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Hey there, lookin' at me Tell me, what do you see? But you quickly turn your head away Try to find the words I could use Don't have the courage to come up to you My chance is looking a bit gray Staring across the room Are you leaving soon? I just need a little time...
-At The Library by Green Day
That feeling when you're so mad you could throw a desk across the roomā¦ and when you're so internally sad that your tears fall behind your skin, slide down your facial-tissue and dilute your blood. I want to pick up my belongings, walk out of that room, slam the door behind me, and maybe even break some fresh pencils while i'm at it. Inside I weep and scream, but I'll act like it's no big deal cause well.. my rational thoughts say it really isn't. Can these crowded hallways tell that they might get caught in my tornado? Watch out. That one precious gem has now been ripped from my imaginary hem. Only the midnight hours know I feared this would happenā¦ now it all seems like a distant past. And the hour glass has cracked, the sand slips through my fingers. Too late to grasp and a mess to clean. But what have I lost? Nothing one can touch or trade that's for sure. But it seems as though I have lost something important to me. Good news is, it's not over. We'll meet again..One day. Till then I'll just wait.. not far behind, until you come around. -V
Sometimes I need to apologize. Sometimes I need to admit that I ain't right. Sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut, or only say hello. Sometimes I still feel I'm walking alone. -Walking Alone by Green Day
There are times when I just want to scream.
Now, go back and read that again.....I never said angrily :) Sometimes I just feel so passionate and lively yāknow? Do you ever get that urge to just burst and tell everybody what you are so excited about? Itās like an impulse! My heart suddenly beats so fast to the point where I canāt resist the words that I so badly want to blurt to every living soul on the planet. And then that grin.... that ear to ear grin just tears through your lips. It was bound to happen! Then along comes that blushing factor.Ā The exterior of your face burns with that rosy color. And then the thought ofĀ āWhat ifā pops into your mind. What if they just donāt care? What if they donāt cherish it as much as I do? What if theyāll think Iām over my head? Problem is, if you never tell anyone, youāll never satisfy the craving. And what comes with not satisfying the urge? Depression, and a longing feeling. So whatever you do, donāt put yourself in that position. Youāre wise about whom you tell, so there is no use in worrying! Tell what you want to tell, if anything it will bring it further into manifestation! Just realize that a lot more people care about you than you actually think. Got expression? Go ahead and scream it to the world... thereās no shame in that. -V
Imagination: Where Your Mind Runs. āV
At night when you go to bed your imagination wanders and leaves footprints in the crust of the earth. Your eyes shut millimeter by millimeter. You suddenly drift into a space where earth is a million miles from your reach... your mind is tranquilized and only your imagination is left to control you and your judgment. Reality is nowhere to be found... you suddenly see a billboard labeled āWelcome To Dreamtime.ā So far away from home......just so far.... but then you remember that great things happen here. You walk.........and walk.... and walk. Youāre just walking when a road with broken street lights flickering is set in your path. No one to be found. You feel oddly safe here. Just before you turn around, a light tap on your shoulder reveals the army of people behind you. Everyone you've ever come in contact with are waiting for you... he touches your shoulder and your eyes attract like magnets. An album of pictures skim your eyes. You focus once again.... heās still there. But everyone else has fled. Itās up to you both now to set upon a journey. Youāre dazed... unable to control anything... he seems to be the only one functioning. He takes your hand and continues to walk along a dimly lit road. There is no visible ending to this road..... and you canāt go back... but without saying a word, his telepathic eyes reassure you that you are safe. Together you walk.....and walk..... and a giant wooden door is shown. A small crack in the door seeps with golden light and faint noises. He lets go of your hand and you know this where you part.Ā āNot to worry, Iāll be back.ā His lips move for the first time and his voice is so angelic. He cracks a smile and lets you go. You push the door open when a vacuum-like force pulls you in. Ascend. Descend. Spiraling. Up. Down. By the time you finally land, you drop to your knees... you look up to discover that you sit upon a landfill. Why would you be here? You pick up a piece of debris, only to find that it is a landfill no doubt..... but a landfill of youāre guilt and wrong doing. You begin to have another vision of the skimming pictures like a short time ago. And before you even have a chance to recollect yourself, a rumble commences and Ā notice you are rising. Debris plunges down, yet you stand tall on a small platform. The ascension comes to an end and you, the fierce being you are overlooks the guilt and wrong doing...it is that point you realize that all the debris is insignificant... ....Despite you standing, your eyes shut millimeter by millimeter. You open your eyes only to see you are on the same ghostly road as you once had been. It is still dimly lit...lights still flickering... nothing has been touched. To your amazement... the same tap launches you into deja vu. Only this time, he asks how your endeavor had gone. You are speechless. And just as you scrounge up some words to say, his lips meet your cheek. Your eyes lock with his again.....Ā āIāll be back,ā he softly whispers in your ear. And before you can fully comprehend all that has happens..... it slips from your grasp..once again..Ā Your eyes shut millimeter by millimeter. You suddenly drift into a space where earth is a measly mile from your reach.Ā Your mind has been awakened. Once again, you sit in your bed analyzing what had taken place.... goodnight Dreamtime. -V
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Just wanna be entered
-T The danger only draws me, like a long distant relationship you can't end but can't continue. You can't end because you're in love and you can't continue because others fear your health. You can't wait to see it after how long you've been apart. You know it's bad for you, and you're safer in a regular relationship. But you can't stay away. I may be safer in a car, but being held back from freedom is prison. May my life be in your hands, my happiness in your lights, my comfort in your seat, and my freedom in your speed, my love in your helmet, my energy in your engine. May my stunts and lane splitting be forgiven, danger is addiction. Freedom is addiction. I will die doing what I love, rather than in a cage.
