alone
I think if I spend time by myself ill fall in love with it.
I go get coffee alone. I take myself shopping. I get lunch alone. I take walks alone. I take hikes alone. I watch the sunset alone. and its just that. lonesome.
I keep saying, “If I do it enough ill be at peace with being alone.” But I'm not. I am so alone and I need to stop telling myself that I'm okay with it. Because I'm not. I have no one. It’s just me. I have no friends.




















