“Fuck!” The profanity echoed through the phone, your lips being the ones to carry it out, your sweet moans coming after. Next to that was Jaafar, legs spread apart on the couch with his dick in his hand, pumping relentlessly at the sight of you driving a toy dildo in your pussy.
On the small screen of his phone, there you were, on the bed, legs split in the air, the phone’s camera pointed directly at you. Grunts and groans making their way up to Jaafar’s throat; it might’ve been his what?…sixth time watching the video you sent him last week. It was out of nowhere, more like a surprise because you sent it when he was on set at work filming for the ‘Michael’ movie.
And when he opened the message, the video’s thumbnail made him erect before he even clicked play. Now it was nearing nighttime, and you’d been gone for hours, leaving all that’s left of you on Jaafar’s phone.
He’d been edging himself for hours waiting for you to come back home. Sweat making his skin damp, his hand wet and aching from the constant stroking, his body felt like it was on fire. He was hyperfocused on the way your pussy pulsated after squirting, the way your legs shook at the feeling, and your loud cries as you released. Jaafar wanted to stay there forever and fuck himself dumb, getting drunk off your pleasure even if he was already at that point.
The thing about him was—he loved pleasing you. It was more important than anything in the world, so much so that he came from eating you out, came at the sight of you riding him, and came at the sounds of your moans when you thought you were alone as you masturbated.
For him it was pure bliss. For you, it gave you an ego boost.
Jaafar decided to clean himself up and wait for you, his dick still hard from earlier. Hearing keys jingle in the door, he got up, walking over ready to greet you.
His eyes landed on your breast first and then your face, pulling you into a kiss and hug that lasted a bit too long.
“I missed you so much,” he breathed into your neck as his hand cuffed your ass.
“Ou, I missed you too. I think you missed me more though,” you giggled, pulling away from him. You felt his touch again as you turned around.
“What’s up with you?” You glanced at him before going upstairs, Jaafar right on your tail.
“Need you so bad right now,” he admitted, feeling his dick stretch even more against his pants.
“You’re always needy; have you done anything productive all day instead of being horny?”
“No,” and it was true. You chuckled at him as you sat on the bed, taking off your heels.
“Let me help you with that.” Jaafar fell to his knees at your feet, grabbing your foot, pulling the heel off.
None of this was new; if anything, you should be used to it, but it was always so humorous seeing him act this way. “You need these removed too?” He pulled at your pants, making your face light up in an amused grin.
“Yes, and while you’re at it, make sure to get my thong too.” His eyes lit up at your words as he reached for the button.
Once they were off, Jaafar began rubbing your thighs, his touch like an electric current against your skin.
You sat, halfway naked with your pussy right in his face, his eyes glued to it, and he still knew to ask before he did anything.
“Can I taste you?”
“Yes baby, show me how much you need it,” your voice fell into a low and sultry tone as you lay back against the bed. Jaafar leaned in, spreading your thighs, watching your clit glisten.
“So wet already,” he began pressing soft kisses to your inner thighs, leading right into the entrance of your hole.
“See what you do to me-mm!” You felt his tongue press up on your clit, drawing circles around it. He then slipped his middle finger into you, making your back arch a little at the insertion.
He moved in and out slowly, the sensation making small moans exit through your lips, but you liked it when he fucked you rough and fast with his fingers, and he knew that—so why was he teasing?
“Jaafar, go faster.” You looked down at him, his eyes directly attached to your pussy. He detached his mouth at this point, watching only as you reacted to his slow strokes.
“Just one minute, I wanna see something,” then he took his finger out and grabbed your thighs, pulling you as close to the edge of the bed as possible, using his large hands to hold your thighs back.
You were wide open, the cool air passing against your pussy, making it flutter uncontrollably. “Look at this beauty,” Jaafar curled his lips and began blowing lightly against your clit, watching it jump.
He took his thumb and began rubbing it counter-clockwise, his eyes stuck on the reaction of your hole contracting.
“Oh my—Jaafar, please!” you whined out, the stimulation sending chills through your body.
He pressed his thumb harder, your pussy rapidly contracting. “Fuck—look at that,” his dick began to hurt at how hard it was compressed in his jeans.
“You have such a perfect pussy,” he stopped rubbing, bringing his thumb to his mouth.
“Stop being a fuckin’ tease,” he heard your frustration, and with his bottom lip embedded between his teeth, he shoved two fingers into you, going in and out at a fast rate.
“Can you squirt on my face like you did in the video?” He looked at you, witnessing the pleasure take power over you.
“Yes! Yes! J-just don’t stop! Fuck!” Your cries grew louder at each stroke, gripping the sheets; you felt Jaafar speed up.
“So pretty, so fuckin’ pretty, baby. I wanna make you cum so bad.” His words sent you over the edge, that familiar feeling growing in your lower belly.
“Mmm-feels so good! D-don’t stop, make me cum!” Your eyes crossed, eyebrows furrowed, you began to feel the need to pee, your walls convulsing around Jaafar’s fingers.
“Shit, I can feel it, there you go, please squirt on me baby, I need it so bad.” He didn’t know it, but there was a wet spot pooling, his precum showcasing through his jeans.
“Fu-uk, baby! I’m so close-I’m so close!” Your legs started to vibrate; the sensation traveling throughout your whole body, making your back lift off the bed.
“Yes, give it to me, you’re doing so good.” He leaned in, inches away from your pussy, feeling you reach your climax.
The second your orgasm hit, your body jerked, sending your love all over Jaafar’s face. Loud whines bounced on the walls; you grasped the sheets, pulling them off the bed.
He slowed his pace, tongue licking up the juices dripping around his lips. As you relaxed and opened your eyes, Jaafar brought his face towards your pussy, lapping up the remnants of your cum with his tongue.
“Fuck, I love your pussy so much.” You jumped slightly at the kisses he placed on your lips, the last kiss making you shudder due to it being on your clit.
Jaafar stood up, making you plant your eyes on him, his shirt collar wet along with the middle of his pants, making your head tilt to the side.
18+ had a midnight thought about vampire!michael fucking you in front of the mirror; having knowledge that he has no reflection, he just wants you to see how your hole looks around his invisible dick.
michael slows down his thrusts as an idea popped into his head. an idea he’s never thought of, but found it hot while looking at the mirror that’s facing the both of you.
“dolly, wanna try somethin’?” you whined and bucked your hips, impatiently. “oh, mikey. why did you stopped? was feeling really good.”
the vampire above you chuckled, “i know my sweet girl, see that mirror right there? ‘m gonna make you face it and i want you to look at how pretty your little hole is whenever its full of me, ‘kay?” you nodded as michael turned your body to face the mirror. no reflection, okay.
“wait, michael if this is one of your tricks-” your words turned into a flow of whimpers as you feel the stretching, burning sensation of his dick easing its way inside of your sopping pussy. you threw your head back, not even paying attention to the mirror anymore. michael grabbed the back of your neck, your eyes set upon your pussy that’s being opened by an invisible force.
“feels good? this is how your pussy looks when you take dick that’s being given by me. no one else can open you up like this, can they?” your body starts convulsing. your legs and arms shake each time his tip kisses your cervix.
“answer me.” his voice full of demand, with a hint of desperation.
“n-no, michael! t-they could never stretch me— aah! like this.”
satisfied with your answer, his thrusts grows faster and more animalistic, almost reaching at an inhuman pace.
“good. not that i need an answer from you, since we both know who you’ll only crawl back to.”
Synopsis: As Michael’s assistant you decided that it was your duty to help him with whatever he needed, even if he couldn’t muster up the courage to ask.
Content: Mature!Michael, sub!Michael, bratty!Michael (the tiniest bit), dom!reader, p in v, unprotected sex, perv!Michael, overstimulation, handjob, cumshot, cum eating, pet names, no use of y/n, finally a plot (omg we cheered!), smut.
Wc: 3.5k
Maybe it was a little inappropriate to walk into your job with your breast pressed up against your blouse, and maybe your skirt was too short, but you didn’t care. In fact, nobody did, not even your boss, Michael.
He didn’t mind at all; he never mentioned it or said a word to you about your explicit outfits. If it had been anybody else, you would’ve been fired a while ago, but—Michael didn’t seem to care—or did he?
You had no idea that when you’d walk away, his eyes would be glued to your plump butt sitting in your skirt or that when you were close to him his eyes would jump from your chest to your face—he hid it so well you never knew that when he’d touch himself you were the only one in his mind.
It was funny—maybe not to you, but in general because you had such a huge crush on him and it still felt like he barely noticed you. You spent so much money trying to doll yourself up only for Michael to not even blink twice—not even a simple “I like your hair.” You were beginning to feel silly.
It was extremely unethical and inappropriate to flirt with your assistant, though…plus Michael didn’t seem like the type to make a move on one of his employees.
Maybe it was time to move on, maybe actually find someone your age and stop fantasizing over your forty-something-year-old boss.
Or not.
You couldn’t do that; you couldn’t just let go that easily, especially after what happened the other day. Your friends told you you were crazy, but something happened that night when you stepped into Michael’s office with your boobs on full display; the only difference was that there was a cold in the air, making your nipples rock solid against your shirt.
You were getting ready to leave when he called you into his office, and the minute you stepped in—something felt different. Through the familiarity of the space, there was an unknown air bubbling up. Michael, who lay back in his chair, relaxed his expression as soon as his eyes landed on you.
You walked further in, stopping right before his desk, scattered with papers and folders, with a few cups of what seemed to be alcohol to accompany them.
His big brown eyes stuck to you like glue, and you noticed him glance at your breast before landing on your face. You didn’t know whether to write it off or keep it tucked in the back of your mind—Michael was a man after all.
“I need you to do something for me,” he said, sitting up and leaning against the surface of the desk, folding his hands together.
“And that would be?” You stood with your head tilted slightly.
“I need you to come early to let the hvac people in tomorrow morning. I’m not gonna be here; I’ll be in New York.”
You nodded at his words, making a mental check in your mind. Michael, then, got up from his chair and walked over to you, his height reaching taller than yours as you stood at 5’4.
You didn’t know what would happen next, but you stood there waiting for him to say something; however, instead he just stared at you—his eyes locked onto yours for what felt like thirty minutes, but in reality it was more like thirty seconds before he spoke again.
He leaned against the edge of the desk, parting his lips to speak. “You know—you’ve been workin’ for me for a while now, and I haven’t gotten the chance to tell you how much I appreciate your hard work. I mean it’s not an easy job being an assistant to someone like me, and I just wanted to say, thank you. Thank you for staying professional, thank you for your dedication, and thank you for being here—for me.”
You blinked at him, an appreciative smile falling on your face at his words. “Oh wow! Thank you, Michael. I mean I love workin’ here, I’m truly honored, really.”
Michael smiled, leaning up from the desk, beginning to close the space between you two. He opened his arms, pulling you into a warm embrace, his broad shoulders taking you in. You, unprepared, snaked your arms around his waist, lightly squeezing him, feeling his warm body pressed against yours.
He held you a few seconds too long as you felt his large hand rub your lower back. His fingers touched the very little slit of exposed skin on your back, the feathery sensation sending chills up your spine.
You didn’t know what to make of it in that moment, his eyes falling back on you as he sat back down. “Jus’ wanted to say thank you, that’s all. I’ll-uh see you Wednesday.”
“See you Wednesday, Michael.” You noticed the double-take he did once his name left your lips. In all of your time working there, you’ve never called him by his first name; it was always ‘Mr. Jackson’ even though he wanted you to call him ‘Michael’, but you felt that it was too informal and you wanted to maintain your professionalism.
What you didn’t know was that your boss didn’t move from his office chair once you left. He, instead, masturbated over and over, letting your soft voice replay in his mind. The image of your glossy lips parting at the use of his name drove him so crazy that he almost slipped up—he almost let it be known that he’s been attracted to you this entire time.
But you didn’t think anything of it; you just said it because now you felt comfortable doing so. However, after ruminating for days on the whole interaction, you realized that Michael maybe called you into his office for more other than to express his appreciation.
You weren’t crazy; you remembered that morning specifically calling the hvac people, scheduling them to come early, and you already had it set in your mind to come in knowing that Michael wouldn’t be there to let them in—he also knew that, but the thing for you is that you forgot and didn’t remember until you got home that night.
Now that Tuesday has passed and Michael was back in California, things went on like usual—except there was a new behavior coming from him.
He was paying extra close attention to you, something that never happened during the first six months of you working there.
Michael did things for you, not like he was an assistant but more so your boyfriend. He cooked you lunch, listened to your troubles, and even massaged your feet. It surprised you because you were unaware of where it was all coming from.
None of it seemed to be flirtatious, so you didn’t take it that way; you just thought that because of his words to you the other night, maybe he decided to show his appreciation for you. Plus, you didn’t mind it at all, even if you thought he was being platonic.
In his world, he was losing his mind trying to contain himself. Michael didn’t want to make any moves on you because what you didn’t know was that behind that stoic exterior, he was incredibly shy, and he wanted to keep it to himself out of respect for you. He wasn’t aware of your attraction to him because you also knew how to contain yourself and keep things at bay.
Besides your skimpy outfits, Michael thought you liked to dress that way, and he wouldn’t deny enjoying the view of you prancing around in your tight clothes, but it never crossed his mind that it was for him.
The sun had already set by the time you were done helping Michael go over and sign business contracts; now you were downstairs finishing up the leftovers from earlier. After cleaning up, you were getting ready to leave, ascending the steps upstairs to say goodbye and goodnight to your boss.
As you reached the top, you headed in the direction of the bedroom he resided in, and as you got closer to the door, you began hearing faint moans. You paused for a moment, trying to take a minute to actually listen to what you were hearing. Creeping up to the door, the sound grew louder, becoming clear that your name was being said in between moans.
Your eyebrows furrowed at the realization. Michael, your boss, was jacking off to you. You heard the faint wet sounds of his dick pumping himself up and down, and out of your control, it started to turn you on.
Grabbing hold of the doorknob, you slowly cracked it open, careful not to make a peep. You opened it just enough to fully see Michael, sitting at the edge of the bed, still with his clothes on, his pants around his ankles, his head tilted back, and his mouth wide open.
He was loud, so loud that he didn’t even hear you calling out to him. He was in his own world of ecstasy; his eyes were shut tight, his expression completely twisting in bliss.
It wasn’t until you walked in, shutting the door behind you, that Michael jumped. His dark brown eyes landed right on you once they shot open, his hand abruptly halting as he sat up.
“O-oh! I-I’m so sorry! It’s not what it looks like.” His words made you scrunch your nose up as if his dick wasn’t fully out with his hand wrapped around it.
“Really? So you weren’t just playing with yourself before I walked in?” You stepped further inside, walking closer towards him.
Words escaped him; embarrassment washed over him. Michael didn’t know what to say. You saw it in the way his shoulders crouched; he wouldn’t even look up at you.
“I’m sorry, I really am.”
“Why do you keep apologizing? And why did you stop? I didn’t tell you to stop.” Your last words caused him to directly plant his eyes on you, slight confusion etching on his face.
“W-what?”
“I want you to keep goin’ and when you finish, finish on my chest.” You stepped right in front of him and knelt between his legs. You unbuttoned your blouse, revealing the black push-up bra that covered your breast.
Michael was stuck, stunned at most; he didn’t expect this reaction. Your eyes met his as you placed your hands on his inner thighs.
“Don’t be so shy now, you weren’t when you were yelling my name earlier. Have you really been up here for an hour stroking yourself thinkin’ of me?”
“Yes,” his response came out in a whisper, his Adam’s Apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed hard. You noticed a wetness pooling in your underwear; you couldn’t believe it.
“Is this what you do when I’m gone? Beat your dick and fantasize about me like the little perv you are?” You began caressing his thighs, hearing a hiss pour out of him.
“Mhmm, yes, I think about you every night.” His hand moved up and down at the tip, precum oozing out of it.
You tilted your head in wonder, “Oh really? What do you think about?”
His eyes fluttered closed as he picked up the pace, whimpers climbing up to his throat. “I-I think about—y-your lips and how’d the-‘yd look clasped around my dick.”
“How—shit—your breast would feel in my mouth and how warm you’d be as I slid in and out of your pussy.” You watched his head fall back as his breath began to hitch.
“O-oh—I think about your voice—your pretty voice singing my name as you cum a-and how you’d use me as a toy to make yourself cum. Oh-baby, I picture you making me cum over and over until I can’t take anymore—fuck and how you’d make me hold it in until I cry—yes!”
Michael’s peak was reaching him; he pumped himself at a relentless pace, his legs beginning to lightly shake. Meanwhile, you sat there, watching your boss get himself off to all of the fantasies he’s made up about you in his head. It was an extraordinary sight to witness. Your underwear at this point was so soaked you were sure there would be a wet spot, but you were too focused on Michael to even care about how much your pussy dripped at his admissions.
You sensed it coming with the way his body locked up, white liquid shooting out of him and landing directly on your chest. Your hands continued to massage his thighs as he pumped out his orgasm. A hunger awakened inside you as you sat, eager, ready to pounce on him.
Once he calmed down, he opened his eyes, looking straight down at your breast. “Oh Michael, look at the mess you made, now you have to clean it up.” You swiped some of his cum off your chest, bringing your finger to your mouth to taste him.
You stood up and sat next to him, your thigh brushing against his as you leaned in his space, crossing your leg over his; you perked your chest up in his face. “Good boys clean up the messes they make. Are you a good boy, Michael?”
“Yes-yes, I’m a good boy, I’m such a good boy.” He leaned his head down, licking up his cum, starting at your left breast.
He sucked lightly at your skin, bringing his hands to cup the right breast as he switched to the other side. You softly moaned at the feeling, bringing your hand to the back of his head, massaging it with your fingertips.
As soon as he was done, you grabbed his jaw, bringing his lips to yours, tasting the remnants of himself on his tongue. You pulled back slowly, his bottom lip between your teeth, and when it retracted, you noticed Michael’s dick rising again.
“Look at you, so needy. Do you want my help with that?” You watched him nod, his eyes pleading for your touch.
“Yes, can you please, please help me?” He leaned his hands back against the bed, fingers lightly gripping the sheets as you grabbed his tip.
He watched as your manicured hand twisted up and down around his base, leaking at the top. You swiped his precum off his tip with your thumb.
Michael mewled, his grip on the sheets tightening as you began to stroke him at a steady pace. “You were so loud earlier; how come you’re so quiet now?”
You turned your head to look back at Michael, whose moans seemed to be caught in his throat. “Are you holding back on purpose?”
“If you are, it’ll only be a matter of time before I pull those pretty moans out of you.” Your hand squeezed him slightly, whimpers escaping from his lips.
“Do you wanna cum?” You began pumping him at a faster rate. “Mmh-mm, ye-s, please,” his voice coming out little and weak.
“Well you’re not goin’ to if you don’t sing for me, Michael.” You heard him release a breath, a string of moans exiting afterwards.
To witness just how submissive he was boggled your mind. He was so different to the outside world you’d never think he’d be into this. Being the one always in charge probably felt mundane; not having a moment to step off the pedestal and let someone else take the lead seemed to leave him pent up with stress, and you didn’t mind being the reliever of it.
Michael dropped his head back, feeling his orgasm sneak up on him. His expression contorted as you felt his legs shake under you.
“Pick your head up and watch me make you cum.” You eyed him as he found some strength to follow your demand, your eyes catching full sight of the beauty before you.
“O-oh shit, sh-it, please d-don’t stop, baby don’t stop!” Your pace quickened, causing his body to tense up, orgasm washing over him; he thrusted into your hand as white ropes shot out, landing on his shirt and your hand.
Although he expected you to stop, you didn’t. Instead of helping him ride out his high, you continued with your hurried pace as Michael felt the overstimulation settling in.
He had no time to rest; his eyes landed on you, feeling chills run down his spine. “Fuck! I-it’s too much!”
“Oh, but you can take it, baby, I just love the sounds that are comin’ out of that pretty mouth of yours, you wanna know how much I love them?” You grabbed his hand, placing it under your skirt as you uncrossed your legs to give him access to feel your wet pussy.
Michael felt himself about to reach his peak again, his fingers rubbing against you; his mind became clouded. “U-uh gon-na cum again! Oh, it f-feels so good!”
“Yes, be my good boy and give me what I want.” He cried out, falling back against the bed as his body aggressively shook. Thick white liquid came out and landed all over his lap and your hand. Michael whimpered as you slowed down, grabbing at your wrist, his breathing breaking up each time he exhaled.
As he calmed down, you took the time to remove your clothes, leaving you naked, and once Michael opened his eyes, his eyes trailed over your body.
“God, you’re beautiful,” he muttered in a rasped tone, beginning to take off his shirt and remove his pants from his ankles.
“Thank you, baby.” You lightly pushed him back on the bed. “Scoot up.”
“C-can I taste you? God, I wanna taste you so bad.” Michael pleaded as he felt your wet pussy brush up against his dick once you climbed on top of him.
“Don’t worry, we have all night; just wanna feel you inside me first.” You grabbed his dick, wasting no time to insert him inside, and as you slowly sat down, your body quivered at his thickness.
“Fuck, you’re so big. Gonna make my pussy come all over this dick.” You whined out as you began to go up and down, your knees pressing into the bed as you picked up speed.
“Oh yes! U-use me, make me your toy.” Expletives and moans began pouring from Michael’s mouth. His hands grabbed hold of your ass as you rode him.
“Mmm-shit! Michael, you feel so good, oh my God!” Your eyebrows came together as you looked down at him, his expression mirroring yours. Bringing your hands to your breast, you massaged them lightly.
As your walls clenched around him, you felt his peak beginning to reach, causing you to speed up. His large hands gripped you so tight you felt his fingertips digging into your skin, causing you to squeal.
“Mi-Michael, don’t let go yet, not yet.” He looked up at you, face scrunching up in anguish.
“You f-feel so good, squeezing me so t-tight.” His moans grew louder as you kept at your fast pace. The room filled with sounds from both of you, physically and verbally, coupled with the headboard clanking against the wall. You felt him cup your ass, spreading it, making your pussy flutter around his dick.
“O-oh yes! Fu-uck ba-aby I’m gonna cum!” You sank all the way, taking him all in and rocking against him, chasing your orgasm. Your body jerked forward violently.
A broken wail flew out of your throat as your eyes saw black reaching to the back of your head. Your thighs clasped around Michael’s torso, your hands grabbing at the pillows beside him.
You pussy hugged his dick, sending him in a daze as he held in his orgasm. Tears welled and fell down the side of his face, holding onto you for leverage. The pressure was so much that Michael felt himself slipping; he shut his eyes so tight they began to hurt.
“C—can—mmm-baby! Ca-n I cum? Please p-please, p-please,” he sounded like a broken record the way his pleads continuously left his lips. You took a minute to catch your breath, leaving you to pause for a moment, but Michael had other plans as he began picking your hips up. “You’re so fuckin’ needy, Michael, you don’t listen.” You tore his hands away from you. Beginning again, this time at an unforgiving speed, leaving Michael a babbling mess.
“S-sorry—y-you just—oh God! Yo-you’re so perfect! Wann-a-fuck!—stuff you with my love!” You held onto the headboard, the bed squeaking so loud you thought it’d break in half.
“Shit! Michael! I’m so f-fuck! I’m so close!” That knowing feeling bubbled up inside you again; your body tensing up.
“Y-yes! Mmmm-fu-uck! Kee-p goin, doll! Your—uh! Baby! I-I c-can’t ho-ld i-t!.” Michael was so dizzy with pleasure he could barely form coherent words, his cries growing louder with every stroke.
You let go of the headboard and snaked your arms around Michael, bringing him up. “I-I’m—oh, my God! Michael cum with me!”
His warm release spurted up into you, covering your womb; you both began to shake, cries hitting the walls like thunder. Michael’s head fell into your neck as moans pulled from his lips, vibrating against your skin. Your chest rose up and down as your breathing slowed, your pussy quivering as Michael gently pumped into you.
You were so sensitive, knees so weak, you gasped softly as you moved off of Michael’s lap. Falling back against the bed, Michael, who looked at you tiredly with a smirk, opened his mouth.
Synopsis: Michael has you so wrapped around his finger, it’s cute! Very fucking cute until he gets upset at you for wanting to cum without begging for him to help.
warnings: 18+, thriller!era mike, mean!michael (?) dom!michael, sub!reader, black!fem reader, orgasm denied twice, michael calls you spoiled but he loves you dearly, if i missed any warnings or have typos i’m sorry, mwah!
wc: 300
Having Michael as your boyfriend has been the greatest blessing that’s even been laid upon you. He’s not like any other man. He’s a man who takes his sweet time with you, asking you what you exactly need and how he could help you feel better. Spoiling you with his tongue on your sweet pussy every now and then satisfies you more than diamond necklaces or shopping sprees. You were so dependent on Michael to make you cum, having your legs shake every time he denied your orgasm to make you beg so prettily for him.
“Beg for it, lovely. Use that pretty voice and beg, mama.” Two of his slender fingers pumped agonizingly slow into you, your thighs twitching as you feel yourself getting closer but he pulls away.
“You didn’t beg for it, sweet girl. You know I had to stop, right? How else would you get your treat without asking, hm? You gotta use that pretty mouth, mama. Be a good doll and ask me, beg for me to help you, okay?” His charismatic tone flowing like molasses has you humping his hand like a dog in heat. Growing frustrated with your lack of talking, Michael pulls his hands away once more causing you to groan.
