Hmm. Well. I'm leaving. I don't even know what to do, and honestly, I don't see the point anymore. My brain's assumptions, which I can't control, already make me suspect everyone. So, I will just try to forget about you.
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Hmm. Well. I'm leaving. I don't even know what to do, and honestly, I don't see the point anymore. My brain's assumptions, which I can't control, already make me suspect everyone. So, I will just try to forget about you.
I CAN TALK AGAINNN!! I unfortunately can’t dm but YAYYYY I MISSSED YOU HOW R U???
Hi. I’m basically okay, but my brain has checked out. I tried to control it just to avoid blaming someone innocent again, but it’s gotten to the point where I'm hoping to get shock amnesia (given my personality disorder diagnosis, they are closely linked). How about you? I don’t think I’ll let things slip back to how they were. But I wish you the best in life, keep moving forward.
(Yeah, I know I just dumped a heavy burden on you, but I think you deserved to know, since it’s part of the last bit of trust I have in you.)
Phew.. thank god all this tech stuff finally fixed itself. This post should’ve been out sooner, but whatever..
I was watching a video by a Russian blogger, Lololowka... And right now I'm watching an episode that is the end of the other ones, but I haven't reached the season finale yet. So, episode 30, where there is a battle against the Cleansing (a brief explanation: the Cleansing is not a cleansing at all, but an infection that targets populated areas, infecting humans and animals alike, stealing their minds through a horrific hunger and torturing them; they can be devolved/disembodied, but it's extremely hard and rare). Okay, so Alfred (the hunter) got infected, but he's coping with it, plus he didn't really look like anyone close to me. Mark (the Scarlet/Vermilion), on the other hand, reminded me of my dad. My dad passed away when I was 10. And just so people don't go like, 'Why are you whining, your dad is alive,' no, he isn't. He looked stern on the outside but was really sweet unless you made him angry. That's why every time he appeared, or even in short clips, I was genuinely happy. But he got infected and ran away somewhere, and to be honest, I cried because he truly reminded me of my dad. Right now, I've paused at episode 31. I hope Lololowka will be able to disembody/save him, if his double John doesn’t help. That seems to be all. Also, in this multiverse, the city (Eshkhlod) was the only one left, but it didn't win.
explanation of ALL the characters I've seen in this storyline up to episode 31:
Never — a deeply depressed bird of the raven race. He was also infected and killed his family against his will, but Lololoshka somehow managed to disembody/save him. Now he’s more or less back to normal and has even been helping to fight off the infected. He doesn't seem like much of a people person on the outside, but he likes chatting with a few specific individuals, like the bustards.
Mark (the Scarlet/Vermilion) — even though "Mark" is just a shortened version of his name, I won't be able to write his full name because I honestly can't even pronounce it. Mark is a Vermilion who used to believe in the Cleansing religion, but because of what Lololoshka did for him, he chose to side with Lololoshka and his friends, and he even called him his friend (which was so sweet). Fate was incredibly cruel to him, but he refused to die; he managed to survive and prove himself. He loves watches and his forge.
Gimlin (the Drof) — I might be wrong about how to spell his race, but it looks like that. They live for their work, constantly laboring, and they don't like tall-folks (humans) because back then, humans meant harm. But Lololoshka managed to become a favorite of theirs. Gimlin shared a similar fate to Mark, but with a different twist — he also went into blacksmithing, so the two of them get along really well and have great communication.
Alfred — a bounty hunter hired by the Church to kill the infected (which is so stupid, because the Church was literally contradicting its own beliefs if they really believe in the Cleansing). He was young but lost his loved ones to an infected crocodile. One of his partners, Grofdi, was like a father to him. But the fate of being infected himself caught up with Alfred when he pushed another hunter out of the way of an infected bear's claw.
Valin (the old Drof) — he shares the typical fate of the Drofs, which is constant hard work, though he didn't actually work much because of his old age, but he still seemed useful. Valin started liking Lololoshka after seeing his bravery and everything.
Berengariy (the magical alchemist) — he loves people and everything, makes soups or potions, and also keeps an eye on Alfred. He's a great guy, a total jokester, and a bit weird.
The Cardinal and the Bishop (they serve the Church and the Father, who is actually gathering an army of the infected, it seems) — The Cardinal's race is also a raven. I don't know much about what else to say, but he's a total egoist. The Bishop turned out to be a traitor, it seems, because he was eavesdropping on John and Never's meeting back then, and he didn't like what he heard. He pretended to be kind, playing a game of good cop, bad cop.
I hope my ginger chibi notices this. Wishing you the best of luck.
I won't be able to translate anymore. But I don't know for how long.
Sorry, ginger chibi
Well, food is in the making :9. I’m no chef, of course, but I’m definitely not an amateur either. I know my way around the kitchen. Especially since I've realized that you always have to keep an eye on your food, no matter how high or low the heat is. Especially considering that my mom almost always ends up burning all kinds of stuff.
And yeah, I double-checked to make sure the food was completely done—first the dough, and then the meat. Because I remember a time when I accidentally undercooked the meat inside, and it really messed up my digestion and my liver. But luck was on my side, and I'm still alive. Though I don’t know, maybe it was because of the chili back then since there was a lot of it. And as for meat and my childhood... I actually used to eat quite a lot of raw meat because its flavor tasted way more rich and intense to me than fried or boiled meat. But I wouldn’t recommend it to you guys, because it can seriously mess up your digestion and your liver, which could be the turning point where you literally die. Either I just got lucky with my stomach and everything else back then, or our meat had always been properly processed.
