The Things Left Unsaid

Words I couldn’t tell, feelings left bottled in the notes of my phones, here lies the lines I desperately wrote to try to explain the things I felt. If you’re reading this, you’re the chosen one.

[nongiftedpoet]

I know we weren’t meant for each other, but I genuinely still feel like we could end up together again… somewhere.. someday…

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

I want him back…

Please lord… bring him back to me… please…

Bring that sweet boy back to me

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

For the first time, I whaled my tears out

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I knew it was bound to happen, but I still tried it anyways… because I know I’ll go through it with you

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

I still wanna talk to you.. but not like this.. not when we’re in this terms…

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

Can I still call you up whenever I miss you?

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

For the first time in a while, I didn’t have to watch a sad movie to cry about it

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[nongiftedpoet]

I don’t mind losing you, I know it’s the best for both of us… It’s just that… I won’t be 16 and 17 again and being able to love you as naively…

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

Will I ever achieve the greatness that I yearn for?

(I want to be known worldwide by my work)

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[nongiftedpoet]

Will I ever find someone again, or will I be cursed of the Persuasion type of love without the happy ending?

(Yes, it’s a Jane Austen reference)

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[nongiftedpoet]

If I ever be given a chance to choose,

I honestly don't know if I would choose to not date him in the first place or still relive the same moment with the exact same outcome

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[nongiftedpoet]

Hello George,

I just lost the love of my life because of naivety

(A friend of mine sent me a picture of George the monkey to cheer me up)

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

Too painful to be written, too incomprehensible to be talked

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

-/-/2025

So, we broke up

Nongiftedpoet

[nongiftedpoet]

I wish I could just cry.

[nongiftedpoet]

The more I grew up, the more exposure I got to the world, the more humbling experiences I faced, the more painful it gets to my pride…

The more I realize how tiny I am compared to these countless people on this planet, the more I realize how little I know about the world and it’s problems, the more I realize how ignorant I was.

How shameful and stupid I feel knowing I know nothing.

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[nongiftedpoet]

I'm scared I'm gonna end up like my dad