Oh my God, I've realised that I'm the past three years the only time I've ever posted is either around my birthday or on the day itself, and here I am, back again like clockwork.
It's the year of 22 y'all and as usual, my mind is a brewing pot of mixed feelings. Last year i ranted about not having a group to celebrate with, I have one this year but idk how many are gonna make it and now that I have one, I'm an anxious mess as to what I should do and hoping if it will better to just ignore them all and rot in bed because I don't wanna keep expectations, seriously. It's exam season and i doubt anyone will wanna make it idk man fuck.
Also I went through a breakup this year (not that the relationship was holding better on my last birthday or anything, rather my hopes were shattered and battered too, so eh) but yea better off that way.
Idk why but I feel like certain some people are gonna forget my birthday and that is gonna hurt like a bitch because as an idiot, i remember everyone's birthday. I hate it.
So yea, the post hopefully is not as depressing as the last time or the one before that and eh who cares, no one's gonna read this either way and I'm just gonna treat it like a journal entry. Just to keep a record.
Anywho happy birthday to whoever shares a birthday week/month/day whatever. Yay!
