Small Boobs, Big Dreams

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[notaudrey2009]

Haha small boobs are awesome. Dont let em let you think they aren't

thank you. I love my small boobs actually they are pretty damn awesome!!

[notaudrey2009]

Z

You probably don’t remember me, but I am sorry for ending our friendship the way we did. I hope you know I was hurt, like really hurt. Doubt you will see this because i changes my username and to be honest, i don’t remember my username before. Just know I am sorry and I wish we were still friends. So much has happened and I am sure we have both grown and matured tremendously. just wanted to put that out there that I miss our talks. I hope you’re doing well and yeah from time to time I wonder how you’re doing. Best of luck to you in life my friend.

- A

[senseitive]

so glad i outgrew some people

[nevver]

[japanesefilm]

[timbllr]

from weheartit

[democraticsenator]

“People who believe they’ll be happy if they go and live somewhere else, learn it doesn’t work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Graveyard Book (via wordsnquotes)

[sscreamss]

just because you don’t look like somebody who you think is attractive doesn’t mean you aren’t attractive. flowers are pretty but so are christmas lights and they look nothing alike

[visvya]

[supremesucculents]

look at the AMAZING colors!! This was taken by my amazing friend, @jacksonformann (that’s his instagram)

[thexfiles]

i want to be soft again but i have so much anger in me 

[darrinjones]

[notaudrey2009]

I only love my bed and my momma, I’m sorry. 👁‍🗨 (at God’s Plan)

[notaudrey2009]

Back when I was healthy lmao and had clear skin. I have been sick for like two weeks and I had a sinus infection which turned into severe ear infection lmao

[whitewad-deactivated20170720]

[fuckyoubaker]

[weedltd]

[notaudrey2009]

Hello , it is I

I just redownloaded the app even though I could just go on my laptop but that’s too much effort. I’m really bored and sick right now. My bf is avoiding me cos I’m sick :/

I was cleaning my room and in a box I found a old spiral notebook and it back in 2013! That I wrote it and I wrote about certain memories WOW. I was lame and pathetic + insecure.

Still pretty insecure but I laugh at myself to think I was fat back then! Psh pfft. I am, wow, just so shocked at who I was lmao.

A quick synopsis for you I basically was in a low point in my life back in 2013. Losing all my friends, not having a social life, have one friend who ultimately stopped talking to me that year and cut me off which lead to more depression and loneliness - don’t worry, I am fine now and have a great social life - also I wrote about hating college and apparently I wanted to be a cosmetologist?! Lol no never going to happen I can’t even cut my own hair let alone contour properly so I don’t know what I was thinking.

BASICALLY, reading that notebook, reading about events that were happening in my life in 2013 and I literally wrote how I would probably laugh at myself and yeah I did. Because I am so much happier (in some ways) now than I was in 2013. My life has turned around so much. I made new friends, better friends actually, and I have a fantastic social life. I have a boyfriend, yes I complained about not having a bf or getting hit on and although I technically weigh more than what I wrote about I get hit on a lot more now than I did back in 2013 lmao. I went back to school and I am so close to getting my degree I can see it!! Just yeah wow if I had known that my life would do a complete 180 I wouldn’t have been that depressed and sad for so long. I mean I was in a super low point in my life after losing all my closest friends - but in the end it was all for a good reason. Just wow so basically if you’re adtill reading this good for fuckin you! But also know if you’re in a low point in your life just know things will get better! It may not take as long as it has for me but it fucking will get better I promise!