hey tumblr,
it's been a while. i am a licensed provisional funeral director and embalmer now. i love helping others. i want to be there for those that are having the worst day of their lives.
but some of these cases, i want to know more. what happened? what cased this? why aren't these questions i'm allowed to know the answers too?
i've decided i need a change. i need to know what happened to these people. why do so many people take their lives? why do so many accidents happen that end peoples lives in one second?
i'm so conflicted. if god is real how does he let this kind of pain go on? if god isn't real why is praying to him one of the key band aids in grief?
one day we will all know the truth.
















