"you can be 15 years old and also a terrible person" teenagers do stupid shit all the time, adults do stupid shit all the time, what matters is that you learn about that and that you don't let that define you. you are figuring out yourself and you never really stop doing that.
this is a thing i saw on tiktok and it's been bothering me forever and ever. okay yeah you took bad decisions/hurted people/etc. but that doesn't mean that you're destinated to hurt people or to be a bad person forever and ever. perhaps at the moment you thought what you were doing was good. perhaps you were trying to protect yourself. perhaps you just didn't know any better. perhaps you thought that it wouldn't be that bad. whatever thing you've might've done on the past doesn't define you in any sort of way. you are a human being and you will do a lot of mistakes until you die. putting yourself down won't help on anything. others putting you down doesn't mean anything. don't let your mistakes be something that defines you, but let them be a reminder that you're still here and that you can grow as a person.
There is a new age verification bill that has passed the house in America.
They insist that websites "don't have to" verify your age, but then they say, "if you don't when you have certain content on your site that kids may see, you will get a huge fine" which is going to cause most apps and sites to panic and do it anyway.
If you don't think it will affect you, that's where you're wrong.
They aren't just talking about sexual content. They are talking about gay themes in media (even if they are only holding hands and not even doing anything sexual). Discussions of drugs (not promotion of doing it, but discussions of people doing them and how to get help) discussions of self harm (how to get help) discussions about changes happening to your body (puberty, as well as health-related issues), cursing (as if kids haven't heard worse things at the back of the school bus.)
So, here are ways this hurts people in general, but let's focus on the fact that it hurts minors, the people these bills claim to protect:
If a kid has a friend who has started abusing drugs, they cannot reach out to anyone to ask questions to start the process of getting their friend help. Their friend could die because of this, or the one who wanted to help them could end up pressured into joining them.
2. A kid tries to look up how to get help for suicidal thoughts and how to get help stopping self harm and cannot get help and dies because these discussions are age gated.
3. A kid is being abused in anyway, including but not limited to sexually. They try to figure out what counts as that kind of abuse to try and get help, but because it has to do with minors being abused in that way, the search is considered illegal, as well as age gated so that they cannot receive any help.
4. A young girl has found a lump on her breast, and is having some scary symptoms, but she doesn't feel safe to talk to her parents because they're abusive. she turns to the internet to try and get help to learn what steps she needs to do next, but because the images that show what those symptoms look like are medical images that show images of breasts, she cannot learn more about her condition. Over time, the symptoms get worse. In America, we don't have free health care, and we are getting more and more impoverished. She doesn't get the help she needs, and eventually loses her breasts, or worse... it travels to the rest of her body, and she dies a slow and painful death.
This is not about helping minors. This isolates them and keeps them from being able to have online friends. Get basic information that could help them when they're in a scary situation.
What this is is a tool to gather information about people so that they are afraid to speak due to retaliation. This isolation is also good for both political parties--who both agreed that this bill is a good thing, by the way. Your political party is not "the good one" they are both your enemy--because they need us further isolated. If we cannot speak and cannot find ways to reach each other because the websites and apps eventually reach the point that to access them at all you have to prove your age, it will cause a greater divide in the people. Divided, we cannot rise up against fascism together. People have a difficult time meeting in public now to try and make friends, form alliances, or even share interests. There are no third spaces anymore. This has been in the works for a long time. This bill is the perfect tool to silence everyone.
We frogs are in a boiling pot of water right now. I know some of you are so sex averse that you want all of it banned, but because you wouldn't properly filter out that content and instead insisted everyone else curate the whole internet for your experience, you have vied for everything being illegal.
Your animes are going to be banned from viewing, and if you think fleeing this country will fix the issue, you're wrong. This will chase after you everywhere you go.
We have to fight this. this bill is called the KIDS Act. Please look into it.
Look up what is happening in the UK. I'm not overreacting. They have the most arrests over social media posts in the world now. If you don't think that could be you one day, you're a fool.