“You’re so fuckin’ spoiled it’s ridiculous, girl. I’ll leave you high and dry right now, but I know my poor baby can’t cum by herself, can she?” You looked up at him with teary eyes, cheeks stained with tears and your chin slicked with your drool.
“N-no M, Michael. Please let me cum. hurts so much to hold it in, baby.”
“See, it wasn't so hard now was it? You made it more difficult than it has to be. Now, c’mere and let me take care of my sweet girl, okay?”
author’s note: something short since to celebrate my 200 hundred followers milestone! thank you all so much for the support, each and every one of you are the greatest! i’m honestly honored that 200+ of you all enjoy my work. it’s a blessing, truly <3
Synopsis: Your boyfriend Michael has been extremely horny all day
Content: otwsub!Mike, dom!reader, p in v, unprotected sex, perv!Michael, edging, oral, cum eating (a little!), pet names, no use of y/n, a little plot (I guess?), smut (duh)
Notes: Maneater by Nelly Furtado, that's the song that inspired the title b/c i was listening to it while editing this.
wc: 2.6k
“P-please let me touch it at least? Just this once, angel, I promise,” his fingers somehow found a way to slip through your shorts as you stood in front of the mirror, getting ready to leave.
He drew slow circles around your clothed clit, causing you to gasp at his touch. “Michael, stop! I’m never gonna leave if you keep this up.”
You snatched his hand away, moving to the other side of the room. “Look, you can hold out until I come back, right? I’ll only be gone for a few hours; why don’t you finish up that book you were reading last night?”
Michael groaned at your words, feeling his erection grow in his pants. It’s been days since you two last had sex. You’ve been busy helping your sister plan her wedding, leaving you out for hours at a time. Today was the worst; everything seemed to arouse him, even things that weren’t particularly sexual, like the way you applied lip gloss.
The act wasn’t sexual, but the way your lips glistened, he imagined how pretty they’d look wrapped around his dick. Like the perv he was, he watched you brush your teeth this morning without your knowledge, the white toothpaste foaming around your mouth—the image bringing him to the edge as he massaged himself through his pants, imagining how precious you’d look with his cum around your lips instead.
You walked past, leaving him to catch a whiff of your vanilla perfume, his eyes falling to your backside as he followed you out.
“Just five minutes, mama, please?” Michael tapped your butt, making you glance back at him.
“Michael—I can’t, I’m already late. How ‘bout this: as soon as I get home, you can have me anyway you want, deal?”
He hurriedly nodded, agreeing to your words. “Okay! Deal, I’ll see you when you get home.” He pressed a sweet kiss to your lips as he opened the door for you to exit.
Hours passed by slowly—too slow for Michael, leaving him with his pants at the end of his legs, shirt scrunched up on his chest exposing his torso, and his dick gripped in his hand. With your panties stuffed in his mouth, he’s been edging himself for hours as a way to pass the time. Muffled whines were the only sound echoing about the space, his orgasm slowly climbing up faster than before, making him slow down. Hand wet with precum, Michael steadily pumped himself at the tip, soft feathery moans catching in his throat.
His mind was clouded, images of you glued to his psyche. Chest heaving up and down, Michael began speeding up again, but once he heard your keys jingle in the door, he quickly stopped, snatching your underwear out of his mouth and hiding it under the pillow. He rushed to pull his pants up and fixed himself before walking out. Coming downstairs, your eyes met his, and once he stepped off the steps, he paused.
“Hi Michael,” you pressed a kiss to his lips, completely oblivious to what was taking place before, and as if time didn’t pass, Michael was still as horny as you left him. The fire in his eyes still burning for you.
“Hey doll, how was it?” Although he badly wanted to scoop you up and take you upstairs, he had enough self-control to at least let you settle in first.
“It was good, better than yesterday—so what’ve you done all day? Just sittin’ up waitin’ for me?” You both reached the bedroom, and you stood in front of the mirror, beginning to remove your jewelry.
“Uh-no, I actually cleaned up a bit and read that book you told me to finish.”
You turned around to find him at your side. “You don’t have to lie. I can feel your erection against my hip.” A chuckle escaped your lips as you faced him.
“I’m so sorry, baby. I know how hard it must be—all this waitin’.” You massaged his dick, hearing him hiss at the feeling.
You unbuttoned his pants, dropping them down to the floor. “I’m gonna make it up to you, okay?”
Michael watched you kneel, removing his hard dick from his underwear. He whimpered, feeling your hand wrap around his tip.
Veins popping out, you dragged your tongue along them from base to tip. His hips bucked in response, a choked moan releasing from his throat.
Opening your mouth, you took him wholly and unexpectedly, beginning a light suction as your tongue traced around his base.
Michael’s hips bucked, and on instinct, his hand found your head, lightly pushing himself deeper inside your warm mouth. His head fell back as he filled the room with faint moans.
“Oh yes—just like that, pretty. You’re doin’ so well.”
You slowly began picking up the pace, bobbing your head up and down his dick. The moans turned into broken cries, letting obscenities fly out of his mouth.
“Shit—suckin’ me so good, your mouth feels so good on my dick.” His words were covered with moans, his quiet voice breaking up in his throat.
You hummed, his tip touching the back of your throat each time you went down. Your hands held onto his thighs as Michael began to fuck your face.
His hips moving rhythmically, he started gently, picking up the pace with each stroke. Drool ran down your chin, and tears pricked at your eyes. Michael’s grip on your head grew firmer, sensing his peak rise.
The sloppy wet sounds from your mouth filled his ears like music, and his eyes landed on you, watching the beautiful mess before him. He could cum from the sight and was about to until you removed him from your mouth, a thick string of saliva connecting to his dick as you did.
“Wait, baby, I wanna feel you cum inside me.” You wiped your mouth, coming back up. Ridding yourself of your clothes, Michael followed suit, falling back on the bed, grabbing hold of his hard dick.
As you dropped your panties down, you felt the wet spot stick to your pussy, indicating your own titillation. You both were completely nude as you straddled his lap, not taking him inside yet.
He sat up, taking your left breast in his mouth, his tongue tracing circles around your erect nipple. You whimpered at the contact, your clit softly rubbing against the tip of his dick.
Michael kneaded your other breast while sucking and flicking his tongue on the left one. Your warm skin filled his mouth. With your arms wrapped around his neck, your fingers tangled through his afro, sounds of pleasure echoing throughout the room.
He popped his mouth off of your chest and looked up at you, lips wet with spit. You knew exactly what he ached for, but you wanted to hear him say it.
“Need to feel you, doll—wanna fill you up with my love.” You smirked at him, pressing his back down against the bed as you rose your hips, lining yourself up with his dick.
As you eased down, Michael cried out meekly. Your sounds matched his as you settled on his lap. Your body shuddered at how much he filled you; wasting no time, you began to rise up and down, going at a steady pace.
“Mmm—yes, just like that, fuck.” His hands reached your hips, holding on to them as you sped up.
“Sh-it, Michael, you feel so good,” your hands kneaded your breasts, the sounds of your pussy squelching around his dick.
The headboard rhythmically hit the wall, mixing with both of your moans. Your eyes witnessed Michael’s expression contort in ecstasy; you wanted to wait it out longer as you felt his dick jump inside you, indicating that he was close.
You slowed down, clenching your warm walls around him. “Oh, you feel like heaven, don’t stop.” His hand sent a hard smack to your ass.
The stinging sent goosebumps to your skin, your pussy throbbing so hard you felt like you were about to explode. “You want me to make you cum, baby?”
Your words coming out in short breaths as you watched Michael nod his head, “yes-yes p-please, you’re squeezing me so tight, angel. I wanna cum inside you.”
You began to speed up again, this time leaning down to his lips, consuming them hungrily. As both your tongues journeyed each other’s mouths, you rocked against him, feeling your orgasm climb through your body.
Pulling away, you pressed your forehead to his, feeling his warm breath against your face. “Oh my-shit! You’re makin’ my pussy feel so good, Michael!”
You sat back up, wrapping your hand around his neck, squeezing lightly. His whines grew louder with each stroke, and at this point you both were about to reach your peak.
“Mmm-yes! F-faster! gonna fill you up so good!”
“Fi-ll me u-up, baby, let it go!”
A broken cry left his lips as Michael’s hips bucked up, needily releasing his cum inside you. His hands gripped your ass so hard it’d sure be bruised the next day. His body tensed while he weakly pumped up inside you.
Your walls clenched, fluttering around his dick, making him moan out softly. The sensation sent chills throughout his body.
“I-I’m gonna cum, Michael! fuck!” Your high-pitched cry sounded through the room. Your body was uncontrollably shaking above him; with your eyes shut tight, you felt his hands massage your breasts.
Your breathing slowed once your high came down. Michael, still hard beneath you, flipped you around to where you were lying back against the bed and he was on top.
“Jus’ need one more, doll, I promise.” He pulled out for only a second to collect the cum leaking from your hole with his index finger, letting the faint saltiness of your sweetness settle on his tongue. “Tastes so good, you taste so good,” he moaned out.
Your eyes lazily looked up, watching him slowly enter inside you again. Mustering up a little strength, you leaned back on your elbows to get a better view; your legs were held up, his hands wrapped around your ankles.
He started slow—as usual, Michael always did that only to get a full feel of your walls around his dick. You watched him, his bottom lip slipping between his teeth and his eyes rolling to the back. The sight was spellbinding, and knowing the effect you had on him, you knew exactly what to do to break him down completely.
As he picked up the pace, moans drawing out of his throat, you began squeezing him tightly, witnessing his hips buckle. “S-shit, you’re gonn-a-ah! Make me cum again,”
His sweet voice was rasped, whimpers beginning to sing from his mouth. “No, you don’t get to until I tell you to.” The firm tone in your voice made his eyes open, the steady strokes he sent becoming broken.
Michael always loved it when you took control; it was the usual whenever you two had sex. It turned him on like no other; he’d never had someone be like this with him until he met you. He was completely obsessed, which is why he was so horny all the time. Whenever you denied him, he wouldn’t get mad; he’d actually get turned on more because it meant that you were denying him a chance to cum. When he masturbated, he never came, only edged as long as you weren’t there to permit him.
Of course you loved it too; the power was too good. Plus, Michael was so perfect, so sensitive and soft; sometimes when you denied him, you had absolutely no reason to; you only did it because you knew he wasn’t going to run off and relieve himself.
Michael found little strength and began speeding up his strokes, your whines spilling out from your lips. “Mmmm—so tight, pl-ease let me fill you up again.”
“In a min-fuck—I wanna feel you inside me for a little longer, you’re doin’ so good, love havin’ your pretty dick inside my pussy.”
“S-stop talkin’ like that, you’re gon-na make me cum.” Michael began unhurriedly stroking you as he felt his orgasm about to pour over him.
“O-oh, you are? You’re gonna use your pretty dick to paint my walls, baby?” Your teasing made Michael slump over you, his head in your neck; you felt his hot breath against your skin.
His pumps slowed even more, causing you to lift his head, wrapping your hand around his throat. “Don’t stop, Michael, I didn’t tell you to stop.” You saw the agony washing over his face, his hands gripping at your thighs.
“I can’t hold it; if I keep goin’ I won’t last.” His voice was above a whisper; it took energy just to spit those words out.
“You will, because I said so, want you to speed up a little, okay?” Michael weakly sat up, his lower abdomen slightly shaking as he readjusted himself over you.
You took one of your legs and wrapped it around his waist, pushing him deeper into you, causing him to cry out. His gaze cast down on you, the intoxicating high overflowing on his expression.
His hips started a gentle stroke as you watched his dick pull in and out of you. “You’re such a good boy-look at you-I’m gonna cum all over this dick.”
You felt your walls beating around him; mewls poured from your lips as your back arched, feeling that familiar heat build up in your belly.
His sights were only on you, and you were breathtaking; it was such a dirty sight. Your eyebrows stuck together, your mouth open, singing pretty moans, and your hair messily scattered all over your head. Plus, the eyeliner smudged against your face from earlier, putting the cherry on top.
“O-oh! Mmm—fuck!—angel, you’re killin’ me. C-can I—can I cum? Pl-ease baby, please,” he dragged out his last words in a whine, eyes crossing as his head fell back. His fingers dug into your calves, nails scratching at your skin.
“Be a gentleman and make me cum first, Michael!—ah shit!”
He didn’t need to hear another word as he picked your hips up and began slamming into you at a rapid pace; your legs shook with your eyes seeing black as they rolled to the back of your head.
“Oh! Fu-uck baby! I’m gon—I’m gonna cum!”
“Y-yes! Cum all over my dick, pretty, wanna-uh!- feel you!” Helping you chase your orgasm, Michael firmly thrust his hips, going at a rate so fast you began seeing stars.
Your ears rang as an earth-shattering orgasm exploded inside your body. Shaking erratically, your fist gripped the sheets tight enough to rip them. You cried out louder than ever, instinctively enveloping your legs around Michael’s waist, squeezing him so hard you thought he’d break in half.
You were still coming down when you heard his high-pitched, broken whines fill your ears following after his cum ropes released inside you. Hips bucking into you, his body fell right on top of yours with his head in the crook of your neck. His meek cries muffled against your skin as he weakly pumped into you.
After sliding himself out of you, both of you lay quiet, the only sound being your breathing as you relaxed against the sheets. Skin damp with sweat as he stuck to you, chest to chest. Catching your breath, you ran your fingers through the back of his hair. Michael picked his head up, beginning to press kisses to your lips. “I love you, I love you, I love you so much.”
“I love you more.” You smiled, stretching your arms out under the pillow. Feeling something underneath, you pulled out your black thong, holding it up.
“Michael, what’s this?”
“They’re yours; you must’ve left them there,” he feigned innocence as you sat up, taking a better look at them.
“No, these are the panties that I was lookin’ for, the ones that I left on the bathroom floor, Michael.” You glanced at him, already concluding what truly took place while you were gone.
Synopsis: you offer help to your friend Jaafar (wink!)
Content: sub!Jaafar, dom!reader, p in v, unprotected sex, handjob, spit, cheating, perv!Jaafar, cum eating (slightly), pet names, no use of y/n, smut (obviously)
Notes: my very first smut fic, don’t take me out back and shoot me pls…
Wc: 2.8k
He licked his lips, eyes planted on your chest as if they were your new set of eyes. He didn’t want to make it obvious, but he couldn’t fight the urge. They sat perfectly in the blouse you had on, and it was a hot day, so they were on display. Oh, how easy was it for Jaafar to sit and stare at them–he’d stay there all day if it was possible.
However, you didn’t notice you were too busy rambling about your new job to see your friend ogling at your breast. He instinctively leaned in closer as you two sat on the couch in his living room, and maybe to the naked eye it’d seem like he was listening, but if they looked closer they’d see the lust pouring from his pores.
There was a stiffness in his jeans that got harder by the second—images of his hands kneading and sucking on your breast invaded his mind. He began to fantasize about his tongue circling on your hard nipples and softly nibbling at them.
How you’d whimper and gasp softly at the sensation, how soft your skin would feel beneath his mouth, and him tracing delicate kisses from your chest up to your neck while lightly gliding his tongue along, tasting your scent.
He could easily cum from the pornographic image in his mind—and he almost did until you abruptly stopped talking.
“Jaafar?” You watched him jump slightly, bringing his eyes to yours as he sat straight up and cleared his throat.
“Y-yea?”
One eyebrow lifted at his demeanor; he only hoped you couldn’t read his current state. Anxiety began to climb through his chest; however, you didn’t notice anything except the twisted expression on his face.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. It’s hot in here; are you hot?” he stood on his feet, pacing over to the thermostat to turn the air on. When he turned back around, that's when you noticed the bulge in his pants. You quickly glanced back up at his face, trying to hide the fact that you just saw your friend's hard-on.
Your mind went blank, and curiosity introduced itself. You started to wonder. Maybe it was nothing, just something that came out of nowhere. You racked your brain, unable to find a reasonable conclusion. No way he was turned on by you—his friend of six months—especially with him about to get married soon.
Nothing made sense; what was going on?
As he sat back down on the couch, you couldn’t help but look down again, but this time he noticed it. Jaafar began to stutter, his mouth open with no actual words coming out.
“I-I’m sorry, it’s not—I’m not a creep. I just—uh, your shirt,” he gestured to it, quickly looking away as the embarrassment settled in.
You watched him fidget with his fingers before wiping his hands on his jeans. His breathing became shaky as if he was trying his hardest not to steal another glance at your chest.
You two became an inch apart once you slid closer to him, placing a hand on his back. You weren’t mad; in fact, you started to get aroused yourself at his current state. He jumped slightly at the contact and looked at you, heat consuming his body at the warmth of your hand.
“Jaafar, it’s okay. I mean, I’m not upset; it’s a natural human response after seeing something sexually appealing,” you watched his eyebrows raise at your words, surprised by your reaction.
As wrong as it was, you didn’t care that he was in a decade long relationship, especially after hearing all the difficulties and problems they were having due to Maddie’s jealousy of you—well, now you knew why.
“You’re not mad?” he wanted to be sure. You shook your head, moving your hand to the side of his face and brushing your fingers through his curls.
“No, in fact I can help you get rid of it if you want me to,” a small smile reached your face as you slowly dragged your hand down his chest. His eyes followed, beginning to close as you inched further down, waiting for you to reach his pants.
But you stopped right before they did, and instead you placed your hand on his thigh and watched his adams apple jump.
“Jaafar, if you want me to go further, I need your permission, verbally.”
“Yes, I-I want you,” his mind became clouded. All the blood from his head rushed to the one between his legs. The only thing he could focus on was your hand rubbing his upper thigh just inches away from where he needed it the most.
“Want me to do what? Use your words, tell me what you want, Jaafar,” your breath touched his ear, and goosebumps appeared on his skin. Your voice reached him, dripping with sensuality and a softness that made his dick jump.
Not to mention the second heartbeat between your legs, there was a hunger building up minute by minute, but you successfully continued toying with Jaafar like putty in your hands.
“Want your hands on my dick please—please.”
“Oh baby, you don’t have to beg—at least not yet.” His eyes opened and caught yours, witnessing the fire being ignited in them while his sat low, full of arousal.
You reached for the button of his jeans and pulled them and his briefs down to his knees. His dick sprang out completely hard, the tip glistening with precum. You wrapped your hand around the tip, collecting the liquid with your thumb and slowly began moving your hand up and down.
Low whimpers escaped his lips, and his eyes fluttered shut as his head dropped back against the couch.
You continued going at a slow pace, watching his eyebrows furrow and his bottom lip become embedded between his teeth. Your panties weren’t dry anymore as you watched his face contort in the ecstasy of the pleasure he was receiving.
Leaning in, centimeters away from his ear, you ever so gently nibbled at his earlobe. Taking it softly between your top teeth and tongue, hearing his whimpers turn into soft moans. You were eager to watch him completely unravel at your touch; you had full control, feeling his world in your hands.
“Open your eyes, I want you to watch me make you cum,” the second he did it, you began to pick up the pace, and his hips bucked up in response.
“You’re awfully quiet. Am I making you feel good?” You watched his eyes meet yours, and before he could mutter a response, he let out another moan, feeling himself about to reach his peak.
“’s good—uh-you’re makin’ me feel so good baby-fuck.”
His eyebrows creased tighter, and unbeknownst to you, he didn’t want it to end just yet despite his climax gradually climbing up his body. He stared into your eyes, afraid that if he looked down he’d release, but unbeknownst to him that wasn’t happening anytime soon.
Veins pulsing, you knew he was about to cum, which made you slow down at an agonizingly slow pace. Jaafar, drunk with desire, looked at your lips, trying to verbalize his wants.
“Kiss me, can you kiss me please?”
“Kiss you where? Right here?” You pecked his cheek while his head slightly fell back.
“Lips—I need your lips on mine.” He picked his head up, and your lips met his—slow and passionate, letting him access your mouth with his tongue. You began to pick up the pace, and his hand grabbed your free one as you pulled away.
“Do you wanna cum?”
He nodded frantically, letting uncontrollable moans and expletives leave his mouth as you picked up the pace. His climax was almost reached, making his hips buck up once more, but you slowed down again at a steady rhythm.
“I won’t let you if you don’t use your words, Jaafar.”
His chest heaved—his breathing was loud, filling the space as he blinked. Tears reached the corners of his eyes, and the hold on your hand slightly tightened. From your point of view, it was a work of art—nothing that any famous artist could paint. You tightened your grip around his base and witnessed the vein in his neck popping out.
“I wanna c-cum, please. P-please let me cum—oh my-shit!” His voice wavered between high and low pitches, along with his moans, which were better than anything you’ve ever heard in your life.
“Why should I let you? Does she do you like this? I bet you don’t get as hard for her as you do for me.” As much as Jaafar enjoyed it, he felt himself slipping away; the self-control was diminishing second by second. Plus, the way you were talking wasn’t helping either.
“Look at you so needy and weak—you’re that much of a pervert that you were ready to cum at the sight of my breast?”
Tears ran down his face, his mind turned to mush, and anything that was coming out of his mouth now was incoherent. Mumbles, expletives, and groans so loud it sounded like a symphony.
He couldn’t even focus his gaze on you or anywhere for that matter; his eyes stayed glued to the ceiling, occasionally closing and then opening, thinking back to what you told him earlier.
“P-please let me c-cum. I wanna cum, baby, please, I can’t take it.”
You smirked at him, brushing your fingers through his hair. You felt a sheet of sweat accumulating on his forehead.
“You can’t take it, sweets? You want me to let your pretty dick cum all over my hand?”
He hummed in response, nodding his head, unable to verbally form any words. You grabbed his jaw and brought his face back down to yours, then you picked up his hand and placed it on your breast.
“Is this what you want? Will this do it for you? If so, then show me,” You pumped him at a relentless speed, and within seconds Jaafar’s body stiffened as he cried out your name. His hand squeezed at your breast while white ropes shot out, landing on him and your hand as he greedily thrusted his hips up.
You continued stroking him slowly as he came down from his orgasm. His breathing slowed, and he closed his eyes, falling limp against the couch. You released him and took your index finger to wipe the excess fluid off your hand, tasting the warm saltiness of his cum.
“Thank you,” he breathed out, looking at you through the slit of his eyelids.
“Thank you? Honey, I’m not done with you yet,” you responded as your fingers began unbuttoning your shirt. You pulled it off, threw it aside, and moved on to unhook your bra.
Jaafar sat up, his brown eyes widening and locked on you, waiting for your next move. You then stood up, your arm still covering your chest, and looked down at him. “Come here.”
He scooted to the edge of the couch, his face in direct line with your pink mini skirt.
“Unbutton my skirt and take it off,” his fingers flew to the button, and he watched as it fell right to the floor, leaving you in your black lace thong. He licked his lips, eyes practically bulging out of his head.
“Can I t-touch—you?” His hand crept up to your center, ready to slide the cotton fabric to the side. You slapped it in response, “No, I only get to touch you, got it?”
Jaafar couldn’t lie; he was a little taken aback by your control. It was something he didn’t expect; you were so sweet and kind. This was a whole different side of you, but it wasn’t like he wanted to protest anyway because deep down inside he was reveling in the fact that he was completely at your mercy. So much so that his dick rose again, he helplessly looked up at you, hands anxiously rubbing his knees.
You removed your arm letting your breast be seen, and taking his hands, you placed them on your breast. He held them so delicately, like pearls, almost afraid to do anything as if they’d break.
He felt your hard nipples against his palms, his mouth watering at the contact, and you were fully drenched at the sight. Even though you were a double D cup, his hands were so big that they almost covered your entire chest.
Your fingers curled along the lace thong and slowly removed it. Taking them in your hands, you balled them up and shoved them in his mouth. He tasted your sweetness, the little bit of drool coming down at the side of his mouth.
You were completely nude, your bare pussy right in his face, and he couldn’t even touch it. He could only imagine how wet you were.
Imagine how slippery your clit would be on his fingers, how warm you’d be if he slipped them inside, and how he wanted to drink you up like a man that’s been stranded in a hot desert.
But he was unaware of what was about to happen next as you rested your hands on his shoulders. Your knees dug into the couch at his sides, and you grabbed his dick, lining it up with your entrance.
Slowly, you took him in, feeling him stretch you out. You saw how big he was but didn’t expect him to fill you up the way he did. An uncontainable gasp left your lips as you settled on top of him and his hands moved from your breast to your hips.
Jaafar whimpered, desperately wanting to move you up and down. His fingers imprinted on your skin; he was holding onto you, trying to contain himself, but the minute you readjusted for comfort, his self-control dissipated, and he slightly raised your hips.
You quickly grabbed him, moving his hands away. “You’re so disobedient. Did I tell you to do that?”
He shook his head, muffling out a low ‘no.’
“So then act right, or you won’t get anything.”
You placed his hands back where they were and wrapped your arms around his neck. You steadily rose and fell on his lap, hearing him mewl softly.
“Shit, this feels so good,” you mutter out between moans, slightly picking up the pace. Jaafar, in a daze, looked down, watching your pussy engulf his dick.
You pulled the thong from his mouth. “You see how good you’re makin’ me feel? Do you wanna taste it?” You brought your hand to your clit, collecting the wetness with your index and middle finger.
