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private multi-muse, by joey. ✝ affiliated with iabyrinth, marlboros, trash2k, sequine, algorithymn, 0lderwomen, yubikirii, 388s + valheys.

rules: this multi-muse is private and friends only, therefore unaffiliated with any particular fandom or otherwise. i have zero interest in drama or discourse, so leave me out of it. if you see something or someone you don't like, unfollow, it's not that deep. life offline is hard enough, so i mean that with the best intentions. i'm training to be a teacher, so i work (sometimes two jobs depending on season) and study, so my activity is permanently low. needless to say, trumpies, bigots & ists/phobes dni. that being said, baiting and excessive blog-policing will be blocked. please tag explicit writing of sa/csa and incest where possible. i understand this might not always be possible, given the nature of fandoms (such as asoiaf), so by explicit, i mean detailed and graphic accounts of such. mentions and references, i can deal with. happy to clarify if that doesn't make sense! i curate and occupy a pretty safe space, so no worries there. writing is an escape for me too, and i'm not inclined to jeopardise that. lastly, i'm joey. 27, gmt. any pronouns are fine.

priority muses,

⤷ matsuyama ryuji. hikari kuina. ikeno. [alice in borderland]. ⤷ choi nam-ra. tara chambler. rosita espinosa. lori grimes. andrea harrison. aiden monroe, spencer monroe. sasha williams. [apocalypse]. ⤷ king brandon stark. ser criston cole. lyonel baratheon. valarr targaryen. [asoiaf universe]. ⤷ cooper howard/the ghoul [fallout: show]. amata almodovar [fallout: three]. craig boone, joshua graham, the courier six [fallout: new vegas]. ⤷ wyatt callow, finnick odair. romeo montague [literature]. ⤷ leota adebayo. dick grayson, jason todd. scott summers, ororo munroe. [superhero media.] ⤷ kd6-3.7, or joe. rain carradine. raven reyes. spike spiegel. [sci-fi]. ⤷ misc: sydney adamu [the bear]. cho hyun-ju, park jung-bae, park min-su, lee myung-gi [squid game]. jang uk [alchemy of souls, hotd verse available.] rust cohle [true detective]. ilya rozanov [heated rivalry]. leo usher [the fall from the house of usher]. johnny sinclair [we were liars]. ahn su-ho, na baek-jin [weak hero]. andrew neiman [whiplash].

test muses, subject to be added/removed.

⤷ aerion targaryen [asoiaf]. ⤷ stiles stilinski [teen wolf]. ⤷ oh beom-seok [weak hero].

original characters,

⤷ park do-hyun, or midas. [cyberpunk 2077]. ⤷ rose [affiliated with troubleire.]

private muses, these can be requested by people not listed but require heavy plotting.

⤷ tba.

#still under co<3 #previously outlaste.

i don't think i'm coming back to this blog btw

#without malice i'm just so busy and. can't fit tumblr into my schedule rn #i miss writing but #i'm just scratching that itch on discord rn #if i come back it'll be somewhere else entirely #adios <3

nonpareil

a school called me back 3 hours after interview to offer me the job....

nonpareil

didn't take it because i just got offered a job at the school i've been praying for 😭

#literally been thinking about it day and night because i love it so much and don't want to leave #they offered me a full time position and matched the wage n everything #living the dream

a school called me back 3 hours after interview to offer me the job....

#they said they no longer wanted to offer interviews to the other applicants bc they liked me so #much #imposter syndrome rn. like are u Sure that's me #and we were talking about salary and i'm like WHAT #THIS IS TOO REAL AND GROWN UP #i haven't accepted it yet i'm still pondering..

when i was travelling i left my meds at a hostel so i went cold turkey for a bit (a week...) and now the Re-adjustment period is kicking my ass</3 if i've left u on read it's not personal and i still love u

#i have been a nightmare lately and i'm just figuring it out that it's probably my body adjusting to being back on medication #l o l

when i need to update my affiliates but i dont know where anyone is rn

#me vs my weekly log in that keeps me outside of the loop

kingprix

parted ways from @nonpareil approximately 5 mins ago and already miss them

nonpareil

come back!!!!!!

i miss namgyu

#return of 124player after vietnam?#i've spent a lot of time in clubs that reminded me of how i imagine pentagon to be

Reblog to let prev know their presence is wanted

#opened dash n saw this #a piece of my heart is in canada with this one #bri i love u soooo much <3 #thank u for always being such a kind and genuine friend #for always being honest and speaking ur mind #ur such a strong and intelligent person and i just look up to you so much <3

hi besties i fly to vietnam tomorrow so expect zero activity for two weeks ✈️ and THEN as soon as i come back im having a collaborative nap with my bestie @camewinter

#we might kiss

1outlaste

¹/ endless edits of midas,

#mentions midas once #must reblog #thanks L. thanks a LOT

I LOVE SPACE I LOVE SCIFI

#public service announcement everyone should watch project hail mary

rick grimes [ @goreillas] ⇆ rosita espinosa .. sometimes, we have to pretend. 💬

for some time now, you had been directed under the naive assumption that masquerading under make-believe was a bygone era. but then it dawned on you suddenly: you were pretending all the time. pretending that leers ricocheted, that jokes were funnier when they weren't at your expense, that you had a place among macho-camaraderie. still just as much that girl as before except more tired no longer adorning slicked-back ponies and combats, trying to assimilate the masculinity that ebbed through the barracks and forcing your fit into the microcosm that you knew as well as they did you did not belong inside. but isn't that just it? you were tired of pretending, faking smiles at your own humiliation as the person you had spent two years supporting searched for that same support elsewhere. fine, and then not; a sudden fancy taking him from your arms to the next, and you were, once again, humiliated. heartbroken from a lost love you did not entirely feel but needed to feel human amongst the rot; you weren't sure you ever truly loved him, but you'd found peace in that codependence, standing by for whatever need required filling, but now you realise your cup is, and had always been, close to empty. he felt no allegiance to you, taking with him both intimacy and friendship, no thought spared for feeling and cohabitation. the awkwardness bubbles between you in bystander's notice, one rick knew before your own admission. abraham was simply gone, finding permanent refuge down the road. not with anyone, but his mind was, and that was enough. you wonder what could be so wrong with you to send someone like him away, you hadn't discovered any standards you were not yet able to meet. were you boring? nagging? shrill? you had consistently strived to not be those things. you convince yourself he is simply undeserving, and in it bares truth. you had sought him for comfort, and the audacity then to break away felt undermined; it should have been you. ‘yeah? well, maybe i'm tired of pretending.’ sick of it, in fact. your arms sit beneath your chest, fingertips threading between your ribs like a hand to hold, hugging yourself close because the autumn evenings have a particular bite to them this year. the porch is bathed in gold all around you but you have no desire to yet admire it. you try not to let the man see you sigh, passive gaze turned towards the faultless street, restored to something even nicer than it had been before all this. something plucked from a dream, and you felt it more eerie than ever.

#𝙸𝙳 :// ROSITA ESPINOSA: 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜.#goreillas #shut up rick

EXITLANDS > NONPAREIL.

#nonpareil aka to have no match and be unrivalled #this might be temporary but im following where the fantasy brainrot is taking me rn