved the opprotunity to dress up when she was little, even if she had hated her parents parading her around. She smiled though, as she noticed someone coming closer to her. She wasnât quite sure whom it was.
âHelloâ She murmured, hoping that their voice might give them away. âItâs been a lovely party so far hasnât it?â
Sirius had started getting bored by the affair now. No-one worth mentioning was spotted on his watch near the entrance so he searched for a familiar and friendly face among the crowd. Thatâs when he spotted Alice. He loved to spend time with Alice and hadn't talked outside the ministry for a while now, so it was a good opportunity to converse in a more -non work related- scenery.Â
Sirius approached her as less intimidating as he could, considering his appearance. He didnât have a intimidating stance and he was sure Alice would catch that, considering her Auror skills. When she talked she didn't seem intimidated in any way, so that was a good sign for Sirius.
âItâs been a bit boring for me, since I chose a mask that prevents me from drinking, but now that i found you the party will get lovelier for myself, tooâ He offered Alice sincerely.Â
When: January 25th, 1979, 10pm. Where: Zabini estate Who: Cygnus + open
Cygnus felt nothing short of a fool. This was not the first masquerade ball he had attended in his life, but he certainly hoped it was to be his last. He hated the feel of a mask settling over his face obscuring his identity. For his whole life, Cygnusâ focus had been making his identity known, carving his reputation in blood. Masquerade balls felt like the very antithesis of this - blending into the crowd rather than standing apart as a member of the House of Black should. Never mind the fact he was wearing a monkey mask. It was as ornate as he could have made it, but still - it felt almost humiliating.Â
Tonight afforded opportunity. Anyone who was anyone would be here, including the heads of opposing factions. Cygnus and Orion had met as soon as the invitations had arrived, agreeing to stomach a ball in the event that they may be able to seek new recruitsâŠ.or prevent the other factions from seeking their own new recruits. His family ring lay heavy on his finger. That was a piece of his identity that he had been unable to part with for this disguise - the ring hadnât left his finger in decades.
Heâd finally managed to shake off his hag of a wife and find space to breathe, a glass of whiskey firmly in hand. He downed the glass in one swift gulp, far faster than whiskey was meant to be drunk. The glass was swiftly plucked from his hand and replaced with a full glass by the waiters who seemed to be ever present. Pausing for a moment, Cygnus glanced to the person who stood beside him. His eyes settled on their mask, and he frowned.
âWhat, pray tell, do you believe is the point of separating us into different animals. Each action holds such a heavy meaning these days, there must be somethingâŠunless Zabini wanted us purely to engage with soul-searching before we came to get too drunk and forget all about the mask that indicates our deepest desiresâŠâ
Sirius had noticed his uncle when he entered the estate. The ring on his finger gave him away right way. Sirius wanted to pinpoint his family members, especially Orion and Cygnus knew to look for the ring, so when Cygnus was finally alone, it was his cue to approach him.Â
Sirius snorted. âWell, iâm sure she had her reasons, but thatâs why we are here after allâ he paused taking a good look at him. â..to find out.â Sirius sighed.âI thought of amusing the hostess by putting on a bird with a really dark context. See what she will think about that.â He winked at his uncle.Â
Sirius was accustomed to âwearâ his Black heir facade in front of Cygnus. Actually, he seemed to be comfortable pulling up the facade everywhere nowadays. He started strangely feeling like himself when he did so. The legacy he once tried to pull off his skin, now he chose to accept it and that scared him. âSaw anything interesting or something we should be aware of, yet?â
when: after midnight, january 25th, 1979 where: the zabini estate, atrium who: bellatrix & sirius
yes, bella had been drinking, and no, it wasnât an issue. staying at her husbandâs side, docile and pleasant, smiling when spoken to, keeping her ideas to herself, it took far more of a toll than sheâd like to admit to, and she needed something to take the edge off. was that a crime?
she needed some air from the party, though, feeling claustrophobic and trapped, as she so often did at these horrid things, and she found her way into the empty entrance way. or rather â mostly empty.
