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GOING GOING GOING GOING GOING GOING Going Going Going going going going go. gone.

Maybe I'll just sleep alone in my grave tonight.

Inside My Head

fuck okay, you can do this. it's just a night without him... one simple night. yeah it'll be fine. nope. nope. nope. i need to know how he's doing. "how are you?" no response? right his phone is dead, wait, no, okay, maybe he's not alright, maybe he's mad at me, maybe I'm not good enough. what am I talking about? of course I'm not good enough. fucking slut, fucking whore, fucking cunt, fucking fat ass, fucking good for nothing, fucking loner, fucking emotional bitch, fucking loser, fucking NOTHING... wait, did my mind go blank? am I really even here? it doesn't seem like it anymore. perhaps I just reside in the shell my body used to be in. perhaps I have disappeared along with my mind. goodbye.

I thought if it wasn't okay it wasn't the end. Here I am laying in my bed at 10:43 this morning thinking about the exact same things I was thinking an hour ago. How is it that I could grind with any guy I wanted to last night and make out with him in a pathetic attempt to annihilate you from my drunken thoughts yet when I kissed him, I thought of nothing but kissing you? I tremor at the words I said to you yesterday because you're the only one that can see through me. I told you lies yesterday. Also, I still love you, but I'm too far from gone to ever come back.

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wish i was kissing you instead of thinking about you

You told me that you were going to fix me and as you held me I told you, "I'm the kind of broken that cannot be fixed," because you'd cut your hands on my shards and I never wanted to hurt you. Your failed attempts resulted in more frustration than anger and as I walked away from your sobbing body, I whispered under my breath, "I told you so."

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It's you and me forever dear. Don't you ever fucking forget that.

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I think I felt my heart break

there goes my entire fucking past and all that mattered. god fucking damn it. eyes are swollen. heart is broken. there goes myself.

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~Tattoos/hippie/animals/nature/bands/cool stuff here.~

Worrisome

Worry. A simple, dreadful sort of emotion. All I have felt is as if I were going to drown all afternoon. My eyes are not the neutral colour of grey that they normally are but instead this bright, intense blue surrounded by red veins where the white is supposed to be and puffy, pink skin underneath. My head aches, my stomach swirls, and my heart, well my heart makes no sense. You tell me that you love me, that you'll never leave me, that it would pain you greatly to see me go, yet I feel such intense hurt from a simple misinforming. I don't know why and I know it's unfair to expect you to be my knight in shining armour yet I'm completely vulnerable for you and I need you to protect me. I don't need you to protect me anymore babe, I got it. I'll put up my walls, paste on a smile, and go on my merry way just happy still being held by you.

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I know this is lame, I know I am a bit lame, actually a lotta bit lame... but the fact of the matter is that no matter what you do I will always love you. I can't lose the image of you, nor would I try. I'm guessing you know exactly who this is. I just want to let you know two things. one, I love you. two, I will always be thinking of you. Even in my nightmares I can find salvation in you. I can't wait to see you. I adorn, love, miss, and need you. I hope to see you soon beautiful

Dear, I love you and that will never change. Thank you for being mine.

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Work in progress. I’m probably gonna draw in some flowers or watercolor it or something but I already like it woo

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