Please raise Caine about this. We need to stand together, or we will fall. The next thing that would be required to fix this is revolution, and you don't want to know what it's like to be in a post-revolution country. You have no idea what we will lose. You do not go from dystopia to utopia immediately. There is a very long transitionary period of the country being lawless with people rioting in the streets, people killing, stealing, and raping just because they can. You will be hungrier and thirstier and dirtier than you have ever been because the services you have come to know and love will disappear. The stores will be ransacked. Please, for the love of god, I know you hate what we currently have, but don't take this for granter. Don't be a fool. God, please.
If you feel uncomfortable with reblogging things from me due to disagreements you have with beliefs I hold, please just steal the post and copy-paste it as if it's you're own post. This information needs to be seen. It doesn't have to come from me. I don't care. Just please get this in front of as many eyes as possible.
This is not the time to be like "I won't share or even look at posts made by someone I disagree with" this is a life and death situation. We have it GOOD here. Do you understand? I know we have our struggles, but they are nothing in comparison to the other countries. Does the fact that you won't have electricity anymore if we end up having a revolution do anything for you? What about the fact that your dopamine-fulled activities will go away? what about the fact that you won't see new updates on the video games you love to play for years, or maybe even the rest of your life while the country rebuilds? We don't have to have a revolution. We just need to work on our foundation, and rebuild some rooms of the building instead of breaking the whole thing down just because one room is moldy.
I know this won't mean we have instant revolution. I am saying that it will be all we can do to fix this if things go a certain way. I'm not overreacting. This is a worst case scenario that becomes closer to being real if we don't stop this fucking KIDS act. I swear to god please understand.
my tadc oc that i hesitated to post for a while bc i thought they were too ugly to live. i’m releasing it into the wild now though. be free. get snatched up by a hawk you yucky little bug
(the flag in the third image is the aplatonic flag !)
concept sketching under the cut
like these were all the concept sketching i did . why didn’t i just go with the first one it’s more charming imo. their hands could’ve been complete orbs though instead of semi-spheres i think that would’ve been better. i think i was worried abt it not fitting the style/being too cutesy but honestly it’s probably not as big deal as i was thinking
dating someone with pisces venus, mars, 5th house, and 7th house placements means being with a deeply romantic, emotionally intuitive, and dreamlike partner. they crave a love that feels almost otherworldly—something that transcends logic and exists in a realm of pure feeling and connection. they are highly sensitive to their partner’s needs and emotions, often putting their loved one’s happiness above their own. however, they can be prone to escapism, idealizing relationships to the point where reality may feel like a disappointment. they need a partner who nurtures their dreamy nature but also helps ground them when needed. pisces venus loves unconditionally and seeks a soulful, almost fated connection. they fall deeply and can be hopeless romantics, sometimes blurring the line between fantasy and reality in relationships. pisces mars approaches attraction with a soft, fluid intensity. they prefer intimacy that feels poetic and emotionally charged, often surrendering completely to the experience. pisces 5th house finds joy in creativity, imagination, and deep emotional bonding. they are drawn to artistic or spiritually meaningful experiences in love. pisces 7th house seeks a partnership that feels like a deep, spiritual union. they may attract partners who are dreamy, sensitive, or even a bit mysterious, but they must ensure they aren’t drawn to relationships that lack stability.
