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MOVED TO MULTIMUSE HERE

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Blog Update

Hey guys! So after lots of thinking I am going to be moving Raven to a small mutlimuse blog I’m making. I would really appreciate it if you liked this if you would like to keep our thread & I’ll give you the link once it’s up! :) Since I know some people aren’t huge on multimuse blogs (also I’m just going to mention you all so you don’t miss this) if you want to wait till my mutlimuse is up to decide let me know then too and that’s okay! :) 

@hedakomdejus @penitcnt @ofsparkism @amongthcwreck @equexevadere @skaihedaclarkeg @nothingstupidlyheroic @anditsxsorrows @zeusveined @hxdaleksakomtrigedakru @ninctyfive @ellaofskaikru @gardenvaricty

[conflicteddeadlyalone-blog]

Another Semi-Hiatus Notice

Hey dears! I mean I practically already was on one seeing how my activity has been lately. I just need to post this to make it official so I don’t have to worry about not being on here. Because it is a HOBBY. And I’m allowed to take my time. It’s funny seeing how spring break starts this week yet I am probably not going to be on here. My school assigned a lot of homework for over vacation that it’s hardly even a break. And I’m going to be researching new majors to switch into and try not to have a panic attack regarding my future (or lack of motivation for suck or idea of where to go from where I am now). My mood has been dropping nearly every day to the point I spend hours just lying in bed. I have no motivation to write and I think I just need to break away from here for a bit. If you guys want my skype feel free to message me because I will pop on to check my IMs once in a while & I’ll still be found on skype. Just need a bit of time away to get my life more in order and hopefully put myself in a better mindset. Thank you for your patience and kindness <3

[aim-for-yourself]

Grief is forever. It doesn’t go away. It becomes a part of you, step for step, breath for breath.

The Sky is Everywhere by Jandy Nelson (via aim-for-yourself)

[deathbecameher-blog]

❛   RAVEN  —   ❜   and it comes out all wrong, all soft and relief that’s nearly tangible,  the girl she’s been among those trees as both the hunter and the hunted nearly a distant memory.  

she grew weaker and weaker in the knees with every step that took her farther away and dangerously close to coming apart at the seams with every passing moment here, all of which reminded her of how much she’d missed all of them, missed the girl in front of her.  terribly.  

the resolve she’d had, her so-called “ noble “ reasons for staying away … it was losing major ground, and they were quickly crumbling away to dust. the longer she stayed, the harder it would be to leave again.  

it was that simple.

all the more reason to get down to business.  and yet … 

she’d forgotten that much LONGING was possible. but oh, it was, and even the most calculating parts of her, even the beats of her heart that were more ANIMAL than anything else could not sway her now.

 ❛   I’M —  ❜    her memory hadn’t done raven justice, not in the slightest, and even as she could see how recent events had taken their toll on her, she was the best thing she’d seen in months. even still she found herself trying to memorize her features,  should she not get the chance to later on.  it was all too easy to forget what had brought her here,  what was currently at stake …   ❛   LOOKING FOR BELLAMY.   ❜   

with an uncharacteristic nervousness prying at her, worlds of pain and loneliness and a sort of vulnerability that was becoming harder and harder to hide.  ❛  i know, i know  —  ABOUT PIKE.  that’s why i’m here,  why i need to talk to him.   IT’S OKAY,  I’LL BE FINE.  ❜     

[nothingicanthandle]

It’s almost funny, WANHEDA, whispers of the commander of DEATH. A survivor of all things under harsh conditions in a world of kill or be killed. But all she saw before her was Clarke. Her friend, with a humanity to her most hearing the whispers wouldn’t expect.

The relief was a mutual feeling amidst the two. Hand encompassing wrist lightly, a soft tug to a private room, away from prying eyes. Dangerous & wanted, Pike would declare her a TRAITOR for siding with the grounders--- as if it were some war where sides needed be chosen. Clarke was the only one who could end this reign; always seeming to have an affinity for inciting devotion. A true LEADER.

