[kingsophiesworld]

[northwestaprtmnt]

I love you and miss you. Also, I'm so proud of you. I just wanted to let you know that.

COLE u still use tumblr????? love you and miss you too! do you ever come up here anymore? 

[northwestaprtmnt]

I'm sad:

I’m sad because I know people I care about are doing some crazy shit to their bodies and I’m so worried about them. 

I’m sad because people grow up or grow away and lose touch.

I’m sad because I don’t give a fuck about any boy from my past, fuck them all but I miss my old friends.  I’m sad because I miss the nights we spent together laughing and lurking and not really doing anything. 

I’m sad because I miss being bound together by music and singing Brand New and Funeral at the tops of our lungs.

Do you remember sneaking out of your grandparent’s house at 3 am just to sit on the front porch or jump on the trampoline or take the jeep to wendy’s?

Do you remember going to shows for the music and not to have a place to get fucked up?

Do you remember?

Do you remember?

Do you remember?

Please tell me you remember.  

I’m sad because I’m seeing so many smart and talented people waste themselves because they don’t believe in anything. 

guys, I’m really fucking sad. shit.  

[northwestaprtmnt]

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found this from 2011 :((((

[b00kstorebabe-deactivated201709]

[fightingwithsatan-deactivated20]

Broke people haven’t lived in NoDa since my family moved out.

[northwestaprtmnt]

broke people my ASS

[northwestaprtmnt]

ironic bc i live in noda now LOL

[northwestaprtmnt]

Dear Self, What do you want to do?

I want to use my creativity and have energy every single day of my life, and I want to fall into bed every night feeling totally worn out in the most productive way possible.  I want to feel like everyday of my life I’ve successfully completed some huge project.  I want to go to school (I think) for some sort of business degree. (I have no idea what kind.)  I want to open a bakery in a southern city by some water.  I want the food I serve to be based on my grandmother’s recipes.  She makes the best loaves of bread, cheese rings, and coconut cakes with 7 minute icing.  Hopefully this business will be successful, because I plan on pouring my entire being into this.  I want to marry Benjamin Stapleton, and remain best friends with him for the rest of my entire life.  I want to see him accomplish his dreams and support him no matter what obstacles push against us.

Where do I start?      

[northwestaprtmnt]

Cooking a chicken for the first time:

pull inside out

wash with warm water 

olive oil it 

rosemary it 

salt n peppa

350 

2.5 hours 

wiggle leg 

[northwestaprtmnt]

5 months ago we moved back to South Carolina. 

Madgie and I would stay up until 3  in the morning looking at wedding dresses and assisted living  apartments together. Neither of us got that far.  One month later, I lost her.  4 months have passed since she left her home for the last time.   I still come through her red door every night.  Living here is a blessing and a curse.  I am comforted by her belongings and dishes yet, burdened with the thought that one day this home won’t be here for me to use to pacify my grief.  Ben and I cancelled our wedding and adopted a new dog instead.  I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that my grandmother will never see me get married and my children will never know her.   She kept asking me if Ben wanted to move the wedding up, so she could perform the ceremony.   3 months ago I began training at Red Ventures, which has given me the ability to pay my tuition for college, which starts in 1 week.  She would be proud.  She would tell me that I know how to take care of myself.  Most days, I feel like a space cadet and can’t believe I have the ability to deal with this much change all at one time so I just drink another cup of coffee and smell one of her cashmere sweaters and cry and try to figure out if I should buy or rent my textbooks. 

[northwestaprtmnt]

I keep looking at apartments but nowhere feels like home and I haven't been on a plane or out of state since June and July and I want to get out 

[fuckyeaheda]

I just…

[northwestaprtmnt]

wow karma is definitely coming after my ass after the day I had at work

[meghan-thegirlwholived]

[djfksdjlf]

take your shirt off twist it round your head spin it like a helicopter

[northwestaprtmnt]

AYYYYY let's get a shout out for how bad I sucked at work today! 

[kenziethehappyfairy-deactivated]

I just cried over the song "Fifteen" by Taylor Swift

Being sick and emotional has hit an all time low

[northwestaprtmnt]

I FEEL U 

[firebreather-1978-deactivated20]

Don’t forget we have to wake up Green Day tomorrow.

[ginsengdad-deactivated20220925]

[northwestaprtmnt]

Really regretting not throwing my hot coffee in the face of the man who offered me “$300 dollars for some sex” in the Walmart parking lot.

[northwestaprtmnt]

PLOT TWIST! he denied the whole thing, I have to go to court on my last day of training at my new job, and I've heard some folks in the community decided to have a "benefit" for the fella.

[northwestaprtmnt]

You were in my dream last night. Nothing very detailed, just we had tickets to some event and we were trying to find a parking space. I think the whole sequence just took place in the blink of an eye but you know..dream time. Dream logic.

That sounds like my entire life! I wonder what the meaning of it is!

[theeducatedqueen]

I knew I matured when I realized every situation doesn’t need a reaction. Sometimes you just have to leave people to continue to do the lame shit that they do.

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