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         Kiara often found that the word hate was too strong to describe her feelings about this place. It was her home nowâthat, she had come to terms with after a month or two of being told âThis is your home. This was always your home.â People, nobles and servants alike, smiled and showered her with praises; how grateful they were to have her here. They spoke of her beauty, comparing her eyes to gems and her hair to woven silver. Wherever she went, she turned heads and garnered attention. Every little thing she did was watched; from the way she breathed to the slow, measured pace of her footsteps when she walked. Everything about her was critiqued, scrutinized in some cases, as if they were looking for something to point out. In the beginning, nitpicking in that regard had been easy and her imperfections were painfully obvious. More oft than not, it was something she lacked or simply did not know. Their âinputsâ, as unwanted as they were at the moment, were not entirely unhelpful. However, the question was never âWere they unhelpful?â but rather âWere they enough?â
         Those on the very outskirts of this⊠circle were satisfied with her just looking regal and put together ( as if she didnât look put together before ). The closer one got to the middle, the more others expected of her. She had hints, clues, and keys given to her from all directions but what good were they if she hadnât the slightest clue as to where to apply them.
       â âI feel like I repeat myself every time I ask for your company. Itâs always some sort of variation of how unfair and demanding this life is and at some point, I wonder if Iâll figure whether or not Iâm just too resistant to change.â Kiara sighs, playing idly with the gold chain around her wrist,  âIâd come to terms with it now but I fear Iâm far too occupied with complaining silently and keeping my opinions to myself.â
       âHow about you? What do you think? Do you think Iâm complaining too much?â The princessâs attention leaves the small accessory on her wrist and drifts up to the man sitting across from her. The right corner of her lips curls up and her expression softens. âYou can be honest. I feel like Iâll be more receptive to criticisms from someone that isnât always in my ear harping about how⊠regal I should look and act at every waking moment.â
         âThen again, maybe thatâs just her bias talking. Nothing Max ever said rubbed her the wrong way or, in this case, made her want to complain as most usually did. The young woman leans back, clasping her hands together in her lap as she leans back ( as if bracing herself ).
       âDonât sugarcoat it either, alright. I want blunt, straightforward honesty.â
Life here was a certain kind of paradise.
Max hated living an aimless life, waiting for opportunities to walk on by to grab, only to be finished all too soon. It was like boring, unrelated, strewn-around chapters of his life, and after his motherâs death, the feeling of dread, of him wasting his life, seemed to grow more and more.
Every day was a pleasant passage tied to the string of his life, chronologically placed where they all belonged. He thanked Heaven and he thanked his mother for bestowing him with such a lifestyle; one of serving royalty. And royalty he admired, nonetheless.
He admired Princess Kiara. Her mother and the rest of the royal family were only served by him because they were extraneous pieces connected to her. At first, he detested the fact that he had to obey them in addition to her. But he soon accepted that it was a necessary evil-- Kiara was worth the headache, he decided.
More importantly, he learned that Kiara was worth... everything.Â
âIsnât the term âtoo much,â subjective?â Max answers Kiaraâs question with one of his own, knowing full well he couldnât affirm her even if he tried to lie. âIf you want criticism, or for me to say âyes, you do complain too much,â Iâm afraid youâre out of luck. I donât believe you complain too much. Especially not in proportion to the amount of expectations youâre forced to live up to every day.â Maxâs smile was small, satisfied, happy with the chance to tell Kiara something true and positive. He found that he adored encouraging her, even in small ways.
âI think youâll be hard-pressed to ever annoy me with talking, your Highness. And if it helps you feel better after a long day, then that just makes it better.â
His smile curls a little more, almost cheekily. âAnd I promise that was honesty and not me pulling random validation to please you. Do you believe me?â