“Clarke--- You need to tread carefully...” Voice trailing off with pursed lips. they all had to these days. A single sign of mutiny and they’re end up in containment. Just as the grounders--- just like LINCOLN. “Bellamy, I’m not saying he’s dangerous or at fault. Pike just has his claws in deep--- has a strong influence. He’s hurting and being easily swayed, thinks he’s doing what is right.” She couldn’t be angry, Gina took a toll on him, and all he wanted to do was keep people SAFE. The slaughter was inexcusable, but the fault didn’t lay on just one person’s shoulders.

And nor could the solution. “Just be CAREFUL. Don’t underestimate Pike’s hold... If we can get Bellamy back to seeing the road to peace, it’ll help a lot. But if not...” They’d be wiped out. Clarke would be turned in. Something terrible would happen.”Just be safe, I don’t want to see you locked up.”

The urge to hug the other is strong though, An instinct unable to be ignored, taking a few steps closer and pulling her into a quick hug, Tight squeeze as if to be sure it was not a dream, that insanity was not on her record including leg pains. Hallucinations would keep her benched longer. “It’s good to see you.” soft, vulnerable, whispered a bit into the other’s ear before pulling back. Longing for the days before this mess, back when there was no division among their people, not in such a crippling sense that existed now.

[bloodhidden]

Stealing her emotions she refused to allow the other’s words to waver her. Attempting to hold in the blush that was sure to turn her cheeks crimson. “In our culture a meal usually comes after the wounded are fully tended too,” her tone one of jest. Sneaking a glance up at the brunette’s face with a small twitch of her lips before returning to her task. Running the rag around the gash before dunking it in the pail of water, ringing out the blood.

[nothingicanthandle]

It was almost HUMAN; the break in an ice cold skin worn, masking emotions with the title of Heda.Slight smile in return watching the other cleanse the wound. “Now is that to prevent your company from passing out or to keep infection and blood from the food?” Playing along with the jest, staying in place. Only cringing for brief  moments upon the contact. “You do this often?” As a great warrior, surely it was the case. 

[bxar]

                    Domin smiled when she said she assumed that he wouldn’t stop,           because he wouldn’t and he never would. Domin listened to her intently           and refused to let her try and talk him out of it or to let her escaped. He           was far to big to let her run away.                                             “I’m needed here.”                     he stated simply as he scooped her up and up in his arms and           carried her like a babe.                                    “Where are we going, Yuj?”                     he asked as he continued down the hall, suspecting that she was           heading this way anyways. Domin would not let this little bird with a broken           wing hurt that wing any more than it already was.

[nothingicanthandle]

                  One thing was absolutely certain. Abby was going to get a piece of her                   mind later. Good intent or not--- she had NO right to send a babysitter                   after her. One who picked her up with ease for that matter and disobeyed                   the laws of personal space.                                           “Anyone ever tell you that you’re infuriatingly stubborn?”                       As if SHE were one to talk about stubborn. It was likely what got her                    into this mess and prompted Abby to seek out extra assistance.                                           “My work station, you know where that is big guy?”                          What he DIDN’T have to know was the lack of clearance at the moment                   considering her condition---- Unless Abby took him up to date on that front                   as well. Long story short: people needed to stay out of her life.

[skainatblida-blog-deactivated20]

“Exactly. And it will be…I swear to you, there’s no other option.”  At first, there was a weird feeling, working with the girlfriend (or ex) of the boy she liked. She had never meant to wedge herself between them. Finn had never mentioned another; though she supposed she should have known. Every day, her heart seemed to move on as she knew it should. In the end, she hoped that Raven and Finn could honestly work things out. Finn was the first person she had felt so strongly for, but Clarke knew there would be another. She hadn’t been in LOVE with him. They had been more of a comfort during the time of tribulation they had experienced. That didn’t mean she didn’t care though and didn’t want him safe. She VOWED to bring him home, and that’s exactly what she would do. “I’m thinking of something a little flashy. What do you think?” 

