notpoet

blog of yearning and sometimes math

[notpoet06]

my separate poetry blog :) don't know why I didn't post this before lol

[lisaabunny]

i hate having a crush because why would someone ever like me back

[notpoet06]

“I feel like Orpheus” is a common phrase between me and my friends. We cannot go anywhere without constantly checking to make sure the rest of our trio is still there. Maybe misses the point but it’s funny

[notpoet06]

Former crush saw my name up there with all the other top students in the class.

Now he knows he fumbled a baddie an intelligent woman

[notpoet06]

that’s basically the same thing anyways right

[notpoet06]

Former crush saw my name up there with all the other top students in the class.

Now he knows he fumbled a baddie an intelligent woman

[notpoet06]

I genuinely believe that the universe sends me guys I find attractive just to punish me bc wtf is this

[notpoet06]

3/3 this semester gang 🥀🫩

[notpoet06]

it was better to lose the opportunity to be with you than to lose you entirely, but now I have to deal with both

[notpoet06]

it’s not ok that I love you. I can’t share how scared I am to lose you.

and I am going to lose you, my love.

[notpoet06]

implement neural networks from scratch (no ai assistance) while sick and balancing other commitments in 48 hours challenge let’s go

[notpoet06]

This song is me to a teeeee bro Malcolm Todd studied my life before writing this song

[notpoet06]

I genuinely believe that the universe sends me guys I find attractive just to punish me bc wtf is this

[notpoet06]

they should invent a universe where he likes me back

[notpoet06]

ah hell nah why did both my friend and I find out the guys we were interested in were taken today 🥀

[lena-oleanderson]

also a poem from the new, unreleased collection. very possibly my own all-time favourite.

[notpoet06]

one order of a guy with pretty eyes. yeah. and I’ll have a side of intelligence and creative hobbies if that’s in season.

[notpoet06]

what’s the point if I never get to love anybody?

[stilljuniper]

bullet

you aren't a bullet to dodge but even if you were i'd still be standing here gun me down gun me down