Jaafar opened his mouth to receive your fingers, sucking on them lightly with his tongue, taking up every bit of you. You snatched them out and gripped his jaw, “Open your mouth.”
The pace in your hips quickened as you spit directly onto his tongue. His eyes rolled to the back, unable to keep his head up. Dizzily, Jaafar tried to speak, his words coming out broken in between moans. It was accompanied by the slopping wet sounds of both of you as you two incessantly joined each other over and over.
The only thing he could do was grab your face and bring your lips to his. He hungrily kissed you as you both explored the interior of each other’s mouths. You were on a high, feeling your orgasm build up in your lower belly stroke by stroke.
You pulled back, your fingers raking through the back of his curls, pulling them gently. “Fuck—baby, go faster!” He managed to grunt out, feeling his peak reach with every second.
You tightly gripped his hair, pulling his head back. “Mmmm—look at you, so weak beneath me. You’re so fuckin’ pathetic, how many times have you thought about havin’ me like this, huh?”
“S-so—so much. Oh god I’m gonna-“
“C’mon baby let it out, show me how much you want it!”
He reached his climax, and you weren’t far behind him. He filled you up, his warm ropes of cum painting your womb. The way his body jerked and stiffened, he was stuck beneath you, letting the loudest moans and expletives fly from his mouth.
His arms squeezed around your waist, holding you as if you’d slip away while his breathing hitched, feeling your walls rhythmically beat around his dick.
Your bottom lip became embedded between your teeth as your back arched against him. Breast pressed up against his chest, Jaafar whined at the overstimulation reaching him as you chased your own orgasm.
“Mmm fuck! I’m gonna cu-um!” Eyes shut tight, your orgasm erupted through your body, sending you over the edge. Your lower half tightened around his waist while you cried out, juices completely drenching his couch. Your walls contracted around his dick, leaving Jaafar moaning out at the sensation.
He squeezed and massaged your ass as you rode out your orgasm and hissed at your nails digging into his shoulders.
You both took a moment to catch your breath and your eyes fluttered open to the sight of him peering at you through his half lidded ones.
He opened his mouth only to speak a few words, “Wanna go again?”
synopsis: jaafar knows he shouldn’t be fucking you while he has a fiancée — but when she’s such a bitch and you’re so perfect & so good to him — how can he not!
warnings: sexual themes, smut, 18+, cheating (sorry idec at this point sue me)
thank you all so much for 2k followers! i love you all sm<3
Jaafar knew he was in trouble this time.
It had been harmless for a while now — something reserved for behind closed doors. Something he kept under very strict control. Something he’d never admit out loud — even to himself alone in a dark room.
Harmless.
There was nothing harmless about the way he fucked you every chance he got whilst having a fiancée.
Taking you against the bathroom door, hand clasped over your mouth to conceal your whines of pleasure. Or over the kitchen counter after his fiancée left for work. Or even in the same bed his wife to be slept in after you left, legs wobbling and a familiar throb between your thighs.
He knew it was wrong — especially since you were his brother’s friend. Someone who had been in his life since he was in his early 20’s — a constant reminder of something he could’ve had if he didn’t get into another relationship.
He had loved you from the second he set eyes on you. When Jermajesty introduced you both on a casual day, his heart ignited in desire. A want, no a need, for you so strong he physically felt a visceral reaction to you every time he saw you. Alas, he was harshly reminded you were meant to be friends, his brother’s friend, someone in close knit with the family — not someone to be romantically involved with. He moved on — physically, never emotionally.
He and Maddie, his future bride, weren’t the most thrilling of couples. They were simple, basic, easy — their marriage something to just say they’d done. Often lacking chemistry and connection, and that feeling deep in your soul where you know the person you’re with is the one.
Something he’d always felt for you.
The way he felt when you’d look at him, your pretty doe eyes peering up at him like he hung the stars, he could physically feel his heart thumping in his heart every time.
The affair started on Jermajesty’s birthday.
You got drunk — way too wasted, way too quick. The liquor hitting you harder than you expected as you stumbled through the Jackson home, bumping into walls, clutching onto door frame’s as you attempted to make it to the bathroom, before colliding straight into Jaafar, fairly tipsy himself.
He had been with Maddie a little over 3 years — bought their first home, talking of children and marriage, finally settling down.
Until he decided bending you over the sink and fucking you senseless sounded like a better idea.
And from there it blossomed.
Fucking you anywhere and everywhere — no matter the time. And every excuse was made.
Late home? He was on set. Or was he fucking you in his car in an empty parking lot?
Didn’t answer his phone? He was just busy! Busy stuffing your mouth full of his cock, more like.
He hated the way he felt no remorse, no guilt, no nothing. Just the sheer thrill of it — the excitement that filled his chest at thought of when he’d next be burying himself deep inside you.
He’d tell you, as he thought himself, ‘It’s harmless sex’. Something you’d laugh at — despite the cruel reality of it.
And the sex only got better when he and Maddie started fighting. Every day it was a new argument, brutal disputes that would only bring him back into your arms every time — love for her dying, and desire for you blooming.
The thought clouded his mind on set.
Standing under the bright lights, eyes burning from the sheer intensity as well as the fatigue that plagued him — not only from his demanding career, but visions of you keeping him awake, too.
When the director called for a short break, he let out a sigh of relief, shrugging a heavily bedazzled jacket from his tired shoulders, handing it to a nearby costume designer. Raking a hand through his tussled curls, he moved sluggishly to the sidelines of the set, grabbing a bottle of water, taking a slow, much needed, chug.
“Hey, you.”
He hated the way his brain automatically associated the sound of clicking shoes against the hard floor with you — his excitement dying slowly in his chest as he turned to meet his fiancée’s frame.
“Oh, hey.” He spoke, voice flat and uniform.
Maddie hesitated before speaking, eyebrows furrowed neatly into her forehead, “You okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, just tired.” He brushed off, shaking his head, taking a firm seat in a chair with ‘J.Jackson’ neatly embroidered into the back, with a sigh, “What you doing here anyways?”
“Glad to see you too.” She huffed sarcastically, “Thought I’d bring you lunch.”
She handed over a brown paper bag, heavy in his hand as he took it from her. Jaafar peeled it open, stomach rumbling as the sudden reminder to eat filled his now conscious brain.
“Oh.”
“What? What’s wrong?”
Jaafar peered up at her apprehensively, “I just—nothing it’s fine. Thank you.”
Maddie’s expression fell, “No. What’s wrong?”
He sighed, “I just don’t like turkey.”
“What?” She hissed, snatching the bag quickly, staring down at the bleak sandwich sat sadly inside, “You do.”
“I definitely don’t.” He breathed out a laugh, “You have it. I’ll grab something from the vending machine later.”
“You loved turkey when we first started dating.” She fired back, attempting to win back her pride.
“Yeah, 8 years ago.”
Maddie scoffed, “Fine. I’ll eat it. Go eat your shit vending machine food, and not the meal your fiancée worked so hard to make for you.”
Jaafar laughed in disbelief, “Maddie, it’s a sandwich. No offence, but I sincerely doubt you worked that hard.”
“What the hell, Jaafar? Honestly, I can’t with you sometimes, I just feel—“ “Jaafarrrr.”
Maddie noticed the way he perked up at the sound of your voice.
She rolled her eyes at the sight of you — a tiny, black mini skirt and a white blouse clad to your frame, kitten heels clicking against the floor as you sauntered in. You looked good without needing to try — something Jaafar always admired about you.
“Hey!” He beamed, rising from his chair, heading straight for you without a second thought, that dangerously beautiful smile adorning his face, “What are you doing here?”
The tone difference in the same question he’d asked to you and to Maddie was clear — something hard to miss.
He met you halfway across set, pulling you into a tight embrace, large arms wrapping around your frame, as you laced your arms around his neck. When you pulled away, Jaafar’s heart raced as you looked up at him — there were those pretty eyes.
“I figured you’d be hungry, so I brought you some lunch.” You admitted, a sickly sweet smile on your face as you handed him a gorgeously packaged box.
The smell hit him before he opened it — perfectly cooked steak, with freshly steamed greens and a side of mac n’ cheese. He groaned in delight.
“Your favourite.” You added.
If it wasn’t for the Jaafar blocking your view — you would’ve been met with the coldest, most seething gaze Maddie could muster.
She had been jealous of you from the start — she hated how much Jaafar loved being around you, how you got on like a house on fire, and proven just in that moment, how well you knew him.
“Oh, my God, this smells incredible.” Jaafar admitted, eyes flickering from your own to the food, “Thank you, princess.” He whispered, his voice low enough for you only to hear, “I wanna kiss you so badly right now.”
“Contain yourself, handsome.” You returned the hushed tone, “Later.”
Jaafar’s eyes darkened at the thrilling idea of getting to kiss you in secret later — visions of ravishing you filling his mind. A different kind of hunger fuelling in his heart.
“I already made him lunch.”
You heard her before you saw her — Maddie’s stern voice from behind Jaafar, gaze still sharp.
“Oh, man.” Your voice a teasing disappointment, “Sorry, J, I didn’t know. What a waste.” Your faux frown hit his face, heart twisting at the idea of your upset.
“No, no. It’s fine. Maddie’s gonna have the other one, right?”
“No, I sai—“
“Aw, thanks, Maddie!” You grinned, excitable voice hitting both of their ears once again, smiling so innocently that your intentions seemed so pure, “At least you can have your favourite now.”
Jaafar smiled down at you, grabbing the plastic fork laid neatly next to his glorious meal, before digging in, “Oh, wow, this is amazing.”
“Made it myself.” You admitted, “Worked very hard for you, Jaaf.”
“You’re so good to me.” Jaafar couldn’t contain the way he smiled as you giggled proudly, walking alongside, mouth full of the food you kindly prepared for him, back to where he once sat, “Whatcha’ got planned for today then?”
“Figured I’d sit around all day and watch you sweat.”
Maddie clenched her jaw at the way you both laughed loudly — a real, genuine laugh falling from Jaafar’s lips.
“Sounds like a riveting day.” He teased, resuming back in his seat.
You grinned, “Oh, definitely. A real thriller.”
“Nice play on word—“ “Jaafar, can we talk?”
Maddie’s harsh voice cut your laughter short — a sudden intense atmosphere blossoming. Jaafar’s smile fell quickly, eyes meeting hers for the first time since you arrived as if her presence wasn’t recognisable.
“What?”
“Alone.”
You bit back a grin — every argument they had brought Jaafar closer to you. Sick, but you loved it.
“I’ll go wait in your dressing room, J.”
To Maddie, she was silently thankful for your departure, however, completely missing your sensual undertone — alluding to the very man, she was subconsciously pushing further away from her and more towards you, that you’d be waiting for him in a quiet, secluded place where he could take you like he always did.
You parted from the tension quickly — sauntering away, hips swinging involuntarily, your back facing the upcoming argument you knew would arise.
Maddie didn’t miss the way Jaafar watched you walk away.
“Are you fucking serious?”
Her voice forced a foul expression onto Jaafar’s face, “What now?”
“Don’t take that tone with me, Jaafar.” Maddie snapped, finger pointing accusingly at him, “What is her problem?”
Jaafar feigned innocence quickly, “What do you mean? She just brought me lunch.”
“So did I, but you turned that down real fast. But, when she does it, it’s like she’s moved fucking mountains for you?” Maddie’s voice got icier with each sentence — and louder, forcing passing members of staff to side-eye the growing dispute.
“Lower your voice.” He hissed, eyes darting around, “You brought me something I didn’t like. Sorry if that offends you.”
“It’s not about that, Jaafar, it’s about how fucking weird you are around each other.” She snapped, voice refusing to lower, “Is there something I don’t know?”
Jaafar hid the way adrenaline thumped through his veins at the idea of her possibly finding out well. The thought of filling you to the brim with his thick cock suddenly polluting his brain — blood rushing between the very manhood he wanted to stuff you full of.
“Hello?” Maddie sassed, face an unyielding frosty expression.
“No, of course not. Stop asking me this.” Jaafar lied straight his teeth, a lie told so many times it felt natural now, “You always paint her out to be a horrible person, but she’s always so good to me. I don’t know why you can’t just be nice to her.”
“Because she’s all up on my fiancé every five seconds.”
“We’re just close.” Jaafar spoke, a statement not entirely untrue, “Just leave her alone for once.”
“Maybe tell her that.” Maddie spat, “Tell her to leave you alone.”
“I’m not gonna do that.”
“And there we go. Always at her defence.” She laughed in aggravation, “I’m your fiancé, y’know? It’s me you’re marrying.”
I wish it wasn’t.
The sentence hit his brain faster than he expected — a subconscious response to the argument and his secretive infatuation with you.
“I can’t deal with this right now.” Jaafar shot back, rising to his feet quickly, “Just go home, I’ll talk to you later.” He wasted no time walking down the hallway to his dressing room, following in your footsteps
“Jaafar, what? No.”
“Do not follow me.”
His voice, a usual calm and collected tone, was now snarled and bitter — a declaration of his frustration. He meant every word he said.
Jaafar stormed through the hall — feet stomping against the ground harder with each step. His anger bubbling over the edge as his chest heaved.
He slammed open the dressing room door — agitation oozing from him like no other. His eyes immediately landed on your relaxed frame, longing on the sofa that was pressed against the back of the room. You met his furious gaze.
“You okay, baby?”
Your sweet, calming voice flooded his frenzied brain — the nickname hitting him straight between the legs. He strode towards you quickly, hands immediately cradling your face as he smashed your lips together in a frantic kiss. You squeaked in surprise at the sudden connection — hands grasping at his tensed arms, before melting into his mouth.
“Need you. Now.” He mumbled against your lips, “Need to feel you.”
“Jaaf.” You whined, the feeling of his warm breath ghosting over your mouth had a familiar tingle radiating up your spine at the anticipation.
His lips worked magic against yours once more — moving with calculated precision as he pulled you to your feet. Tongues and teeth clashing as the passion intensified in your lip-locking — spit and swollen lips the only thing evident on your mouth as he moved his kisses down your neck. His hand, once pressed against the warm of your cheek, splayed across the nape of your neck, as he worked his way down your exposed chest.
“This gotta come off.” He muttered, flicking the buttons of your top open with ease, pulling it off your body and throwing it to the floor, your plump breasts filling his gaze.
His name fell from your mouth in a desperate plea as his lips attached to your bare tits — an erect nipple swirled around his tongue as he sucked. Your head thrust back — whines now filling the room as your back pressed into the makeup counter.
Jaafar pulled away from your breasts, lips colliding with your own once more as his eager hand travelled down your body — fingers nestling right where you needed him. His fingers slipped under your skirt, finding comfort in the dip of your slit, collecting your essence on his fingers from where you drooled through your panties.
“Jaafar, please.” You whimpered, bottom lip pulled between your teeth.
“Tell me how much you want it, pretty.” Jaafar whispered against you, face now flush against your own, “Tell me all about it, baby.”
His fingers rubbed tight, precise circles over your clothed clit, slick with your arousal, eliciting the sweetest noises from your pretty mouth — ones that hand Jaafar twitching in his slacks.
“Mm—Need you—Aah! so bad, J,” You cried, hands clutching at the thick of his bicep, “M’Wanna feel you so bad.”
“That’s it, sweetie, talk to me.” He coaxed, mouth suckling at the exposure of your neck, marking up your skin with the graze of his teeth.
Jaafar continued to work his fingers onto you — nimble digits rubbing the painful ache between your legs away as he relaxed you, arousing you ready for his length. His supple lips pressed soft, delicate kisses to any piece of your skin he was unveiled to — only adding to the gorgeous whines of pleasure that flooded his ears.
You leant over to press a sweet kiss to the sensitive skin beneath his ear, “Please, Jaaf, need to feel you.”
Jaafar didn’t give you time to change your mind.
He ripped his body from yours in a hurry — trembling hands from adrenaline and anger unbuckling his slacks, shoving them down his thighs along with his boxers. He hissed as the cold air hit the warmth of his cock, large hands instantaneously coming to wrap around the sheer length of him, pumping himself in relief.
“Turn around.”
You obeyed immediately — swiftly pressing your stomach to the counter, poking your half-exposed ass to him. He pushed your skirt further up your backside, now bunching at your hips.
“I’m not gonna be gentle tonight, baby.” He revealed, looking up at you from the mirror before both of you, revelling in the way you gasped as the fat of his cockend slid between the wetness of your folds, “Too fucking angry.”
“It’s okay, baby.” Your sweet, deliciously soft voice calmed his fury ever so slightly, the eyes that had him weak in the knees meeting his own in the reflection, “Use me. Take me. Just fuck me, please.”
The erotic admission had him pushing into you faster than he ever does — a loud cry falling past your lips as your vision blurred, hand slamming against the glass in a fist as he stretched you. Jaafar usually would take his time with you — work you open with his fingers, make you cum a few times before entering you. But not now. The flaming anger than burst inside of him had him selfish — not wanting to waste a single second before filling you to the brim.
And that he did. Your cunt throbbed around the size of him — girth and length forcing your slick little cunt open for him so briskly it had you biting on your lip so hard you tasted blood.
“That’s my good girl.” Jaafar growled out, a large hand stroking the plush of your hips that he gripped with the pad of his thumb, “Look so fuckin’ beautiful full of me.”
“Jaafar, please.” You mewled, tears brimming in your twinkling eyes.
“I know, I know, baby.” He reassured, dragging his cock out of you slowly, “Just feel me.”
He set a brutal pace — one that rendered you speechless from the first thrust. Only blabbering moans of undeniable pleasure releasing from your mouth as his tip kissed the smooth of your cervix, his cock rammed so deep you forget how to speak.
Jaafar grunted wildly behind you — his usual gentle love-making a distant memory as he fucked you as if you were a cock hungry slut. Something he could use for his own personal pleasure.
Right now, you were absolutely that and more.
“Fucking hate her.” He seethed behind you, grip tightening around your hips, before sliding up your back and taking your hair in a tight grasp, pulling you flush against his heaving chest, “She doesn’t do it like you do.”
The nefarious admission had your cunt clenching around him — knowing he was fucking you brainless whilst badmouthing his fiancée, who you also despised, had arousal coursing through your veins more so than before.
Jaafar noticed, “Oh, you naughty girl.” He breathed, breath hot against your ear, “You love fucking a taken man, huh?”
“Only you, Jaafar.”
Jaafar couldn’t suppress the whimper that fell from his lips, head falling into the crook of your neck, mumbling a curse under his breath at your huffed submission to him — cock throbbing inside you. Every drag of his dick had you whining underneath him — eyes rolling back as he repeatedly abused the sweet spot inside your gummy walls.
“Oh, that’s the spot, huh, princess?” He coaxed, “Look at me.” His large hand gripped your cheeks in a harsh grasp, before pushing two fingers into your agape mouth, “Suck.”
You willingly did as he pleased — suckling at the thick of his digits, the tang of your essence still lingering on his fingers flooding your tastebuds, whining at the taste of yourself. Your tongue swirled around him, eager to please, earning a hum of approval from the heaving man behind you, his pace never faltering.
“Jaafar.” Your voice muffled, mouth still stuffed full of him, a desperate, needy tone in your words, “Harder, p’wease.”
“Y’sound so fuckin’ sexy with your mouth full.” Jaafar groaned, eyes locked on the way tears slipped from your wide eyes, cascading down your face, a collecting of wetness of your tears and spit pooling at your chin.
Jaafar pulled out of you swiftly, ignoring the way you whined at the loss of fullness, before briskly shifting you to face him, pulling your body on top of the counter. He entered you once more, a blissful moan falling past your lips. His hands splayed against the fat of your hips against, pulling you down onto the hardness of his cock — bottom lip pulled between his teeth as you marched every thrust with an erotic whinge.
“‘Gonna cum, Jaaf.” You revealed, eyes glued to the milky white essence that pooled at the base of Jaafar’s cock as it disappeared repeatedly into your sex.
“Give it to me, princess.” He coaxed, fingers flying to your swollen clit, rubbing tight, fast circles around the aching nub, “Cum with me, baby.”
Your orgasm crept down your spine, settling in the low of your abdomen, the relief of a much needed climax arriving, a loud, demanding moan leaving your mouth as you chased your high at full speed. Jaafar wasn’t far behind you — pace now quickening as he too chased his orgasm, wanting nothing more right now to fill you to the brim with his fertile seed.
Slam!
“What the fuck?”
The door to the dressing room swung open — an aggressive bang that had both of your heads spinning towards the noise.
Now you were truly fucked.
Maddie stood in the door way, utterly mortified and shocked to her core at the sight of you — pussy stuffed full of her fiancée’s cock — sweat glistening off of both your bodies, chests heaving.
In a blacked-out state of intense arousal, your wicked mouth betrayed
“Don’t you dare fucking stop, Jaafar.”
And he listened.
In his own personal lust, the sound of his distraught fiancée’s shouting, catching him in a comprising act fell on deaf ears, his hips, that had once stilled, resumed once more.
Your head fell back once more as his pace picked up — your orgasm climbing back up quicker now, pure thrill and adrenaline coursing through you like an addict snorting a fresh line.
Your nails dug into the plush of his bare ass, moans hitting an all time high as you clenched around him, completely unaffected by the furious woman in the doorway — climax washing over you harder than it ever had.
“Oh, Jaafar!” His name rang out through the room, alongside the squelch of your juices with each harsh thrust Jaafar fucked into you, a subconscious twist of the knife to the disbelieving Maddie watching in shock.
Jaafar groaned into your rising chest, cumming with a cry, his own orgasm hitting him as he doubled over, folding into you as he stuffed you full. The sensation of his spurting load filling you to the brim had your toes curling around his waist, a whine hitting his ringing ears. He didn’t stop — fucking his hot cum deeper into you, hips stuttering in overstimulation, the intense feeling of his electric orgasm still flooding through him.
In your mutual state of blind pleasure, you hadn’t noticed the absence of Maddie — the room deafening silent as you caught your breaths.
Jaafar softened inside you, face still pressed into the crook of your neck, eyes fluttered shut.
ೃIS IT A CRIME?ᝰ
Seven years after family betrayal tore them apart, Delilah Fontaine and Michael Jackson find themselves face-to-face at the 1984 Grammys, no longer the shy children who once shared tour-bus secrets and stolen glances, but two grown artists carrying the weight of everything left unsaid.
She is the velvet-voiced muse who built a world of her own, and he is the man making history while still haunted by the girl he was never allowed to forget.
One night, one award show, and one old love that refuses to stay buried.
warnings: grown folk shit, jackie being the problem lmao
The Fontaine sisters were one of a kind, bred from music on both sides like harmony had been stitched into their blood before either of them knew how to hold a note, born to a singer who understood the discipline of breath and a producer who knew how to turn raw feeling into something polished enough for a record needle to worship.
They were sharpened first in the church choir, where every missed note earned a lifted brow from some auntie in the second pew and every solo had to be sung like the Lord Himself had leaned down to listen, then refined further in those after-school sessions their father arranged with the seriousness of a man building a legacy, hours spent on posture, pitch, timing, diction, and presence until even their childhood began to move in counts of eight.
Still, their mother, Melanie, had been firm about one thing, planting her foot so deeply into the ground that not even ambition, money, or industry men with big promises could move it; her daughters were going to have balance, they were going to have homework and dinner at a proper table, cartoons on Saturday mornings, birthdays that did not revolve around bookings, and stretches of time where they were allowed to be little girls instead of little investments.
Delilah did not understand, not then, how rare that protection was, how much privilege lived inside the simple fact that she could put her microphone down and go home, how much love it took for her mother to say no in rooms full of people who only knew how to ask for more, and it was not until she met Michael, not until she saw the way work clung to him like a second skin and childhood seemed to slip through his fingers no matter how tightly he tried to hold it, that she realized Melanie had not been strict for the sake of being strict, but had been standing guard at the gate of her daughters’ softness.
She remembered growing up beside Celeste, remembered the way people compared them as if sisters were meant to be measured instead of loved, as if talent became more interesting only when it could be turned into a contest, with Celeste often receiving the kind of attention Delilah neither wanted nor trusted, because her sister’s body had bloomed earlier, her hips rounding, her figure announcing itself before Delilah was old enough to understand why certain men suddenly looked too long.
It never drove a wedge between them, not truly, because Delilah had never envied that gaze or the burden that came with it, had never wanted to be watched that way, had never mistaken attention for affection, and if anything she was relieved when Celeste stepped into the light with her chin lifted and her smile bright enough to blind a room, because it meant Delilah could drift backward after the applause, could slip into the velvet-dark quiet beyond the stage, could become shadow again without anybody asking why.
That was where Delilah was happiest, not under the hot mouth of the spotlight but alone in her room after the performance, curled beneath her covers with her songbook pressed to her knees, humming half-finished melodies into the dark while the house settled around her, writing lyrics in the margins, circling words that felt almost right, composing little notes only she could hear clearly yet, and teaching herself that there was power in being unseen if what you made in secret was beautiful enough to haunt people later.
The Fontaine sisters met the Jacksons at Motown after being scouted during a performance at their local club, a scene their mother had been deeply hesitant to let them enter, not because she doubted her daughters’ gifts, but because Melanie Fontaine knew too well how quickly grown people could turn talented children into products if there was no mother standing close enough to say no.