âwhat the hell are you doing here?â bellatrix spat at the sight of her cousin. any control or restraint she had over her emotions was gone in an instant, made that much worse by the taste of champagne still heavy on her tongue. seeing sirius was like pressing down on a bruise sheâd forgotten about, a wound that would never quite heal and would always throb at the slightest provocation. âif itâs a death wish youâd like to indulge, iâm more than happy to oblige.â but surprisingly, she didnât reach for her wand or for the knife hidden up her sleeve. god, she wanted to, but she couldnât seem to find it in her, and that was terrifying.
âanything else, and i canât help you,â she said, stubborn, ignoring the way her heart ached in her chest. âso why donât you fuck off? seems like thatâs all youâre good for anywaysâŠâ
ðð·ðŸ: Narcissa & @noir-chien. ðð·ðŽðœ: January 25th, 1979PM. 10:23PM. ðð·ðŽððŽ: By the table of hors d'oeuvres.
ðœð°ðð²ðžððð° ðºðœðŸðð ðð·ð°ð ðžð ððŸðð»ð³ ð±ðŽ ðžðŒð¿ðŸðððžð±ð»ðŽ to avoid her own kin at the masquerade, but with it being a masquerade, itâd made it difficult to tell who sheâd been talking to. Taking a brief moment for herself by the table of hors d'oeuvres, she picks up a delicate little pasty when a large black shadow appears by her side, and she jumps. Not a shadow, but a beak, attached to a rather impressive mask covering the entirety of the personâs face.
âMerlin â you gave me a fright,â she voices, fingers fluttering towards her chest. âThat is⊠quite the mask you have on.â She wants to comment how looking for love in such a frightening mask would be entirely counterintuitive, but she keeps her mouth shut, too polite to comment such a thing. âHave you been successful?âÂ
Sirius felt ready to start conversing with the rest of the guests. He had to socialise from people in both of the fractions he had pledged his loyalty to; both friends and enemies. He had to keep maintaining the low profile he held, especially to the Mundus Novus, even though most of the fellow allies didnât seem to trust him. He had to keep the facade. So, when he noticed a woman he was almost 100% sure it was his cousin Narcissa, he approached her.
When he heard her voice and made eye contact with her, he immediately knew that the woman behind the goat mask was his cousin. He chuckled at her, feeling rather pleased with her fright. âTo be honest it wasnât my intention, but iâm not complainingâ he said in a kind manner. âYouâd be surprised, but people dig dark and mysterious people.â he offered her. âBut i gotta say, I didnât have you for a woman to seek further wealthâÂ
lucius-a-malfoyâ:
Lucius didnât like people not knowing who he was in the best of times. At a society party, it seemed particularly disappointing. Though he wasnât exactly hiding his identity, it was likely obvious to anyone who looked close close enough. But there was something about not knowing the crowd either. Things were unsure enough, a war bursting out, his fatherâs death, the attack on the Manor a few months ago, not knowing if it was friend or foe at his side was made that much worse. He made sure he could feel the weight of the wand pressing against his hips at all times.
He eyed the figure in front of him. Well someone had gone theatrical with their choice of out fit. How absurd. âAn entire plague doctorâs outfit? It isnât Halloween you know,â he commented as he drank slowly from a glass of wine, looking the figure up and down. They felt familiar. But that was the damned problem tonight, most people did, but yet Lucius still couldnât sort out precisely who was behind all of the masks. Unfortunate really. âAnd if youâre trying to look for love, I hardly think the outfit would be beneficial to potential suitors.â
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As soon as the figure next to him opened their mouth, Sirius knew immediately who it was. He felt disappointed that Lucius chose to approach him and engage him in a conversation. Even though he seemed to not realise that he was, indeed, talking to him, he already had the sarcastic tone in his voice.
Sirius thought long and hard whether he wanted to answer him and give away his identity to Lucius, but his snarky comments couldnât be unanswered. Sirius sighed, wanting to show his dismay. âI hoped that with my costume I wouldn't attract unwanted company, but now I see that it didnât workâ he threw back.Â
He huffed at Luciusâ second comment. âYouâd be surprised, but mystery attracts, after all you were also intrigued by my mask and came to talk to me.â Sirius offered him smuggly.
Location: The Zabini Estate   Date: January 25th, 10:34pm   Interaction: Eleanora Avery & @noir-chienâ
She stood, champagne cool against her lip as her eyes bounced in the stars at one thousand miles per hour. She took a sip of his drink, the alcohol trickling through her veins, warm and slow, as she glanced around. Thereâs a cheerful bubble pressing against her cranium because sheâs always had a tendency of overindulging at events like these.