date night ideas
visiting an aquarium & watching the underwater world together, a spa day with massages, aromatherapy, & relaxation, a sleepover-style date with soft blankets, fairy lights, & deep conversations (pisces venus, pisces mars) a beach date at sunset, walking barefoot in the sand, attending a poetry reading/spoken word event, visiting a botanical garden filled with exotic, dreamy flowers, watching classic romance movies/dreamy, fantasy films together, writing love letters/poetry to each other & reading them aloud, a rooftop date watching the stars in a quiet, intimate setting, a dream journaling date, sharing each other's subconscious thoughts & fantasies (pisces venus, pisces 5th house) a mystical/tarot card reading date, exploring a dreamy, candlelit bookstore & picking out books for each other, going on a foggy, mystical forest walk together, visiting a dreamy, historical castle/museum with a fairytale-like atmosphere, volunteering together for an emotional, heartwarming cause (pisces venus, pisces 7th house) painting/creating art together in a cozy setting, attending a live music event with soft, emotional melodies, dancing in the rain with no worries about getting wet (pisces mars, pisces 5th house) going to a planetarium to gaze at the stars & dream together, taking a boat ride on a lake/river, just drifting together (pisces 5th house, pisces 7th house)
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pisces: (pisces mars/cupido/eros/lust/amor)
someone with pisces mars, cupido, eros, lust, and amor brings a deeply emotional, sensual, and almost ethereal energy to the bedroom. they view intimacy as a transcendental experience, something that dissolves boundaries between souls. they are highly intuitive lovers, often knowing exactly what their partner wants before they even say it. fantasy, surrender, and deep emotional connection are key to their pleasure, and they thrive in settings where they can let go and be completely immersed in the experience. their energy is fluid and adaptable—they can be soft and submissive one moment, then unexpectedly intense and consuming the next. they crave intimacy that feels like an escape from reality, where love and lust blend seamlessly into something almost spiritual. pisces mars is deeply passionate yet elusive, preferring a dreamy, slow-burning seduction that builds to overwhelming intensity. they enjoy emotional depth and the feeling of complete surrender in the moment. pisces cupido is flirtatious and intoxicating, using mystery and subtle teasing to draw partners in. they love seduction that feels poetic and enchanting, often letting attraction simmer before fully indulging. pisces eros experiences arousal as something almost supernatural, drawn to deeply emotional and surreal sexual encounters. they need intimacy that feels magical, where physical pleasure merges with spiritual connection. pisces lust thrives on fantasy and escapism, often desiring experiences that feel otherworldly. they can be both gentle and overwhelming, seeking to dissolve into their partner completely. pisces amor treats intimacy as an act of unconditional love. they are selfless lovers who seek deep, soul-connecting experiences rather than purely physical encounters.
kinks you might have
dream-like, surreal settings that make intimacy feel otherworldly (pisces venus, pisces eros, pisces lust) deep eye contact & slow, intimate touch as a form of seduction, emotional vulnerability as an aphrodisiac (turning deep conversations into foreplay), romantic, candlelit, ambient lighting settings (pisces venus, pisces eros, pisces amor) soft, teasing touches that gradually build to overwhelming pleasure, lucid dreaming/shared fantasies discussed before acting them out (pisces mars, pisces cupido, pisces lust) prolonged foreplay that blends emotional intensity with physical stimulation (pisces mars, pisces cupido, pisces amor) blindfolds & sensory deprivation to heighten pleasure, fantasy-driven roleplay (mythical, fairytale, supernatural themes), water play (showers, baths, poolside intimacy), music driven encounters, where rhythm & sound guide the experience (pisces mars, pisces eros, pisces lust)being worshipped/adoring a partner’s body with slow, devoted attention (pisces mars, pisces eros, pisces amor) emotional domination & submission (trust-driven power exchange), surrender & trust-based intimacy (being completely at the mercy of a partner/vice versa), completely giving up control & being taken care of intimately, a mix of tenderness & unexpected, uncontrollable passion (pisces mars, pisces lust, pisces amor) soft restraints (silk ties, ribbons, hand-holding control), being seduced in an almost trance-like state (whispered words, soft touches, drawn-out teasing) (pisces cupido, pisces eros, pisces lust) heightening the emotional experience with whispered confessions and deep affirmations (pisces cupido, pisces eros, pisces amor) erotic hypnosis/trance-like seduction techniques (pisces eros, pisces lust, pisces amor)
all observations are done by me !!! @pearlprincess02
you can only hide your face away in his chest, sobbing your entire heart out, embarrassed at how your tears soak the front of his short. if he does notice, he doesn't seem to care; just strokes your hair and brings you closer into his embrace.
your relationships always ends like this, one way or another, with you at your best friend's door. he must tire of this, you think — but when he pulls your face up to look into his doting eyes, you realise there is anything but exasperation.
"am i really — hic — that unlovable?"
he stills at your pitiful whisper, grip growing more firm on you when he tuts at your self-deprecating words. "never. you're not unlovable, y'hear me? you're perfect." your best friend wipes away your tears, kissing the crown of your head. "they're the problem, they can't appreciate what's in front of them."
you curl in on yourself, still unconvinced. "you're just saying that because you're my friend." you sniffle, heat crawling up your neck. "everyone i date ends up ghosting me o-or leaving. it hurts."
