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30th on the 24th

Grateful for this life

I won't ever take it for granted again

Happy 4th barkday to my Snuffles

It's your 2nd birthday without me

Do you still remember me?

I hope you do

I miss you

I'm always praying for your health

Watched The Loved One last night

I cried

It really does boil down to alignment and compatibility

Even if both of you kept on choosing each other for years

It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#10 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

Man, I just need to get laid

Since getting my own closure (because you didn't give me one)

I feel so much lighter

Calmer

Mentally stable

I sleep better now - I don't wake up crying

I don't cry while showering or even cry randomly in public

I don't think of you anymore (unless prompted by other people)

It's as if you never existed

Like you and I never existed

One of my friends even said that it looks like my spark is back

That I'm blooming again

Thank God I'm finally over you

Guess who's excited to go to the gym

In the hopes of seeing her gym crush

It's meeeeeeee

Can't believe it's been 12 years

Since I said yes to ruining my life

JANUARY - Beginnings

3 lessons from 2025:

1. When people tell you who they are for the first time, believe them. Loving them harder will not change them.

2. Feel the pain and deal with it. It's okay to take your time to grieve - it's not a race.

3. Asking for help does not make you weak.

#theyearoflists #journalchallenge

Finally hit that block button

I never want to hear about you again

#theyearoflists #journalchallenge

JANUARY - Beginnings

5 habits I want to build

1. Prioritize my needs over anyone else's- I want to put myself first this time!

2. An active lifestyle- more steps, less calories

3. Punctuality- be at the office/anywhere 15-30 minutes before call time (respect other people's time!)

4. Less screen time, more meaningful hobbies

5. (consistent) Journaling and documenting my life

#theyearoflists #journalchallenge

JANUARY - Beginnings

3 things I want to start

1. Healing - from all the pain I've been carrying since January 2025

(and in turn)

2. Self-love - I want to start giving myself the love that I think I deserve

3. Be active and have a healthy lifestyle - since I'm not getting any younger, I want to take care of my body and my overall health

I didn’t think I’d survive this year. I went through the worst heartbreak of my life, and had to learn how to gather what was left of me and begin again. I faced some very dark moments, kept going even when it felt impossible, and chose to show up even on days I was barely holding myself together.

It was undeniably a hard year, but I’m incredibly grateful for the people who helped carry the weight with me and kept me grounded. Thank you to those who checked in, listened, and stood by me through every crash-outs, relapse, and breakdowns. You know who you all are—and I will always be thankful.

Now, I’m finally ready to gently close this chapter. Not with bitterness, but with growth. Ika nga ni Kathyrn Bernardo, "No looking back, only moving forward."

Goodbye, 2025. Here’s to a calmer, lighter, and happier 2026.

No looking back, only moving forward 🌈

I found out today that you have a new girlfriend

It's her

The one I told you that I'm not comfortable with

The one who held your ears and slept next to you

But you told me that she's just a friend

And now she isn't just a friend

She's your new partner

I hope you're happy

I hope you treat her better than me

Happy holidays

I know you don't want to hear from me, but I can't resist sending you a greeting:

Merry Christmas

I wish you nothing but happiness

I hope you have everything you've ever wished for

I pray for your strength so you can withstand every toxic duty

I still include you in every wish, every hope, and in every silent prayer

Merry Christmas

I have loved you since I was 18

I still do

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