Hands were clasped together, partners gliding across the floor as music controlled their motions but Eleanora stood alone. She could only admire. The occasional thought pressed against the back of her eyes of a life she could have lived like thisâ playing the role of devoted wife, nothing more than an accessory to the public eye. Sometimes, those thoughts would evolve into daydreams; the ability to hold a knife to a manâs spine and play the role of ventriloquist was the closest thing to making marriage sound appealing. Nevertheless, Eleanora was satisfied standing alone in the entry-way to the ballroom.Â
She felt a presence at her side, drawing her attention away from the crowd, eyes travelling to the mask-clad figure now standing beside her. She searched the mask for a second, for some sort of revelation hinting at who they could be and then dropped her eyes down the height of them, a slow and deliberate observation of the other. The casual glance affording another luxurious idea.Â
âAll alone on such a glorious night, cariño? Dance with me.â
After standing in the shadows for almost two hours and letting the curious guests approach him, he finally decided to make his way through the crowd. He had recognised some of the people in attendance. The impression he had before coming to the ball was true. The hostess had invited people from all the fractions. Her intentions were yet to be revealed but he was sure that they were to inform herself of the fractions and of the people. Try to get some in-tell of them all.Â
He took a good look around the place and a figure at the entryway of the ballroom caught his attention. He decided to approach the figure, see if he recognised the person. He finally was by her side and he was sure that he knew the woman behind the mask. Her voice gave away her identity because he immediately recognised it. He wasnât sure whether she, herself, was aware of his identity. âIf I had someone with me, I wouldn't have the pleasure of accompanying you to a danceâhe said with a smile and took her hand into his, leading them to the ball area.
He turned around and put his left hand in the small of her back and with the right he took her hand into his and they started dancing with the melody leading them.Â
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ððððððð ðððð ð ðððððððð ððððððð ðððððð, ðððð appearance of another getting cataloged, filed away in her rapidly working mind for a later time. Monkeys, mice, pigs had all wandered through the doorway, each mask more elaborate than the last. While she was happy, amused even, that people had followed the directions on their invitations to a practice, she did find herself a bit lost. No longer being able to easily pick statures and facial expressions out like she had been when she frequented these parties, attended school and brushed elbows with the rest of the Elite. Though she had expected as much, sheâd gotten spoiled in the courts of Morocco, where sheâd spent years learning about all of those around her, thoughts of England as far away as a distant memory. Learning everyone again would be a hassle.Â
Her expression smoothed into one of pleasant indifference as she stepped down from the steps, no longer allowing herself to observe from the shadows. Head dipped in greeting towards those who spotted her, her intention being to allow herself a drink before mingling when a mask caught her attention. Curious, she found herself stepping around the rapidly filling floor and up to the wearer, eyes flicking over them carefully. âShould one of my guests see you like this at the door and think that another plague is coming and br frightened to come in, I will be quite upset.â The thought that they were, perhaps, one of the guards sheâd hired wasnât a thought she allowed to linger, given that sheâd given them all very strict instructions ââ no full masks, and not to draw attention to themselves if they could help it.
âPlease, join the others.â Khadijah tilted her head towards the main room, a smile still set on her features. âI insist.â
Sirius was pleased with himself that he managed to attract the hostess with his presence without trying to do so. He was amused by her observation. âDon;t give them so much credit, i would be surprised if half of them knew of the plague doctors actuallyâ he offered her amusingly. He took a good look of her. âYou must be the charming mrs Zabini, that I had the pleasure of receiving the invitation fromâ he said kindly at her.Â
He took into consideration her suggestion, but he wasnât ready to mingle with the crows just yet. â I would prefer to observe the crowd a while longer, find out what i will have to face once i mingle with the rest of the guestsâ he offered her. âSince we donlt know each other and I will continue to stand like a scary statue near your entrance, the least i can do is offer you my nameâ he paused. âIâm Sirius Blackâ he whispered offering his hand with a slight bow of his head.
