1. NUEVO
Well fuck, I’m miserable
Which means it’s me that hasn’t changed
Or moved an inch out of this place
That doesn’t mean I wanna end up this way
2. SEQUELS, REMAKES, & ADAPTATIONS
I want to know: If we were promised so much more
Then how do I get it?
Nothing’s ever really worked out this far
I’m well past the point of giving up
3. BELLYACHE
I don’t think I could fix this if I found God
4 BUFFALO BUFFALO
I know it’s wrong, but I’m thinking about buying a gun
5. OTIS/CARL
And I finally broke at a rental in Joshua Tree
I tell myself it gets better
But it never gets any easier when your voice ain’t on the other side
6. THE BOY CONSIDERS HIS HAIRCUT
I wanna wake up and maybe be better
I wanna come through and not be second-guessed
I wanna find the money to fix my nose
So I can sing without pacing
I don’t wanna be depressed
I wanna find a haircut that fits me
That hasn’t been stolen by Nazis
I’ll settle for some rest
I wanna move on, I wanna feel more important
I wanna be fine, I swear I’m trying to be my best
7. EL NIÑO CONSIDERS HIS FAILURES
To pay the rent on this dark space
Spruce it up and put some paint on the walls
Try to clean at least every other week
Unpack the boxes and put away the mess eventually
8. JOANA, IN FIVE ACTS
I’m too lazy to leave my home
I’m far too bored to let it go
Like it mattered in the end
Or like it did any good when you were still here
I can’t pick up the phone anymore
I won’t pick up the phone anymore
I’m always just stuck missing you now that you’ve disappeared
Why’d you leave without me?
9. BEER & NYQUIL (HOLD IT TOGETHER)
I’ve resigned my happiness to “lack-thereof”
Guess nothing’s perfect in the end
I’ll be alright
I’ll upend every good thing that I’ll find
I’ll keep pissing in the wind
I want to be the one
I want to know what I love
I want to hold it together
10. IT’S NOT INTERESTING
I’m spending a year out of my comfort zone
I don’t think I’ve ever been comfortable in my life or my own skin
So I spent a decade painting myself blue
Running from any hint of the truth
I’m far too old to complain about dying alone
When I’ve been the way I’ve been
I don’t think I could fix this if I found God
There’s not a drug in the world that could possibly wash this off
Can’t even go down to the river
Stick my fucking head in it
The feeling’s gone
Just let me come back home and wash the dark away
11. ALOHA TO NO ONE
You might wake up, but you’ll never be better
You might come through, but you’ll always second-guess
You might breathe free, but you’ll never stop pacing
You might find love, but you’ll always be depressed
You might change your hair, but you’ll always looks awkward
Your back might heal, but you’ll never get your rest
You might move on, but you’ll never feel important
You might be fine, but you’ll never be your best
