Not So? by Annet Mahendru

"To write what I have and what I have not, is to have all."

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'Itching to do something'

the itch a bitch is that how I really feel? the heat, the burn I feel, I earn my friend, my foe I'd rather break my toe oh no!

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EGO

EGGO waffles are yummier

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overwhelmed over you

come out come out my handmade prince i loved you ever since

way long way long both fully grown yet still unknown

so sweet so sweet ah how you move you make me groove

soon home soon home don’t tell no one so we can be alone

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of each other

who are you in spite of me 
who am i 
the influence between the two
upon each one 
unknown alone 
undone 
bygone 
continually raised by one another
brother to brother
you cannot start 
a thing
a new 
remember who are you 
and what you make 
of another 
just like you

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the greatest day

long long time ago i was not so here and now i am healed blessed aware and at rest who would have known that i too am forlorn torn born again fawn wide eyed in any light fight with might to live the greatest day of life per se

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momma good momma baad yo dad faat he play that guitar flat Oh Net! I be online shopping my nails long and this a song sleep tight its night Paulo sign my poster or you toaster Ima prodigy no instrument no mic i don't hide you see me daytime no ice no lime you terrible and so ami hi bye

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The American Coupon

no kidding the land of free where everything is possible i figured everything was of merit! i figured success was of hard work! i figured popularity was of kindness! i figured free meant true, and good looks were just charming but anger trumps hope and Trump gets it all.

is there a coupon to his tower? cus I’m just standing in the lobby and I needs a shower! for happiness of the have we give what we don’t we buy what we’re not we sell what we can and traffic what we cannot.

an endless fight for the minorities why aren’t we there already, charities? for the poor are the majorities mothers and children the inferiorities why are there more parts for whites? when out there are more darks why do we speak of diversity? when we honor adversity

‘it seems that only Shakespeare knew the tragedy of me and you’ be light. don’t fight. cus the pun of it all is the Mall you get it, doll?

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ховорят мнохо смеёшься мнохо плакать будешь and kisses

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joan of act

write a poem he said okay she said there is a girl in a man's world who thinks herself to be like a boy himself

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hey y’all couple things I read that I was asked to share with you.  what’s on your night stand? Annet

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don't give a fuck I rock put me in the spot light I fight don't give a damn my Uncle is Sam

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Oh Rotten Pear, why couldn’t you wait for me to have you? In all your prime I let you sit for admiration, and now not this nor that. Oh Rotten Pear, I know! Too good for ordinary trash, I’ll start a compost just for you! Because ripe once you were and I cherish you for memories were, no other pear had given me, except the ones, perhaps I got to have? Away with tribulations now! Oh Rotten Pear, what am I here to say except, you cast doubt upon myself. What will they do of me when I am but an old she?

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it IS that simple

I scratched myself until I bled then looked and felt surprised 'Oh how?' I know exactly why! an itch for a misunderstand unknown dislike 'Not comfortable!' watched unwatched. Why is it skin we have such a relationship? UNSNAKE 'I let you be!' Go on! Be free! you're yours and I'm a fool within your majesty

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OMW

on my way

I see

2 men drinking 2 beers

10 AM don’t stop nobody

just me & my green juice

in Budapest besting

inspired by the Parliament

the queen in me awakes

OMW buying healthy groceries

is how she’ll save the world

Budapest Oh Budapest

my new friend and my foe

away you keep me from

where I think

my home can only be

4 boys pass in 4 cool shirts

but no beer for them

Oh Budapest Oh

why can’t we have all

kissing allowed on benches here

good thing there are many

us loners have to

sit somewhere alone

the train goes by I wave my eye

wish it was me with a destination

again a pawn to destiny

why me why her why so

hello I say to something new

so long to something done

my name is one

remember that

I am where I am

no bench to small no bench to large

I make it work within

Budapest Oh Budapest

Oh Budapest Oh

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The Perfect Beach, Malibu, CA

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forecast: rain feeling pain comes a tear into my beer

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change

yesterday 
I was covered up 
and everything was same today I feel immodest 
hair out 
just me and wind tomorrow 
will I have survived 
my own beliefs