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love colored tights

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don’t mention a job to me, getting married, having kids, or being an adult to me.

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I’m not so sure what’s wrong with me

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i’m genuinely so scared of the future because why are people expecting me to decide what i want to do for the next 40 years when i’m still trying to figure out who i am?

everyone keeps telling me i need a plan, i need goals, i need to know what career i want, where i want to study, what my life is gonna look like. but why? why do i need all the answers right now? the truth is i don’t know what i want to be. and honestly, i don’t think that should be considered a failure.

i’m not lazy. i’m not unmotivated. i just don’t have one specific dream job calling my name. what i do know is that i want to be free. i want to spend time with my friends. i want to go to concerts and fan girl over stuff i love. i want to discover new music, watch movies that change my life, pick up random hobbies, make memories, and actually live.

my family talks about becoming rich like that’s the ultimate goal, but i don’t care about being rich. i don’t need luxury. i don’t need a mansion. i just want a job that makes me happy and pays enough for me to live comfortably. i want stability. i want freedom. i want happiness.

and maybe that’s not a detailed life plan, but honestly, it feels more real than pretending i have my entire future figured out at this age.