neuroqueer.nonbinaryvoid

noa . they/them . 35 . dykey fag . audhd. aotearoa, nz. this is a mess of reblogs of various fandoms and endless yearning. https://givealittle.co.nz/cause/ouchie-to-ouchier

[yaoiblackmold]

Has anyone figured out what all these numbers mean yet? Because we've been getting a lottt of random numbers thrown at us throughout the season, without any explanation.

[yaoiblackmold]

also these timers which IDK if they mean anything

[nonbinaryvoid]

(my copy is the timewarner paperback)

pg 6 - blank (timer)

pg 8 - blank (yelled by nicky)

pg 12 - lestat talking about music and satan’s night out (timer)

pg 13 - lestat talking about acclimating to the twentieth century (timer)

pg 39 - lestat and gabrielle after the wolves, lestat musing about who his mother is and what she did for him (yelled by nicky)

pg 50 - lestat unable to visit his mother in her room after she reveals she is dying, but she visits him in his room again (timer)

pg 59 - nicky and lestat at the tavern, getting drunk, talking about loneliness and nicky playing the violin for lestat for the first time (timer)

pg 83 - nicky and lestat talking about good art, goodness, god and life’s meaning (yelled by nicky)

pg 112 - lestat going to coffin for the first time (yelled by nicky)

pg 116 - lestat is looking at himself in the mirror as a vampire for the first time, a sudden longing for knowledge (timer)

pg 145 - lestat laying on the roof of his apartment in paris, listening to nicky playing his violin, who was trying to draw lestat out, not knowing that lestat was a vampire, listening to him (yelled by nicky)

pg 179 - lestat looks upon gabrielle after turning her into a vampire (yelled by nicky)

pg 187 - lestat tells his mother about magnus’ tower, his worries about nicky (meal course)

pg 205 - the paris coven try and attack gabrielle and lestat (meal course)

pg 211 - lestat and gabrielle lay underneath a church, hiding from the paris coven (yelled by nicky)

pg 214 - lestat and gabrielle talk about how to deal with the paris coven (meal course)

pg 240 - lestat reveals to the paris coven that their philosophy is founded on a lie (timer)

pg 312 - lestat stops armand from leaving himself and gabrielle (yelled by nicky)

pg 406 - lestat takes in marius’ home in greece, the details in the paintings that marius has painted on the walls (yelled by nicky)

[celestialbuddy]

[sundaysadghost]

YAY!

[academic-vampire]

𝔞 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢

[skyrigel]

[ancientsstudies]

Galata Tower by aliemreguven.

[amykrij]

The The Handmaiden (2016) experience

[goryhorroor]

130 favorite horror movies: (92/130)

 "humankind dies one way, we another. their end is final. ours is not. in the earth, in rotting wood, in the eternal darkness, we will see and hear and feel."

-the hunger (1983) dir. tony scott

[taiturner]

You have to go. I can buy you time. FROM, 4x10 "If a Tree Falls in the Forest..."

[charmedslayer]

I had so much fun the other night, those spells. Yeah, that was nice. I hope you don’t think that I just come over for the spells and everything. I mean, I really like just talking and hanging out with you and stuff. I know that. But you wanna do a spell. Yeah. But only because it’s really important. There’s this… No, you don’t have to explain. I don’t mind really.

[organeating]

[nadjasnandor]

consuming media like

[aenslem]

Ooh. Who's the victim? Is she dead? Agatha All Along (2024) | 1.01 "Seekest Thou the Road"

[teaboot]

I was debating pre- and post- smartphone existentialism with an older gentleman today and he stopped part way through and said “Why are you a security guard? Why aren’t you teaching this at some college somewhere?” And I didn’t know what to say so I went with “Well I used to make art but nobody pays an artist”

[teaboot]

I want to invoke thought and wonder and introspection and encourage the passions of every soul I meet forever and ever and dig until I find the glorious potential for creation and experience and joy in every single one but unfortunately I must pay rent and so I stand, a meat shield, an NPC with unlockable dialogue

[oojamaflip-whatchamacallit]

#capitalism brain tells you that anyone interesting must fight to the top of their interest#and precludes the possibility of everyone everyone everyone already being interesting

[darkpagesworld]

[kosmogrl]

my jaw is on the floor

[leseptiemecoeur]

july’s colors