Still, somehow, it all worked out, or at least it seemed to in the beginning, because there they were in the halls of Motown, rubbing elbows with other children who sang like old souls and adults who spoke in contracts, rehearsals, and promises, while the air itself seemed to hum with ambition, perfume, cigarette smoke, and the kind of possibility that made everybody stand a little straighter.
Soon enough, the Jacksons and the Fontaines became two peas in a pod, their lives folding together with the ease of people who understood the strange business of raising gifted children beneath hungry lights, and much of that closeness came from their mothers, because Katherine and Melanie found in each other a quiet kind of understanding, a woman-to-woman recognition that did not require much explanation.
Their fathers, however, were another matter entirely, because Elijah Fontaine and Joseph Jackson could sit at the same table, shake hands, speak politely, and still make the air between them feel like two locked horns pressing beneath a tablecloth, both men believing in greatness, both men demanding discipline, yet disagreeing fiercely on what a child should have to lose in order to become extraordinary.
Delilah remembered those family dinners most of all, remembered the noise and warmth of them, the scrape of forks against plates, the smell of buttered grits and fried fish, the grown folks talking over one another while the younger ones traded looks across the table, and beneath all that homely commotion she remembered playing footsie with Michael, their narrow legs hidden under the table like a shared secret, his socked foot nudging hers once, then twice, until she had to press her lips together to keep from laughing too loudly.
Across from them, Celeste would pretend to listen to whatever conversation was happening around her, but Delilah knew her sister well enough to recognize when her attention had gone elsewhere, and more often than not, Celeste’s eyes had drifted toward Jackie, watching him with that dangerous young curiosity that made the whole room seem to thin around the two of them, while Jackie, older and far too aware of the effect he had, would let his gaze settle back on hers with the slow confidence of a lion pretending not to notice the gazelle had already seen him in the grass.
Delilah remembered the way her mother caught everything without seeming to look, the way Melanie could be spooning grits onto somebody’s plate one second and reading every secret under the table the next, her voice suddenly cutting through the chatter sharp enough to make both families freeze.
“Delilah Fontaine! Michael Jackson!” she snapped, pointing her serving spoon like a weapon handed down from the ancestors themselves. “Eat them damn grits before I pop both y’all narrow behinds!”
The footsie would stop immediately, of course, Michael sitting up straighter with those wide guilty eyes while Delilah dropped her gaze to her plate as if the grits had become the most fascinating thing in the world, but it never lasted long, because within seconds they would look at each other again, their mouths twitching, their shoulders trembling, and then the same small grin would pass between them like a match struck under the table, bright and secret and impossible to put out.
Delilah remembered Michael in pieces that had never really loosened from her, remembered the way he became less of a boy from another family and more of a secret stitched into the lining of her own childhood, remembered how the two of them grew closer as their families toured together and the road turned everybody’s lives into one long, rumbling blur of hotel rooms, dressing rooms, reheated dinners, soundchecks, and highways silvering beneath the moon.
She remembered their teenage bodies before either of them had fully learned what to do with them, all lanky limbs, sharp elbows, growing pains, and awkward grace, folded together in one of the cramped backrooms of the tour bus where the walls seemed too close, the air always too warm, and the space never quite big enough for both of them and all the feeling they were too young and shy to name, though somehow they made it work because closeness had already become second nature.
In those little stolen rooms, with the bus humming beneath them like some great sleeping animal, they built a world out of board games and whispered jokes, out of Scrabble tiles spread across their knees, crossword books bent at the spine, Monopoly money crumpled in Michael’s hand whenever he started accusing her of cheating, and that old Twister mat they could never unfold properly without bumping shoulders, knocking knees, and laughing until one of the grown folks told them to hush.
They even kept a list, serious as scripture and messy as a child’s diary, of all the games they needed to buy at the next pit stop so the next few days on the road would not swallow them whole, Delilah writing the titles in her careful hand while Michael leaned over her shoulder with his chin nearly touching her hair, suggesting checkers, cards, another puzzle book, anything that would give him one more excuse to sit beside her when the world outside the bus became too loud.
She remembered the name he gave her too, remembered the first time he called her Tinky, the nickname tumbling shyly out of his mouth after Tinker Bell, after that ragged little copy of Peter Pan he carried around until the corners softened and the pages curled, the book about lost boys and make-believe islands and a child who never wanted to grow up, though even then Delilah had understood that Michael did not love that story merely because it was magical, but because some part of him already knew what it meant to be surrounded by wonder and still feel lonely inside it.
He called her Tinky with such bright affection that she never had the heart to dislike it, even when it made something ache quietly in her chest, because Tinker Bell loved Peter with all the fire her tiny body could hold, loved him so fiercely that it made her sharp, jealous, reckless, and impossible, and Peter, foolish little boy that he was, never truly saw the depth of it.
Delilah never wanted to name Michael Peter, not even in play, because she could not bear the thought of loving him like that, loudly in her heart and silently to his face, fluttering around the edges of his life while he looked past her toward some other adventure, some other girl, some other shining thing waiting beyond her reach.
She wanted him to see that she loved him, wanted him to know it in the way she saved him the good pencil for crossword puzzles, in the way she let him win at Monopoly only when his day had already been bad enough, in the way her knee always found his beneath the table or her shoulder drifted against his in the darkened backroom of the bus when everybody else had gone quiet.
So she settled on Bambi, soft and sweet and a little devastating, because Michael had those great brown eyes that seemed too honest for the world he had been born into, eyes bright enough to hold a thousand truths at once, eyes that could look shy, wounded, amused, curious, and ancient all in the same breath, as if every feeling he could not say aloud gathered there first and waited for Delilah to understand.
“Tinky, right foot red,” Michael announced from somewhere behind her, his voice carrying that soft little seriousness he always got whenever they played games, as if the fate of the whole tour bus depended on whether Delilah Fontaine could twist herself across a plastic mat without knocking them both clean to the floor.
“’M gonna fall if I go that way, Bambi,” Delilah warned, her sixteen-year-old body already folded into some ridiculous shape that had her left hand pressed to yellow, one knee trembling over blue, and her locs slipping over her shoulder like they, too were tired of fighting gravity.
“Girl, that ain’t my fault,” Michael said, and though his words came easy, his mouth had already started curving before he finished them, because he knew exactly what kind of trouble he had invited by sounding that smug while Delilah was balanced on the edge of humiliation and bodily collapse.
Delilah gasped like he had wounded her down to the bone, whipping her head around so fast her hair swung with the motion, her brown eyes narrowing into the kind of glare that might have scared somebody who had not spent half his adolescence learning the difference between her real anger and the kind she put on for theater.
Michael only blinked at her with those big Bambi eyes, all false innocence and barely hidden laughter, his long teenage limbs tangled too close to hers on the mat, his afro brushing the low ceiling of the cramped backroom while the tour bus hummed beneath them and the world outside rolled on in a dark ribbon of highway.
“You got somethin’ to say?” she asked, lifting her chin with as much dignity as a girl could manage while bent nearly sideways over a circle of primary colors.
“Nah,” he said, though the grin tugging at his mouth betrayed him entirely. “I’m just sayin’, you the one actin’ like red moved across the mat or somethin’.”
Her mouth fell open, offended beyond measure, but Michael could already see the crack forming in her performance, the way her eyes brightened, the way her lips twitched, the way her glare started losing its teeth because he had always known she would fold in a moment.
And sure enough, no sooner had she tried to huff at him than a laugh slipped loose, small at first and then helpless, spilling into the tiny room until Michael started laughing too, both of them shaking so badly that the Twister mat crinkled beneath them and Delilah finally lost her balance, toppling sideways into him with a shriek while he caught her as best as his own awkward limbs would allow.
For a second they lay there in a heap of elbows, knees, breathless laughter, and bright plastic beneath them, too close in that strange way teenagers could be before they had the courage to call closeness what it was, Delilah’s cheek near his shoulder, Michael’s hand still caught carefully at her waist, both of them suddenly quieter than the joke required.
Then Delilah looked up at him, still smiling, still pretending her heart had not skipped like a scratched record, and Michael looked back with those soft brown eyes of his, warm and startled and full of all the things he was not brave enough to say yet.
However, all good things, even the bright and glittering ones that seemed too blessed to rot, had to come to an end, and for the Fontaine girls that ending arrived cruelly in the summer of 1977, when Delilah was eighteen and still young enough to believe that the people who had grown up beside you might handle your heart with some memory of who you had been before the world made you useful.
It happened in a studio where they were meant to be recording together, a room thick with warm equipment, coiled wires, half-empty paper cups, cigarette smoke clinging to somebody’s jacket, and the electric hum of a track waiting to be born, but what should have been music became warfare the moment Celeste stepped close enough to Jackie to catch the scent of another woman on him.
It was not just the perfume, though that alone was enough, some unfamiliar floral sweetness blooming from his shirt like a betrayal with petals, but the faint red smear at his collar, small enough that a man might think it invisible, careless enough that only a woman already fluent in disappointment would know where to look.
Celeste saw it, and Delilah saw it too, because the Fontaine sisters were many things but never stupid, and they had grown up around too many dressing rooms, too many musicians, too many men who thought charm could rinse guilt clean from their hands to pretend that lipstick landed on collars by the grace of God.
One moment Celeste had been smiling, laughing even, her hand lifted as if she were about to adjust her headphones or tease Jackie for something low and private, and the next the whole room split open as if Mars himself had struck the floor with his spear, turning the studio from a place of rhythm and melody into a battlefield dressed in wood paneling and soundproof foam.
Delilah remembered the sound of it more than anything, the sharp crack in her sister’s voice when realization became rage, the stunned silence that fell over the musicians, the scrape of a chair shoved back too fast, the way Jackie’s face changed from confusion to guilt to that defensive male pride men reached for when they had been caught too plainly to lie well.
It was almost cinematic in its violence, reminiscent of wartime, as if Bellona had come sweeping through the door with blood beneath her fingernails and the Furies had risen from the studio floor to circle Celeste’s shoulders, whispering every wronged woman’s anger into her ear until grief no longer looked like grief but something armed and ancient.
Celeste screamed at him with the kind of hurt that had teeth, every word striking him harder because love was still buried inside it, because betrayal from a stranger was an insult but betrayal from someone who had once held your face in both hands was sacrilege, and Jackie, foolish enough or proud enough to keep trying to explain what had already damned him, only made her angrier with each breath he wasted.
Delilah still believed, even years later, that perhaps some ruined version of their relationship might have been salvageable if it had been only one mistake, one groupie, one nameless woman whose perfume could be cursed and forgotten, but Jackie had not merely strayed; he had gone and tangled himself in sheets with their own distant cousin, a woman close enough to make the betrayal feel incestuous in spirit even if the family tree had to stretch its arms to prove the relation.
That was the part Celeste could not swallow, the part that turned heartbreak into humiliation, because there were betrayals a woman could cry over in private and there were betrayals that made a fool of her in front of everyone who knew her name, and Celeste Fontaine had never been the kind of woman to suffer public foolishness quietly.
And in all wars there were innocents harmed, people who did not sharpen the blades but still bled when the fighting began, and Delilah, who had only wanted to keep her sister from doing something that could not be undone, became one of them.
She remembered moving before she thought, remembered Celeste lunging toward Jackie with a sound that did not belong to any song they had ever sung, remembered Michael’s voice somewhere behind her, panicked and calling her name, remembered the bodies rushing together in the cramped studio as everyone tried to stop the storm after it had already broken through the roof.
Then came the shove, hard and sudden, not meant for her perhaps but landing on her all the same, sending Delilah backward into the wall with enough force to knock the breath from her chest before the back of her head struck the door with a harsh, sickening smack that seemed to silence the whole room at once.
For one suspended second, everything froze: Celeste’s rage, Jackie’s excuses, the musicians’ scrambling hands, even the low red glow of the recording light seemed to hold its breath like a witness afraid to testify.
Then Delilah slid down the door and crumpled to the floor, her songbook skidding from her hand, her body going frighteningly still beneath the studio lights, and whatever battle Celeste and Jackie had been waging vanished beneath the greater terror of seeing the one person who had not deserved any of it lying unconscious in the ruins of their love.
She was fine, or at least that was what everyone kept saying with the strained relief of people trying to convince themselves before they convinced her, because the doctors called it a linear skull fracture, nothing deep, nothing complicated, nothing that had splintered inward or touched the delicate machinery of her brain, and by every clinical measure Delilah Fontaine had been lucky, though luck felt like a strange word to give a girl lying under hospital lights with bandages wrapped across her scalp and pain blooming behind her eyes like thunder trapped beneath bone.
They kept her under observation for eight hours, though the doctor had said four would have been enough, but between Elijah Fontaine’s iron-jawed refusal to let anybody rush his baby girl out of that bed, Melanie’s sharp, trembling questions, and Katherine Jackson’s quiet but immovable insistence that they were going to watch that child properly before sending her anywhere, the hospital staff quickly learned that there would be no arguing with the mothers, no bargaining with the fathers, and no offering half-measures to a room full of people who had already seen enough harm done for one day.
Delilah remembered the room in fragments, remembered the white walls and the thin blanket scratchy against her legs, remembered the cool tightness of the bandages on her scalp and the strange heaviness of her own limbs, remembered how the lights seemed too bright even when they were dimmed, how every fluorescent flicker made her ears ring as if Apollo himself had drawn his bow inside her skull and left the string vibrating long after the arrow flew.
She remembered voices rushing around her in waves, her mother’s voice closest and most familiar, her father’s deeper one trying and failing to stay calm, Katherine’s softer murmur threading through the room like prayer, and somewhere beside the bed, steady as a vow carved into stone, Michael’s hand holding hers as if he had decided that if he let go, the gods might mistake her for someone they were allowed to take.
His fingers never left hers, not when the nurse came in to check her pupils, not when her mother asked if she was nauseous, not when Jackie hovered near the doorway looking wrecked and guilty and unwanted, and not even when Delilah drifted in and out of that strange medicated fog where everything sounded both too loud and too far away, as though she had been lowered beneath the surface of Lethe and the whole world had to speak through water to reach her.
The headaches came in slow, punishing tides, rolling through her skull until she had to close her eyes and breathe like she was trying to keep the pain from noticing her, and she hated how helpless it made her feel, hated the way the medicine blurred the edges of her thoughts, hated how her tongue felt heavy in her mouth and her body refused to obey her with the quick, familiar certainty she had always depended on.
She wanted to sit up, wanted to swing her legs over the side of the bed and prove to everyone that she was still herself, wanted to walk the halls and peek into the rooms of people less fortunate than her because even then, aching and drowsy and wrapped in gauze, Delilah’s heart kept turning outward, reaching toward suffering as if compassion were a reflex she had been born with.
But every time she tried to move too much, the room tipped slightly, her stomach turned, and Michael’s hand tightened around hers while he whispered, “Don’t, Tinky,” in a voice so scared and tender that she hated him a little for making her listen.
She hated medicine, always had and always would, hated the chalky taste of pills and the sleepy drag they left behind, hated anything that entered her body and started making decisions without asking her permission first, because Delilah Fontaine could endure pain, could endure exhaustion, could endure the unfairness of being hurt in a war she had not started, but she despised feeling like Juno had reached down from Olympus and snatched the reins from her hands, leaving her trapped inside her own flesh while someone else drove the chariot.
Most of all, she hated not being in control, hated the betrayal of a body that had always carried her through songs, rehearsals, long nights, and bright stages suddenly becoming soft, slow, and unreliable, hated needing help to sit up, hated being told to rest, hated the way everyone looked at her as if she had become breakable simply because the door had hit harder than fate should have allowed.
And yet, through all of it, through the ringing lights and the cotton-mouthed drowsiness and the ache that pulsed behind her eyes, Michael stayed beside her like a boy keeping watch at a temple after the statue had cracked, his thumb moving carefully over her knuckles, his face pale with guilt he had no right to carry, and every time Delilah woke enough to look at him, he was still there, still holding on, still staring at her like the world had already taken too much from him and he was not about to let it take her too.
Michael sat beside Delilah’s hospital bed like somebody had nailed him there, his long legs folded awkwardly beneath the too-small chair, his shoulders hunched forward, his hand wrapped around hers with a carefulness that made her chest ache even through the medicine haze, because he held her as if she were made of blown glass and starlight and one wrong breath might send her slipping somewhere he could not follow.
The room had finally quieted after hours of rushing voices and too-bright lights, with Melanie and Elijah speaking in low, worried tones somewhere beyond the half-closed door while Katherine stood in the hallway with that soft, steady authority of hers, making sure nurses kept the lights dim and the noise down because Delilah had already flinched once too many at the sharp brightness overhead, and Michael, who had watched every little wince cross her face like a personal punishment, had not stopped frowning since.
“You still starin’ at me?” Delilah mumbled, her voice thick and sleepy from the medicine she hated so much, her lashes lifting with great effort until she found him sitting there with those enormous brown eyes fixed on her face like he was trying to memorize proof that she was alive.
Michael blinked, caught and guilty, though he did not look away.
“Nah,” he said softly, even though the lie was so poor it barely deserved to stand. “I was just makin’ sure you ain’t float off or nothin’.”
Delilah’s mouth twitched, the smallest little smile tugging at the corner before the ache in her head made her stop herself, and Michael saw it, saw that tiny flicker of amusement beneath the bandage wrapped carefully around her scalp, and relief passed through him so visibly it almost looked like pain leaving his body in one long breath.
“Float off where, Bambi?” she whispered, her fingers giving the faintest squeeze around his. “Ain’t got my shoes.”
Michael’s lips parted, then curved, and there it was, that shy smile of his, trembly around the edges and too bright for the dim room, as if she had reached up from the bed and lit a match behind his ribs.
“I don’t know,” he murmured, leaning closer so he would not have to speak above the quiet. “You always talkin’ ’bout visitin’ folks, even when you the one laid up, so I figured you might try to sneak out and go check on somebody else with your barefoot self.”
Delilah rolled her eyes, though the motion was slow and dramatic because the room still shifted when she moved too quickly, and Michael immediately straightened, worry flashing across his face before she could even breathe.
“I’m okay,” she said, though it came out in that stubborn Fontaine way, soft but firm, like she was already tired of everybody treating her as if the gods had misplaced her bones.
“You ain’t gotta keep sayin’ that,” he whispered, his thumb brushing gently over her knuckles, back and forth, back and forth, the same little motion he had been doing for what felt like forever, as if he could smooth the fear out of himself by touching her carefully enough. “You can just be hurt for a minute, Tinky.”
The nickname slipped from him so tenderly that Delilah went quiet, her eyes settling on his face with something drowsy and warm moving behind them, because Michael only called her Tinky like that when he was not teasing, when the word came from the softest part of him, the part that still smelled like tour-bus carpet, crossword paper, corner-store candy, and old Peter Pan pages softened by his fingers.
“You sound scared,” she said.
Michael looked down at their joined hands, and for a moment he was not Michael Jackson with a voice that could stop rooms, not the boy people pushed beneath lights and called miraculous, not the performer who knew how to smile through exhaustion, but just Michael, eighteen and terrified, his throat tight because the girl he loved before he had the courage to name it had gone still on a studio floor and made the whole world turn white around the edges.
“I was,” he admitted, so quietly that she had to look at his mouth to catch the words. “You hit that door and you ain’t move, and I ain’t never—”
He stopped himself, swallowing hard, his lashes dipping as if he could hide the shine gathering in his eyes by looking at the blanket instead of her face.
Delilah watched him through the fog of medicine and pain, watched how tightly he held himself together, watched how one of his knees bounced once before he forced it still, and even half-loopy she knew he was trying not to make his fear her responsibility, trying not to cry because if he cried then she might try to comfort him and he already knew she would, skull fracture and all, because Delilah had a heart that never did know how to sit down when somebody else was hurting.
“Bambi,” she whispered, tugging weakly at his hand.
He looked up immediately.
“You gon’ mess around and make your eyes fall out your head lookin’ at me like that,” she said, and because her voice was still sleepy and slow, the little joke came out softer than she meant it to, but Michael laughed anyway, sudden and wet and quiet, bowing his head over their hands like the sound had escaped him before he could decide whether joy was allowed in a room like that.
“You look pitiful,” he said, trying to tease her back, though his eyes betrayed him completely.
Delilah gasped, offended in the most delicate, medicated way imaginable.
“Pitiful?” she repeated, her brows pinching beneath the edge of her bandage. “I’m injured and you sittin’ here callin’ me pitiful?”
“I ain’t say you was ugly,” he rushed, cheeks warming at once, his voice tripping over itself because the last thing in the world he wanted was for Delilah Fontaine to think he had looked at her and seen anything other than something precious. “I just said you look pitiful, like… like a little hurt fairy or somethin’.”
“A hurt fairy?”
“Yeah,” he said, gaining a tiny bit of courage when her mouth twitched again. “Like Tinker Bell if somebody slammed her into a door.”
Delilah stared at him for one long second, trying very hard to look unimpressed, but the medicine had made her face too open and his nervous little smile had always been too hard to resist, so the laugh slipped out of her before she could catch it, small and airy and cut short by the pain that made her wince.
Michael’s whole expression changed in an instant, the teasing falling away as he leaned closer, his free hand hovering uselessly near her shoulder because he wanted to touch her, wanted to soothe her, wanted to gather her up and hold the ache out of her body by force, but he did not know where he was allowed to place all that wanting.
“Don’t laugh,” he whispered, panicked. “Don’t laugh if it hurt.”
“You the one makin’ jokes,” she breathed, her eyes squeezing shut for a moment.
“I ain’t gon’ make no more.”
“You better,” she murmured, opening one eye to glare at him. “I’m bored.”
Michael stared at her, then gave her that look, that soft disbelieving look that always made her feel like he was somewhere between laughing at her and worshipping her, like even her fussing from a hospital bed was something he wanted to keep in his pocket.
“You bored?” he repeated. “Girl, you just got knocked out cold and you bored already?”
“I hate hospitals.”
“I know.”
“I hate medicine.”
“I know that too.”
“I hate everybody lookin’ at me like I’m made of wet tissue.”
Michael’s thumb paused over her knuckles, and his voice gentled into something so intimate it made the dim room feel smaller around them.
“I ain’t lookin’ at you like that.”
Delilah turned her head slightly, careful not to anger the thunder sleeping behind her eyes, and found him watching her in a way that made her suddenly shy, which was ridiculous considering she was lying there with half her scalp wrapped up and no real dignity left to defend.
“How you lookin’ at me then?” she asked, and she meant for it to sound playful, but the question came out softer, thinner, threaded with something neither of them was old enough to handle gracefully.
Michael’s mouth opened, then closed, and all the words he could have said crowded behind his teeth, every secret he had swallowed on tour buses and at dinner tables and in backstage hallways pressing forward at once, because he wanted to tell her that he looked at her like she was the only quiet place he had ever known, like she was the first girl who had ever seen him without reaching for a piece of him, like watching her fall had scared him so badly that some locked door inside his chest had blown open and now everything he felt for her was standing in the hallway with nowhere to hide.
But he was Michael, shy and careful and trained too well to hold his own heart like contraband, so he only looked down at her hand and smiled a little.
“Like you my Tinky,” he said.
Delilah’s face softened at once, the kind of softening that made his stomach twist because she did not know what she did to him, did not know that every time she looked at him like that he felt both brave and ruined.
“That’s it?” she whispered.
He shook his head, still staring at their hands.
“Nah,” he said, almost under his breath. “But that’s all I can say without you laughin’ at me.”
Delilah was quiet for a moment, quiet enough that Michael worried the medicine had dragged her back toward sleep, but then her thumb moved weakly against his, a tiny stroke of comfort that nearly undid him.
“I wouldn’t laugh,” she murmured.
Michael looked at her then, really looked, and the yearning in him rose so sharply it felt like a hand around his throat, because her eyes were heavy and tired but still Delilah’s, still warm, still stubborn, still somehow worried about him while she lay there bandaged and aching, and he wanted so badly that it frightened him, wanted to bend down and press his mouth to the back of her hand, wanted to kiss her forehead where the bandage did not cover, wanted to crawl into that narrow hospital bed and hold her carefully until the world apologized for touching her wrong.
Instead, he reached into the paper bag at his feet with his free hand, his movements clumsy because he refused to let go of her, and pulled out a bent crossword book, a pencil, and a packet of candy he had clearly begged someone to buy from the vending machine downstairs.
Delilah blinked at the offerings, slow and suspicious.
“You brought entertainment?”
“Course I did,” he said, trying to look casual and failing because his ears were going pink. “You said hospitals boring.”
“I said that just now.”
“I knew you was gon’ say it.”
That made her smile again, and Michael looked so pleased with himself that for a second the fear slipped off his shoulders and left the boy she knew best, the one who took games too seriously, accused her of cheating at Monopoly, and hid his laughter behind his hand whenever Melanie Fontaine threatened both their narrow behinds over breakfast.
“You ain’t supposed to have all that candy in here,” Delilah whispered.
Michael glanced toward the door like a criminal in a church.
“Then don’t tell nobody.”
“What you gon’ give me?”
He frowned, opening the packet and peering inside with grave consideration, as if choosing her candy required the same focus other people gave to contracts.
“You can have the red one.”
“Only one?”
“You injured, not greedy.”
