I Was So Lost

Once upon a time, there was a girl who lived all alone in a horrible cave. So far from home that it made her chest hurt. And every day in that horrible cave, the girl tried to find a way to escape. None of her plans ever succeeded of course. And she'd almost given up hoping, when one day, just like in a fairy tale, a handsome man rode up on his horse and saved her. And took her back to his castle. Now you'd think that was the end, wouldn't you? RP Blog, the still-semi crazy Fred, accent and all. NoFourthWall.tumblr.com

[notnormalanymore]

ooc

Fred is coming back! Leave me a message, I will(should be) on later tonight.

[notnormalanymore]

It's... been a while.

[sansasnark]

What I know is I started drinking the moment that I found out that a girl I loved was gonna die. Every time I get to the bottom of the glass, I hope that that last drop is gonna take me the distance. 

[notnormalanymore]

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[notnormalanymore]

[angelusthescourgeofeurope]

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[notnormalanymore]

Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore: angelus-the-scourge-of-europe: notnormalanymore: I’m…

[notnormalanymore]

Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore: Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore:…

[notnormalanymore]

Thought so. Plus you're more fun to be around when I ain't scared outta my skin. -half smiles-

[tylerdouglasmonroedeacjul30]

Reblog if you want one of these in your askbox;

[notnormalanymore]

A stupid question

A compliment

A story

A poem

About you 

Why you follow me

If you met me what would you do

A cute message

One thing you want to tell me

Something about yourself

Something you assume about me by my blog

Anonymous

Un-Anonymous

[notnormalanymore]

[notnormalanymore]

I’m sorry. I just got back. And I haven’t really slept. -thinks- For… Three? Yeah. I guess...

[notnormalanymore]

Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore: angelus-the-scourge-of-europe: notnormalanymore: I’m…

[notnormalanymore]

Well it is. I ain't saying you have to be a good guy, but you probably like it better not bein' put in cages and hunted down by your ex-girlfriends.

[notnormalanymore]

[notnormalanymore]

I’m sorry. I just got back. And I haven’t really slept. -thinks- For… Three? Yeah. I guess three days. I’m a little hyperactive right now.

[angelusthescourgeofeurope]

Maybe you should sleep then. -smirks-

[notnormalanymore]

-rolls her eyes- That would be...

[notnormalanymore]

Well good. As long as you don't go back to being completely merciless and sadistic killin' machine. Cause I think that's gone down a bit. It's a big improvement.

[notnormalanymore]

I’m sorry. I just got back. And I haven’t really slept. -thinks- For… Three? Yeah. I guess three days. I’m a little hyperactive right now.

[angelusthescourgeofeurope]

Maybe you should sleep then. -smirks-

[notnormalanymore]

-rolls her eyes- That would be too simple. I'll burn out in a little while and pass out for 28 hours or so, and then I'll be fine. Anyway, how d'you intend to make it work with Angel?

[notnormalanymore]

[angelusthescourgeofeurope]

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[notnormalanymore]

Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore: angelus-the-scourge-of-europe: notnormalanymore:…

[notnormalanymore]

Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore: Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore:…

[notnormalanymore]

I'm sorry. I just got back. And I haven't really slept. -thinks- For... Three? Yeah. I guess three days. I'm a little hyperactive right now.

[notnormalanymore]

angelus-the-scourge-of-europe replied to your post: H-Hullo. Hi. Fred…

Angelus! Still evil?...

[notnormalanymore]

Passion rules us all: notnormalanymore: angelus-the-scourge-of-europe: notnormalanymore:…

[notnormalanymore]

A-Angel? Really? -she perks up-He's- that's- I mean- -bites her lip- That's great. I'll have to find him. Get in to-touch. I haven't seen him. Not that you're not- um. It'll be nice.

[notnormalanymore]

angelus-the-scourge-of-europe replied to your post: H-Hullo. Hi. Fred…

Angelus! Still evil? Still crazy? I’ve been away.

[angelusthescourgeofeurope]

All of the above, sweetheart. Where’ve you been?

[notnormalanymore]

I sort of…. Panicked. I don’t know. I...

[notnormalanymore]

I dunno. Murder anyone important? Or maybe there was some big nasty demon. Or there's a new restaurant. -smiles- Or is the city too dull without me?

[notnormalanymore]

angelus-the-scourge-of-europe replied to your post: H-Hullo. Hi. Fred…

Angelus! Still evil? Still crazy? I’ve been away.

[angelusthescourgeofeurope]

All of the above, sweetheart. Where’ve you been?

[notnormalanymore]

I sort of.... Panicked. I don't know. I just got in the car and drove. Saw a lot of the desert. I crossed a few state lines, I think. I didn't keep track of much. But I missed the city. It's loud an' dangerous, but I'm sorta used to it, y'know?

Anything excitin' happen?

[notnormalanymore]

angelus-the-scourge-of-europe replied to your post: H-Hullo. Hi. Fred… Angelus! Still evil? Still crazy? I've been away.

[notnormalanymore]

H-Hullo. Hi.

Um. It's been a while.

[notnormalanymore]

ooc: I have to go to sleep or switch to mobile and reblog things until I pass out

Angelus: And then she ran away because he was a very scary man 

[angelusthescourgeofeurope-deact]

I'm awake, I'm awake

[notnormalanymore]

But- but you shouldn’t be hurtin’ anyone! I mean, I know you’re into bein’ evil and darkness and all that but it’s, well, evil. -bites her lip- If Charles or Wesley were around we’d be tryin’ to get rid of you. 

[angelusthescourgeofeurope-deact]

-his eyes narrow at her- Get rid of me? Soon enough I’ll be gone anyway. I don’t think you have to worry much about that. -his tone is bitter as he says it-

[notnormalanymore]

-sits up straight- Gone? Why would you be gone? -her eyes are wide- Are you leavin’ LA or somethin’?

[angelusthescourgeofeurope-deact]

Angelus sighed and gave a shake of his head. “Not in so many words. It’s complicated. And I’d rather not talk about it. The way things are going, I won’t be around much longer. Just a matter of time.” 

[notnormalanymore]

“No, what is it?” She looks concerned and scoots closer. “Is some slayer after you?” She wasn’t sure if she thought this was good news or bad.

[angelusthescourgeofeurope-deact]

He gave a sharp bark of laughter. “Probably. Wouldn’t put it past ‘em.” He looked at Fred, studying her for a moment. “It’s nothing like that. It’s the whole…losing myself…thing.” He gave a dismissive wave of his hand. “Forget I said anything.”

[notnormalanymore]

"Oh." He did keep going on these weird... episodes. Violence, amnesia, catatonia... "But you're gonna find out what's wrong, right? You'll find some spell or something to fix it."