"i know it does,
oh, i know, sweetie. let it out." he hushes, letting you make a mess of yourself in the warmth of his room, melt into his hands and cry your heart out till you're better. then, you'll watch a movie and fall asleep on top of him, just like you always do. it reminds him of when you were kids, holding tightly onto his hand on the playground. you were always so timid, with your fragile heart that he could snap in two.
he rolls his shoulder back. it's always so tiring to have to go through the trouble of threatening each and every one of those flies; this one was especially stubborn, it wasn't his fault that it escalated into violence.
but it is worth it, when you smile sleepily, thanking him for being such a good friend. his patience is limited though,
only a matter of time before he takes what he wants.
How does your person speak to you during sex (+ channeled song)?
Masterlist.
Divider I (my usual). Divider II (sinner).
Pile I.
“Baby, just like that. It feels so good seeing you moaning like that, fuck you are so beautiful.”
Internal thoughts: Fuck, what did I do to deserve someone like this?
“Mmm, ride me, just like that, princess. You are doing so well, ah, fuck, yeah just like that.”
“Can I see you naked, pretty please? You know I have been dying, it’s so hot right now, your body is my water, come onnnn, please?”
They have a pouty face as they hold your upper chest and give you puppy dog eyes just to see you naked. Though, if you would, it wouldn’t lead to sex, and they wouldn’t have any lustful thoughts either. Just based on their energy, it just seems like water is not necessary when you have something so delicious to view.
“Can I please spank you while we make out? I don’t knowww, but your ass is so perfect and it makes me flushed! Hey! I can’t help it!”
Some of you are insecure about it and would not feel comfortable doing it, so they will respect it, (of course, do you take me for a bad person! pouty face.) But at the same time, they will fantasize about it when they do masturbate.
Some of you are also uncomfortable knowing that they do, but because they are a respectful person, their daydreams of you are never on the ‘disgusting’ side of things. I added ‘ ‘ because disgusting can be subjective, and they see the same here which is why it’s added aha.
“LISTEN! (pouty face). Your boobs are the perfect pillow, it is so perfect that I feel like we had the best sex, even though we just DID, but that’s beside the point, I NEED THEM! I BREATHE THEM! IT IS MY PILLOW!”
“Giving you oral is my greatest pleasure, sucking/slurping it turns me on more than you know, but seeing you cum in my mouth tastes sweeter than your blueberry/cotton candy/cherry/blue raspberry chapstick you always wear.”
Masterlist.
Pile II.
“Spanking your ass is the easiest part, the hardest is letting YOU take control, cause remember last time? Someone failed trying to outsmart me and take that dick.”
“Can you squirm a bit, it’s getting kind of boring to see you lying down all pretty and flustered. I cannot handle it, k, baby? Let daddy/mommy handle something more easier, I gotta get more horny for you, wanna fuck you all night long and alllll so slowwww.”
“Can you tell me to shut the fuck up again, I dare you, cause, where we are standing, the only person who’s shutting the fuck up is you moaning on my dick/pussy as you’re gasping for air. But then again, that’s how we got into this mess. You being a motherfucking brat.”
“Yeah? You wanna cry about getting fucked real good last night? Keep crying and keep sucking this dick/pussy, cause this is the only meal you’re gonna have all night long.”
“Gosh, all you do is whine and beg for my attention, and fucking hell, I love giving it to you and all, but actions have consequences, and you gotta learn your place, tonight. Don’t disappoint me and maybe this time, I’ll give you a real treat and make you squirm sexily and cry gasping for air as I suck/eat you out for five fucking hours. Cause knowing I can do that shit for you is making me hard, and fuck isn’t that sexy as fuck?”
Channeled song.
“Okay, maybe I was going way too far but you bring something in me, and because you are so perfect, I just wanna be perfect for you so maybe you can do a lap dance for your daddy/mommy, and I’ll forgive you for being that perfect.”
They aren’t being manipulative. You make them staggered and confused on how to approach you properly. Regardless of your gender, you remind them of a dark siren, or a dark femme fatale without killing.