Emotions? What Are Those? -V
So I was thinking. People always tell you not to be mad when something happens. However, nothing productive comes out of holding in anger or any feelings. Personally, when someone tells me not to be mad, I only ignite a larger flame. Truth is, weāre all human. Weāre not designed to hold in emotions. After so many insistences of holding in, we combust. I think it is EXTREMELY important to recognize your full range of emotion. Whatever emotion comes to mind, EXPRESS IT! Let it marinade in your brain for a bit. Experience it! Recognize what youāre feeling. Understand what it is. If you donāt understand your emotions, how can you understand yourself to the full potential? āTis difficult my dears... Iām not saying to let them envelope you and control your judgment but just to analyze.Ā
Q:Where Is Your Kindness? A: Within You -V
So today I got inspired by someone on the web. They were just so kind and it made wonder how they were so sweet. It reminded me of the people who have hurt me and the people I may have hurt. Today Iād like to tell everyone to just be nice. Iām no different from any of you, so this is also and awakening for myself. I just wonder what the world would be like if we were nicer to each other. What we sometimes donāt realize is that words can really hurt. One words can change somebody forever. If you are being bullied, I want you to know that there is hope. You are strong and can overcome. Just keep in mind that the person being mean to you might be having issues. Iām not saying you should take being bullied but just sympathize. For those of you who are the bullies: keep in mind that words can hurt worse than weapons. Know that what you say changes how others look at you. Also know that there is hope for you as well. In both situations, please so talk to someone you trust. Itās never too late. Being mean gets you nowhere. Dig for the kindnessā¦.m itās within you, you just have to activate it. Love you all. -V
Hello Hello! Ā -V
Good afternoon all! I just wanted to say thank you to all who take interest/read/follow our blog! Weāve worked really hard to build it and itās our pleasure to share with you! I want to let you know that I really enjoy writing here! I can be free. My goal for our blog is just to create a place where there is no judgement and everyone can be their completely real selves. Have a fabulous day! -VĀ
Green Day: More Than Just A Band To Me -V
Sometimes it makes me so mad when people misjudge Green Day.... they matter so much to me.Ā I feel so honored to have Green Day in my life. I was listening to them from a very young age but forgot about them as years passed. Then a few years ago I rekindled with Green Day after one of their songs struck a major memory for me. I hear their empowering words and voices and Iām home again..... I donāt think anybody understands that. I listen to Green Day when Iām stressed, sad, even when Iām happy and just generally all the time! They are my therapist! They've changed me for the better and it seems that they came into my life at the perfect time. Green Day is held so close to my heart. Some people know how much I love them and they're like,"That's pathetic that you only listen to one band." I could care less about what people think. Green Day is more than just a band to me, they're always there for me no matter what (unlike most of the people I know). I stand with Green Day forever.Ā
Billie Joe Is Right -V
Hello people of the inter- web! As you may have seen in my 20 Questions, this is by favorite quote. Billie Joe is a frickin god complex. There is something so special about this. Doesnāt it just feel good to know that youāre mysterious??? Well to me it does. Iām not the open book when getting to know me. In fact, I am quite the opposite. I am the cat that shys away from too much company. I canāt tell you how many times Iāve been called cold, reclusive, quiet... all of those labels. Well I can tell you one thing. I donāt care what people think (most of the time). I like being me and if those people who planted those labels on me had stuck around long enough, theyād discover that I actually am a caring, loving, humble human being. And I donāt need to prove that to anybody. There is no shame in knowing yourself and sticking to it, even if people are confused by it.-V
Chester Bennington -T -
Significant Others -V
Okay so it probably seems like iām ranting at this point... and I am!! This time Ā itās about your significant other. If any of you were wondering, no, Iāve never had a boyfriend but whatever, that time will eventually come. If you any of you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend please realize that they ARE NOT your āproperty!ā Iāve seen tons of relationships and its like they think they own each other! Iām definitely not saying its okay to cheat on each other but nobody wants to have a frickin leach as their partner! Oh and another thing! STOP throwing the words āI love you,ā around! Even though they are just three words unless you mean it, yāall better not toss it like a ball!! Itās so pathetic.... I just see these people throwing around those words like they donāt have an impact of the other person... and one last thing... DO NOT, under any circumstances think or expect that your significant other has to pay for you all the time! If they want to pay for you, out of the goodness of theyāre heart to pay for you then thatās a different story but donāt force them to. ugh...... this subject has me fired up like a torch. -V