[nothingicanthandle]

It should’ve been strange, whatever sort of camaraderie existed between her and Clarke considering a history complicated by the standards of most. But in the end, whatever happened with Finn was not important compared to the struggles of survival faced daily. Clarke hadn’t known, not before it was too late with emotions beyond control. Raven knew that they naturally bloomed, you didn’t choose who you began to fall for. Didn’t choose who you LOVED. Clarke wasn’t at fault her, and a petty grudge wouldn’t ruin a bond that Raven honestly quite valued. “I can do flashy---- I am quite apt at making an entrance.” A smirk tugging at her lips, keeping the pace glancing at the other. “How long lasting?”

[equexevadere]

@nothingicanthandle

“This sucks.”

[nothingicanthandle]

“You’re not the one having to play babysitter. So cut the WHINING”

[bloodhidden]

Commander ‘Coon and I have some thank you’s to give out!!

Firstly, can I just say how much I love this fandom?? I’ve been apart of several rp tumblr communities and never have I found one as lovely as this one. Everyone has been so unbelievably welcoming to me and my darling ‘coon. I’ve loved every moment, including the 2 a.m. screaming sessions and every single ‘fuck you!’ you’ve sent my way, and I hope we have many more.

Sending you all the snugs from me and the dork that claims she can keep her emotions in check xoxox

Keep reading

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@ellaofskaikru liked for an episode based starter

“That’s right.... I feel--- nothing at all. All of it gone--- p o o f.” Sounding much more simplistic than in actuality. Scenarios arising where it should creep in; the sadness... yet physically --- she felt E M P T Y. 

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@ninctyfive liked for an episode based starter

“It’s worked wonders--- it may sound cheesy and I’m not exactly sure I believed in them anymore, but it was practically a miracle.” A ghost of a smile, nearly plastered upon her features without break ever since she had consumed the chip. “What do you have to lose?” It was a favor, allowing those who had suffered a chance to carry on without despair. Without the bitter feelings that festered inside and broke them... Raven didn’t regret a single moment of it.

[nothingicanthandle]

Like this post for a starter based on the episode !!

↖️ thinks monroe deserved better

[hisflaws-a]

The Walking Dead 6x10 sentence prompts

***THE FOLLOWING MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR THE NEXT WORLD.         ↳ feel free to change pronouns

❛ It’s time to change your bandage. ❜

❛  I’m out of toothpaste. ❜

❛ I’m not good with that kind of stuff. ❜

❛ I just thought it’d be a nice going away present. ❜

❛ It’s not important. ❜

❛ Today’s the day. ❜

❛ DON’T. Don’t. Please don’t… ❜

❛ Where have you been?! ❜

❛ Maybe there are better places for you to go than just nowhere. ❜

❛ It’s soda and candy. Why the trouble? ❜

❛ I was just running from the dead. ❜

❛ They’re headed this way! You probably have about 11 minutes. ❜

❛ There’s more of them than us, right? Gotta stick together. ❜

❛ Sorry for running into you. I’m gonna go now. ❜

❛ This is the next world. I hope it’s good to you. ❜

❛ My friends used to call me Jesus. ❜

❛ Best not to make threats you can’t keep. ❜

❛ Sorry, gotta run! You should too. ❜

❛ I saw someone was in the woods. ❜

❛ I walk after my shifts, been doing it for awhile. You’re the first one to notice… ❜

