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Why Is It?

Why is it that I still look for you? I ended it. But why? I feel like my heart is crumbling a million different ways. What a cruel joke this emotion is.

"People change, feelings change. It doesn't mean that the love wasn't real. It simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart."

Summer Finn (Zooey Deschanel) - 500 Days of Summer

Great article. Specially #3. Well truth be told I'm not a God searching person and my faith isn't exactly where I want it to be but it's all good. Great read for anyone who's just as lost as the tourist who doesn't speak a word of Latin.

Treasure You

I'll keep the good memories of you alive in my heart. I will always treasure and keep it. The memory of the sweet girl that I met four years ago. The smile, the kiss, the softness of your skin and the sweet words of I love you. Thank you for three years and seven months of companionship. :)

Post Traumatic Not-Stress Nor Anger

I planned yesterday with a make or break approach. If I saw you happy then good. If not then accept the consequences. Yesterday I wanted to make peace instead we just fought. I admit I brought the topic up. And despite how it seemed I did not want to fight. Hell no, far from it. I wanted to make things right. But then again making things right could also mean leaving forever. Well that's what happened. I'm not going to sit here and say I was right all the time. I know I made mistakes and tons of them. But I know I tried everything I could to take it all back. You who told me that I hurt you and you can't let go, you who told me that losing me was your greatest fear, you who told me that you feel that I could leave you, you who told me that you feel that I had another woman. Well look at you. I hope you take a long good look in the mirror and ask yourself who you are. And I hope a tear will fall down your cheek when you realize what you've lost and what you've gained in all this mess. Everything was great before December 11. And now after June 17 I'm free. No more will I ever hold any responsibility towards you. And like always I've already forgiven you. Have a great life. I hold no ill will towards you nor do I wish that anything bad would happen. The anger is gone and now forgiveness is all I have for you and you have it. Goodbye. See you never.

#goodbye

I'm Glad It's Over

It took me months to realize but I know I learned lessons worth remembering and keeping to heart. Thank you and goodbye. Be happy with your life. I'll live mine free of you. And I'll be happy. :)

Life is not short. It's one of the longest things that we can do yet we fail to do.

Anonymous

#life

Hanging On For Dear Life

Am I crazy to still want this to work? I know it's been six months. I've had emotional highs and lows during that time. I find myself at a crossroads between pursuing what I now want in life to what I used to want with you. People tell me, "You can't put your life on hold for her." They're half right. If this will really go nowhere anymore I can't keep putting things off just for you. I hope that one day you realize that what I did before was for you. I never did it all for me alone, I always had you in mind. And I wish that you'd find it in your broken heart to forgive me for what has been said.

I'm still hoping to start over. The melancholy is just too much right now. I just want to get through the day. The month. The year. Through life.

Brash

Too brash. No harm in hoping. It's done. You cried, I made you stop. I respect your decision. We'll both leave and it's good.

Crunch Time

This week we'll have everything to ourselves. In all honesty I hope that we can work this out. That we can talk it over. That we can start all over. I'm hoping. I want to feel the warmth that comes when a person realizes that they're in love with the person they chose to give their heart too. I want to feel that again and it's only with you that this soul of mine will find peace in.

In a way it's funny that no matter how many times we slug our relationship out I think we will still end up together. We're funny like that. Of course it's not all that entertaining when you look at it. But in a sick kind of way I find myself smiling at the notion that we can never be apart. Maybe our souls really just connected on a whole other level. I think labeling our relationship will never work or maybe we should just label it "Soul connected with *******." Oh man that would be awesome.

Let's stay. Let's be happy again baby bear.

A

Don't be afraid. I'll always care for you more than anyone else in this world.

#caring #fear

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfection.

Anonymous

#happiness #happy #imperfection

Damn I miss you

#extraordinary #together

Bars

Last night I went to a bar after almost two years. We went to Republiq bar in Resorts World. I didn't go there to pick up or talk to a girl. I just came there because my friends wanted to go. I feel like I'm socially retarded when it comes to things like that. In short. NO GAME! It doesn't bother me one bit well mainly because girls who go to places like that no matter how beautiful or cute they are are not my type. I prefer the quiet normal non partying girl. In all honesty I missed her while I was there, while I was dancing like a monkey on E. The upside is I liked the place. It was a huge bar to say the least which was pretty awesome and the drinks the bartenders made wasn't bad. Had two vodka drinks. Shaken, not stirred. I could be James Bond minus the gun and the Above Average Game.

#republiq club #bars #social life

Meeting

We saw each other yesterday. It was a mix of emotions. We were back to our old selves. Quiet and awkward. We wanted to hold each other. You wanted to hit me. I deserved it. I missed you. That I am certain. Let us smile again. Let me see you smile again when you see me. Let me hear your beautiful laugh. Let's be back again. Is that possible? Or has the last chapter of the past four years already been written to close this year? Were you happy? Did you smile inside? Tell me.

#meeting #awkward

Zooey Deschanel is awesomely pretty @_@

#zooey deschanel #the new girl

Our Day

It's gone by. What did you feel? Did you miss me? Did you miss us?

I feel numb.

Can we go back to the days when we could smile?

I miss you.

I love you.

A

#love

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