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âYou know that it is not fair to do that here, in the middle of a Masquerade Ball where everyone we know is here? If I get stupidly drunk, everyone is going to know⊠Despite me wearing a mask like this.â He had known who she was as well. But even though she was protesting it at the moment⊠She had not say ânoâ yet. âGive me a really good reason why I should give in to this dare.â
The voice that sounded behind her was one that Risha would recognize out of thousands. And even if she hadnât recognized it, the words he spoke quickly gave away that it was Sirius Black who was hidden underneath the full costume and the mask. Both of them left no clue on who was underneath the disguise and that was probably the reason why he had picked it. The young woman turned around so she could face the young man behind her and she chuckled at seeing his mask. âOnly you can pick a mask like that and hide who you are completely,â she pointed out to him as she took in his complete disguise, before finding his eyes again, the only thing visible behind his mask.
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Sirius couldnât help but laugh soundly at Risha. âI know as well as you do that I don't have to do much convincing, but in order to amuse you, I say that there are plenty of reasons for celebrations. And what a better way to celebrate than that of drinking.â he looked at her with a smile. She couldnât see the smile but he was sure the wrinkles around his eyes and his voice gave it away.Â
âAnything to keep away my obnoxious family for as long as I can,â he explained. âAlso, my dramatic nature was summoned by the ball, I couldnât deny its request of a dramatic attire.â It didnât take long for Sirius to decide on his costume. When he read the invite he knew exactly what he would wear. It was a way also to flash his dark side, without truly claiming it. His friends would think his choice was chosen purely for dramatics. The rest of the guests would either assume he was a madman or they would get the mystery and darkness his costume held. âThe plague doctorâ held an ambiguous meaning. It marked dark times, death but at the same time, healing. It resembled the light that was hidden under the darkness.
âAnyone recognised you yet, or just me?â he asked Risha, taking a glass of champagne from the waiter passing by and offering it to her.
clementdelacourâ:
Clement had never had much use for masks. Sure, he had the different faces he wore, but whether he had the razor sharp teeth of his Veela heritage or the charming smile that he got from his father, Clement was still himself regardless of what he looked like. That was something that his mother had instilled in him, in not shying away from his Veela side, in not shying away from any part of himself. Clement knew that he was slippery and he was manipulative and he could be a problem, especially at parties like this one, but he was brave and funny and he didnât hurt people because he wanted to, but because he had to. Somehow, to Clement, those words made all the difference, but he was starting to think that maybe hurting people was just hurting people.Â
He did much better with this part of his job, with blending in and charming information out of people. He wasnât the type of person who enjoyed the violenceâin fact, he was a little afraid of it. He wasnât afraid of getting hurt so much as he was afraid of hurting other people. It was a small mercy that he didnât have the talons that came along with so many other Veela traits, and his inclination towards scratching was only as fatal as human nails allowed it to be, but it would be too easy to bite a chunk out of someone or set them on fire with his Veela magic. In situations like the Zabini party, where he had a mask on and he was just meant to listen and observe, it was a lot less nerve-wracking to think about his Veela abilities.Â
Of course, there were other aspects of jobs like this that were annoying. Heâd much rather be in his casual clothes than in his suits, especially after spending a lifetime being told not to wrinkle them. The crowd was a lot, almost too much if Clement hadnât been able to distract himself by pickpocketing everyone in sight. And, frankly, this whole theme with the masks and the meanings was lost on Clement, who wore a mask that just barely resembled a mouse if he was asked about it. He didnât particularly care for whatever little games the society girl in charge of this party was playing to make what was essentially the same old party all over again quasi-interesting.Â
Clement, therefore, moved through the party like a ghost, flirting with people as necessary, picking up jewelry off peopleâs hands and leaving their rings in nearby potted plants. It wasnât for any reason other than Clement needing to do something with his itchy fingers. In fact, he was about to pickpocket the man next to him when he turned around, and Clement cocked his head to the side in curiosity. The man in front of him didnât say anything, and Clement followed suit for a moment before turning on his most charming voice. âProne to silence, cher?â
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   It didnât take long for Sirius to realise who was standing in front of him. Clement didnât seem to acknowledge his identity, but he wasnât surprised. They knew each other for quite a long time but have never gotten too close for Clement to recognise him while being covered head to toe. He chuckled at him. He took notice of the tone of his voice. If his face was unveiled, Clement would see the smirk his face was plastering. Sirius couldnât deny it, he found himself charmed by the man since the day he met him. He didnât know what drew him in, was it the veela nature, the fact he was french, the mystery that surrounded him? Whatever it was he was definitely intrigued by Clement.
