“ Ecce Agnus Dei! “

Radqueer-Critical but also I literally keep my opinions to myself unless debating or outwardly expressing them to someone. [DNI if ANTI — BLOCK DO NOT REPORT] [Anon Asks are open until they aren’t, send h8]

[notexactlynonproblematic]

Make me TUMBLR popular

or something like that…

ANTIs DNI [Anti-Para, Anti-RQ, Anti-Endo, Anti-ship] !! I’m pro OR neu all these things, follow ur own DNI n BLOCK ME !!!

— MAYA + Any nicknames/Petnames u wanna call me

— Adult, not Transage but supportive. DNI if chrono16 and under !! Even if you lie, the moment I find out, it’s an immediate block no matter how “close” we are.

— Higuchi Maya fictive !! My plurality won’t really be discussed here unless I deem it necessary!!!

— He / Him. They/Them NOT preferred, use it/its if you absolutely REFUSE he/him (for some reason…)

— RQ-Adjacent, Supportive of MOST identities, especially if it’s explained respectfully with no bias!

— PRO-PARA !! ANTI-CONTACT !!!!! Animals [not counting anthros/Therians/Holotheres/etc as a whole] cannot sexually consent!! CHILDREN UNDER 17 with someone OVER 18 CANNOT CONSENT !! NON-CONSENSUAL Post-MORTEM Action is ILLEGAL and WRONG!!! Of course there are exceptions but this is just basic !!

— Uhhh I believe heavily in : Youth liberation for all ages, yes, even those ages !! Race and Gender are social constructs, albeit very important ones that hard to ignore daily! The Psych system needs reworking with better understanding of people and their needs!! Jails shouldn’t focus solely on punishing but instead rehabilitation, yes, even THOSE people!!!

— Btw I use slurs that I can reclaim BODILY !! [F slur, N word, Tr*nny/adjacent, R slur, etc.] If you’re uncomfy with me using these with you or jokingly on you, let me know. Set a boundary respectfully and I’ll try to make sure I don’t break it 👍 !

cisIDs : POC, Adult, Plural/DID, Neurodivergent, Problematic, BPD, NPD, SHaddict, Disabled, Sadomasochist, NEET, Anxious attachment, Dark Skin, Overweight, Stockholm’s syndrome, Cotard’s haver, etc.

NullIDs : Overweight, POC, BPD, Anxious Attachment

TrisIDs : NEET, Disabled, Eyepatch user, disability Aid User, ASPD, SHaddict, Problematic

PermaIDs : Bandaged, Cotard’s, NEET, Underweight, Scarred, Facial Scarring, Kidnapped, Bruised

TransIDs : Right eye removed, Eyepatch user, Left hand amputated, Amputee, SHaddict[Worse], Problematic[More], ASPD, Underweight, Mutism, ASL user, Addict, Japanese, Avoidant attachment, Stalker, Snūff victim, Kidnapped, Injured/Bruised, An0rex1a haver, etc.

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PARAs : FictoM@P/🧸🍯, Sadomasochist, Petplay, Acrotomophilia, Urolagnia/P1ss/Om0rashi, Autassassinophilia, Breath Play, AutoBiast0, Dacryphilia, Biting/Dacnophilia, Emetophilia, Erotophonophilia/Lust Murd3r, Hem0/Bl00d Play, Hierophilia, Hoplophilia, Hybristophilia, Aut0N3cro, F0rced N3cro (if that’s a thing), Piquerism/Kn1fe play/Needl3s, Aut0somn0, Aut0Zoo, Romantic Z00, Intox, Free us3, Ag3play …

Yeah, I think I need to touch grass…

NO DNI !!! If **I** Go against your DNI and follow YOU, assume that I DID NOT go to your account and read allat… so, just soft block me or something, I dunno.

— Tags 🏷️ :

#Menu — Text Post(s) all of them, including triggering and S3xual ones.

#Dessert — S3xual Fantasies / Photos / whatever, If you are under 18 or uncomfy with this, BLOCK IT !!!

#Entree — Vent Post(s) of all kinds, usually paired with #TW [insert topic] as a tag!!!

#Customer — Anons / Asks that I receive, if any… I’m quite lonely, so if someone could be parasocial or maybe more with me, that’d be great. Thankssssss….

#RegardstotheChef — Repost(s) of any kind, may be paired with other tags if it requires it

Wow, what a long post. !! I wipe the sweat off my face and realize… nobody is going to read all of this, are they?