I still wonder about people who honestly hope that school subjects (except biology) will help them in real life. Take math, for example. Sure, it helps in some situations, but will it help you calculate if someone put poison in your drink? Here’s a real question: why isn't psychology taught in schools? It actually teaches you how to survive, which is way better than math teaching you how to count and improve your logical thinking. To me, psychology and biology are the only things a human actually needs in life. Like, how do you think the psychologist and the biologist haven't been poisoned yet and managed to survive, while the math and PE teachers dropped dead at the dinner table?
Why the fuck do people (not all of them) think that some bloggers steal from each other instead of just being inspired? Or maybe they just want to try the same thing to grow their account? I'm not gonna mind anyone else's business, I personally run my blog because I love it and I love talking to foreigners. Buuut, the fact remains that a lot of people are getting even stupider, and life is gonna have to teach them a lesson.
Look at what the English-speaking community does to a person, I’m literally speaking English like it's my native language now. Just ignore the second line, it's Latin, plus a Russian meme from the Yeralash TV show.
(A little context about those words: Yeralash is usually just super hilarious + it has some cute moments sometimes. But that episode with Vanechka was pure comedy. The English teacher asks Vanya if he knows English, but she asks him in English, and Vanechka obviously had no idea. But the camera angle on the teacher was so funny and wild, and combined with her sudden aggression, you can literally laugh at it for like half an hour straight.)
Hmm, it's so stupid how many doctors try to scare patients, especially kids and teens. Personally, I can instantly tell when someone's trying to bullshit me. But it's hilarious when they say that food rots between the gaps in your teeth. Like, does anyone actually just leave it there and wait for it to rot instead of taking it out right away? Just live a normal life, double-check things, and stay chill, or you're gonna catch depression, lol.
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I finally finished drawing this. Woohoo!
Omg, I've been drawing this for 4 hours, 8 minutes, and 15 seconds.
Just ignore the Russian text, it's from a song.
Mmm... I've always wondered, do people even read posts, or blog descriptions, and pinned posts? Like, so many people follow me whose interests literally don't match my posts at all, and it constantly makes me self-conscious about what I should even post. My whole vibe is just basic—I can talk about random stuff, my own stories, my life, etc. But seriously, it makes me curious: do people actually realize they should check that, or do they just follow blindly out of nowhere?
And yeah, two topics in one post. So, about that animal hospital game on Roblox. I honestly don't get where Russian players got the word 'для' (for) from, like, what does 'for' even have to do with it? Originally their abbreviation was HfA (Hospital for Animals), and back then I couldn't understand where the 'D' came from... so I used to read it as 'Hospital of Dumbass Animals' (which honestly fits, considering all the anomalies there). Why not just drop the 'for' ? In both English and Russian, it's just two words, so what's so hard about that? Even though I haven't played it (even though I wanted to, but my Roblox just freezes on the loading screen). I basically like the psychologist, the agent, the nurse, and Barney (50/50). And that's it.
My dreams are fucking wild since I started taking meds from my psychiatrist. I dreamed that I was in the woods near a road with some other people I know, and we were trying to find something, a shelter to hide in, etc. Typical horror game vibes. I barely remember anything from that part tbh, but when I walked somewhere, I found some foreigners in my dream, and when I came back to the group, they were like 'your mom is looking for you.' What the actual fuck? And then it got real chaotic. Just a reminder, my homeroom teacher passed away a long time ago. I had a dream where I’m at school and I see him, and you can tell he's doing really bad, but he's trying not to show it. So I went up, hugged him, and started crying, but he barely pushed me away, like he had to go take care of some business or whatever. Strange dreams, honestly I’d prefer nightmares instead.
oh my god, i'm back from the festival. there was this celebration, and honestly, i would have GLADLY NOT GONE, but my mom didn't give a fuck. basically the bare minimum i could grab.
i basically blurred out my face just because my face didn't turn out well, and the background too since there were quite a lot of people
I knew my mom would come home drunk after the festival. Fuck.
fuck, now she’s bothering someone else, asking if they like her. look how the tables have turned, now she’s the one embarrassing me.
oh my god, i'm back from the festival. there was this celebration, and honestly, i would have GLADLY NOT GONE, but my mom didn't give a fuck. basically the bare minimum i could grab.
i basically blurred out my face just because my face didn't turn out well, and the background too since there were quite a lot of people
it’s literally almost 1 am for me. i was just sitting here deleting extra songs when suddenly i hear a guy and a girl whispering almost right under my window, well, mostly the guy. from what i understood, something happened to the girl and her boyfriend was comforting her. it was cute and at the same time pretty funny. i hope everything turns out fine for them. (yeah. i love eavesdropping, because someday it might literally save your life).
yo, it finally arrived. this fucking life wins me over every single time. even though the brand itself isn't original, i don't even care, at least something cool finally came >:D
don't mind the background, also i'm just holding a watermelon. why does the back remind me of Simon in the full photo, it literally looks like simon decided to wear black oversize pants. plus the hoodies are pretty different, but you get the look and the vibe.
the outfit isn't even fully put together yet. fuck, i'm also getting a necklace soon, i'm literally never taking it off, except maybe when i go to bed.