Just Trying to Exist

Matison.22.California.

[nositam]

I was looking at my boyfriend’s instagram and found these photos of Grace and I

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I left this platform nearly five years ago and it’s a distant memory that used to terrorize me. Just now I spent some time with my little sister looking back at the trashy homestuck reblogs and posts, laughing with her about how cringey I was almost 10 years ago. I just now realized that this website does not cause me the same amount of pain as it once did. I don’t feel hurt by the lost connections anymore which is a really big leap for me to have made. All the blogs I once followed have either shriveled up or continued into meaningful progression. My first love was on Tumblr and I had no idea until I decided to leave this website in the past. 

I miss the memories, but I am glad my blog is still up and available for me to look back on who I was and to reflect on my own growth.

I miss you

[kneading]

[nositam]

I don’t think my boyfriend checks my tumblr anymore but fuck he means so much to me

I hate how much I care about people sometime

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[maggielovesotters]

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[hopelesshoping]

Aaron West and The Roaring Twenties- Grapefruit (x)

[danger]

Real loss is only possible when you love something more than you love yourself

Sean, Good Will Hunting  (via danger)

[frequents]

Distance means nothing when someone means everything.

unknown (via frequents)

[invdious]

[the-real-eye-to-see]

Gymnastics has come a long compared to that old footage, but this difference is particularly significant for black girls! Because they have never taken seriously our abilities! Just because the color of our skin is not what they want to see!

Simone Biles’s fantastic performance has been covered by many news outlets all these years! Now we can see the real difference!

#BlackGirlsMagic

[dannymrowr]

It’s like a metaphor of what millenials have to do to get jobs vs baby boomers lol

[advanced-procrastination]

I was debating whether to reblog but that last comment did it for me

[just-shower-thoughts]

The rock band “The Police” have songs about a prostitute, an affair between a student & a teacher, a man stalking his former lover & a man lost at sea….all cases that could probably be investigated by…the police.

[sweetlysomentality-blog]

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[kelsisasser]

Here’s another workout guide for you guys!

If you feel lost everytime you get to the gym try writing down the workouts you want to do based on the muscles you want to work, this will help you be more time efficient at the gym.

Dont forget to have fun 😘💪

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