Delilah’s mouth fell open, and Michael’s smile broke loose before he could stop it, bright and boyish and helplessly fond, his laughter tumbling softly into the room as she tried to glare at him through the medicine fog.
“You lucky I can’t get up,” she muttered.
“I know,” he said, still smiling, though his voice went tender again as he placed the candy carefully on the little tray beside her water cup. “You woulda tore me up by now.”
“I still might.”
“I believe you.”
They sat like that for a while, the crossword book open between them even though Delilah could barely focus on the clues and Michael kept giving her answers that were either wrong or suspiciously convenient, his pencil scratching lightly against the page while she drifted in and out, waking every few minutes to find him still there, still holding her hand, still pretending not to stare whenever he thought she was too sleepy to notice.
At some point, when the hallway dimmed and the grown folks’ voices softened into a faraway murmur, Delilah opened her eyes and found Michael leaning over the crossword with his brows furrowed, whispering the clue to himself like it had personally insulted him.
“Bambi,” she whispered.
He looked up instantly.
“Yeah?”
“You still here?”
The question hit him harder than she meant it to, and for a moment all the softness left his face except the part that belonged to her.
“I ain’t goin’ nowhere,” he said, and his voice carried no teasing then, no shyness, no performance, only the plain, trembling truth of a boy who had already lost too many pieces of normal and refused to lose this one too.
Delilah studied him for as long as her tired eyes would allow, then tugged weakly at his hand until he understood and leaned closer.
“You can sit on the bed,” she murmured. “Chair look like it’s eatin’ you alive.”
Michael hesitated, glancing toward the door as if Melanie Fontaine might storm in with a serving spoon and the authority of God, but Delilah gave his hand another tiny pull, and that was all it took for him to fold.
He moved carefully, easing onto the edge of the mattress with the stiff caution of somebody approaching a sleeping altar, keeping most of his weight off the bed, one hand still wrapped around hers while the other braced near her hip without touching, and Delilah, satisfied, let her eyes drift shut again.
“You better not fall on me,” she whispered.
“I ain’t gon’ fall on you.”
“You lanky.”
“You always got somethin’ to say.”
“Mhm.”
Michael smiled down at her, his heart so full it hurt, watching the bandage at her scalp, the soft curve of her cheek, the stubborn set of her mouth even in sleepiness, and he wished with the desperate foolishness of youth that he could trade places with her, could take the pain and the ringing lights and the helplessness she hated so much, not because he was noble but because seeing her hurt made him feel useless in a way fame had never taught him how to survive.
Delilah’s fingers loosened slightly in his as she began to drift, and panic flickered through him before he realized she was only falling asleep, not leaving him, only sinking into the rest everyone kept begging her to take.
He bent over their joined hands then, slow enough that even the air seemed to hold still, and pressed the lightest kiss to her knuckles, so soft it might have been mistaken for breath if she had not opened one eye at the exact wrong moment.
“Mikey.”
He froze.
Delilah looked at him, drowsy and smug despite the bandages, and Michael’s whole face went hot.
“You kissin’ on my hand while I’m concussed?”
“I ain’t kiss it,” he lied terribly.
“You did.”
“I was checkin’ your temperature.”
“With your lips?”
He looked toward the door again, mortified, while Delilah’s smile crept wider, sweet and sleepy and victorious.
“You sweet on me, Bambi?” she whispered.
Michael looked back at her then, and whatever little joke he had ready died in his throat, because yes, he was sweet on her, sweeter than he knew how to explain, sweeter than was safe, sweeter than he had any business being when their families were tangled together and their careers were pulling them down roads neither of them controlled.
But Delilah was looking at him with those heavy-lidded eyes and that soft, teasing mouth, and for once, maybe because the room was dim and the world felt fragile and the gods had already scared him half to death, he did not run from the truth fast enough to hide it completely.
“Maybe,” he whispered.
Delilah’s smile softened into something quieter, something that made the hospital room feel less like a place of pain and more like the little backroom of the tour bus, cramped and warm and humming with secrets.
“Good,” she murmured, closing her eyes again as if that answer had settled something inside her. “I’m sweet on you too.”
Michael stopped breathing for a second.
Then he sat there on the edge of her bed with her hand in his, the crossword forgotten, the candy untouched, the hallway voices fading into nothing, and stared at her sleeping face like Venus herself had brushed past the hospital curtain and left him with a blessing he was too young to hold properly, his heart beating so loudly he wondered if the nurses could hear it, his whole body aching with the wonder of being chosen, even softly, even sleepily, even in a room that smelled of antiseptic and worry.
And when Melanie finally peeked through the doorway and saw him perched there beside her daughter, holding Delilah’s hand like it was the only thing keeping him anchored to earth, she did not fuss, did not call his name, did not threaten his narrow behind for sitting on the bed, but simply watched for a moment with something tired and knowing in her eyes before she pulled the door halfway closed again and let the two children have their quiet, because some tenderness, even in the aftermath of war, deserved not to be interrupted.
That had been seven years ago, seven long years since the studio floor became a battlefield, since the door struck Delilah’s skull hard enough to send her into darkness, since Celeste’s heartbreak carved a boundary through both families so deep and unforgiving that even love, young and trembling as it was, could not cross without bleeding.
There had to be lines drawn in the sand after that, sharp and final as the borders of a conquered kingdom, and unfortunately for Delilah, Michael stood on the other side of them, not because he had harmed her, not because he had betrayed her, not because he had done anything except belong to the same family as the man who had broken her sister’s heart, but sometimes war did not care who was guilty when it came time to count the bodies left behind.
The house had been too quiet that night, the kind of quiet that did not soothe so much as accuse, every room holding its breath around the Fontaine girls as if the walls themselves knew something had been ruined that could not be swept up before morning.
Delilah remembered moving through the hallway with careful steps, one hand grazing the wall because her balance had not fully returned and the dull ache beneath her bandages still pulsed whenever she turned her head too quickly, remembered the way the low lamplight blurred at the edges and made the framed family photographs seem far away, as though she were walking through someone else’s memory instead of her own home.
Celeste’s bedroom door had been half-open, and from inside came no music, no humming, no little impatient clicks of her tongue while she fussed with lyrics or makeup or whatever outfit she had decided the world deserved to see her in next, only a soft, wrecked silence broken every now and then by the wet drag of breath from someone who had cried so hard that crying itself had become work.
Delilah should have gone to her own room and rested like the doctor had told her, should have let Melanie bring her water and medicine and fuss over the bandage hidden beneath her scarf, should have closed her eyes until the room stopped tilting like a ship caught in Neptune’s bad temper, but Celeste was her sister, and there were some hurts Delilah had never known how to walk past.
So she pushed the door open with two fingers.
Celeste sat on the edge of her bed in the same dress she had worn to the studio, though it looked different now, wrinkled and twisted at the hem, one strap slipping down her shoulder, the pretty fabric made pitiful by grief, and her eyes were swollen nearly shut from crying, her cheeks raw, her lips bitten until the skin had split in one tiny place that made Delilah’s chest tighten with fresh anger all over again.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
The lamp beside Celeste’s bed cast a soft gold circle over the room, touching the scattered tissues on the floor, the open vanity drawer, the lipstick Celeste had thrown so hard it had cracked against the mirror, the sheet music lying crumpled near her shoes like some dead white bird that had flown too close to the wrong god’s fire.
“Cece,” Delilah whispered, and even that little bit of sound seemed to hurt Celeste, because her sister flinched as if her own name had weight.
Celeste lifted her head slowly, and the look on her face stole whatever Delilah had meant to say, because Celeste did not look angry then, not the way she had in the studio when she lunged at Jackie like Bellona herself had climbed into her bones; she looked small, stripped down, humiliated, like a girl who had been standing in sunlight one moment and found herself dropped into the underworld the next with no coin for the ferryman.
“You supposed to be layin’ down,” Celeste said, her voice scraped raw and ugly from screaming, nothing like the bright, sharp voice she used to cut through rehearsals.
“So are you.”
Celeste gave a sound that might have been a laugh if laughter had not been too far away from that room to find them.
“I ain’t the one got her head cracked open.”
“It ain’t cracked open,” Delilah murmured, trying for softness, trying for humor, trying for anything that might make the room feel less like a hospital waiting area after bad news. “Just fractured a little.”
Celeste’s face collapsed at that, guilt flashing through her grief so quickly Delilah almost wished she had not said it.
“I’m sorry,” Celeste whispered, and the words came out broken, thin as thread. “I’m so sorry, Lilah.”
Delilah crossed the room and sat beside her carefully, lowering herself onto the mattress with a little wince she tried to hide, but Celeste saw it anyway and turned away as if the sight of Delilah’s pain was one more punishment she could not bear.
“It wasn’t your fault,” Delilah said.
Celeste shook her head hard, her hands twisting together in her lap.
“It was all my fault.”
“No, it wasn’t.”
“If I hadn’t gone at him like that—”
“If he hadn’t done what he did,” Delilah interrupted, gentle but firm, “there wouldn’t have been nothing to go at him about.”
That was the first time Celeste truly looked at her.
Her eyes, swollen and red-rimmed, burned with a hurt so deep it seemed older than both of them, as if every woman ever made foolish by love had come and sat behind them.
“He was with her,” Celeste whispered.
Delilah swallowed.
“I know.”
“Our cousin, Lilah.”
“I know.”
“Not some girl from backstage, not some woman he met after a show, not some nobody I could curse out and forget.” Celeste’s voice trembled, then sharpened, not into rage but into something worse, something ruined. “He laid up with somebody who sat at my auntie’s table, somebody who smiled in my face, somebody who knew me.”
Delilah said nothing, because there were betrayals words could not soften, and trying only made the wound feel insulted.
Celeste pressed the heel of her hand against her mouth like she was trying to hold herself together from the outside.
“I feel dirty,” she whispered. “I feel stupid.”
“You ain’t stupid.”
“I am.”
“No, you loved him.”
Celeste’s breath hitched, and the tears came again, not dramatic this time, not loud, just steady and helpless, sliding down her face as she stared at the carpet.
“I did,” she said, so quietly Delilah almost missed it. “God help me, I did.”
Delilah’s own eyes burned then, because she had seen it, had watched Celeste fall into Jackie’s orbit with the doomed grace of Icarus flying toward a sun everybody warned him about too late, had watched her sister soften around him, brighten around him, become girlish and grown all at once beneath the warmth of his attention.
And now that same attention had turned cruel by being shared.
Celeste wiped at her face with the back of her hand, smearing mascara across her cheek.
“I can’t do it anymore,” she said.
Delilah looked at her.
“Do what?”
“Sing.”
The word landed between them with a terrible finality.
Outside, somewhere down the hall, their mother’s voice murmured low to their father, but inside that bedroom the world narrowed to Delilah’s aching head and Celeste’s ruined voice.
“Cece…”
“No,” Celeste said, shaking her head again. “Don’t. Don’t look at me like that.”
“I’m just—”
“I can’t stand on no stage and sing like my heart ain’t in pieces. I can’t go back in a studio and put headphones on and hear him laughin’ in the next room. I can’t watch them boys walk in and act like they don’t know what happened, like his name ain’t attached to mine now in the ugliest way.”
Delilah felt something cold move through her stomach before Celeste even said the rest.
“And I can’t sit at no table with them.”
The room went still.
Delilah’s fingers tightened around the edge of the mattress.
Celeste looked down at her hands, ashamed before she even asked, and somehow that made it worse, because if she had demanded it with anger, Delilah might have had something to push against.
But Celeste did not sound like a woman giving orders.
She sounded like a person drowning who had found Delilah’s sleeve in the dark.
“I know Michael ain’t do nothing,” Celeste whispered.
Delilah closed her eyes.
The name hurt more than the headache.
“I know he ain’t Jackie,” Celeste continued, voice cracking. “I know that, Lilah, I do, but he is still his brother, and every time I think about you over there, laughin’ with them, eatin’ with them, sittin’ next to him like everything can still be sweet, I feel like…”
She stopped, pressing her palm against her chest as if the feeling had claws.
Delilah opened her eyes slowly.
“You feel like what?”
Celeste looked at her then, and Delilah saw the terrible childishness grief had returned to her, the way heartbreak had made her younger instead of older.
“Like you picked them,” Celeste said. “Like I’m the one got embarrassed, I’m the one got cheated on, I’m the one everybody gon’ whisper about, and my own sister still gets to go be happy with his family.”
Delilah’s throat tightened.
“I wouldn’t be pickin’ them over you.”
“I know,” Celeste whispered, but her face said she did not know at all, not in the place where it mattered. “I know up here.” She touched her temple, then pressed her hand back to her chest. “But not here.”
The silence after that was cruel.
Delilah looked toward the vanity mirror, at the crack running through Celeste’s reflection, at the lipstick broken open like a small red wound, at the two of them sitting side by side on the bed looking nothing like the Fontaine sisters people clapped for, nothing like the girls who used to glide into rooms with their harmonies clean and their dresses pressed.
She thought of Michael.
She thought of his hand in hers at the hospital, of his thumb brushing her knuckles while she drifted in and out of sleep, of his nervous little smile when he tried to make her laugh, of the way his eyes had looked when she told him she was sweet on him too.
Then she looked back at Celeste, whose light had gone dimmer than Delilah had ever seen it.
“Cece,” she said, and her voice had already begun to break.
Celeste started crying harder before Delilah could finish.
“I’m sorry,” she sobbed, reaching for her sister’s hand with trembling fingers. “I’m sorry, Lilah, I know it’s not fair, I know it ain’t, but I can’t breathe when I think about it. I can’t breathe.”
Delilah let her sister take her hand.
Celeste clung to it like a lifeline, bowing her head over their joined fingers, and Delilah felt the old, impossible trap close around her: love on one side, loyalty on the other, and no version of herself able to walk away unbloodied.
“You want me to stop seeing all of them,” Delilah said, not as a question because they both knew the answer.
Celeste squeezed her eyes shut.
“I need you to.”
The words were small.
The damage was not.
Delilah turned her face away, staring at the wall while her vision blurred, and for one wild, aching second she wanted to be selfish, wanted to say no, wanted to tell Celeste that Michael had sat beside her bed and held her hand as if the whole world might end if he let go, that Michael had not kissed their cousin, had not lied, had not made Celeste scream herself hoarse in a studio, had not done anything except love Delilah quietly and lose her anyway.
But Celeste was still holding her hand.
Celeste was still crying.
Celeste was still her sister.
And Delilah, who had always been soft in the places other people pressed hardest, felt the answer leave her before she was ready to survive it.
“Okay,” she whispered.
Celeste lifted her head, her face crumpling with relief and guilt all at once.
“Lilah…”
“Okay,” Delilah repeated, though her own tears had started slipping now, quiet and hot against her cheeks. “I won’t go over there. I won’t call. I won’t—”
Her voice caught on the word because she almost said his name.
She almost said Michael.
Celeste heard it anyway.
Of course she did.
Sisters heard the words you swallowed.
“I’m sorry,” Celeste whispered again, and this time she moved carefully, wrapping her arms around Delilah with the fear of someone embracing a person already hurt.
Delilah let herself be held, her bandaged head resting awkwardly near Celeste’s shoulder, her body aching, her heart worse, and while Celeste cried into her hair, Delilah stared past her at the cracked mirror and understood that some promises were not made because they were right, but because someone you loved was too broken to survive your refusal.
Down the hall, the telephone rang once.
Then again.
Delilah’s whole body went still.
Celeste felt it.
They both knew who it might be.
For a moment, the house seemed to hold its breath with them, the bell ringing through the quiet like a summons from another life, from dinner tables and tour buses and hospital hands, from a boy with big brown eyes who had no idea a line was being drawn in the sand without him.
Melanie answered it before the third ring could finish.
Her voice was low.
Careful.
Sorry.
Delilah closed her eyes.
Celeste held her tighter.
And somewhere inside Delilah, something young and tender folded itself away, not dead, not gone, but hidden, like a letter placed in a Bible and left there for years because the person it belonged to could no longer be reached without sinning against somebody else.
It had not been fair, and some quiet part of Delilah had known that even then, but fairness looked different when your sister was sitting before you with the light gone from her eyes, asking for loyalty not as a command but as a lifeline, and Delilah, who had always loved softly but completely, had swallowed her own grief and promised that she would stay away.
So she did.
She stayed away from Michael, from Jackie, from Jermaine, from Tito, from Marlon, from all of them, stayed away from the family that had once folded itself into hers with Sunday dinners, backstage laughter, tour-bus games, and sleepy childhood secrets, stayed away even when her fingers itched for the phone, even when she heard Michael’s name spoken in rooms where nobody knew what it cost her to keep her face still, even when a song came on the radio and she found herself listening for the boy beneath the star.
Celeste, meanwhile, ended her singing days with the quiet devastation of a woman laying flowers on her own grave, because Jackie’s betrayal had not merely broken her heart; it had stolen the light from her voice, snuffed out that bright Fontaine fire until the stage no longer felt like home but like a crime scene with better lighting.
Where she had once sung like Juno entering a room crowned and terrible, she now turned away from microphones, away from harmonies, away from every place where memory might rise up and hum his name back to her, and instead she poured herself into art, into paint and charcoal and textured canvases, into colors that could scream without asking her throat to do the work.
A year later, in that new world of galleries, turpentine, late-night sketches, and quiet rooms where people studied pain without demanding it perform, Celeste met the man who would become her husband, a gentler man, a steadier man, someone who understood that some women did not need to be swept off their feet so much as approached like a temple after the gods had been angered.
Delilah kept her promise.
She kept away from the aforementioned family as if the very name Jackson had become a forbidden road, and while Michael rose higher and higher into the sky like Apollo dragging the sun behind him, all brilliance and heat and impossible distance, Delilah descended into a music world of her own, one built not from childhood proximity or family dinners, but from hunger, discipline, and the kind of quiet ambition people mistook for modesty until it was too late.
She apprenticed herself beneath the greats of their time, watching and learning from James Brown’s holy precision, from Bobby Womack’s gravel-edged soul, from Stevie Wonder’s impossible musical architecture, from Marvin Gaye’s aching sensuality, from Smokey Robinson’s silk-thread songwriting, from Chaka Khan’s fire, from Minnie Riperton’s celestial control, and from every producer, arranger, session player, and background singer generous enough to let her stand close and absorb the language of greatness without needing to be the loudest person in the room.
Delilah learned how to build a song from the bones up, how to let silence breathe between bass lines, how to write lyrics that did not chase a listener but waited in the dark for them to come closer, how to sing without begging and still make a man feel summoned, how to turn restraint into seduction and grief into something smooth enough for the radio but sharp enough to cut when nobody was looking.
By the time her own records began to spin, her voice had become the kind people spoke about carefully, low and elegant, smoky as a room after midnight, warm as velvet held over flame, a voice that seemed less interested in showing off than in confessing only what it wanted the world to know.
And somewhere out there, beyond the promise she had made and the wound that had made it necessary, Michael heard those records.
He heard her.
He heard Delilah Fontaine in every note she refused to oversing, in every lyric that sounded like a closed door with light beneath it, in every phrase that curled through the speakers like Venus stepping barefoot through smoke, and though seven years had passed, though they had become adults in separate worlds, though their childhood had been sealed behind family pain and silence, Michael knew that voice the way a man knew the name of the first goddess he ever prayed to.
It was 1981 when Delilah Fontaine released The Still Hour, the album that changed the shape of her life so quietly at first that people did not realize they were witnessing a coronation until the crown was already on her head.
There was nothing loud or desperate about the record, nothing that begged the world to look at her, nothing that chased spectacle for the sake of being seen, because Delilah had never been that kind of artist, and instead the album arrived like midnight entering a room in silk, low-lit and deliberate, carrying bass lines that moved like smoke beneath a closed door, percussion soft enough to feel intimate, and lyrics that seemed to confess everything while still keeping their secrets locked behind her teeth.
Her voice was the miracle of it, that deep, velvet-soft contralto that did not climb for attention because it had already learned how to command from stillness, a voice warm as brandy, smooth as polished mahogany, and cool as moonlight on marble, the kind of voice that made heartbreak sound expensive and desire sound like something whispered across white tablecloths in rooms where no one dared raise their tone.
Delilah did not sing as if she needed to prove she could, did not decorate every line with unnecessary runs or throw her pain at the listener’s feet like an offering begging to be received; she sang with restraint, with elegance, with the quiet confidence of Venus stepping from the sea already knowing every mortal eye would turn, letting each note unfurl slowly, letting silence sit between phrases like a second instrument, letting the ache come through not because she forced it but because she left just enough space for it to breathe.
The world had not known what to do with her at first, this brown-skinned woman with the soft gaze, the composed mouth, and the voice of a goddess who had survived exile, but then the record began to move from radio station to living room to bedroom to car speaker, slipping into people’s lives with the stealth of Cupid’s arrow, until suddenly everyone knew her name, everyone knew the songs, everyone knew that Delilah Fontaine had not merely released an album but built a world and invited them inside on her own terms.
By Grammy night, she was no longer the quiet Fontaine sister standing half in Celeste’s shadow, no longer the girl who used to drift backstage after performances with a songbook pressed to her chest, no longer the injured eighteen-year-old who had been knocked unconscious in the ruins of somebody else’s betrayal; she was Delilah Fontaine, a household name, an artist spoken about with lowered voices and lifted brows, the woman critics called rare, mysterious, untouchable, as if Minerva herself had placed a hand on her shoulder and taught her how to turn restraint into strategy.
When her name was called again and again that night, six times in total, Delilah rose each time with a kind of stunned grace that made the room soften around her, her eyes bright beneath the lights as she held the awards close to her chest, gold pressed against silk, her smile trembling between disbelief and triumph while the applause rolled over her like the sea welcoming Venus back to shore.
And somewhere inside all that noise, beneath the cameras flashing and the industry hands reaching and the praise blooming around her from every side, Delilah felt the strange ache of knowing she had become exactly what she once wrote about becoming in the margins of her childhood songbooks, a woman whose voice could haunt rooms she had never entered, whose name could travel farther than any promise made in pain, whose music had carried her into immortality before she had even turned to see who might still be listening.
Now here she was at the 1984 Grammys, no longer the shy girl who used to hover in the shadowed edges of dressing rooms with a songbook hugged to her chest, but a woman fully stepped into the architecture of herself, her curves having finally settled in with quiet certainty, her thighs fuller beneath the fall of her gown, her face smooth and luminous where acne had once made her duck away from cameras, her whole presence carrying the calm authority of someone who had learned that beauty did not need to announce itself loudly in order to make a room turn.
She was a woman now, certain, firm, and far more aware of her own power than she had been at eighteen, standing beneath the lights in white shimmer and soft, cloudlike ruffles as if Venus herself had risen from the sea not in naked innocence but in silk, lace, and hard-earned self-possession, every camera flash catching on her skin like the gods were trying to crown her in pieces of borrowed lightning.
Her voice had changed too, not into something unrecognizable but into something ripened, silkier and smoother than it had been in girlhood, with a faint rasp at the edges that made every lyric feel lived in, as though life had brushed its thumb gently over her throat and left a little smoke behind, yet beneath all that elegance and restraint there were still traces of the Delilah Michael had known if a person understood how to look closely enough.
They were there in the way she twiddled her thumbs when the cameras stayed on her too long, in the way she bit at the inside of her cheek whenever nerves threatened to break through her composure, in the way her eyes still shifted toward exits before entering crowded rooms, and, most stubbornly, in the fact that Delilah Fontaine, Grammy winner, household name, woman of velvet vocals and goddess-like poise, still refused raw tomato with the same offended little grimace she had worn as a girl at family dinners, as if all the fame in the world could polish her but never quite take away the small, ridiculous truths that made her human.
He watched her from where he stood with Quincy, his aviators settled over his face like a veil drawn between himself and a world that had spent the entire night trying to stare him down, the flash of cameras catching against the dark lenses, the glittering military cut of his jacket making him look less like a man attending an award show and more like Mars dressed for conquest, all sequins, sharp shoulders, gold detail, and a single jeweled glove resting at his side like some strange modern relic.
Yet for all the weight of the night, for all the trophies waiting in the wings and all the history gathering around his name, Michael found his attention slipping from the room the moment Delilah Fontaine moved through it, her white gown shimmering beneath the lights, her train fluttering behind her like sea foam chasing Venus across marble, her smile polite and practiced as she greeted colleagues who leaned in too eagerly, all of them touching her elbow, kissing her cheek, speaking as if they had known her before the world learned to say her name.
His eyes followed her with a hunger he could not blame on curiosity, darting ahead of her before she arrived, searching the little place cards with a quiet urgency he disguised behind stillness, because he needed to know where they had put her, needed to know how far the room intended to keep her from him after seven years of silence had already done enough damage.
When he found her assigned seat, his jaw tightened behind the safety of his shades, because there it was, her name placed neatly beside Denzel Washington’s, close enough for conversation, close enough for laughter, close enough for that smooth-faced actor to lean toward her during the long pauses between categories and make her smile in a way Michael had no intention of witnessing politely.
A small huff left him before he could stop it, quiet enough that Quincy only glanced over with one brow lifted, but Michael had already moved with that soft-spoken decisiveness people always underestimated in him, murmuring something to an usher, trading charm for rearrangement, shifting the order of the room with a few gentle words and one stubborn look until Delilah Fontaine’s seat was no longer beside another man’s shoulder but directly next to his.