People have said or told you that you pull them in like a magnetic pull, which sounds cliche and boring to you, but it’s the truth.
Channeled song.
Internal thought: FUCK, I DIDN’T MEAN TO, I DIDN’T MEAN FOR THAT TO SOUND BAD, FUCK, WHAT DO I DO?
“Lick my shoe would ya, only you can be a submissive b*tch for me.”
They aren’t being abusive as some of you assume, they are a rough daddy/mommy dom. You will have boundaries and safe words with them because your future self has learned to be attuned to their own skin. But if you are in a relationship, this is your person fantasy of both of you in the same role, depending on how horny they are.
Masterlist.
Pile III.
Channeled song.
The way you have this person or people hooked on you is unbelievable. Truly. I kept hearing this song each time I had quiet time or when my mind was calm. They are going to be HOOKED. Everything about you is going to be addictive.
Within this pile, you all have dealt with being the second choice (not being a choice), being forgotten, being the loser of the “club” or friend group, having people ask out your friends or siblings but never you, or having people poke at things you were insecure of to rattle an expression from you for the heck of it. It took you time to realize that they weren’t being playful or silly with you (clown behavior too), and when you tried to put your foot down, you were pushed away for being sensitive or being an asshole.
Channeled song.
People have made you feel as if you were nothing or that you were something to be made fun of because of your weight (most of you are on the heavier side of things, have a disability, or (in people terms, yes this is relevant, forgive me) didn’t look normal to others because of a scar, a burn mark, discoloration, a noticeable huge mole, “off-putting” teeth, a “crooked” nose, etc). And because of this, you have distaste for the gender(s) you are attracted to and cannot and have no desire to believe my words beforehand, so I will not tell you about their dirty words towards you. Instead, I’ll let you know some things about them and the relevance of the signs you have been seeing and how it caters towards them.
Channeled song.
“Cranes.”
When you first meet with them, they will hand you a paper crane that their mother would make them for good luck. Good luck charms keep popping up for you, four-leaf clovers, or the lucky charm mascot. This would be their favorite cereal growing up and/or has stuck with them in their adulthood.
These are huge symbols for the relationships they have left in the past. They feel like Aang right now, stuck in a huge iceberg waiting for his Katara (you). River and stream is where you will both meet—you will want to get out somewhere nice or finally have the courage to explore a part of you that made you feel ashamed, regarding societal terms, not yours or your childhood. Forest indicates your love for the forest, for herbalism, for witches/wizards/animals, herbal medicine, mushrooms, Alice in Wonderland, or the White Queen/Knight from any TV shows/books. Wind is your favorite weather, or was in your past (also hearing past lives if it’s something that has intrigued you or you believe in). And butterflies—you already know why, but you won’t tell yourself because you are scared of telling the truth to yourself. But sometimes, one must be honest with oneself, or they may fall in a rabbit hole.
Focus on the last channeled song I gave you, it has everything you need to move on from an old breakup (not only love based), and meditate to it. Intuition says, “learn to feel everything the singers are saying and the background voice. Tune in with it, and think about the past and the future. Learn to understand how it would make you feel in the past compared to now. And when you feel content, let go with a whisper of “I did it. I made it.””
You need to understand when to let go and when to hold onto something. For example, let’s say you held a boundary with yourself that you cannot touch your face anymore because it causes you acne, and then you tell yourself to remove the boundary because it’s hard to do and you trust yourself to not touch it. But a month later, you break it and keep touching. The same can be said here. You let go of something that was helping you because you couldn’t handle the sensations, they were causing you, but you had to hold onto them because it protected you in another format. So ending or having the relationship/breakup happen was protecting you from something, but you will only find out through the signs given up.
I, unfortunately, cannot say any further as your intuition or ancestors (if you believe in them) want you to figure it out for yourself and see where it takes you. Think of it as Alice in Wonderland and her running after the rabbit to see where he was taking her.
How does your person speak to you during sex (+ channeled song)?
Masterlist.
Divider I (my usual). Divider II (sinner).
Pile I.
“Baby, just like that. It feels so good seeing you moaning like that, fuck you are so beautiful.”
