Vent + System Blog

Reflections of a fragmented soul. Most of what you find here is not 100% literal, it'a usually intrusive or mental-spiral thoughts. Giant trigger warning for all who venture here.

[vk20002]

It hurts the most when you want to tell them something but you realize you can’t anymore.

[mirror-shards-broken]

i yearn for peace

[mirror-shards-broken]

i get it now, nightbloom. i wish i wasn't put in a far more extreme version of what you were going through. but i think i am now. i think i am now. and now my own morals are what keep me trapped here. just like how it was for you back then.

[mirror-shards-broken]

i just want to go away to somewhere where no one will hurt me. leave this house behind. because my one refuge here now treats me like her enemy.

[muttpoetry]

"match my freak" match my devotion match my loyalty match my love match my yearning match my ache match my obbession match my need for you

[nightfeverfever]

murder isn't okay however sometimes your friends have REALLY bad parents

[lizanx]

Nights in my apartment made me feel important

Now you're staring blankly and you're making me feel

Insignificant

[mindinthevoid]

[mirror-shards-broken]

i get it now, night bloom. i get it.

mine is worse tho. mine doesnt even have a home to go back to.

[tezriaetho]

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

[cannibalcanines]

my biggest kink is someone needing me like I need them

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD4BPD culture is not being able to handle each other and feeling like dying at least once a week

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[borderline-culture-is]

Bpd4bpd culture is I can't handle this but I can't live without you

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[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is being the fp of your fp and your bpd bouncing off eachother in the worst ways sometimes.

like of course i worry about you and you dismiss it which makes me nervous and distant which makes you distant which makes me even more upset and we get caught in a loop.

i wish we could just talk like a normal couple sometimes.

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[borderline-culture-is]

bpd4bpd culture is thinking your partner/fp is self-isolating and wanting to remind them how much you love them but being scared they're doing it to get away from you, as well as being scared you'll come off as obsessive since it's only been a day (even though you ARE obsessive)

-🐮🦈

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[borderline-culture-is]

bpd x bpd culture is why cant i love you without hurting you. why does loving you have to hurt so much

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[borderline-culture-is]

bpd4bpd culture is wanting to just. Fuse minds with your fp. we've gone thru so much we deserve to have telepathy As a Treat /silly

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