[notexactlynonproblematic]

SINCE MAYA HASNT FRONTED IN A WHILE LOL

Here are our other accounts with similar vibes to this one, trust :

@Whatahorribleimpuremind [Old host account, used sometimes as a main NSFW accoumt]

@mylovegoesunnoticed [Tatsunami’s Account]

@p3rmap3rv [Sasha’s personal account]

@Tsukadakunisanaddict [Kind of inactive, infrequent posts]

@kyxiie [Infrequent posts]

@pawsumpupi [Infrequent posts]

Will add more if we make more cause we’re tumblr addicted ☹️

[notexactlynonproblematic]

I hate being plural. We have like … 7+ accounts just for different headmates, INCLUDING THIS ONE.

I dunno where Maya even WENT.

Oh my lord broooooo and the co-fronter WANTS TO CREATE ANOTHER ONE

NO BITCH, SUFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!

—Unknown

[notexactlynonproblematic]

HI BIG BROTHERRR!!! scout thinks u should collar him

- 🍀🦌

My first ask from my beloved lil broooo ^—^ I’m so honored !!

I can totally collar you, puppy! but that means you gotta do what I say, Kay? If you do well and be good, you’ll get a yummy treat!! Yippee!!

[*stuffing you in the cage with the collar on, Kay? Ur my new puppy dog eheh…*]

Btw if Petnames aren’t okay, just let me know ^—^

[notexactlynonproblematic]

Have you guys ever thought about a little brother harem?

Bonus points if ur all related … in some way

Ehehe… little brother poly relationship 😋

[notexactlynonproblematic]

If someone buys me a cheap but sharp cleaver, I’ll do anything for you, no matter how weird 🥺🥺🥺🥺 /hsrs

What will I do with the cleaver? Haha… Let’s just say… we live in a society [where they won’t amputate my hand]

[notexactlynonproblematic]

Thank you to my two [ 2 ‼️ ] mutuals who like my few posts … ya’ll make me feel tumblr popular <3

I’ll spam like ya’ll one day, just lemme get over my fear of being annoying, Kay ? ^—^

[notexactlynonproblematic]

CHOPPING OFF MY HAND AT THE WRIST !!! STABBING MY RIGHT EYE WITH A PEN !!!!!!

IT NEEDS TO GO, I’m foaming at the mouth…

[transspeciesguy]

Unpopular opinion, I think having safe medical procedures done on people with BIID who experience extreme distress from their disorder is not only the best route of care, but also morally correct.

I would rather a person willingly get a limb amputated than kill themself because of their disorder. If your only argument against this is "but being disabled is terrible!" You are ableist.

[notexactlynonproblematic]

Guys. I never understood why doctors refuse to operate on BIID patients???

Like a lot of us are at risk for self-amputation or extreme self harm. Even those that aren’t can suffer daily because nobody gives them the time of day and would rather judge and call us “mentally ill.”

ISNT it safer and CHEAPER to go through a SURGERY for amputation instead of taking a hacksaw to my limbs bruhhhh

Anyways, I’m reaching my limit. How do you cut off ur hand………. /nsrs (for safety purposes)

[notexactlynonproblematic]

Okay… Aut0Biast0s…PICTURE THIS !!!

Two Autos forced to r@p3 each other for an outsiders enjoyment (probably someone who’d humiliate or hurt them if they stop).

Do we… do we see the vision I’m getting at?

Lemme give you a better VISUAL !!!

Okay so…

*clears throat*

One is forced to R@p3 the other, under the pretense of their basic human rights (rights to food, housing, clothing, WHATEVER!!)…

That one is probably feeling guilty as hell. Sobbing and begging the one under them and pinned to the ground to forgive them. Begging forgiveness as if they were in front of an altar.

The ONE UNDER THEM is I dunno… maybe also crying or something. But I like to imagine, they’re disgusted at themselves for being aroused AND they can’t help touching themselves every once and while.

They’re comforting the one r@ping them because… well, why not?

Even the after math is retraumatizing because the one who did it just can’t believe they did. That they got off to it, that they FELT GOOD. That they Violated someone like that, they were no better than their kidnapper/perpetrator.

So it’s a messed up cycle of : despite being the one who was violated, they get no time to heal and no time to themselves. They have to comfort the one who violated them, even if they can never see them the same again.

And the perpetrator is like.. I dunno. Figure that out urself.

DO YOU GET THE VISION, MAN?!

Horny to horny communication man…. Zapping you with my impure thoughts n shit …

[notexactlynonproblematic]

I spent what felt like HOURS on that damn intro…

I can feel my hand curling at the tendons. I’m not made for this NEET life….

^ My friends dog or something…..