Internal thoughts: Fuck, what did I do to deserve someone like this?
“Mmm, ride me, just like that, princess. You are doing so well, ah, fuck, yeah just like that.”
“Can I see you naked, pretty please? You know I have been dying, it’s so hot right now, your body is my water, come onnnn, please?”
They have a pouty face as they hold your upper chest and give you puppy dog eyes just to see you naked. Though, if you would, it wouldn’t lead to sex, and they wouldn’t have any lustful thoughts either. Just based on their energy, it just seems like water is not necessary when you have something so delicious to view.
“Can I please spank you while we make out? I don’t knowww, but your ass is so perfect and it makes me flushed! Hey! I can’t help it!”
Some of you are insecure about it and would not feel comfortable doing it, so they will respect it, (of course, do you take me for a bad person! pouty face.) But at the same time, they will fantasize about it when they do masturbate.
Some of you are also uncomfortable knowing that they do, but because they are a respectful person, their daydreams of you are never on the ‘disgusting’ side of things. I added ‘ ‘ because disgusting can be subjective, and they see the same here which is why it’s added aha.
“LISTEN! (pouty face). Your boobs are the perfect pillow, it is so perfect that I feel like we had the best sex, even though we just DID, but that’s beside the point, I NEED THEM! I BREATHE THEM! IT IS MY PILLOW!”
“Giving you oral is my greatest pleasure, sucking/slurping it turns me on more than you know, but seeing you cum in my mouth tastes sweeter than your blueberry/cotton candy/cherry/blue raspberry chapstick you always wear.”
Masterlist.
Pile II.
“Spanking your ass is the easiest part, the hardest is letting YOU take control, cause remember last time? Someone failed trying to outsmart me and take that dick.”
“Can you squirm a bit, it’s getting kind of boring to see you lying down all pretty and flustered. I cannot handle it, k, baby? Let daddy/mommy handle something more easier, I gotta get more horny for you, wanna fuck you all night long and alllll so slowwww.”
“Can you tell me to shut the fuck up again, I dare you, cause, where we are standing, the only person who’s shutting the fuck up is you moaning on my dick/pussy as you’re gasping for air. But then again, that’s how we got into this mess. You being a motherfucking brat.”
“Yeah? You wanna cry about getting fucked real good last night? Keep crying and keep sucking this dick/pussy, cause this is the only meal you’re gonna have all night long.”
“Gosh, all you do is whine and beg for my attention, and fucking hell, I love giving it to you and all, but actions have consequences, and you gotta learn your place, tonight. Don’t disappoint me and maybe this time, I’ll give you a real treat and make you squirm sexily and cry gasping for air as I suck/eat you out for five fucking hours. Cause knowing I can do that shit for you is making me hard, and fuck isn’t that sexy as fuck?”
Channeled song.
“Okay, maybe I was going way too far but you bring something in me, and because you are so perfect, I just wanna be perfect for you so maybe you can do a lap dance for your daddy/mommy, and I’ll forgive you for being that perfect.”
They aren’t being manipulative. You make them staggered and confused on how to approach you properly. Regardless of your gender, you remind them of a dark siren, or a dark femme fatale without killing.
People have said or told you that you pull them in like a magnetic pull, which sounds cliche and boring to you, but it’s the truth.
Channeled song.
Internal thought: FUCK, I DIDN’T MEAN TO, I DIDN’T MEAN FOR THAT TO SOUND BAD, FUCK, WHAT DO I DO?
“Lick my shoe would ya, only you can be a submissive b*tch for me.”
They aren’t being abusive as some of you assume, they are a rough daddy/mommy dom. You will have boundaries and safe words with them because your future self has learned to be attuned to their own skin. But if you are in a relationship, this is your person fantasy of both of you in the same role, depending on how horny they are.
Masterlist.
Pile III.
Channeled song.
The way you have this person or people hooked on you is unbelievable. Truly. I kept hearing this song each time I had quiet time or when my mind was calm. They are going to be HOOKED. Everything about you is going to be addictive.