It was childish, maybe, and not altogether fair, but Michael could not bring himself to care, not when seven years had taught him how cruel distance could be, not when Jackie’s recklessness had robbed him of phone calls, dinners, backstage whispers, tour-bus games, and the only girl who had ever looked at him before the world turned him into a monument.
He wanted her close enough to breathe in the perfume gathered at her throat, close enough to hear the soft rustle of her gown when she sat, close enough to confirm with his own body that she was no longer some voice coming through a speaker at midnight, no longer the woman he had been forced to love from the far side of a promise, but flesh and warmth and history, seated beside him beneath the same dangerous lights.
And suddenly, terribly, Thriller — his crown, his conquest, his life’s work, the glittering chariot Apollo himself might have envied — seemed to dim at the edges, because what was a room full of applause compared to Delilah lowering herself into the chair beside him, what was another golden gramophone compared to the faint brush of her train near his shoe, what was immortality itself when the first muse he had ever known had returned to him wearing white and smelling like memory?
Michael turned his head only slightly when she sat, careful, controlled, hidden behind his aviators, but beneath all that practiced restraint his heart moved like a boy’s again, reckless and disobedient, beating against his ribs with the same old rhythm from family dinners and cramped tour-bus rooms and hospital whispers, as if no time had passed at all.
For one suspended moment after Delilah lowered herself into the seat beside him, neither of them said a word, though silence had never felt empty between them, not when it had always been full of old things, full of tour-bus laughter and hospital whispers, full of grits cooling on plates while their feet found one another beneath the table, full of all the years that had passed without either of them being brave or free enough to ask why the absence still hurt like something fresh.
Michael sat very still, his aviators hiding the first open shock of seeing her so close again, though they could not hide the way his body seemed to lean toward her in spite of itself, drawn by the faint, expensive warmth of her perfume, by the soft sound of her gown settling around her, by the nearness of a woman he had only allowed himself to hear through records for seven years, her voice traveling into his room at night like smoke under a locked door while the rest of her remained forbidden.
Delilah felt him looking before she turned, the same way she used to feel his gaze from across rehearsal rooms when they were children, that quiet, searching attention of his that never arrived loudly but always touched something under the skin, and when she finally angled her face toward him, the corner of her mouth lifted just enough to make his heart stumble hard beneath all that glitter and gold.
“Michael,” she said softly, and the grown-up shape of his name in her mouth nearly undid him, because she had said it a thousand times before in childhood, said it while laughing, scolding, whispering, and teasing, but this was different, silkier, lower, carrying the faint rasp that had made half the world fall in love with her records and made him sit alone in dark rooms wondering how a voice could grow older and still know exactly where to wound him.
“Delilah,” he answered, his voice gentle but not weak, shy at the edges yet steadier than it had any right to be, as though the boy in him had stepped back just long enough for the man to greet her properly. “Look at you.”
Her lashes dipped, not because she was coy in the easy way women learned to be for men who needed entertaining, but because praise from him landed differently, because Michael had known her before the gown, before the clear skin, before the Grammys and the headlines and the critics calling her voice mysterious as if mystery was not often just pain made elegant.
“Don’t start,” she murmured, smoothing one careful hand over the white shimmer at her knee, though her thumb began to worry at the side of her finger the way it always did when too much feeling moved beneath her composure.
Michael saw it.
Of course he saw it.
He had known that nervous little habit before either of them had learned how much adults could ruin a good thing, and something painfully fond moved through him at the sight, because there she was, Delilah Fontaine, draped in white like Venus risen from a colder, more glamorous sea, her train spilling around her chair like foam and lace, her name whispered through the room by people who wanted pieces of her time, and still the girl he had loved was there in the tiny motion of her hands.
“I ain’t startin’ nothin’,” he said, though his mouth curved with the softest hint of mischief, his head tilting toward her as applause swelled somewhere around them for somebody neither of them was listening to. “I’m just sayin’ you walked in here lookin’ like the good Lord took His time and then doubled back to make sure He ain’t miss nothin’.”
Delilah’s eyes lifted to his, sharp with amusement despite herself, and Michael felt the reward of it somewhere low in his chest, not lust exactly, though there was want in him and he would have been lying to God to pretend otherwise, but something older and sweeter, something that wanted her smile before it wanted anything else.
“You rehearsed that?” she asked.
“Nah,” he said, leaning back just a little, one gloved hand resting against his thigh while the other toyed absently with the edge of the program in his lap. “If I rehearsed it, it woulda sounded smoother.”
“It was already smooth enough.”
“Then I must still have a little somethin’ left in me.”
She laughed under her breath, low and brief, but it reached him like music, and Michael turned his face toward the stage as if he needed a second to survive the sound without making a fool of himself in front of the whole industry.
Quincy, seated not too far away and pretending with saintly dedication not to watch every second of this reunion unfold, glanced over his shoulder once, caught the way Michael’s attention had abandoned the night’s machinery completely, and shook his head with the private exasperation of a man who knew genius when he saw it and trouble when it sat down wearing white.
“You moved my seat,” Delilah said after a moment, her voice quiet enough that only he could hear it beneath the dull roar of the room.
Michael’s lips parted in offense that was far too immediate to be innocent.
“What make you say that?”
“Because I know where I was seated.”
“Maybe somebody made a mistake.”
“Maybe somebody wearing aviators and a jacket brighter than common sense made a request.”
That pulled a real smile from him, quick and boyish before he could tuck it away, and Delilah had to look down for a second because the sight of it struck too close to memory, too close to the Michael who used to accuse her of cheating at Monopoly and then let her keep the red candy because he knew it was her favorite.
“I ain’t want you sittin’ way over there,” he admitted, his confidence softening into something more honest, something that slipped out before pride could dress it up better. “Been seven years, ’Lilah.”
There it was.
Not accusation, not anger, not even bitterness exactly, but the number itself, placed gently between them like a wound neither of them had cleaned properly.
Delilah’s smile faded, and the lights above them seemed to sharpen, camera flashes bursting from across the room like little acts of lightning while the two of them sat inside a pocket of quiet made entirely from things unsaid.
“I know,” she whispered.
Michael turned the program over in his hands, smoothing the corner with his thumb though it did not need smoothing, his gloved hand bright and strange against the paper, his bare hand restless with the effort of not reaching for hers.
“Seven years is a mighty long time for a phone to stay quiet,” he said, and though he kept his voice light, there was a tremor beneath the words that made Delilah’s throat tighten. “I used to think maybe you’d call by accident one day, you know, like maybe your finger slip or somethin’.”
“Michael.”
“I know,” he said quickly, glancing at her, then away, because the last thing he wanted was to make her feel cornered when life had already put enough walls around them. “I know why you didn’t, and I ain’t tryin’ to make you feel bad, but I missed you, Tinky.”
The nickname touched her so suddenly that she almost closed her eyes.
Not because she had forgotten it, never that, but because hearing it in his grown voice did something cruel to her composure, taking a word from their childhood and placing it in the mouth of the man beside her, softening time and sharpening it all at once.
Michael saw her reaction and lowered his voice further, the flirtation slipping out of him like warmth from behind a door left cracked open, shy but deliberate, gentle but unwilling to retreat.
“I missed you so bad I started gettin’ mad at your records.”
Delilah blinked, then turned toward him, her brows lifting.
“My records?”
“Mhm.”
“What my records do to you?”
“They kept showin’ up in my house soundin’ all pretty and grown and actin’ like they ain’t know me.”
She stared at him for one beat, then another, and then laughter broke from her before she could stop it, not loud enough to disturb anyone but bright enough that Michael’s shoulders loosened as if somebody had cut a string tied too tight around him.
“You are ridiculous,” she whispered.
“I’m serious,” he murmured, though his smile gave him away. “Had me sittin’ there listenin’ like, ‘Now why she singin’ to everybody but me?’”
“I was not singing to everybody.”
“You sure?”
“Michael.”
“I’m just askin’, Delilah, ’cause folks was lookin’ real moved by it.”
Her eyes narrowed, playful now, the old rhythm sliding back between them with terrifying ease, and Michael leaned just a fraction closer, close enough that she could see herself reflected faintly in his aviators, white gown and warm skin distorted in the dark glass, like he was carrying a secret version of her no one else could touch.
“You jealous of a record?” she asked.
“I ain’t say jealous,” he replied softly. “I said I had questions.”
“Questions?”
“A few.”
“Such as?”
His mouth curved, but there was yearning under it, no hard swagger, no cheap confidence, only a man trying to make a joke out of the fact that he had been aching for years and did not quite know where to put it now that she was beside him.
“Such as how you gon’ make a whole album sound like midnight and not tell me where you learned to sing like that.”
Delilah’s face warmed despite the cameras, despite the noise, despite the fact that she was grown now and had been praised by people far more polished than the boy beside her, because Michael did not compliment her like he was admiring a product or appraising a woman in a dress; he said it like he had been listening for the girl he lost and found a goddess instead.
“You heard it?” she asked, though she already knew the answer.
His head turned fully then, and even behind the aviators, she felt the weight of his eyes.
“Every song.”
Something in her chest tightened.
“Every song?”
“Every song,” he repeated, quieter, and there was no teasing left in him now. “More than once.”
Delilah looked toward the stage because she needed somewhere else to put her face, needed the glow of the room and the movement of presenters and the rustle of programs to steady her, but Michael did not let the moment run away completely.
“You still write in them margins?” he asked.
Her head turned back before she could pretend indifference.
“What?”
“In your songbooks,” he said, his voice softening further. “You used to write lyrics on one page and then write little notes to yourself in the margins like you was fussin’ at the song.”
Delilah’s mouth parted, and for a moment the Grammys disappeared, the whole room folding itself into the cramped backroom of a tour bus where a sixteen-year-old boy leaned over her shoulder, smelling faintly of stage sweat and soap, asking what word she had crossed out and why she hated it so much.
“You remember that?”
Michael gave her a look, gentle and almost wounded by the question.
“I remember everything about you.”
The sentence landed between them with enough weight to make both of them go still.
Delilah turned her eyes down to her lap, and Michael immediately wished he had said it differently, lighter, easier, wrapped it in humor before placing it at her feet, because he could be bold when he was singing, bold when the lights demanded it, but with Delilah he was still that boy in the hospital room kissing her hand and lying badly about checking her temperature.
“I ain’t mean to—”
“No,” she interrupted softly, looking back up at him with something fragile tucked behind her composure. “No, I remember too.”
His breath caught.
She let the words sit for a second, then added, because she needed air before the moment became too much, “I remember you cheating at Scrabble.”
Michael recoiled slightly, offended down to the bone.
“I ain’t never cheated at Scrabble.”
“You absolutely cheated at Scrabble.”
“How you cheat at Scrabble?”
“Making up words.”
“They was real words.”
“‘Shamone’ was not worth thirty-two points, Michael.”
“It had feeling.”
Delilah laughed again, and this time the laugh softened into something that stayed on her face afterward, a little smile full of memory and ache, and Michael watched it with open hunger now, not the kind that lowered itself to the body first but the kind that wanted to sit beside her for hours and collect every expression she had learned in his absence.
“You still hate raw tomato?” he asked suddenly.
She groaned, covering her face with one hand.
“Don’t start that.”
“You do.”
“I have taste.”
“You used to pick it out your sandwiches like somebody put poison in there.”
“Because they did.”
Michael’s smile widened, and the sight made Delilah’s stomach flutter against her will, because he had grown into himself too, not just the performer the whole world worshipped, but a man with sharper lines in his face, a quieter command in his posture, a carefulness that looked almost regal beneath the shine of his jacket, as if Apollo had stepped off his chariot and tried to pretend he did not miss being a boy.
“You look happy tonight,” she said, though she was not sure it was true.
Michael’s smile shifted, becoming smaller and more complicated.
“I’m tryin’ to be.”
“That ain’t the same.”
“No,” he admitted, his thumb dragging once over the program again. “It ain’t.”
Delilah studied him, the old concern rising before she could stop it, and Michael saw that too, saw the way her eyes changed when she thought he was hurting, saw the same girl who had once tried to get out of a hospital bed because she wanted to visit people worse off than herself, and something in him leaned toward that kindness like a starving thing toward warmth.
“You should be proud,” she said. “This is your night.”
“It was.”
“Was?”
His head tilted, and there was that softness again, that shy little confidence that did not know whether it had permission but stepped forward anyway.
“Then you sat down.”
Delilah stared at him, then shook her head slowly, though her smile betrayed her.
“You been practicing smooth talk since I last saw you?”
“Maybe I had time.”
“Seven years?”
“Plenty time.”
“And this the best you got?”
He laughed under his breath, and the sound brushed across her like velvet.
“Nah, I’m holdin’ back.”
“For what?”
His answer came after a pause, quiet and warm.
“So I don’t scare you off again.”
The humor thinned.
Delilah’s smile softened, and for the first time that night, she let herself look at him without the armor of celebrity, without the careful calm she had learned in rooms full of executives and critics and men who thought mystery meant availability.
“You didn’t scare me off, Michael.”
“I know,” he said. “But you still left.”
“I had to.”
“I know.”
“My sister—”
“I know,” he repeated, gentler, turning slightly so his shoulder angled toward hers, his voice lowering until it felt like something meant only for the two of them. “Celeste was hurt, and Jackie was wrong as hell, and I ain’t never acted like he wasn’t, not even in my own mind.”
Delilah swallowed, surprised by the firmness in him, by the way his mouth tightened around his brother’s name as if the old anger had never fully cooled.
“I hated it,” Michael continued, not loud, not dramatic, but honest enough that every word seemed to cost him. “I hated what he did to her, hated what it did to your family, but I’d be lyin’ if I said I ain’t hate what it took from me too.”
Delilah’s eyes flickered.
“From you?”
He looked at her then, really looked, and the aviators suddenly felt unfair, too much distance for a moment that deserved his bare eyes, so he lifted one hand and slid them down just enough for her to see him over the dark rim.
“You,” he said simply.
The room kept moving around them, applause rising and falling, names being called, cameras flashing, but Delilah heard only that one word, only the way he said it without embellishment, without performance, without trying to make it prettier than the truth.
Her breath changed, soft and nearly hidden, but Michael noticed because he had always noticed her; he noticed the way her fingers stilled, the way her cheek warmed under the lights, the way she bit gently at the inside of her cheek as if trying to keep an emotion from crossing her face where the whole world might see it.
“Don’t do that,” he murmured.
“What?”
“Bite your cheek like you don’t wanna say somethin’.”
Delilah exhaled a small laugh, though her eyes had gone glossy in a way she would deny if asked.
“You remember too much.”
“I told you I remember everything.”
“That’s dangerous.”
“Only if you got somethin’ to hide from me.”
She looked at him then, and the air between them warmed, not with anything vulgar or careless but with the slow, aching awareness of two people sitting close after years apart, their knees almost touching, their history breathing between them like a third body, every glance carrying the weight of hands that had once held, feet that had once played under tables, promises never made and somehow still broken.
“I might,” she said softly.
Michael’s mouth curved, but his eyes stayed tender.
“Then I got time.”
“You always this patient now?”
“No.”
The honesty made her laugh.
“I was gon’ say.”
“I’m patient with things I want to keep,” he said, and then, as if the words had embarrassed him by arriving too naked, he looked toward the stage and added lightly, “Sometimes.”
Delilah shook her head, smiling despite the way her chest ached.
“You something else, Bambi.”
The nickname hit him so visibly that he had to lower his gaze, and the softest, most helpless smile crossed his face, one he could not have performed if he tried.
“Say that again.”
“What?”
“You know what.”
“Bambi?”
His lashes lowered, and for one reckless second he looked younger, not boyish exactly, but touched by memory in a way that stripped the gold from the night and left only the two of them.
“Ain’t heard that in a long time,” he said.
“I ain’t said it in a long time.”
“You save it for me?”
“Who else I’m gon’ call Bambi?”
“I don’t know,” he said, the faint tease returning because he needed something to keep from drowning in her softness. “Denzel was sittin’ mighty close before somebody fixed that problem.”
Delilah’s eyes widened with delighted disbelief.
“So you admit it?”
“I ain’t admit nothin’.”
“You just said somebody fixed that problem.”
“Coulda been anybody.”
“You are terrible.”
“I’m improving.”
“You moved my seat because you were jealous?”
“I moved your seat because seven years was long enough,” he said, and the answer, though delivered softly, settled over her skin like a touch.
Delilah looked away first, but not before Michael saw the smile she tried to hide, the one that made his confidence bloom just a little brighter, not into arrogance, never that, but into the careful courage of a man realizing the door he had mourned might not be locked forever.
A presenter’s voice rolled across the room, calling attention back to the ceremony, and Michael sat straighter, slipping his aviators fully back into place, though his attention remained angled toward her as if some invisible string had looped around his ribs and tied him to the woman in white beside him.
“You think you gon’ win big tonight?” Delilah asked after a moment, her voice lighter now, though the question carried a little challenge beneath it.
Michael glanced at her.
“I hope so.”
“You hope so?”
“I ain’t gon’ sit here and say I know,” he replied, smiling faintly, his gloved fingers tapping once against his knee. “That’s how folks get humbled in public.”
“Smart man.”
“I try.”
Delilah leaned a little closer, careful not to let the ruffled edge of her gown catch beneath the chair, and Michael caught the movement from the corner of his eye, his whole body becoming quietly aware of her nearness, of the warmth of her shoulder, of the faint shimmer at her collarbone, of the fact that she smelled like something soft and expensive and almost familiar enough to hurt.
“So what happens if you make history tonight?” she asked.
Michael turned his head toward her slowly, sensing the game before she named it.
“What you mean?”
“I mean, if Michael Jackson breaks history tonight, what exactly does he plan to do after?”
He smiled, and this time it was not the shy boy’s smile or the superstar’s smile, but something in between, something warm and careful and daring enough to lean over the line without stepping on it.
“I was thinkin’ ’bout Studio 54,” he said. “Afterparty.”
Delilah arched a brow.
“Studio 54?”
“Mhm.”
“That don’t sound like your scene.”
“Maybe I’m full of surprises.”
“You been full of surprises since you moved my seat.”
“And you still sittin’ here.”
Her lips parted in a laugh she tried to suppress, and Michael knew then that he had her engaged in the rhythm of it, not won, not captured, not certain, but present, finally present with him after seven years of absence.
“You askin’ me to go?” she said.
“I’m askin’ you to make a bet with me.”
“A bet?”
His fingers tightened once around the program, nerves flickering beneath the smoothness of his tone, because this was the closest he had come to asking for something he truly wanted all night, and despite the trophies waiting in the dark, despite the cameras and the industry and the thunder of his own name, nothing felt more dangerous than her answer.
“If I break history tonight,” he said, voice low enough that the words seemed to travel only between their chairs, “you come with me.”
Delilah looked at him for a long moment, reading the softness beneath the challenge, the hope hidden under the flirt, the boy still there under the man in the glittering jacket, and she knew he was not asking about a party, not really.
He was asking for more time.
He was asking for a room beyond this room, a night beyond the ceremony, a chance to stand near her without assigned seating and cameras and their families’ ghosts sitting between them like unpaid debts.
“And if you don’t?” she asked.
Michael tilted his head, and his smile went small and rueful, not quite brave enough to pretend he did not care.
“If I don’t, I’ll still ask you to come,” he admitted. “Just won’t have nothin’ impressive to bargain with.”
That honesty caught her in the chest more than any polished line could have.
Delilah’s gaze softened, and her thumb brushed absently over the edge of her clutch as she pretended to consider him with great seriousness.
“You always did hate losin’ games.”
“I don’t mind losin’ if I still get to sit next to you.”
“Michael.”
“What?” he asked, all innocence, though his smile had tucked itself into one corner of his mouth. “That was smooth.”
“It was a little smooth.”
“Little?”
“Don’t get beside yourself.”
“I’m already beside you.”
Delilah stared at him, then looked down quickly, her shoulders shaking with quiet laughter, and Michael smiled at his lap like a man who had just been handed something fragile and priceless, because making her laugh after seven years felt better than applause, better than critics, better than the whole room waiting to crown him.
“All right,” she said finally.
His head turned so quickly that the light flashed across his aviators.
“All right?”
“If you break history tonight, I’ll go to Studio 54 with you.”
Michael went still, the words entering him slowly, lighting him up from the inside in a way he could not fully hide even behind tinted glass and careful posture.
“You mean that?”
“I said it, didn’t I?”
“You did.”
“Then don’t make me repeat myself.”
He laughed softly, but there was a tenderness in it now, a reverence, as if the bet had become a promise the moment she gave it breath.
“A’ight then,” he murmured, turning toward the stage as the next category began, though his smile stayed fixed and foolish at the edges. “Guess I gotta go make history.”
Delilah looked at him, at the glittering line of his jacket, the dark fall of curls near his cheek, the jeweled glove catching light like a star trapped on his hand, and felt something old and dangerous stir awake inside her, not the reckless crush of girlhood but a grown woman’s recognition of unfinished love, the kind that did not ask whether it was convenient before returning.
“You better,” she whispered.
Michael heard her, and without looking away from the stage, he leaned just close enough for his shoulder to brush hers, the contact brief, respectful, and devastating in its restraint.
“For you?” he said softly. “I’m gon’ try.”
One award turned into two, two turned into three, and by the time three had become seven, the room had started to feel less like an award show and more like a coronation dressed in camera flashes, applause rising again and again until it seemed the whole building had surrendered to the fact that Michael Jackson was not merely having a good night, but carving his name into history with the glittering, merciless certainty of Apollo dragging the sun across the sky.
Each time his name was called, Delilah watched him rise beside her, watched the shimmer of his jacket catch the light, watched that single jeweled glove flash like a star trapped against his hand, and though the room saw the smile, the bows, the gentle humility of a man accepting praise with his head dipped and his voice soft, Delilah saw the smaller things beneath it, the way his shoulders loosened with disbelief after the fourth win, the way his mouth parted slightly after the fifth, the way he glanced at Quincy after the sixth like even he needed confirmation that the night had not become some elaborate dream.
But after the seventh, he did not look at Quincy first.
He looked at her.
It was brief enough that anyone else might have missed it, only a small turn of his head as he sat back down beside her, his aviators low on his nose now, his dark eyes visible over the rim, bright with triumph and something far less public, something that did not belong to the cameras or the Academy or the roaring room full of people suddenly eager to say they had always believed in him.
Delilah felt the look before she fully met it, felt it settle against the side of her face like warmth from a lamp left burning in a dark window, and when she finally turned toward him, Michael’s mouth curved, not wide, not cocky, not the kind of grin men wore when they thought winning entitled them to something, but soft and almost wondering, as if every trophy placed into his hands had only made the question between them heavier.
“You countin’?” he murmured, his voice low enough that it slipped beneath the applause and found her alone.
Delilah lifted one brow, though the corner of her mouth betrayed her before she could stop it.
“I know how to count, Michael.”
“Just checkin’.”
“You checkin’ or you gloatin’?”
His smile deepened, shy at the edges and dangerous only because it was so sincere.
“I ain’t gloatin’.”
“You sittin’ there with seven Grammys and a bet in your pocket, but you ain’t gloatin’?”
“Nah,” he said, leaning a fraction closer while the next presenters crossed the stage and the room kept moving around them, loud and golden and unaware of the quiet electricity passing between their chairs. “I’m just wonderin’ what you gon’ wear to Studio 54.”
Delilah’s eyes widened, and a laugh slipped out of her before she could school it into something elegant.
“You don’t even know if you won the last one.”
“I don’t,” he agreed, and for a second the confidence softened into nerves, his fingers brushing the edge of the program again as if the paper might keep him anchored. “But I got a good-luck charm sittin’ next to me, so I’m feelin’ all right.”
“A good-luck charm?”
“Mhm.”
“So now I’m responsible for your Grammy count?”
“You responsible for a lot more than you know,” he said, and the words came out too honest, too intimate, so he immediately looked toward the stage as if the lights had suddenly required his attention.
Delilah went quiet, her gaze lingering on the line of his cheek, on the soft fall of curls against his face, on the way he could still retreat into shyness after saying something bold enough to make her heartbeat lose its place, and for a moment she saw both Michaels at once, the grown man in the glittering jacket and the boy in the cramped tour bus room, the superstar being crowned by the world and the eighteen-year-old who had sat beside her hospital bed with candy, crosswords, and panic hidden badly in his hands.
“Michael Jackson,” a stagehand whispered near the aisle, leaning down with professional urgency, “Miss Fontaine, you’re needed backstage for the next presentation.”
The spell shifted.
Delilah blinked, then turned, remembering all at once that she had a job to do, that she was not simply a woman sitting beside an old love while history assembled itself around him, but Delilah Fontaine, Grammy-winning artist in her own right, invited to present the final award of the night, the last envelope, the last name, the last possibility standing between Michael and a kind of immortality no one in the room would ever forget.
Michael looked at the stagehand, then back at Delilah, and something in his expression changed when he understood.
“You announcin’ it?” he asked quietly.
Delilah gathered her train carefully, her fingers brushing through ruffles that looked like sea foam caught in a storm, and stood with the kind of grace that made the people nearest them glance over before they knew they had done it.
“Looks like it.”
Michael’s gaze moved over her face, not her body, not the dress, not the shine of her, but her face, as if he were trying to memorize the impossible symmetry of the moment, the first girl he ever loved walking toward the stage to announce whether he would break history.
