Been medicated for 10 weeks, and I do feel different. Like a switch in my brain used for being overwhelmingly down and over-analyzing everything has been flipped. I feel a lot more like who I've always wanted to be, in terms of seeming and feeling more chill- not crying at happy times. I'm even thinking harder about how to make music a part of my daily life, and without telling myself there's no point. The point is just to enjoy stuff, and I haven't been able to enjoy much in what feels like forever. I'm even getting excited about my house build and the future with my husband's company! All I could focus on before was the cost and the upset over so many decisions to be made.
I think maybe I'm becoming more my true self...!


