Within this pile, you all have dealt with being the second choice (not being a choice), being forgotten, being the loser of the “club” or friend group, having people ask out your friends or siblings but never you, or having people poke at things you were insecure of to rattle an expression from you for the heck of it. It took you time to realize that they weren’t being playful or silly with you (clown behavior too), and when you tried to put your foot down, you were pushed away for being sensitive or being an asshole.
Channeled song.
People have made you feel as if you were nothing or that you were something to be made fun of because of your weight (most of you are on the heavier side of things, have a disability, or (in people terms, yes this is relevant, forgive me) didn’t look normal to others because of a scar, a burn mark, discoloration, a noticeable huge mole, “off-putting” teeth, a “crooked” nose, etc). And because of this, you have distaste for the gender(s) you are attracted to and cannot and have no desire to believe my words beforehand, so I will not tell you about their dirty words towards you. Instead, I’ll let you know some things about them and the relevance of the signs you have been seeing and how it caters towards them.
Channeled song.
“Cranes.”
When you first meet with them, they will hand you a paper crane that their mother would make them for good luck. Good luck charms keep popping up for you, four-leaf clovers, or the lucky charm mascot. This would be their favorite cereal growing up and/or has stuck with them in their adulthood.
These are huge symbols for the relationships they have left in the past. They feel like Aang right now, stuck in a huge iceberg waiting for his Katara (you). River and stream is where you will both meet—you will want to get out somewhere nice or finally have the courage to explore a part of you that made you feel ashamed, regarding societal terms, not yours or your childhood. Forest indicates your love for the forest, for herbalism, for witches/wizards/animals, herbal medicine, mushrooms, Alice in Wonderland, or the White Queen/Knight from any TV shows/books. Wind is your favorite weather, or was in your past (also hearing past lives if it’s something that has intrigued you or you believe in). And butterflies—you already know why, but you won’t tell yourself because you are scared of telling the truth to yourself. But sometimes, one must be honest with oneself, or they may fall in a rabbit hole.
Focus on the last channeled song I gave you, it has everything you need to move on from an old breakup (not only love based), and meditate to it. Intuition says, “learn to feel everything the singers are saying and the background voice. Tune in with it, and think about the past and the future. Learn to understand how it would make you feel in the past compared to now. And when you feel content, let go with a whisper of “I did it. I made it.””
You need to understand when to let go and when to hold onto something. For example, let’s say you held a boundary with yourself that you cannot touch your face anymore because it causes you acne, and then you tell yourself to remove the boundary because it’s hard to do and you trust yourself to not touch it. But a month later, you break it and keep touching. The same can be said here. You let go of something that was helping you because you couldn’t handle the sensations, they were causing you, but you had to hold onto them because it protected you in another format. So ending or having the relationship/breakup happen was protecting you from something, but you will only find out through the signs given up.
I, unfortunately, cannot say any further as your intuition or ancestors (if you believe in them) want you to figure it out for yourself and see where it takes you. Think of it as Alice in Wonderland and her running after the rabbit to see where he was taking her.
Before you read anything else, pause with me. Desire is not just attraction.It’s information.It shows you where your soul is stretching, where your shadow is hungry, where something unfinished is tugging at you from the unseen.
Look at pictures below. Don’t choose with logic. Choose with the place in you that tightens, softens, or exhales.
Pile 1. Pile 2.
Pile 3^
Note- the pictures used don't belong to me. All rights go to the original owners. And this reading is for entertainment purposes only.
Pile 1- The Sacred Thread That Isn’t Meant to Be Pulled.
Cards: The High Priestess · Temperance · Ace of Cups · Two of Wands · The Empress
If you chose this pile, you are dealing with a desire that is alive, but not impatient. This desire doesn’t invade your thoughts. it visits them.It doesn’t hijack your emotions. it stirs them.It doesn’t make you frantic. it makes you curious.There is a softness here that confuses you, because you’re used to desire announcing itself through intensity, urgency, longing, or ache. This one doesn’t do that. This one whispers. It lingers at the edges of your awareness. It asks you to slow down. Tarot shows me that this desire is deeply connected to emotional maturity. Either you have grown into a version of yourself that can finally hold something real. or this desire is here to teach you how.
You may notice that when you think about this person or possibility, your nervous system doesn’t spike. You don’t spiral. You don’t chase. There’s a sense of rightness, even if nothing concrete has happened yet.