“That ain’t fair,” he said softly.
Delilah paused, looking down at him with a small smile.
“What ain’t fair?”
“You standin’ up there with my fate in your hands like that.”
Her smile warmed, but her eyes stayed steady on his.
“Your fate?”
“My evening, then.”
“That’s better.”
“And maybe my afterparty plans.”
Delilah shook her head, but there was laughter in her eyes now, the old kind, the kind that belonged to footsie beneath dinner tables and Scrabble arguments and raw tomato slander.
“You better hope they put your name in that envelope, Bambi.”
The nickname struck him in the chest as surely as any award had struck his palms, and for a moment Michael forgot the room completely, forgot Quincy sitting nearby, forgot the cameras, forgot that the whole music industry had been watching him like he was a miracle with a pulse.
He only saw her.
Delilah in white, Delilah grown, Delilah with the girl he knew still hidden in her thumbs and her cheek-biting and that soft teasing mouth, Delilah holding seven years of absence between them and somehow making it feel, for one dangerous night, like something they might finally survive.
“I’m hopin’,” he said, his voice gentler now. “But even if it ain’t, I’m glad it’s you.”
The words landed quietly, without decoration, and Delilah’s smile faltered into something softer, something too exposed for the cameras nearby, so she turned before either of them could make the moment more fragile than it already was.
As she walked away, her train whispered over the floor behind her, a pale tide following in her wake, and Michael watched her go with an ache so clean and consuming it felt almost holy, as if Venus herself had crossed the room and every man there had mistaken beauty for spectacle while he alone knew it was memory returning in a gown.
Quincy leaned toward him once Delilah disappeared backstage, his voice dry enough to crack stone.
“You been starin’ at that girl like the award’s gon’ walk off if you blink.”
Michael did not look away from the place she had vanished.
“Leave me alone, Q.”
“Mhm.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
Michael finally turned, and Quincy, seeing the look on his face, the quiet devastation beneath the glittering glory of the night, softened just enough not to tease him further.
Onstage, the show rolled toward its final breath, presenters smiling, cameras shifting, applause swelling and settling like the tide, and backstage Delilah stood with the envelope in her hand, feeling its weight as if Mercury himself had delivered it from Olympus with a message meant to alter the course of mortal lives.
Her pulse had become unruly.
She could hear the host’s voice through the curtain, could hear the muffled thunder of the audience, could feel the heat of the lights waiting beyond the stage, but beneath all of that she heard Michael’s voice in her memory, low and soft beside her: If I break history tonight, you come with me.
It should have been nothing.
A bet.
A flirtation dressed in old familiarity.
A little game between two people who had known each other before the world knew how to watch them properly.
But Delilah knew better than that, because nothing between her and Michael had ever been small, not really; not the footsie under the table, not the hospital-room hand kiss he had lied about, not the seven years of silence that had stretched between them like the River Styx, not the way his eyes had found hers after each win as if the trophies mattered less than making sure she was still there to witness him receiving them.
A woman beside her adjusted the microphone cue, someone else whispered timing instructions, and Delilah nodded at all the right places, though her mind was nowhere near practical things.
She was thinking about Celeste.
She was thinking about Jackie.
She was thinking about the old line in the sand, drawn in grief and loyalty and blood-warm sisterhood, and how strange it felt to stand now at the edge of another line, one not drawn by someone else’s heartbreak but by her own desire, her own choice, her own terrifying wish to step toward the man she had never fully stopped loving.
“Miss Fontaine, you’re on.”
Delilah inhaled.
Then she stepped through the curtain.
The room opened before her in light, applause rising as she walked to the microphone, every eye turning toward her white gown, her soft auburn curls, the calm expression she had spent years perfecting, the face of a woman who had learned to make stillness look like power.
Michael watched from the audience, his body gone still again, his hands folded together in his lap, his aviators back in place though they did nothing to hide the fact that his whole attention had risen with her.
Delilah did not look at him at first.
She looked at the teleprompter, smiled at the crowd, let the applause settle, and spoke with that velvet voice that had made radios go quiet in millions of homes.
“Good evening,” she said, and the room seemed to lean toward her. “Tonight has already given us music, memory, and more than a little history.”
A ripple of laughter moved through the audience, warm and knowing, and Delilah allowed herself the smallest smile before continuing.
“The final award of the evening honors not only an album, but a world built from sound, vision, discipline, and imagination, the kind of work that reminds us why music does not simply entertain us, but follows us home, changes the temperature of our rooms, and stays with us long after the last note fades.”
Michael lowered his head slightly, and Delilah saw it from the corner of her eye, saw the way the praise hit him not as ego but as tenderness, as recognition, and some foolish part of her wanted to step off the stage, cross the room, and tell him that she had heard him too, that she had listened to Thriller alone and hated how brilliant it was because brilliance made missing him harder to justify.
Instead, she read the nominees, each name leaving her mouth smooth and measured, though her fingertips tightened around the envelope once she reached the end.
The applause rose again.
The envelope waited.
Delilah slid one finger beneath the flap and opened it carefully, her heart beating so loudly she thought the microphone might catch it, and when she looked down at the card, the name stared back at her like fate had developed a sense of theater.
For one second, just one, she forgot to breathe.
Then she smiled.
Not the Grammy smile.
Not the poised, industry smile.
A real one, helpless and bright, blooming before she could stop it, and Michael saw that smile from his seat before she said a word.
He knew.
His mouth parted slightly.
Delilah lifted her eyes from the card and found him through the crowd, found him as easily as she had found his foot beneath dinner tables and his hand beside hospital beds, and when she spoke, the whole room heard the winner, but Michael heard the promise beneath it.
“And the Grammy goes to…”
She paused, and the room held its breath.
“Michael Jackson.”
The room erupted.
Applause detonated around him, people shot to their feet, Quincy clapped with both hands raised, cameras swung toward Michael like worshippers turning toward a god newly named, but for half a heartbeat he did not move.
He sat there staring at Delilah, and she stood at the microphone staring back, both of them caught in the impossible knowledge that history had just opened its door and she was the one holding it.
Then Quincy touched his arm, and the spell broke enough for Michael to rise.
The room thundered for him as he made his way toward the stage, his body slim and glittering beneath the lights, each step measured, almost dreamlike, while Delilah waited beside the microphone with the award in both hands, her white train pooled around her feet like clouds at the edge of Olympus.
When he reached her, the applause seemed to stretch and distort around them, becoming distant, watery, less important than the small space between his hand and hers.
Delilah held the Grammy out to him.
Michael took it slowly, his fingers brushing hers in a touch so brief no camera could accuse it of anything, but it moved through both of them like lightning striking a temple roof.
“Guess you won your bet,” she whispered, barely moving her lips.
Michael leaned just close enough for the microphone not to catch him, his voice soft, breathless, and full of wonder.
“Guess you comin’ with me.”
Delilah’s eyes flickered, and that little nervous habit returned, the faint bite at the inside of her cheek, though she was smiling now, smiling like she could not quite help herself.
“Go give your speech, Bambi.”
His face changed at the nickname, the same way it had beside her seat, the same way it must have years ago when she first gave it to him, and for a moment the man who had just made history looked almost shy again.
“Yes, ma’am,” he murmured.
Then he turned to the microphone, the Grammy in his hands, the world on its feet, and Delilah stepped slightly aside, close enough to feel the warmth of him, close enough to smell the faint clean sweetness of his cologne, close enough to understand that the distance of seven years had ended not with an apology, not with a dramatic declaration, but with a bet, a brush of fingers, and Michael Jackson standing beside her under the lights while history bowed its head.
He began his speech softly, thanking the people he was supposed to thank, his voice humble and careful beneath the heavy glow of the stage lights, the Grammy held between his hands like something sacred and impossible, but every few sentences his eyes slid toward Delilah for the briefest fraction of a second, as if he needed to make sure she had not disappeared again, as if seven years of absence had taught him that joy could be snatched away in the time it took to blink.
“I wanna thank God first,” Michael said, and the room quieted beneath the sincerity of it, beneath that soft, trembling reverence that made him sound, for all his glitter and history, like a boy standing barefoot at the foot of an altar. “I wanna thank my mother, my family, Quincy, Rod, everybody who helped build this album from a dream into somethin’ real, everybody who gave their time, their hands, their prayers, their faith.”
The audience applauded, but Michael did not seem to hear it the way he was supposed to, because some part of him had already stepped away from the ceremony and into a dimmer, holier room inside himself, the room where Delilah had lived untouched by cameras, untouched by gossip, untouched even by the silence that had kept them apart.
He looked down at the award, and the gold of it caught the light like a small sun in his palms, yet his expression was not triumphant as much as it was overwhelmed, as if all the noise in the room had parted like the Red Sea and left him staring at the one truth he had carried across the wilderness.
“And I wanna thank…” He stopped, swallowed, then let out a faint breath that shook at the edges, his lashes lowering for a moment before he looked up again. “I wanna thank someone I have been thankin’ in my heart for a very long time, even when I didn’t have the right to say her name out loud.”
Delilah’s smile faltered.
Not enough for the room to call it distress, not enough for the cameras to make a scandal of it yet, but enough for Michael to see the girl beneath the woman, the old Delilah inside the white gown, the one who used to bite the inside of her cheek when emotion threatened to climb too high.
He saw it and nearly lost his place.
Because there she was.
His Tinky.
His first muse.
His unfinished prayer.
The woman he had dreamt of for years and woken from like a man dragged back from paradise too soon, the woman whose voice had slipped through speakers and into his rooms like incense under a temple door, the woman he had written around, written toward, written through, turning the ache of her absence into bridges, bass lines, hidden harmonies, and melodies that would outlive the ache that made them.
“I learned a long time ago,” he continued, voice softening until the microphone seemed to carry not sound but confession, “that a song can come from places you ain’t ready to speak on yet. Sometimes it come from joy, sometimes it come from pain, and sometimes it come from missin’ somebody so long that the missin’ becomes its own language.”
The room went still.
Quincy, seated below, lifted his chin slightly, suddenly understanding that Michael had wandered far beyond the safe borders of an acceptance speech and into the dangerous country of the heart, where every sentence carried a match and every pause smelled faintly of smoke.
Michael turned his head, just slightly, toward Delilah.
“There is a word for that,” he said. “Saudade.”
Delilah’s fingers tightened around the side of her gown.
“It means a kind of longing that don’t know how to end,” he said, and his voice thinned with tenderness, not weakness, but tenderness so deep it seemed to bruise him on its way out. “It means missin’ someone like they are still with you, like your soul done kept a place set for them at the table, like every room you walk into knows who ain’t there.”
The audience had become a held breath.
Michael looked back toward the crowd, but he was not speaking to them anymore.
“I knew no end to it,” he said. “No end to missin’ her, no end to wonderin’ where she was, no end to hearin’ her voice and feelin’ like the Lord had let me hear heaven but not enter it.”
Delilah’s breath caught, and the sound was so small no microphone could have captured it, but Michael heard it because Michael had always heard her, even in crowded rooms, even beneath applause, even across seven years of silence.
He turned then, not fully, but enough that the gesture became unmistakable, enough that every camera knew where the gravity of the room had shifted.
“Delilah Fontaine,” he said, and her name came from him like scripture, like a psalm remembered in childhood and spoken again after years of wandering.
A murmur moved through the room, soft and startled, but Michael did not flinch from it.
If anything, the sound steadied him.
Because there had been too many years of quiet.
Too many unsent calls.
Too many songs written with her ghost sitting at the piano bench beside him.
Too many nights where he woke from dreams of her and spent days recovering from the cruelty of having touched happiness only in sleep.
“You were my muse before I knew what a muse was,” he said, eyes fixed on her now, his voice growing more fragile and more certain at the same time, the way a candle becomes most beautiful when the room darkens around it. “Before I had language for it, before I understood why your laugh stayed in my head longer than applause, before I knew why every song I loved felt unfinished if I couldn’t imagine you hearin’ it.”
Delilah’s eyes shone beneath the stage lights, and Michael had to look at her hands to survive her face, because if he looked too long, he feared he might forget the room altogether and speak with no restraint left.
“I have written about her in ways nobody knows,” he continued, and his fingers curved tighter around the Grammy. “Not always in names. Not always in words. Sometimes in a pause before the chorus. Sometimes in a note held longer than it had to be. Sometimes in the space between one breath and the next. I put her in songs the way old builders put gold behind cathedral walls, knowin’ maybe nobody would ever see it, but God would know it was there.”
Delilah’s lips parted.
The image struck her harder than a simple declaration could have, because she understood then that Michael had not merely missed her, had not merely remembered her as a sweet childhood wound or a girl from Motown hallways; he had carried her into his work the way monks once carried illuminated scripture, hidden in detail, patient in devotion, every brush of gold placed by hand for a beloved who might never come close enough to read it.
“I immortalized her before I had permission,” he said, and the confession trembled with guilt as much as love. “In music, in movement, in dreams, in the kind of silence a man keeps when he know he ain’t supposed to reach for what he still prays over.”
His eyes lifted to hers again.
“And I did pray,” he said, softer. “Not always right, maybe not always clean, but I prayed. I prayed she was safe. I prayed she was loved. I prayed her voice stayed hers. I prayed the world was gentle with her, even when I couldn’t be near enough to ask it myself.”
Delilah lowered her gaze, and one tear slipped free before she could stop it, sliding over the careful elegance of her face with such quiet dignity that the sight of it nearly split him open.
He stepped away from the microphone then.
Only one step.
Only enough to reach her.
The room stirred, cameras adjusting, audience members leaning forward, every person present suddenly aware they were no longer watching an award acceptance but something rarer and far more dangerous: a wound being opened in public and turning, somehow, into a vow.
Michael shifted the Grammy into his left hand and held out his right, bare and trembling slightly, not commanding, not claiming, not pulling her into spectacle, only offering.
Delilah stared at his hand.
For one terrible, breathless moment, the seven years stood between them like a wall of salt.
Celeste’s tears.
Jackie’s betrayal.
The studio floor.
The hospital bed.
The silence.
The records.
The dreams.
The love neither of them had been allowed to bury properly.
Then Delilah placed her hand in his.
The audience exhaled as if the whole room had been waiting for permission to breathe.
Michael’s fingers closed around hers with devastating care, and his face changed, not dramatically, not theatrically, but with the quiet ruin of a man touching home after years in exile.
He looked at their joined hands like Thomas might have looked upon proof of resurrection, like faith had become flesh beneath his palm.
“This album changed my life,” he said, returning his gaze to the microphone though he did not let go of her. “But she changed the room my life happened in.”
Delilah’s hand tightened faintly around his.
Michael felt it and nearly smiled, though the emotion in his throat made the expression tremble before it could fully form.
“She taught me that softness can have a spine,” he said. “That quiet can still command. That a person can leave and still be present in everything you make, not because you want to suffer, but because some people mark you so deeply that forgettin’ them would mean forgettin’ yourself.”
There was no applause now.
Only silence.
The kind of silence that gathers before a storm breaks, before a bride speaks, before a king lays down his crown, before Juliet looks over the balcony and hears her name become a fate.
Michael turned back to Delilah, and the whole stage seemed to narrow around them.
“I have spent years dreamin’ of you,” he said, not loudly, but every word carried. “And it has taken me days, sometimes, to recover from a dream with you in it, because I would wake up and the room would still be there, and my work would still be there, and all the people who needed me would still be there, but you would not.”
Delilah’s face folded around the pain of it, and Michael immediately softened his hold on her hand, as if afraid even his truth might hurt her too much.
“I ain’t sayin’ that to burden you,” he whispered, though the microphone loved him too much and carried it anyway. “I’m sayin’ it because tonight, for the first time in seven years, I ain’t dreamin’.”
A sound moved through the audience, low and emotional, but Michael did not look away from her.
He lifted the Grammy between them, the gold catching fire beneath the lights, then lowered it carefully into Delilah’s free hand.
She shook her head before he even let go.
“Michael,” she whispered, and the word broke in her mouth.
He smiled at her then, small and aching, so full of tenderness it seemed almost indecent for the world to witness.
“This one belongs to you.”
“No,” she breathed.
“Yes,” he said gently. “Because I know what they gon’ write. They gon’ say I broke history tonight. They gon’ say Thriller did somethin’ nobody seen before. They gon’ say a lot of things, and maybe some of it true.”
He guided her fingers around the base of the award, his hand warm over hers, steadying her beneath the weight of it.
“But before tonight was history,” he said, “it was longing. It was labor. It was loneliness. It was me reachin’ for somethin’ I could not name without sayin’ yours.”
Delilah’s tears were falling now, silent and furious in their restraint, and she hated that the world could see them, hated that every camera had been invited to the most tender room inside her, but she could not pull her hand away from his, could not reject the gold he had placed in her palm like a burnt offering laid at the foot of an altar.
“You were in the art,” he said. “Even when you were absent from my life, you were not absent from my work. You were the lamp in the window. The letter I never sent. The hymn under the melody. The garden I kept returnin’ to in my sleep.”
He looked down once, breath shaking.
“And I know I had no right.”
That made her look up sharply.
Michael’s face was open now in a way she had never seen, not even in the hospital, not even as children, because this was not a boy’s shy confession or a star’s polished speech; this was a man placing his heart on a public altar and waiting to see whether heaven would consume it or spare it.
“I know I had no right to keep you in my songs when life said I had to let you go,” he said. “I know your silence had reasons. I know your loyalty had a name. I know pain drew that line in the sand, and I know you ain’t draw it to hurt me.”
Delilah’s mouth trembled.
“But I need you to know,” he continued, voice lowering, “I never stood on my side of that line and stopped lovin’ you.”
The room broke.
Not into applause yet, not fully, but into sound, into soft gasps and murmurs and hands pressed to mouths, because there was no mistaking it now, no hiding the shape of what he had said beneath artistic gratitude or poetic metaphor.
Michael Jackson, crowned by the world, had turned to Delilah Fontaine and confessed like a man at judgment.
“I tried to be good,” he said, almost laughing at himself, though the laugh was wet with feeling. “I tried to be respectful. I tried not to reach where I wasn’t welcome. I tried to let the years teach me sense.”
His thumb moved once over her knuckles.
“They ain’t teach me nothin’ but how much I missed you.”
Delilah let out the smallest, broken breath, and Michael held it in his chest like a relic.
“I am not askin’ you for an answer tonight,” he said, and that gentleness, that restraint after so much exposure, broke her more than pressure ever could have. “I ain’t askin’ you to fix seven years under these lights. I ain’t askin’ you to forget what happened, or who got hurt, or what love cost your sister. I am only thankin’ you, Delilah, because my heart has been callin’ your name for longer than my mouth was allowed to, and tonight I finally get to say it where you can hear me.”
Her fingers tightened around his.
Michael inhaled, unsteady, then looked toward the audience at last, though his body remained angled toward her as if he could not bear to turn fully away.
“So thank you,” he said, voice nearly breaking. “Thank you for the dreams I survived. Thank you for the songs I built from missin’ you. Thank you for bein’ the quiet in the middle of the noise. Thank you for bein’ the part of the music I kept safe, even from myself.”
The applause began then, not sudden but swelling, rising like a tide beneath the stage, the room coming to its feet slowly and then all at once, but Michael did not release her hand, and Delilah did not return the Grammy.
She stood beside him with his history in her hand and his confession in her chest, and for a moment she looked less like a woman accepting a public honor than a saint in a painting receiving a golden flame, trembling not because she was weak but because revelation had weight.
Michael stepped closer, close enough that the cameras could capture the intimacy but not the words he spoke next.
“You don’t gotta forgive me for lovin’ you this loud,” he whispered. “But I had to stop pretendin’ it was quiet.”
Delilah looked at him through her tears.
“You are impossible,” she whispered back.
His smile trembled.
“I know.”
“You gave me your Grammy.”
“I did.”
“In front of everybody.”
“I did that too.”
“You always been dramatic.”
A laugh broke through his emotion, soft and boyish, and the sound loosened something in her chest that had been locked for seven years.
“And you always been actin’ like you don’t like it,” he murmured.
Delilah stared at him, and there, beneath the lights, with the room clapping around them like thunder over Olympus and heaven, she saw both versions of him at once: the boy who had kissed her hand in a hospital room and lied about it, and the man who had just handed her proof of his life’s work because he believed some part of it belonged to her.
Her heart broke for the years.
It came together for the moment.
She looked down at the Grammy, then at their joined hands, then back at him.
“This don’t fix everything,” she said softly.
Michael’s expression gentled at once.
“I know.”
“We have things to talk about.”
They barely made it through the door of Delilah’s penthouse before all the restraint they had worn so beautifully in public came apart in the privacy of marble floors, soft lamplight, and the city glittering far beneath them like a thousand stolen stars scattered across black velvet.
The door swung open too hard, striking the wall with a dull, expensive thud neither of them cared enough to notice, because Michael had one hand at her waist and the other pressed to the doorframe as Delilah pulled him in by the front of that glittering jacket, both of them laughing into each other’s mouths with the kind of breathless disbelief that belonged to people who had spent seven years starving and had finally been seated before the feast.
It was not graceful at first.
It was not careful or cinematic or polished enough for the world that had just watched him stand beneath lights and speak of muses, dreams, prayers, and longing like a man confessing at the altar.
It was messy in the foyer, hungry in the hallway, tender in all the places hunger could have turned selfish but did not, Michael’s back meeting the closed door as Delilah kissed him like she was trying to find the boy she had lost inside the man who had returned to her, while he held her like he had already learned the cost of letting go and did not intend to pay it twice.
“Tinky,” he breathed against her mouth, and the nickname sounded different here, not sweetly nostalgic beneath Grammy lights, not teasing across childhood board games, but low and shaken in the dim warmth of her home, a name dragged through years of silence and finally allowed to touch skin.
“Don’t Tinky me now,” Delilah murmured, though she was already smiling, already reaching for the edge of his aviators with fingers that trembled just enough to betray her. “You gave a whole sermon in front of everybody, Michael Jackson.”
He let her slide the glasses from his face, let her see him fully, soft brown eyes bare and bright with everything he had not been able to fit into that speech, everything too private for microphones and too sacred for applause.
“I meant every word,” he said.
“I know you did,” she whispered, and that was the trouble, because if he had been dramatic for drama’s sake she might have laughed him off, might have told him he was doing too much, might have slipped neatly back into the life she had built without him, but Michael had stood on that stage and told the truth so plainly that it had reached into the locked room of her heart and turned the key like it had always belonged there.
His jeweled glove came off first, not with performance but with desperation disguised as patience, Delilah tugging it from his hand and letting it fall somewhere near the door as if history itself could wait on the floor for once, and Michael looked at the abandoned glove, then at her, his mouth curving with that shy, disbelieving smile that made her want to ruin all his composure on principle.
“You just throwin’ my things around now?”
“You gave me a Grammy,” she said, walking him backward by the lapels until he nearly stumbled over the edge of her ruffled train. “I figured we past manners.”
Michael laughed, soft and startled, and caught her before either of them could trip, his hands landing at her waist with a firmness that made her breath change, his thumbs pressing through the delicate fabric as if he had to remind himself she was real, that this was not another dream he would spend days recovering from, that she was not about to vanish with the morning and leave him alone with the cruelty of memory.
“You always been bossy,” he murmured.
“You always liked it.”
His eyes lifted to hers, and the air between them tightened so quickly that Delilah’s teasing smile softened around the edges.
“Yeah,” he said, voice quieter now. “I did.”
The honesty made something warm and helpless open inside her, and she kissed him again before either of them could speak too much and turn the moment fragile, her hands sliding beneath the sharp shoulders of his jacket, pushing it back until all those sequins and gold details slipped from him like armor being removed after battle.
Michael let it fall.
Let the jacket drop from his shoulders and land in a glittering heap on her polished floor, let the room take him down from myth to man piece by piece, until he stood before her in softer layers, breathing harder than he wanted to admit, looking at her as if she had been the only award he had wanted to bring home all night.
Delilah’s coat went next, the cloudlike ruffles sliding from her shoulders under his careful hands, Michael slowing despite himself when the fabric caught at her arms, his fingers gentle as he freed her, his mouth following the bare line of her shoulder with kisses that were less possession than gratitude, less hunger than recognition.
Seven years had made them ravenous, but it had also made them reverent.
That was the ache of it.
They wanted each other badly, yes, wanted with all the force of old silence, wanted with the helplessness of interrupted youth and unfinished love, but beneath every kiss there was the tenderness of people touching a bruise they had both carried separately, the breathless shock of realizing the other person had been wounded in the same place.
“You really listened to all my records?” Delilah asked, though her voice had gone soft and uneven as he kissed the side of her neck, his curls brushing her cheek, his hand warm at the small of her back.
Michael lifted his head just enough to look at her.
“Every one.”
“You ain’t skip nothin’?”
“Not one song.”
“Even the sad ones?”
His mouth softened.
“Especially them.”
Delilah swallowed, and for a second the passion in the room gave way to something deeper and more dangerous, because there was desire, and then there was being known, and Michael had somehow managed to arrive at her door carrying both.
She tried to look away, but he touched her chin lightly, not forcing, only asking, and when she let him turn her face back to his, the kiss that followed was slower than the others, almost unbearably intimate, as if he was not simply kissing her mouth but apologizing to every year that had stood between them.
