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loving the self loathing and self destructive urges lately

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intrusive thoughts

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suicidal

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guess whose massive fucking depression just made comeback

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been feeling really panicked and anxious and oh man is it fucking me up hoping to get pot today because until i get anxiety medication i need something to calm my nerves or im going to have a breakdown

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i want to move on but you have to make it difficult as always

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getting real fucking tired of your shit

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never mind i know im getting worse

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i think im getting worse

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another monday gone by without getting help

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i want to start over

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bad day after bad day after bad day

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i just thought there was more to life than this

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it’s a stupid thing to think i know but nonetheless i srill feel as if im tricking people into liking me

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miserable

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im a little too detached from reality for my own comfort

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i want to stop always feeling suicidal but it never fucking goes away it never fucking does it's always there