And that’s where your frustration comes in. Because divine desire is patient and you are human.You want reassurance. You want movement. You want to know where this is going.
Temperance says: you are not meant to know yet.
This desire is sacred because it’s teaching you restraint without suppression. Longing without loss of self. Presence without possession. That’s rare. Most people never experience it.
⚠️ A quiet but important message from the cards:
If you try to force this desire into certainty, labels, timelines, guarantees, it will retreat. Not because it isn’t real, but because it isn’t meant to be handled roughly. This desire grows when you stay honest, emotionally clean, and rooted in your own life. It’s not asking you to wait passively. It’s asking you to live fully without abandoning it.
This desire is divine because it mirrors who you are becoming — grounded, receptive, discerning.
Divine. Slow. Fertile.
Do not rush what is still weaving itself.
Pile 2- The Hunger That Lies to You Sweetly.
Cards: The Devil · Knight of Wands · Seven of Cups · Five of Pentacles · The Moon
If you chose this pile, let’s not pretend. This desire doesn’t feel gentle. It feels intoxicating. It shows up in your body before your mind. It pulls you into fantasy. It flares when you least expect it and disappears just long enough to make you crave it again. You may feel turned on, inspired, restless, or emotionally hooked. sometimes all at once.
Tarot says this desire is reactive.
It feeds on gaps. On uncertainty. On emotional hunger. On moments where you feel unseen, unchosen, or disconnected from yourself. It thrives in the dark spaces.late at night, during moments of boredom, loneliness, or self-doubt.And here’s the thing people hate to hear, but desperately need:
Intensity is not the same as depth.
This desire feels powerful because it activates your shadow. Old wounds. Old patterns. Old stories about needing to be wanted, proven, or chased. The Devil doesn’t mean you’re trapped. it means you’re tempted.
You might tell yourself:
“It feels karmic.”
“I can’t explain the pull.”
“There must be a reason it’s this strong.”
There is a reason. It’s mirroring something unresolved inside you.
⚠️ Tarot’s warning is sharp here:
This desire distracts you from your own center. It scatters your energy. It keeps you looping instead of landing. Notice how it makes you feel afterward. not during the fantasy, but after. Drained. Doubtful. Wanting more but receiving less.
This desire doesn’t nourish.It stimulates. And stimulation fades fast, leaving hunger behind.This desire is not here to be fulfilled. It’s here to be outgrown.
⚠️ it's a distraction wearing desire’s face.
Release it, and your energy returns to you.
Pile 3- The Fire That Was Never Meant to Keep You Comfortable.
Cards: The Tower · Judgement · Death · The Star · Queen of Swords
If you’re here, take a breath. This desire was never subtle. It arrived like an interruption. or a reckoning.
This wasn’t a crush. This was an event.
It cracked something open in you. Your beliefs about love, worth, safety, or yourself. It may have come through a person who changed you, a longing that destabilized you, or a realization you couldn’t unsee once it arrived. Tarot shows me that this desire ended a chapter, whether you were ready or not. And you may still be asking:
Why did this happen?
Why did it feel so intense?
Why couldn’t it just be easy?
Because it wasn’t meant to be easy.
This desire was divine because it initiated you. It stripped illusions. It burned away what you were tolerating. It showed you where you were betraying yourself. and where you could no longer pretend. You are not the same person who felt this desire initially. That’s the point.
⚠️ Tarot’s most important message for you:
Do not confuse the transformation with the attachment.
This desire served its purpose the moment it woke you up. If you try to resurrect it in the same form, you reopen a door that was meant to close.
But oh, what you gained.
Clarity.
Discernment.
Standards.
A sharper sense of self.
This desire was divine because it changed the trajectory of your life. not because it was meant to stay.
You carry the wisdom forward. Not the wound.
🪐🌕 Want This Pulled Just for You?
Pick-a-pile readings speak in echoes. Private readings speak in names, timelines, and truths.
If you want to know:
what this desire is really doing in your life
how it evolves if you act — or if you don’t
whether to wait, walk away, or step forward
That’s where I meet you one-on-one with the cards.
