over achieving eldest daughter

24 / F / LSAT

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

Hello, my name is Claire

I’m trying to get into law school while working a full time job in the corporate office of floral company.

My husband (Allen) and I have been married for over a year.

If your likes and following are visible or if you use tags, I will block.

Personal tag in case I get got: #caterpillarclaire

Plan

1. Post daily. Even if it’s just a reblog.

2. Study for the LSAT minimum 1 hour/day.

3. Focus on whole foods. Vegetables, meat, grains, fruit.

4. Reduce dessert portions.

5. Get to the gym! Explore more gyms as well.

6. Take vitamins daily.

7. Track my intake.

8. Practice discipline!

9. Restrict moderately. About 500 calorie deficit per day, even less. We want slow, sustainable loss, not burn and crash.

Why?

1. I want to be a provider for my family.

2. I want to wear anything and feel confident.

3. My husband noticed the weight gain in January.

4. My in-laws are Chinese and I want to fit the cultural standard when we visit each other.

5. I want to make the 12 year old version of myself proud.

6. My current income doesn’t meet my standard.

7. I want a life filled with more and I must create that myself.

[silkfromvenus]

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

Hi everyone -

I’m pursuing recovery and looking to build muscle mass. I want long term health for myself.

I might pop in here every now and then. There’s so many of y’all I want to personally thank for being awesome beacons of light in this community.

@thehotmessyexpressy @linaliveslight @coffeeandelectrolytes @codenamejustine @slrlfngnkhciii

Just to name a few people I really adore here. There’s others, and if we have interacted I really enjoy your online presence.

I’ve been dabbling in recovery this past week or so and have been feeling so much better physically. I’m not bingeing, I’m building muscle mass, and I have more energy and confidence and brain power.

I’ll be unplugging from tumblr for a while.

Love y’all, and thank you.

🌸💖🌺

[marisilva707]

Ariana Grande for Vogue Japan 🤍

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

I got to take home all of these “scrap” flowers that were too old/too ugly to sell :3

I made all these arrangements myself out of the scrap flowers - not bad considering I’m the events coordinator and not a designer!!!

[pigeon-post-office]

The sun will shine on us again

~Dearest regards Pigeon-post-office

[midnightinshadow]

[thezenangel]

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

Work gave me a little gift and card and had everyone sign it for my one year work anniversary!

This made my day.

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

WIEAIAD 2.5.26

Black coffee 7

Red potatoes, spinach, shaved steak, eggs 508

White fish, kale, corn tortilla 216

Earl grey tea 0

Brussel sprouts, gold potato hash, organic paleo chicken sausage 674

Nonfat Greek yogurt and grapefruit 77

TOTAL: 1475

Eating a massive steak breakfast kept my cravings in check all day. Huh.

I’m super proud of myself.

I don’t even think I’m really posting Ana content much recently. Honey Bison on YouTube has been helping with a recovery mindset and switching from the obsession with skinny to the obsession with fit. I’ve had some gains. I feel so much better.

I’m obviously still in a deficit and obviously still tracking my food obsessively. But I feel so much better and I’ve been binge free since focusing on whole foods.

[gorbigorbi]

Bolshoi Ballet Academy of Russia student Stanislava Postnova

[thelma-s-diaries]

"𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚 𝒑𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇..."

📚✒️ 𝑺𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒏 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒈.

[paper-heartss]

lucky girl syndrome 🍀

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

BC 2.4.26

In a recomp phase.

Been focused on protein maxxing and training upper body and I’m really happy with the way it looks.

Tried probiotic supplements and they’ve caused a crazy amount of bloat. But a lot of this puffiness is also my fault from the binging during the snow storm.

Please forgive the dorky poses. This is my first time ever having any muscles and I’m very excited.

Pic on right taken by my trainer this morning!

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

WIEIAD 2.4.26

Black coffee 7

Oatmeal with two eggs and tinned calamari 407

Diet Baja Blast 15

Modified Taco Bell Chicken Cantina Power Bowl 530

White fish, corn tortilla, Trader Joe’s sweet chili mango bagged salad, 1/2 small avocado 414

Small cinnamon apple 83

Quest Sundae Funday Protein Bar 210

TOTAL: 1659

Solid day. 113 g of protein and 31 g of fiber.

I’ve been craving Taco Bell for daysssss so I finally went for lunch today and modified a power bowl to be healthier and include all the specific items I was craving and it hit the SPOT.

Really good workout, an hour of strength training and 25 minutes of cardio today. Plus all the walking I did at work on the walking pad and around the office.

[dancersaretheathletesofgod]

[notsohungrycaterpillar]

1/2 of women over the age of 50 will break a bone.

Building bone density and muscle mass is so crucial for women to do when they’re young.

It’s not even about looking good or feeling good, although that’s an awesome side effect.

It’s about maintaining independence into old age and taking care of your future self.

If you’re in a deficit and you’re not prioritizing protein, strength training, and micronutrients, please consider doing so for your future old lady self. She will thank you.

Just one quick source below. There’s so much out there.