   âOui Mon chériâ He decided to flex the fact that he was fluent in French, maybe impress him a bit. âAt least for now, silence is my true cover to the masquerade, or else everyone will recognise me immediately. It will not give me the chance to conduct my dramatic unveil.â He offered the explanation, amused. After all, he didn't plan to remain masked for the whole evening and something inside him assured him that Clement wouldnât unveil his identity before Sirius chooses to.Â
   Sirius had caught a glimpse of him in the crowd before he approached him. He saw him pickpocketing some of the guests. He was amused by it. Almost everyone here were wealthy-privileged blood purists, that wouldnât even miss the jewels. They were the ones wearing flashy diamonds, showing their wealth like it deemed them the superiority they craved their whole life. âFor you, I can break my silence if you care for some company, if I, of course, donât hold you back from... your activitiesâ he paused. He couldnât express his emotions with his face, so he decided to so though his words and his speech.Â
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Where: Zabini estate When: January 25th, 1979 - 9:45 Who: Sirius & @rishafawley
It's been an hour since Sirius arrived at the estate. He hadnât been approached by many fellow attendees. He hasnât talked to any acquaintances yet. The time to unveil his face and throw his mask wasn't here yet; but the longing on conversing with a friend burned inside him, so he left his post near the entrance, behind the shadows and started going through the crowd to search for a familiar face. Everyone looked at him confused and intrigued. He had decided to cover all of his body, not a little clue of who might be under the disguise. Maybe the crowds thought that the person was someone important and of a great power that didnât want to be known.
He was near the bar when he saw the lady in pink. Her mask didnât cover significantly her face, or maybe it did but Sirius knew her well to immediately recognize her. He smirked behind the mask and started to slowly approach her. He wanted to make himself known in a dramatic way. Maybe intimidating Risha in the process. He was finally in front of her and without useless greetings he announced his presence and identity to her. âRemember when i dared you to dip your paws in my chili?â he paused looking around making sure that no one overheard them. âYou never took up the challenge and since i canât drink, for now, i dare you to drink for two people tonightâ
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Where: Zabini estate When: January 25th, 8:30 p.m. Who: Sirius Black & Open
A masquerade ball marked the arrival of Khadijah Zabini. The invitations arrived to all the wizarding society; to every fraction; every allegiance. Both the Order and The Mundus Novus were intrigued. The message was crystal clear âyour mask must represent a pig, monkey, mouse, cow or bird. Choose wisely â your self-identifying animal kinship will shape your entire night... Be honest and accurate in the animal you choose, deceit will only further you from your true goalâ challenged the invite. A challenge that both fractions took into grave consideration. The instructions given from both the allegiances to its followers was more or less the same; Attendance was a must and each one shall choose the proper attire for the evening.
Sirius thoroughly thought of the intentions behind the ball. Zabini wanted to be introduced to the fractions, to the war. She wanted to test everyone and weigh her options. The fractions wanted to approach her, that was their goal. Sirius didnât agree with it, though. The best way to be pledged, if she was looking to be pledged, was not to try hard enough to convince her for each side. Nevertheless, Sirius attended the ball. He wanted to keep his eyes in his former alliances. He wanted to observe everyone's moves and reactions. He decided in an attire that would mask his identity entirely, accompanied with the plague doctor face mask, that represented a bird. Those who seek love. He didnât want to be approachable by the people in attendance. But sooner or later he would unveil himself. Not in need to hide behind his attire for the whole evening.
For now he made his way around the estate, observing and trying to guess who was who. Since he couldnât drink the beverages due to his mask, he decided to stand near the entrance to keep a watch of who goes in and who goes out and at the same time to the main room where everyone was gathered. After a few minutes standing there like a statue, he sensed a presence next to him. He turned and looked at them, waiting to see if the person was aware of his true identity. He didnât want to speak first and be recognized by his voice.   Â
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January 25th, 1979, Masquerade hosted by Khadijah Zabini