Nostalgic Mess

lots of mental health issues and lots of experience trying to fix it, eating is one of my main problems rn i’ve dealt with almost everything in the dsm-5

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what i wrote is on the right, i don’t know who wrote that in the first picture, and idc if yall know my name is Milo

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please don’t reuse i made this up myself on paper lol and switched to canva, i made it to express how i feel about my father,

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i love having a mother that doesn’t like confrontation because then i don’t have to talk about me relapsing but also at the same time it’s sucks having a unhealthy parent where they love you but don’t actually help you, they’ve seen me high and have done nothing, now im drinking most of the day, i don’t want to but damn does it feel good, in the midst of my addiction i would never want to go to rehab are i would use it as a tolerance break, now i wish i could go and really apply all of what i would learn at rehab to my life, i had 5months and have relapsed all i wish i could do was not have been offered that gummy or have had the discipline to say no

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in the midst of a relapse and got caught asking someone who their plug was still got the number but now i got the fam watching me, i had 5months sober now down the drain

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i’m trying to lose weight i’m 5’7 almost 5’8 and i need some tips, im trying to eat less but then end up eating more then throwing up, which the euphoria at the end is nice lol but i know im still getting calories, i want to start going in runs but i dont want to be seen in my neighborhood, im usually 150 but recently gained like 5-10 lbs

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love is a dagger it is a weapon to be wielded far away or up close, you can see yourself in it, it beautiful until it makes you bleed but ultimately when you grab it you're only holding onto the pain and a metaphor