Girl Help I’m Drowning

[notnecromancer]

I enjoyed Nosferatu, but I also left uncomfortable and thinking about how I’d have done it

[notnecromancer]

I don’t run for the exercise, I run so I can keep outpacing my problems

[notnecromancer]

My Ego: why is no one trying to get with me!!!

Me when someone shows interest: now why tf would you do that?? I don’t know you like that, your motives can’t be trusted!

[notnecromancer]

At this point genuine softness from others has a place in my nightmares

[notnecromancer]

“I want exy to be real” “I really wanna play exy”

Just play lacrosse?

No idiots, exy is a coed sport, the rules are more interesting to me, and I have the field rules memorized, I don’t care about lacrosse, just exy

[notnecromancer]

Actually? I just realized this is my personal diary, I can post anything…. I’m posting every draft I’ve ever made because why would they be drafts?

[notnecromancer]

Back home thanks to the death of my other favorite time swallower (though obviously tumblr was my first love)

[notnecromancer]

Todays sin was gluttony, sorry about that everyone

[notnecromancer]

The way I slurped back plain vodka because the only flavored drink I have in the house rn is electrolyte water and I didn’t want to sully it

And then immediately I thought

This is so Kevin Day

These boys haunt my every waking moment

[notnecromancer]

God is finally punishing me for all the porn

[notnecromancer]

Always listen to your cravings, they will keep you alive

[notnecromancer]

Please if you see me using an accent that shouldn’t be mine, either smack me to try and reset or politely ignore it

[fairycosmos]

parents are so crazy because they can say the most fucked up shit to you when your brain is forming and it sets the tone for your whole adult mind set and then they forget about it the next day

[notnecromancer]

You ever gotta just stare at a wall really fucking hard and keep your dumb mouth shut?

[notnecromancer]

Shoutout to my friend who offered to dress up in literal armor and hit each other because I can’t play exy but I think…. I think perhaps he doesn’t understand the appeal of the game to simplify it so much?

[notnecromancer]

Business in the front, party in the back

But it’s me getting Eiffel towered by Jesus and Satan

[notnecromancer]

Sorry, but why are so many sneakers so ugly? Not the shapes, I recognize usefulness over pure aesthetics, the colors. If I have to see one more that only comes in the same color that came out of someone’s mouth in a bar bathroom while I watched in horror trying to get a hair tie off my wrist for them, it’s possible I’ll implode.