Before i start, no, this is neither one of my cats.
I am newly single. I have been learning to do things on my own again. Trying to get over my anxiety day by day, and Ever since i’ve stopped the pills and started smoking again my depression has subsided.
The other night i had finally let go of my ex for good and it left me in a rather bad funk. Of course that night a heavy storm came through.
I live in a r.v in my parents back yard and the winds were up to 65 MPH. The r.v was shaking and moving rather violently. I knew that i should go inside where it was safe but couldn’t bare leaving my cats in my r.v. My dad was yelling at me on the phone saying they are just cats and to stop being dumb.
So many emotions where running through me. Yes i have my family but it’s nothing like the connection i have made with my cats over the years. I’ve stayed alive for my cat penelope let alone.
I ended up leaving them in the r.v. because my father threatened me he would drag me out. I don’t like upsetting him.
There i was, both my parents with me, inside staring at the r.v through the kitchen window. All these horrible thoughts were running through my head and i lost it. I started crying uncontrollably. I knew if i lost my cats because of something so stupid i wouldn’t be able to forgive myself. I knew if i lost my cats that i would be really alone.
At that point i realized that animals are so important in someones life. specifically mine.
The storm passed and everything was ok.
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