❛ We’re not kids! ❜

❛ This was a special request from the doctor. ❜

❛ I don’t wanna come out here anymore. ❜

❛ Just GO! ❜

❛ We should kill it. ❜

❛ This is BULLSHIT. ❜

❛ It should be dead! ❜

❛ We’re NOT killing it! ❜

❛ What the hell is wrong with you?! ❜

❛ You don’t wanna be out here. You said it. So go home! ❜

❛ Do you even have any ammo?? ❜

❛ You gonna shoot me over a truck?! ❜

❛ I think you know I’m not a bad guy. ❜

❛ This is the last time I’m asking! ❜

❛ You’re gonna leave me here like this? You’re REALLY gonna do that? ❜

❛ The knots aren’t that tight. You should be able to get free… ❜

❛ So long, ya prick! ❜

❛ That’s MY gun! ❜

❛ Law of averages… that’s some bullshit, man. ❜

❛ Why are you still here?? ❜

❛ I really don’t want you to die. ❜

❛ My family’s dead! ❜

❛ That’s not home, it’s just where I live. ❜

❛ Enough! I’m fine! ❜

❛ I need to take care of something. ❜

❛ Let me help you. ❜

❛ I have been out here chasing you all over the woods! ❜

❛ You’ve still got family and you’ve still got a home. ❜

❛ Shut up! …because I’m finally listening. ❜

❛ If you get lost at night, just find that star. ❜

❛ What’s stupid is you being out there when you don’t have to! ❜

❛ Are you playing some sort of game out there?! ❜

❛ I’d do it for you! ❜

❛ Nope, I was wrong… you were right. ❜

❛ Sorry to wake you up. ❜

❛ That… thing didn’t work out. ❜

❛ It is pretty stupid of us to go out there, isn’t it? ❜

❛ It’s good to be home. ❜

❛ I just wanna turn my brain off for a minute. ❜

❛ I do have a crate of toothpaste for you, it’s just currently at the bottom of a lake. ❜

❛ Wake up! ❜

❛ We should talk… ❜

[nothingstupidlyheroic]

“Don’t get me Wrong, Bellamy is good with his hands, but they are rough. Although, that in a way adds to the enjoyment of what he does with them… and thats too much information.” She said, stopping, then laughing.

“Sorry, too much, right? But honestly Reyes, you have good hands.” She chuckled. “You feel like getting some fresh air?” She asked, and motioned towards the door way.

[nothingicanthandle]

“Just a bit” Words elongated with a bit of a smirk, withholding from expressing her own knowledge of just how GOOD with his hands he was. ( Now was not the appropriate ‘I once slept with your boyfriend’ talk-time ). Even if in the past before commitments, best avoid possible awkwardness.

“I think I could use some, this room is getting a bit stuffy and the darkness makes me feel nearly nocturnal.” Besides, it was rather lovely outside this time of year--- eyes never tiring of the lush green surrounding them.

[bxar]

                    Domin didn’t buy it for a moment. He had in fact been watching her           all day and he knew that she was in pain. He nodded to her question and           answered with a small shrug.              “Abby asked me to. Now, are you going to let me carry                 you or am I going to be forced to do it without your                                                      permission?”                      Domin was perfectly alright with carrying her without her consent.            Abby told him not to let her know he had been watching her, however, Domin            found lies to be boring and useless. Lying to her would only insult her            further and he had, in fact, been asked to watch her and help her if she            needed it. Perhaps if he could think of a smooth way to talk her into it,            offer the chance to blame it on something else.           “You can tell people your metal broke. Could even claim I                                   did it- as an accident, of course.”

[nothingicanthandle]

          Abby--- of course. The concern was flattering-- but only slightly.              Predominantly feeling treated like a child despite the good intention.              Yet no one seemed to see any fault with action taken. At least someone              here was HONEST, not beating around the bush with pretty lies to               reassure or make her feel better. Tearing away from the realism             of their situation. That life took and took--- leaving the living with            less and less. And with all the lost faced in the past year it was becoming            sort of tiresome... and LONELY. As if the old Raven was slinking            out of her grasp, replaced by a skeleton.                    “I assume you’re not going to lay off on this, are you?”             Lips pressed together, as if only considering a moment before             shaking her head. Not wanting to reach that much of a drastic level             of reliance.                    “I’ll be okay--- you go back to, whatever it is you were doing.                     I doubt playing escort is your highest priority. Abby should                     have assigned you somewhere your talents are actually                     neeeded.”