“You know,” she murmured against him, mischief returning because the feeling was getting too big and she needed somewhere to put it, “you lucky I ain’t got nobody waitin’ in here.”
Michael went still.
Not stiff, not angry, not cruel, but still enough that Delilah felt the shift in him immediately, felt his hand pause at her waist and his breath catch against her cheek.
She pulled back just enough to see his face.
His eyes had narrowed slightly, not with arrogance, not with ownership, but with that wounded, disbelieving look that made him seem at once grown and terribly young.
“Somebody?” he repeated.
Delilah bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing.
“Mhm.”
“In here?”
“Could be.”
Michael looked past her into the dim, immaculate sweep of the penthouse, at the grand piano near the windows, the low cream sofa, the flowers arranged on the glass table, the stack of records beside the stereo, the city blazing behind it all, then looked back at her with a softness that did not quite hide the jealousy moving under his skin.
“You play too much, girl.”
“Do I?”
“You know you do.”
“What if I had a man?”
His gaze dropped to her mouth, then rose again, slower this time, and when he spoke his voice was quiet, careful, and edged with feeling he was trying very hard not to let turn sharp.
“Then I’d be standin’ here lookin’ real foolish.”
Delilah’s smile faded a little because he did not take the bait the way most men would have, did not puff up, did not make some claim he had no right to make, did not turn her joke into a demand.
He simply looked at her with seven years of yearning in his face and let the hurt show.
“I ain’t got nobody,” she whispered.
Michael exhaled, almost a laugh, almost a prayer.
“I know.”
Her brows lifted.
“You know?”
“I hoped,” he corrected, his mouth curving faintly, shy now that the danger had passed. “I hoped real hard.”
Delilah shook her head, smiling despite the ache pressing behind her ribs.
“You something else.”
“I been told.”
“By who?”
He leaned closer, brushing his nose against hers with a tenderness that made the marble foyer feel like the smallest room in the world.
“By this girl I used to know.”
Delilah’s breath caught, and Michael kissed her again before she could answer, before she could tell him that girl had never stopped knowing him, not really, not even when loyalty and grief had shut every door between them.
They moved deeper into the penthouse in uneven steps, kissing between breaths, laughing when her train tangled around his ankle, stopping when Michael bent to free the fabric with such solemn concentration that Delilah had to grip the wall to keep from melting right there in the hallway.
“Bambi, if you don’t leave that dress alone—”
“I’m tryna save it,” he said, looking up at her from where he had crouched, one hand carefully lifting the white shimmer away from his shoe. “You come in here lookin’ like a whole angel and expect me to let you tear it?”
“You sayin’ I look like an angel?”
He stood slowly, close enough that his chest brushed hers.
“I’m sayin’ if angels look like you, I understand why men be fallin’ to their knees.”
Delilah stared at him.
Michael’s confidence lasted exactly three seconds before he looked embarrassed by his own mouth, his eyes dropping with a small laugh as if he could not believe he had said it out loud.
“That was too much?”
“It was a lot.”
“I can take it back.”
“Don’t you dare.”
His smile came back then, soft and relieved, and Delilah reached for him again, pulling him down by his loosened collar, because there was only so much yearning a woman could be expected to survive while standing upright.
By the time they reached the living room, the city lights were flickering behind the glass like witnesses sworn to secrecy, his jacket lay forgotten by the door, her ruffled coat had fallen along the hallway like a shed cloud, his aviators were somewhere on the console table, and the Grammy he had given her sat gleaming beneath a lamp as if it had been placed there to watch over whatever fragile, feverish thing had begun again between them.
Michael paused when he saw it, the award catching gold in the corner of his eye.
Delilah followed his gaze, then looked back at him.
“You really gave me your Grammy.”
“I told you why.”
“You gave me history.”
He shook his head, stepping closer until his hands found hers again, bare fingers sliding between hers as if their bodies remembered the shape before their minds could question it.
“Nah,” he said softly. “I gave history back to the woman who helped me survive it.”
Delilah’s face changed, the teasing leaving her all at once, and Michael lifted their joined hands to his mouth, pressing a kiss to her knuckles the way he had done in that hospital room seven years earlier, only this time he did not lie about it, did not call it checking her temperature, did not hide from the sweetness of being caught.
He looked up at her over their hands.
“I missed you,” he whispered. “Not like folks say it when they ain’t seen somebody in a while. I missed you like somethin’ in me stayed hungry.”
Delilah’s eyes shone.
“Michael…”
“I know,” he murmured. “I know we got things to talk about. I know tonight don’t fix it all.”
His thumb stroked over her hand, slow and reverent.
“But can I just hold you for a minute like I found you?”
That broke her.
Not the speech, not the Grammy, not the kisses at the door, but that simple request, that yearning stripped of performance and poetry, that boyish ache inside the man who had just made history and still stood in her living room asking permission to hold what he had lost.
Delilah stepped into him.
Michael wrapped his arms around her immediately, gathering her against him with a sound that was almost relief, his face turning into her hair, her hands sliding up his back, both of them going still in the middle of all that heat because the embrace itself was a kind of hunger too.
For a while, there was no rush.
Only his breathing against her temple.
Only her fingers pressing into the fabric at his back.
Only the city below them, the Grammy beneath the lamp, the forgotten layers scattered like evidence of a storm that had finally found shore.
Then Delilah lifted her face from his chest and looked up at him, her smile small, wet-eyed, and dangerous.
“One minute over?”
Michael’s gaze dropped to her mouth.
“Not even close.”
“Good,” she whispered.
And when she kissed him again, Michael answered like a man who had spent seven years dreaming of her and had finally woken up with heaven in his hands.
Michael kissed her like he had been trying not to for seven years, like every polite smile, every swallowed phone call, every song written around her absence, every dream he had woken from with an ache in his chest had finally gathered itself into his mouth and found nowhere else to go.
It was not frantic in the careless way of strangers who only knew wanting by its hunger, but it was desperate all the same, desperate with memory, desperate with grief, desperate with the strange, holy terror of touching someone familiar and changed at once, because Delilah’s mouth was still Delilah’s and yet not the same as it had been in girlhood, softer now, surer now, carrying the taste of champagne, lipstick, and a woman who had lived a whole life on the other side of his silence.
His hands moved carefully at first, as if some part of him was still afraid of startling her away, one palm spread warm against her waist while the other traced the line of her back through the delicate shimmer of her gown, and Delilah felt him pause at the zipper like a question, like a prayer left unopened on an altar.
She answered by kissing him deeper.
Michael exhaled against her mouth, a soft, broken sound that made her fingers tighten in his shirt, and only then did he draw the zipper down slowly, inch by inch, the faint whisper of it almost swallowed by the city humming beyond the glass and the uneven rhythm of their breathing.
“I don’t wanna be friends,” he murmured, the words spoken against the corner of her mouth as if he could not bear to pull away far enough to say them properly.
Delilah stilled beneath his hands, not because she was afraid, but because the sentence struck too cleanly, too directly, cutting through all the pretty fog of the night and finding the old wound still waiting underneath.
Michael lifted his head just enough to look at her, his eyes bare now, no aviators, no stage lights, no applause to soften the truth in them, only that deep brown ache she had known since childhood, bright and pleading and stubborn all at once.
“I mean it, ’Lilah,” he said, voice low, careful, carrying that Gary softness around the edges, the kind that made every word feel both gentle and firm. “I don’t wanna sit up in your life pretendin’ I ain’t loved you since before I had good sense. I don’t wanna shake your hand, call you an old friend, ask about your records like I ain’t listened to ’em in the dark missin’ you past reason.”
Her dress loosened beneath his fingers, the white fabric easing from her shoulders just enough for cool air to kiss the skin he had uncovered, and Michael’s gaze did not drop in a way that made her feel looked at like spectacle; he watched her face instead, watched the way her lashes trembled, the way her lips parted, the way she tried to hold herself together while he took the old silence apart seam by seam.
“I can be patient,” he whispered, his thumb brushing the bare line at the top of her back with such tenderness that it felt less like seduction than devotion. “I can be careful. I can court you proper, take you out, call when I say I’m gon’ call, show up how a man supposed to show up, but I can’t be your friend like that’s all this ever was.”
Delilah swallowed, her eyes shining as she looked up at him.
“Mikey…”
“No, listen to me, baby,” he said softly, not commanding her so much as begging her not to hide from the thing standing between them. “Please.”
The word softened everything.
She nodded once, and his hand stilled at her back, the zipper halfway down, his palm warm over the opening as though he were holding the gown together by will alone, as though even now he wanted her to know that nothing would come apart unless she let it.
“I don’t wanna be punished for Jackie’s sins no more,” Michael said, and the quiet hurt in his voice made Delilah’s face change. “I know what he did. I know he hurt Celeste. I know your sister had every right to be mad, and I ain’t never gon’ tell you she didn’t. But I didn’t do that to her, ’Lilah.”
His voice cracked faintly on her name, and she reached for him without thinking, her fingers sliding up to cup the side of his face.
“I know,” she whispered.
His eyes searched hers, almost disbelieving, like those two words had been something he had waited years to hear from her mouth.
“I didn’t do that to you either,” he continued, softer now, leaning into her touch despite himself. “But I lost you like I had.”
The ache of it entered the room and changed the air.
For a moment, they were no longer standing in her penthouse with his Grammy glowing beneath the lamp and their formal clothes coming undone around them; they were back in every place they had been denied, the studio after the screaming, the hospital room with his hand around hers, the silent years where her records found him but her voice never did.
Delilah’s thumb brushed his cheek, slow and trembling.
“I thought I was doing right by her,” she said.
“I know you did.”
“She was my sister.”
“I know.”
“She was broken, Michael.”
“I know that too,” he murmured, and his eyes softened because he did know, because he had seen enough pain in his own house to recognize when love became a wound everybody else had to walk around carefully. “But we grown now.”
The words landed between them like a door opening.
Michael lowered his forehead to hers, breathing her in, his hand still at her back, his mouth close enough to touch but not yet taking.
“We grown now, Delilah,” he repeated, quieter, firmer, like he needed both of them to believe it. “We ain’t them kids sneakin’ footsie under the table no more. We ain’t sittin’ on no tour bus scared to say what we mean. We ain’t gotta let everybody else’s hurt decide what we allowed to have.”
Delilah closed her eyes because the truth of it hurt, because freedom sometimes arrived carrying guilt in both hands, because loving him had always felt simple in her body and complicated everywhere else.
Michael kissed her closed eyelid, then the tear that had gathered at the corner, his mouth so careful there it nearly broke her.
“I missed you,” he breathed. “God help me, I missed you.”
“I missed you too,” she whispered, and his whole body seemed to receive the words before his mind did, his shoulders falling, his breath leaving him like a man finally set down after carrying something too heavy for too long.
He kissed her again then, slower this time, deeper in feeling than in force, his hand finishing the path of the zipper with reverent care until the dress loosened around her like a secret slipping free, and Delilah let it, let the gown give way from her shoulders as she stepped closer into him, not because seven years could be erased by one night, but because they could at least stop pretending the wanting had died.
Michael’s hands found her again through the loosened fabric, warm and shaking slightly, and Delilah gave a small laugh against his mouth when she felt it.
“You nervous?”
He huffed softly, embarrassed but honest.
“Girl, I just made history in front of everybody and somehow you still the one who got me scared.”
That made her smile, tender and wicked all at once.
“You scared of me, Bambi?”
His eyes darkened with feeling, not lust alone but the terrible intimacy of being known by someone who remembered him before the world did.
“Terrified,” he said. “But I’m stayin’.”
Delilah’s smile faded into something softer, something that trembled at the edges, and she pulled him back down to her mouth.
“Then stay.”
Michael kissed her like an answer, like a vow, like the first honest thing after seven years of borrowed silence. Behind them the abandoned layers of the night lay scattered across her penthouse floor — sequins, ruffles, gloves, pride, grief, history — while the two of them stood wrapped in the fragile, burning truth that they were no longer children, no longer innocent casualties of someone else’s war, and no longer willing to call longing by any smaller name.
Delilah gently pushed him back until the cold concrete wall pressed firm against his shoulder blades. Michael resisted the instinctive shiver that threatened to move through him as her hands settled against his chest, those same hands he had spent years holding in hospital rooms, under dinner tables, and in the cramped backrooms of tour buses, the same hands he had once laughingly smacked away whenever he suspected her of cheating at their favorite games, those very same hands reached for the button of his slacks and unzipped them, the metal clinking as her knuckles brushed aaginst the vee of his waistband.
He exhaled something that was a breath of her name as the rush of cold air made him shiver as his length swelled free from its confines, relieved to no longer be tucked against his waistband as he’d done earlier tonight when he’d watched her hips switch as she walked to the stage to present him with his award. However he wasn't left cold for long, his eyes rolling to the back of his head as she wrapped her hand around him and sank to her knees, her dress bunching up beneath her.
“Delilah–”
“ I missed you, baby… let me show you how much, don’t think… jus’ focus on me.”
His head tipped against the wall, his hand immediately going to her scalp, faltering for a moment as if shy, then settling into a tight fist at his side. The night continued around them as she began – slow, tortuously slow– her tongue tracing the vein that made him go weak in the knees as he let out a sound he was sure would make him blush later on.
Delilah responded to the praise, eager to hear him again, she responded with a deeper and deliberate swirl, eager to taste all of him and to be flushed with his pelvis. Curling her hand into a fist she was able to do just that as her throat relaxed as she took as much as she could, recalling the trick she read in that one Playboy magazine she found in his bedroom cupboard when she was sixteen.
Michael’s eyes fluttered shut as he searched for purchase on any surface around him, his hands slipping and sliding against the wall as he fought for purchase, his sanity slipping bit by bit as Delilah deepthroated him, she darted her tongue out to lick his balls, leaving no crevice untouched by her tongue. She leaned back slightly, watching as he slipped out of her mouth, slick with her saliva, and she wrapped her hand around him, jerking him as she looked up at him, noting how stiff he looked above her as his hazy eyes met her own, nothing but lust, love and desire swimming in their gazes.
“Touch me, baby,” she whispered as she looked up at him. A determined fire in her gaze as she reached for his hand and put it in her hair, a quiet intensity as she encouraged him to grip her strands. She didn’t want him shy; she wanted him to throw caution to the wind, wanted him to shed the skin finally he wore for everyone else; she wanted to see who he actually was.
She was getting just that because he couldn’t look away from her. Delilah, who looked so put together at some point, had black tears staining her cheeks. Her lipstick smeared on his shaft and across her cheek. She looked a mess, but she looked so beautiful… so beautiful. So much so that he reached for the Polaroid beside him that rested on a shelf, watching as she didn't take the movement into account, eager to wring him for all he was worth.
Flicking the camera open, he gently cupped her cheek, willing her to look up at him, his dick snug between her plush lips and down her throat made him throb as he fought not to orgasm right then and there – and it was a fight – he willed himself to remain on task. He snapped the picture, the white flash illuminating the dark room for a moment before the shutter closed. He reached for it, flapping it back and forth as it developed.
What followed became a fevered blur of Polaroid flashes and whispered laughter, the little camera catching fragments of Delilah as Michael saw her in that private, worshipful light, desire hanging heavy in the room like incense before an altar while their perfumes, sweat, and history mingled until the night itself seemed to forget where one of them ended and the other began; by the time the city darkened beyond the windows and dawn began to loosen its pale fingers over the skyline, whatever passed between them had become something so tender, consuming, and sacred that even Venus might have turned away with reddened cheeks, leaving Mars to guard the door while Cupid scattered the last arrows of their restraint across the floor, and after that, seven years was no longer merely a wound between them, but the very reason their passion burned with the force of something lost, mourned, and finally returned.
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Michael was supposed to be on stage five minutes ago.
Five whole minutes of an ecstatic crowd, buzzing with undeniable excitement, awaiting the King of Pop to perform for his Dangerous tour — their throats burning from screaming for said man to take the stage and give them a night they won’t forget.
Michael was never late — his whole forte being punctuality, something instilled in him since he started performing. He wanted to excel for his fans, never keep them waiting or let them down.
But, alas, there he was — late.
Five minutes in show business was equivalent to three hours — Michael’s musical team bustling into panic every second longer that he remained missing.
Michael knew he was going to be in trouble for this — but he knew they wouldn’t understand the reasonings for his tardiness.
For there was only one reason — he needed something. Badly.
A good luck charm.
For most, it’s a kiss from their partner, or a hug from their parent, or for some, it’s a smoke break to calm their nerves, or a tradition they swore to never break before every important moment in their life.
For Michael Jackson, though? It’s sliding his cock into his girlfriend’s wet pussy thanks to her little surprise.
And that was exactly the rationale behind his delay.
If he came down to it, jokingly, he would blame it on you — you had caused the lagging to his concert.
You and your perfect secret.
Michael had entered his dressing room, a perfect fifteen minutes ahead of schedule, wanting to spend a few uninterrupted moments with his girl before he danced and sang the night away for his supportive fans.
What he didn’t expect to walk into was a quickie that would leave his team in a frenzy.
“Hey, doll,” He breathed as he walked in, eyes instantly softening as he met your pretty frame stood by the makeup counter, “I’m on in fifteen, wanted to say g’bye.”
Michael strode towards you, anxiety uplifting from his tense shoulders as the smell of your sweet perfume and sight of your gorgeous face hit his senses, hands instantly sliding around the curve of your waist, pulling you flush against him.
“Before you do,” You started, hands pressed against his chest, eyes twinkling with something he wasn’t familiar with as you peered up at him, “I have a surprise.”
Michael huffed out a breathy laugh, “Scarin’ me, baby, what is it?”
“Don’t be scared. You’re gonna love it. I got it just f’you, Mikey.”
An eyebrow perked up Michael’s face in confusion as he listens to your words, anticipation flooding his emotions as he awaited your next move.
And any chance of Michael being on time disengaged itself the second you turned on your heel and bent over, lifting up your mini-skirt and revealing yourself to him.
A gasp ripped from Michael’s throat, mouth falling open in disbelieving shock as his eyes locked on the new addition the adorned the top swell of your left ass-cheek.
‘M’ — a tattoo, in dainty, fresh black ink now cladding your skin, a familiar symbol that not only also hung from the Cartier necklace around your neck, but also the custom-made panties that Michael had made for you.
But, this? This by far took the cake.
His initial, his, now marking your skin for all entirety. A cursive scripture of the first letter of his name — permanently attached to the curve of your behind for anyone and everyone to see.
Everyone to see that you belonged to him.
A thought so obscene in his mind that he couldn’t not do something about it.
Couldn’t not repay you for your devotion.
And that’s exactly why he was late.
He had kissed you with such passion it had your knees buckling underneath you as his hands cupped your face — whining at the sound of his own lustful groans into your mouth.
He wasted no time — ripping the clothes of your body like you were on fire, cascading them to the floor and pulling you against him swiftly, tugging you both down onto the couch that tucked itself neatly into the corner of the room.
First, worked you open with his tongue and fingers — whining at the sweet taste of your juices on his tongue as his long, slender fingers curled inside of you, earning seductive whimpers and gasps of pleasure as he lapped at your cunt like it was his last day on Earth.
Or maybe at such a speed as he had thousands of fans waiting for him?
Right now, he didn’t care — the thought of it not even crossing his mind as he made you cum twice before he even freed himself from his slacks, and dragging you on top of him.
And that’s where he had you now. Time ticking graciously slow for everybody else as they awaited him — but not you two.
Not when he had you bent over in his lap — pushed into a brutal position of reverse cowgirl, as they call it, your legs straddling his bare, meaty thighs as he held you back by your arms, thrusting up into you with deep, swift strokes that your eyes stuck in the back of your head.
“Mmph—f-fuck, Mikey—oh, God, I—“
“I know, baby, I know.” He panted, eyes fluttering at the sensation of your cunt pulsating around his hard cock.
He bucked up into you faster with each thrust — tip, drooling eagerly with pre-cum, slamming against your cervix with each jolt of his languid hips, your name falling from his lips like a prayer at the feeling of your soaking cunt. You wailed with each jerk of his cock — tears falling freely down your face at the sheer intensity of the love-making.
You and Michael has dabbled in sex before one of his shows — the erotic notion calming his nerves and releasing tension before he worked so hard on stage. But, it had never been like this before.
Michael was fucking into you with irrevocable passion — his cock ramming so hard into you it had you seeing stars through your glassy vision.
The reason for his position, one you had never explored yet, was not only so he could watch the ripple of your ass against his pelvis every time he dragged his cock in and out of you — but to also watch the shine of your freshly inked up cheek, the light catching the reddened ‘M’ perfectly.
His eyes never left it — gaze completely captivated by the ink that clad your smooth skin, practically drooling at the sight of it.
“Y’so fuckin’ good to me,” He grunted, a trickle of sweat bleeding down his temple, “Markin’ yourself up with my name for life.”
You cried out — moans of undeniable ecstasy falling past your lips at his loving words, pleasure coursing through you like scorching heat as his pace never let up. Sounds of your lewd whines and the provocative squelch of your soaking cunt filling the room with each brutal thrust.
“Y’fuckin’ mine forever now, baby. No one else can have you like this, see that pretty little ‘M’ and not know I fucked you senseless first, huh, dollface?”
“Oh, yes, Michael!” You exclaimed from your swollen rosebuds, clit twitching as you neared your third orgasm of the evening without it even being touched.
Seven minutes had ticked over quicker than you expected — not that either of you were keeping track of precious time as he continued to fuck up into you like his life depended on it.
“Holy fuck, Mikey—shit, g-gonna cum!”
“Cummin’ already, princess, barely even got in’ya baby?” His tone was taunting as if he hadn’t been slaughtering your tight cunt for the past seven minutes.
You came with a scream louder than you intended — cunt spasming violently around him, clenching his cock so tightly it had Michael cursing under his breath. Your head threw back, eyes squeezing shut as pleasure flowed through you with ease, lip sucked between your teeth as Michael’s grip on your arms behind you tightened.
“‘M supposed to be out there right now.” Michael admitted, breath ragged, “But, the way this pretty cunt is sucking me in is makin’ me wanna cancel the whole fuckin’ tour just so I can stare at this pretty ‘tat and fill you up every day.”
You came down from your high, whimpering as Michael’s intense thrusts of his throbbingly hard cock never decreased, cunt twitching around him — you’d never felt pleasure quite like it.
You bit back a smile as you internally thanked past self for getting the tattoo.
And you knew exactly what you were doing — the strategic placement of it had every calculated reasoning. Michael was definitely, proven countless times during your sexual intercourse and private moments, an ass man — eyes remaining locked on every recoil of your plump behind as he rapidly bucked up inside you.
“‘M so close, mama,” Michael whined, voice cracking from the overwhelming arousal that pumped through him, “Y’don’t know what that thing is doin’ to me.”
You knew exactly what his insinuation to your inked-up skin meant — his profound fucking of your cunt revealing every single feeling he had about your new addition.
As Michael repeatedly slammed into you, prominently hard dick now angled directly to abuse the sweet spot inside you, a familiar feeling crept up your abdomen once more.
Michael groaned lowly behind you, now taking your arms in one hand, the other reaching over to grip your face tightly in his grasp, “Wanna see your pretty face when you cum for me, baby.” He moaned, eyebrows curled up into a pleasureful expression, “Give it to me, angel, please.”
With his desperate plea for your orgasm and the erotic arousal glistening in his vision — you broke. Your fourth orgasm hitting harder than the other three, jaw going slack as you squealed as overstimulating arousal flooded your brain.
Michael wasn’t far behind you — the sensation of your cunt convulsing viciously, squeezing his cock, screaming for his release, had his hips finally stuttering as he pulled out quickly.
He didn’t even need to pump his cock as he came, the sensation of your cunt previously milking him for all he’s worth was enough to have him spurting all over the swell of your ass — groaning loudly as his cum splattered all over your skin. His cum shot hard over you — leaving you whining at the warm gush of his fertile, milky-white seed as he jerked explosively behind you.
Finally, he stopped — body slumping behind you as the aftershock of his release coaxed his body into stillness. He heaved behind you — chest rising and falling quickly as he attempted to catch his lost breath, the grip on your arms loosening ever so slightly, but still enough to keep you from falling forwards.
His head, now resting against the cold of the wall, angled itself down to let the sight of your pretty tattoo fill his vision. A smile trickled its way onto his flushed face once more — a blissful reminder of your loyalty to him each time it caught his eye.
You winced, eyes fluttered shut as you came down from your ferocious high, as Michael ran a delicate thumb over the sensitive skin where the ink resided, body jerking at the sudden touch to the sore, swollen skin — watching as his hot cum dribbled all around his new favourite thing about you, decorating your skin even more so.
“So pretty,” He mumbled, eyes never leaving the vision of his cum trickling all around the ink — now not only branded by name, but his sticky seed.
He pulled you against his chest, hand snaking around your body to cup your waist, pressing kisses to your warm cheek and down your neck — ignoring the loud, incessant bangs against the locked door of his dressing room as his team finally found where he had been for the now ten minutes.
You turned your face towards him, locking lips with him briefly, humming into his mouth as the tang of your own essence still lingered on his tongue, before pulling off with a pop,
“So,” You breathed, a smile tugging onto your own as your mirrored his, “D’you like it?”
He didn’t need to answer — only laughing as the evidence of his adoration for it dripped down the swell of your ass.
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