Take A Good Look -V
I was thinking. Fitting in is so stupid. Like what if i want to stand out??? YOU KNOW WHAT! I FEEL LIKE STANDING OUT SO THATāS EXACTLY WHAT IāM GONNA DO! And as I type... on a technological computer I think about how we just walk around with heads buried in phones. Like.. we really are American Idiots! I slipped in a Green Day reference if you didnāt catch that. But like what the heck! Some of us are too worried about having couture or the trendiest items and then we have a portion of the nation who struggle to find a scrap of food or an ounce of water! It makes me so sick.... Iām going to tell you what i think about trends in the next few seconds ok. Trends are nothing but a waste of your frickin life okay. Where do they really get you? a spot in the āsquadā? (ewww... even using trendy words is awful). Well I think itās worthless. Iām not the popular one. I dont care about the top buys or latest fashion. I donāt care about that cause it just DOESNāT MATTER. I can tell you all one thing. I will never be the popular one who sticks to the clique. I wonāt ever be the one to buy fake friends. Iām not ever going to do that. That just isnāt and will never be me. If you are reading this and you feel lost, lemme tell you one thing. Money and popularity might buy you some temporary joy, but at night when you sit and analyze your life, that empty feeling is what no amount of money can fill.... please.... think about it this way! You are a Lego and you need to build your character! build yourself like youād build a Lego! Mix and match and put together who you (the Lego figurine) want to be! And for those of you who donāt feel good enough or you feel like you donāt fit in, THROW THAT IN YOUR GARBAGE CAN ON GARBAGE PICK-UP DAY!!!!! You are good enough! Donāt worry about fitting in because being YOU is waaaayyyyyy better. You are beautiful in every which way. -V
Motorcycles! -T
Believe me, I can talk about motorcycles all day. They are just so dangerous and intriguing, I love it. Iāve never been a risk taker, compared to most. The biggest risk Iāve taken lately would be using only a Bowie knife in a sniper match on call of duty. But motorcycles, you take a risk. You put on your gear and helmet and walk out the door. You get on that bike everyday knowing, this might be my last ride. With giant metal cages going at high rates of speed next to you, youāre in danger. If a car crashes into another car, most of the time they are ok. But compared to a bike, if a car crashes into a bike, the rider will be flung off. Breaking everything you touch the ground with because your moving so fast. Thereās no cage. But youāre free. On a bike youāre free to do what you want. (Unless lane-splitting is illegal where you are haha) just kidding, youāre free even without lane splitting or filtering. Though when days are hot youāll sweat and when days are cold youāll freeze, itās worth it. The community is one of the strongest communities out there. You instantly perk up seeing another rider and just want to discuss with them about their bikes. Itās like a brotherhood. You donāt see people driving cars waving at each other, or having fun. Group rides arenāt a thing for cars. Bikers (most) care for each other. If someone crashes, a complete stranger, as a biker they will help you out. But hear me out, me personally, I hate cruisers. The whole āHarley Davidsonā thing is putrid to me. Iām sorry if that offends you, but I personally hate it. Mopeds, donāt even get me started. Mopeds to me arenāt bikes, they are chair with a motor.
I personally love dirt bikes, groms, sport bikes, dual sports, and everything in between. FZ-09, grom, and a R6 are my dream bikes. Plus guys in gear are š. Even though your makeup can smear putting on your helmet, you can possibly die on the road, or break down easily. Riding is worth it. I'd rather die doing what I love with who I love, not staying in the shadows my whole life.
My Thoughts Splattered All Over The Ā Computer Screen -V
So school starts in less than a week......umm..... Iām freaking out. Like where did the 2 months of summer life go?! We had orientation at my school a couple days ago and it felt so weird seeing those familiar faces, yet so comforting. I sit here writing to you guys and Iām almost at loss of words. This is the next chapter of my life! As Green Day would say,āAnother turning point, a fork stuck in the road.ā (Good Riddance by Green Day). It feels so good to be the youngen again with no ties and a fresh start. The other half my brain is screaming at me. HOW ARE YOU GONNA MAKE IT COMFY AFTER YOU GOT SO USED TO THE PAST!!!!!! The small section in my head that is rational reminds me that I am being irrational and Iāll be just fine. And then this other corner of my brain is so outrageously excited and giddy for the experience and expecting fall to greet me. I feel like great things happen during the fall... I just feel so at ease with that continuous soft breeze. But right now everything is out of wack and I somehow enjoy it!? ?It feels like Iām living on the wild side but Iām not really doing anything drastic. And right now I feel so liberated. Typing is just so satisfying. Iām listening to Green Day right now and I donāt ever want to go to bed. Well I think Iām gonna move on to another post! -V
