How are you today? A lot has happened over the one year I'm in college.
I made a lot of new friends. I love drawing again. And even now I'm planning to make merch with my art. Something I never thought I would be doing 2 years ago.
I'm coming out of my shell, accepting some parts I didn't knew exist within me. Like admitting I'm asexual, and an ally by heart. I'm even making some merchs with lgbtq flags in the near future for an event.
I'm not afraid to love someone or say I love them out loud. Maybe still a bit embarrassed, but over time, I know I can say it daily to my loved ones.
I'm in a better place now, really. And I'm glad for doing what I did in the past, both the good and bad ones. It helped me to mold this current version of myself.
And now I know, I never hate myself. I just hate the way I tried to solve things in the past, even tho it eventually helped me to get here now.
So, I don't hate it. I tried to make peace with it. Saying I love myself is a bit too far-fetched right now, but, I know I'll get there eventually. "Like it always did."













