Hungry and stupid @notdeadbutcloseenough - Tumblr Blog

About

My name's Pers, I use they/she pronouns. Have had an ED for several years, in on/off phases.

I post mainly memes and textposts, sometimes thinspo and bodychecks but I try to avoid very triggering content. I never post meanspo or tips (unless they're harm-reduction tips).

Creeps and people without EDs DO NOT INTERACT. I will block you if necessary.

Aside from that, my DMs are always open 💚

heavensghost

Gut Symmetries, Jeanette Winterson

amphetamine-angel

emptyprescription

thememedaddy

please-call-me-pretty-302

im slavic so where is my slavic doll image?

#so real #but tbh the ed but not ed sheeran tag makes me cackle every single time #who the fuck even came up with that 😭#I see it on so many ed posts

saddi3grl

skinnymeminime

I swear when I’m binging I don’t even enjoy myself. The enormous amount of food isn’t about taste. It’s about filling the void inside me. The whole time I keep telling myself to stop but it’s like I’m possessed. I hate feeling full but I hate feeling empty even more. Not physically empty but emotionally empty. Does this make any sense??

mggxvader

Thinspø

toosweettobeefat

how to get 20kg lighter overnight no borax no glue

saddi3grl

mikeysanos

I guess one thing that hurts me a lot and suffocates my mental health is that i don't even think about my problems. I become automatically emotionless but sad and depressed bc it impacts me but still, i always push the bad thoughts to the back of my mind. I don't even solve them till someone comes and tells me that it's not ok to stay in bed and i feel pathetic cause i don't do anything and time still doesn't wait for me, i feel so stressed about doing nothing so i don't even do the least i can which is eating, talking to my parents which i force myself to bc i don't want them to worry. But they still think I'm being mean and it makes me sad bc I'm just depressed and hopeless and i know someday they're gonna die and imma regret the moments i haven't spent with them but my body just stops always and i feel so bad i just sit in my bed. I wanna scream and cry but i can't. I blink and an hour goes by so fast. It feels like I'm running to catch people and time but it just keeps getting faster.